Saturday, April 27, 2013

WISHY WASHY AND SCRUBBIE TOO

felt like a cinderella today
sigh
washed and scrub the kitchen and toilet floors
=(
scrub until i want to cry
wash until i want to cry
flush water until i want to die

NOW as clean as a plain water
hahaha
and i am so tired and body aching

so my prince charming is coming right?
kekeke
*Arm chio*

and guessed what
someone STOLE my entrance door stopper!!!
WTF!!

who so free go and removed it??
bloody hell!!
so now confirmed have to remove the door closer liao lor

DAMN IT!!

CUKOO BRAINS

sigh
i think everyday is becoming more and more unbearable
and more and more unhappy

i seriously dun know what happened
wtf

she called me asked me to collate the data and send out
i told her ok and added tt mentor is doing it
then she replied ok go work with him
thinking tt perhaps he had done it, i told her i will check with him and see how
and she told me go work with him not check with him
repeated twice to me
and i was like wtf, i am not saying i wont do it but if mentor has done it, then why i still go extra work?
and her tone was like i wanted to push the work away and she sounded unhappy abt it
wtf
like tt also want to whack me
duh
and hor as the head, she should be the one doing it lor
why us??
other team, the heads are doing lor
why this one she special?
of course she can delegate to others to do la..... but if other heads are doing it, then means this work should not be delegated down??


then another one i also give up
*gg to click all tt i think i would be much happier there bah

C came and asked me to find out whats the breifing abt
so i told her from what i gathered from the email its for XXXX
then she said but she thinks its for xxx
so i told her not to worry i will go check it out
who knows the coll was busy said wll call me
but end up no find me
i called and then subsequently email her
still no response

anyway Boss called and asked me
so i told her
then she said ok la, then u all go attend and see what are doing
so i went to tell her lor
end up she said she wants to reserve the rights and still wants to find out what the briefing is abt
swee
i will still do it for her
no problem

frankly both of them can be good friends....both also like to do extra work...
sigh

and what makes me the most angry was
C came and told me to go attend a meeting with her
i told her ok lor
then she told me long and short stories
said since i am the lead, and i attended the meetings
i must come back and report to them
and i was like since when i did not??!!??
TMD
then she said if anything goes wrong, Boss will come looking for me
and i was like "hey! but the PMT should update u too right? cannot be wait till the meeting then they update mah. how much would i know?"
then she said tts why u must ask them during the meeting. and u must find out
and i was really like WTF!

dun u think its more appropriate for the project qs to tell me abt their progress, then i go attend the meeting with all the info i know, and if they have anything for me to clarify, let me know, i can bring it up for them
instead of me gg to meeting not knowing anyway, then tio whack from ppl for nothing cox nobody tells me anything??
seriously WTF
so why should i be responsible when things go wrong!!'
i think the thinking is so cukoo.....
if i would to ask and find out during the fornightly meeting
then shouldnt them also go ask and find out everyday? afterall its their own project mah

i think either i already lose hope in this place
or the 2 of them have become 1 and are irritating me le
DUH

tell me, who is wrong? who is right?
i seriously dun think i am the one to blame lor....
but everyday tio whack, i seriously dun want to go to work....

JUST DO IT, CLICKED

i clicked!

ya!
no questions asked
i just clicked!!

seriously i was so upset the other day
what happened?

i dun know why
i just feel tt she is trying to find fault with me AT ALL COST!!
so how would u feel if u tio whack everyday for no apparent reasons??
i felt DUH!!
and so tts why i just clicked....not nothing can hold me back this time

i required some infor to complete my report
i chased, requested, asked from A almost everyday without failed
but maybe to A, this pc of infor is not as impt as the work which he is doing la
so did not give it to me

then she came....
told me tt i have owed Boss this report for a very long time
i told her, ya but i have been asking for the infor also for the longest time
and not given
but i would go and request it from A
so anyway, they were having meeting with Boss mah, so she helped me pass the message and A said will give me the infor after the meeting

we had a quick meeting after lunch to go thru some office stuff as a team
meeting ended, she reminded me abt the paper
then i said ya, i havebeen chasing and will continue to do
and she TMD said "so what if u have been chasing? Boss does not know?"
but seriously, Boss dun want to know such thing la
for what?
she is marco managing not mirco
so i went "ok. i will try to get the infor from him by today and send out the info"
and then she still want to bite on and went "so what if u chase? he does not give u?"
then i went "well, chase until he give lor. what can i do? well, maybe i can just forward out the report to him and cc to Boss then"
and she went "ya, tts wat u should do le"
i told her "i did. but he also did not give the infor required"
and she went "well, maybe Boss forgotten tt u send out "
and i was like fuming le.. and decided to hold back coz everybody in the team was there
so i said ok
and diam diam
but then by this time, i was already raising my voice and so was her

anyway PM i was having meeting
so i did not get the info from him until abt 6pm
he did give me the info, but then it turned out tt he only has infor for his own team
so i went to request the info from her lor
as she was gg off le, she told me "tomorrow"

so next day i went to ask her for the info
i tell u
she again gave me a good one
told me to give her the list of projects i have on hand and she will add on
then i gave her the list lor
then she asked me "only like this?"
and i went "ya, tts what i gathered from the monthly report"
and then she went "SY! next time when ppl ask u to gather infor. u should at least find out the projects belongs to whose team, who is the qs, when release. not just like this... blah blah blah"
and i explained tt the report does not say which team or who is the qs or when release so cannot find
then she rolled eyes and said u can go find out rite
and i was like WTF!!

u know why i was like WTF
coz all i required was the NUMBER!!!!!!
number of tenders tt did a report
NUMBERs as in 1, 2 or 3,.... u know... not which team, who is the qs when release!!
seriously WTF!

so anyway, becoz i just want the numbers from her
i just ok ok first lor
if she would have spend some time to go thru my draft report, she would have know tt numbers is all i need lor
and not gave me a good one!!

so anyway she choot pattern
i also never blame her or wat lor
she went "ok. its too late now. u got ask them one by one. and u asked them like what i asked u.  "u have report? u sure? u confirmed?" ok.. u go ask"

DUH!
NB KNN CCB!!
as a boss u dun know what report ur team release!!!
and i need to go ask?
seriously PUI lor
PI SHI u

imagine A can gave me the numbers why can't she
and all she can gave me was a fucking lecture

anyway i went to get the numbers from B lor
and B also gave it to me
NO QUESTION ASKED!!!
and i was like DUH DUH DUH

i tell u
if i want to ask them individually, i would have done it months back, why i wait till TODAY and then tio scolding FOR WHAT?
skin itchy?
DAMN IT


anyway i managed to get the numbers and then i amended the report and send it out.....
tada!! work completed!!!

and tts when i CLICKED!

no question asked
nothing is holding me back.....not even BOSS this time.....

sorry but i really dun like to be scolded for nothing of my fault....

till today i still dun get it why i need to know the projects belongs to which team, who is the qs and when released.....i do know tt its good to have this info.. but this info should not it be for them to know instead... and not me??
KUA KUA KUA

and she herself also dun know
so WTF she wants me know

and hor, from the monthly report, i can safely gathered, SHE DID NOT CONTRIBUTE HER WRITE UP LOR... coz none of our projects are there
SO DUN COME AND TELL ME "WHY THE REPORT CANNOT FIND"
coz the answer is very simple... the cukoo u did not write lor....

damn it
i am really very pissed off

WHERE THOU I?

i did not disappear
i went to niece sit again
=)
this time for a longer period... abt 2 weeks
still have one more week to go......this weekend is rest day,
tts why i am home
hehe

anybody miss me??

Sunday, April 14, 2013

HAPPY FEET

very long no go for foot reflex le
and was dying to go coz no happy feet mah

then last week, the old folks bought the bak kwa
and u know la, i did not eat much during the cny
so i whack lor

all 300g plus and minus
kekekee
end up, no go toilet lor
hahaha
u know u know
got input no output

then i decided to go foot reflex yesterday while the 2 abnn were fixing my aircon
lolz

i tell u
the pain was like i have no pain until like this before lor
either my feet were really aching le
or my internal organs all dun know what le
after the 40min session... HAPPY FEET AGAIN....
"i believe i can fly.........." hahahaa

anyway, i did poo last nite
hahaha
WAHAHAHAHA

the power of foot reflex!!
guess the 300g bak kwa has been safely removed from inside my body bah

kekeke

UNAPPRECIATED II

i overheard this conversation the other day

A: hey! can u slow down ur pace? u r so fast. i cannot catch up with u. u gave me so much work to follow up
B: no lor. i tell u. i finally managed to clear my work and some of the backlog. i dun want to have any more backlog
then both hehe haha

swee rite
so with me, many backlog
with someone else can clear work
so her "incompetency" is becoz of me?
well, i dun think so...
but i do see her working harder now...

anyway i will open my eyes big big and see
now both of them have competent staff to help them
i will see them "fight" , cat fight??!!?
hm...

ya i know
i sound evil
and i should not be feeling or thinking this way
but she made me lor

anyway i might not be ard to see the cat fight happened
coz i might b long gone by then......

RAIN OR SHINE

today is sweep tomb day
and i already thought of what to wear
coz its gg to be very very very very hot mah
i even thought of how to tied up my hair lor

and then it rained..........rained from last nite, to this AM and now still raining
=(

sigh
dun know to be happy or what

frankly
even the weather is so unpredictable....

 but rain or shine, tomb sweep is a confirmed event for today

Saturday, April 13, 2013

COOLZ....

air con installation done and completed today!!
WOOHOO!!
cool air... shiok! esp of the hot hot temp out there....
but now the house damn messy and dirty and dusty
kekeke
and so must quickly start on the reno. then will have some one to clean up the place mah
and i also found THE contractor!!
thanks to my "u have i and i have u friend"

swee!!
now to lock in target
he told me i must get all the stuff ready for him to install when he starts work
sigh
i no time to go furniture shopping leh
HOW.... ha
so i told him then dun start so early, i let u know when to start
lolz

stress leh
but hor, no choice de la
if keep delaying hor, i bet my wont get any thing done de lor
and how is my money gg to "cash cash cash" flow in leh

so GAMBADE!!
can de... just spend a few weekends shopping sure can get it done

target is end of april to whack all the way!!

HUAT AH

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

UNAPPRECIATED

i simply dun know what to say

last week i did up 2 papers and forwarded it to her
so many days have passed and i hear nothing from her

yesterday i was on leave
some one forwarded us a paper for comments

after lunch i saw her comments

WTF!!
what is this?

ppl's paper is paper, my paper is toilet paper?
so what if there is a delay?? is it gg to MY BLOODY FAULT??

and dun come and tell me tt u r more involved in the project than me
coz if u want to do it,  i can happily let u do it
TSK TSK

no way am i gg to swallow any more dead cat lor
the heart is dead lor
if u dun know how to appreciate i am sure someone else will

DUH!!!

Monday, April 8, 2013

WHO IS THE CLIENT?

i took leave today
to actually bring a contractor to see the house
end up, he messaged me at 10 to ask me how long am i gg be there
i told a lie
i said i am actually on half day
and if he cannot make it at 11am then we shall cancel the appt

swee lor
he told me "ok cancel"
steady pom pi pi rite?
i am the client leh, and he said cancel then cancel

its ok with me lor
cancel le no more 2nd chance
actually its 2nd chance le
kekeke

1st time i asked can meet up on sat for the viewing
he told me no viewing on weekends
ok can understand either he wants to spend time with family or he wants to go race course!!!!!
DUH

anyway then i got to relook into my busy schedule and finally i found a slot today!!!!
and quickly applied leave
wanted to apply for last fri de
but end up got to finish an assignment
then end up, he wtf lor
if he cannot make it 11, then dun set 11 with me on wed mah.......
seriously hor

though i really wanted to get a contractor ASAP
but if he has such an attitude even before we sign on the dotted lines
then FORGET IT!!!
no more chance for him

DUH!!

hopefully i can quickly get a contractor and get over with it.....
=D
then can hear the money flowing in....
*cash cash*
*beam beam*

AM I PRETTY?

i never think of myself as beautiful or pretty
i am just an average looking person
tts what i always think
nobody takes a second look or even a look at me
i always felt tt everyone else is pretty or beautiful
never me...

today some one said "u r actually quite pretty"
and i went "huh?"
STUNNED
hahaha
nobody has even said tt i am pretty except for xiong
lolz
hahaha
ya, XIONG!!
but dun be misunderstood
he said "i have inner beauty"

and hor, i guess, tt someone who said i am pretty today, also meant i have inner beauty
=)
*beam beam*

maybe partially i gave her a business (i signed the package for the air con installation with this auntie)
and partially i am really beautiful
hehe
*arm chio*

for someone who spoke to me for a few mins and thinks tt i am beautiful
i tell u
this person also beautiful lor....
kekeke

but frankly speaking
to really see the beauty in me, will need to take some time
and before tt some time does take place, will tt someone gives themselves an oppt to find out tt i am actually very beautiful.........

erm... chim right
dun know wat i talking rite??
its ok, i know can le...and the person who can sees the beauty in me will understand too....
=)


Saturday, April 6, 2013

BOM BOM PROBLEM

i just tried on the dresses which i bought from the net early this week
to my horror!!
wa kao!!!
i think i got a big ass lor!!!

i ordered M size... the usual size nothing more and nothing less
but when i tried to pull up the dress or pull down the dress
HEY PRESTO!!!
stuck at the bom bom lor
=(((

got to admit
i have a big ass!!
think i sit too much le
time to move ard......kekeke
ya, maybe i did too much online shopping le
been sitting ard too much
time to go jalang... go walk walk, go REAL shopping...

but hor i really dun like the sales to follow me ard
even if they dun, once u r in the fitting room, i tell u
all hell breaks loose lor
they will show u 10 stuff and u can never get to leave the fitting room even though u brought only one pc in for trying...

of course maybe some of u like this kind of service
but not for me
i felt very pressurize and stressful
shopping is not suppose to be like this right?
shopping supposed to be relaxing and fun!!
and something which u look forward to...
but not for me... tts why i preferred online shopping
but then... NOW hor. .. think i need to change le

and hor for the same pc of dress, u need to pay like $50 plus for the dress
but on the net hor, same design just tt its not "branded" la, only cost u less than $30!!!
hm... i think i know le
next time, i go to the shop and try first
then i order from the net
hahaha
but then also quite difficult coz dun know which shop selling tt design and which online shop is selling tt too

 have few choices with the dresses la
either, i hold on to them and hope for the best
still wear them but need to hold in my breathe coz the waistline there can see the tummy
or throw away / give away

anyway i thought of at least try to wear them one or twice before i do the option 3.....
hahaha
>.<
would be wasted if i did not bring them out to "shine" right??

think i can no longer buy clothings from the net le
coz of the big ass
=(
WWWWAAAAWWWWWAAAAAA..........
=D

WHO TO CARRY

the other night while q-ing in the ATM q... i saw this lady carrying her shopping bags.....to be exact it were many grocery bags......and her man was carrying her hand bag!!!

kua kua kua

not the man carrying the groceries meh?
seriously, this is so funny.....
the gucci bag was on hanging on his shoulder and he was yakking on the mobile while the lady was like "struggling" with the shopping bags!!!

hm...anyway, as long as they happy can le...
tio bo
=P

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

BACK TO SQUARE ONE

its official!!
BOSS broke the news to the heads and managers
i would step down and she will be confer as the manager

dun know why
today i felt so sucky and lousy

though i always said the post is rightfully hers and i want to let her have it back
now tt there is this opprt for her to have it back
i dun know why i felt so sucky and lousy

=(
hate myself
why not graceful de
one side said ok, the other said LL
sigh