ON MC

supposed to be 1st day back at work
end up I am sick
=(

always like this de
cny sure must be sick
cannot siam
must come means must come

also dun know ate wat
then tummy pain
I tell u
on the train, alone
tummy pain until I broke out in cold sweat
then I saw the stars and I started to cannot breathe
told myself its gg to be okie just breathe
and I was at eunos mrt at tt time
told myself two more stops and u r safe le
just hang in there and I can surely do it

but I tell u
it was like the longest train ride I had in my life back home

anyway I also dun know how I managed to drag myself to the toilet in bedok mrt station
coz the sit down cubicle and sat there in cold sweat
!!!!!!!!!!!

really thank god the toilet was empty and also clean to my acceptable standard
few mins later I LAO LAO LAO
steady lor
and ppl come and go into the toilet
I really want to apologize to them
but then again, not tt I want to

few mins later, I decided it was safe to go home as in I wont suddenly want to lao again
I really want to thank god tt the bus came almost immediately
and once again, it was like the longest bus trip home

the moment I alighted the bus... ho say liao
the pain came
and I was still feeling weak
at least I can breathe again and no more stars

I quickly took the lao sai pill when I got home and I went to bath after resting for a while
seemed okie
but after I think the medicine took effect and I lao again
=(
but this time much better than the one I made in the public toilet

I went to bath after I applied the trusty ru yu oil
and heng thru out the night I was okie but I kept waking up on and off

this AM, before my alarm rang, I woke up
body aching, feeling a lump in the throat and my nose was block
sigh
WHY ME!!!!

so I decided I shall stay home today

tts how I ended up ON MC today
on my 1st day of work after the cny