DISAPPOINTED AND DISHEARTENED

why such a title for this entry?

fri I went to join this speed date event
I have not tried this organiser before
but since it was in the papers recently and the organiser was interviewed for a few times, I thought why not?
so I went
whats there to lose rite?
only money and time wat

anyway before I went, I knew tt the outcome would be disappointed and disheartening
why?
coz of this:

mid day, I received a sms from the organiser
tt I am requested to forward my judgement papers to her by end of the day (as SDN had given them  authority to check all the status of the participates as they had to do it to prove tt they r doing their job as instructed) if not she would informed the rest of the ladies participants tt she is unable to verify my current S status
and I was like WTF!!!
not for asking me to send in the papers but is there a need to inform the rest of the ladies participates?  I mean DUH!!
seriously!!!
so anyway I happened to capture a few photo shots the papers before and kept them in my phone.. so I forwarded to her and also "kindly" informed her tt I am currently a member of the SDN and thus SDN themselves have already "certified" me

I was there early
sat in the hotel lobby and waited
my heart went thump thump thump
dun know why
like I first time joined event like tt... and I was alone while others have friends

so when the participates started to stroll in
I saw new faces and some existing faces
happy like shit lor
hahaha

so anyway end of the event, I was feeling okie lor
got a few guy I dun mind to know more..  but none of the guys I interested in asked for exchange of numbers.. so I okie bah (afterall I also no have high hopes)

and the way this thing works for this organiser is
end of the day u will have to write down 3 names of the opp sex for her to do the mutual match
which means if A choose B and B choose A. then BINGO.. its a mutual match...=D
and organiser will give A and B a sms and then the two will continue from there
was told tt previously got one participant indicated tt he interested in ALL the ladies... haha.. casting net... but would be sad if he no mutual match even after indicating tt he interested in ALL
kua kua kua

those with no mutual match no despair... coz not always join once and u will meet THE ONE ah
and since we have a list of the email address of all the participants... so u can also start to email to each other (even if no mutual match, u can still email)

so anyway, though I know will not have any match since of the mid day incident
I told myself not to give up.... be positive... who knows rite?? *wink wink*

who knows......waited till 10pm last nite...... no sms from organiser
POOF!!!!

=(