EAT HUMBLE PIE

today tio pok by BOSS
sigh
unhappy now
why why why
why me so careless
how would it slipped off my mind

I was ot-ing when my hdp rang
and then.. saw her name and answered it
and then I knew it was not good le

she was not like really fierce but she was firmed
asking me why I did not informed her abt the extension and it was a 3rd party who informed her coz need her to release the paper in the system
and then *blank*

why it never occur me to update her ??!!??!
I really have no explanation

busy until max is not an excuse I told Y
A was with me when I answered the call and she said I did a good job in handling BOSS's queries
I told her I did not do anything except to admit "SORRY SORRY SORRY"
but she still thinks I did a good job

frankly, I went to see BOSS a few times or even talk on the phone with her
but dun know why, never once it occur or crosses my mind to update her abt this delayed
=(
*sob sob*
and I haver been working my ass off for the past few months... not forgetting I cannot sleep well... until now tt I have recovered after I told myself tt I will just throw after the B
feel so much better and told myself I just chiong all the work given to me
do swee swee
and the now this!!

just one thing!! all my hard work for the past few months gone just like tt....
cheong the paper, cheong the doc, cheong the approval, cheong this, cheong tt
just one NO UPDATE NO INFORM and I am sentenced to death
kua kua kua


like I always said since its my fault
I will eat the humble pie


I am just depressed =( upset =( devastated =(
disappointed in myself
=( =( =(