SERIOUSLY TO RECONSIDER

spoke to L today
can see she also expected me to leave one day
coz she and V said the same thing "becoz of the work load?"

but frankly, if its becoz of workload everywhere also would be the same de
then I cannot always becoz of workload then I leave ah
how many places can I go .....
duhz

anyway I just gave her a very diplomatic reply
change of environment, develop new skills else where , see new things, etc
I have always wanted to leave since x years ago.. just tt dun have the right oppt or post....now I have, I will grab it

anyway the start of our conversation was "XXX send an email to our HR saying tat they are keen to offer u a position"

WOOHOO!!
*clap hands*
though no confirmed me... or offer me... but hor.. hehehe.. *arm chio*.. they interested leh
she replied "change? means u unhappy here? u just stay here and do ur work no need to develop new skills"  though u can see tt she tells u sternly, but she has a arm chio look on her face
as usual, I said before, she is like a mother hen always on her feet to protect us

I really like her
but then ... but.. but but...
sigh
L said she wants me to seriously confirm to stay on
and i said i will
if I want to stay on.. I would not have clicked and went for interview
i know i would be sad the day i leave
but then.. who would not be.. after all... starting to grow roots le and have some feelings mah... but then... the thought of leaving... i er...erm.... looked more forward to
*beam beam*

L told me "do u know u are doing all the major projects... how u expect me to find someone to take over within such a short period"
and i went inside my mind "tsk tsk"  is it my problem?? but then again, i got think abt it... but then frankly, no one is indispensable
so i looked at her and went "ya, i know. but they also never offer me anything"
and she stunned
heehee

i really dun want to disappoint her
sorry L
but to stay on.. i think forget it
the only option for me is leave with a job or leave without one
i dun have much chances out there... and now i am given the oppt... i will grab it at all costs.....

really wish me luck!!
not gg to think too much abt it
gg for my short trip and continue to do my work as usual
till then.....

anyway hor, i felt tt they should really consider abolishing this scheme
coz its really very disruptive to the work... and if the other side dun offer or confirm eventually... then stay on also no good le.... the next moment u take leave, they will start to be weary of u.... then for what

think just left a 100m dash and i am at the finishing line

HUATAH!!
*cross fingers*