TOTALLY PISSED ME OFF

this AM when I opened my email
and there sitting in my inbox big boss email to me to do some collation
of course for cc to goldfish and 2 other bhs

since she said want to meet in the PM,  I asked can we also discuss that piece of shit
she said u go proposed then see me
walao eh
okie lor

then who knows, it turned out tt she was gg to discuss with mc and J on how to collate the data not knowing tt its the same piece of shit
and when she realised tt its the same
she told MC " okie. mc dun need to do le. she is doing " and was gg to leave the room
and I was immediately fire all up to the max level

WTF
what is this?
whether who does the piece of shit, still its our unit work right?
and what does she mean "SY's work we dun need to do?"
before she realised tt its the piece of shit tt was assigned to me by big boss, she had in mind to have 2 ppl to do the work
then why when its me, she said u go do... OMO
at least be kind enough to say let J and u work together

tmd right
KNNCCB

I think this time I really am pissed off max
first tnp
and then her

this time I did not go see big boss lor
I stayed away from him as far as I can since tt incident
I knew she had to talk to me sooner or later de
coz like I said I know I still got the upper hand
so I tried ways and means to talk to her or rather i pretend tt nothing happen and act normal and talk normal
anyway why he assigned to me, dun asked me
but he is the big boss, he can also assigned work to me right
I mean
duhz

she is so much like tt bitch in the earlier aeroplane industry
really KL lor

so she asked me so what u intend to do tell me
so I told her since every week got this spreadsheet so I want to...
before I can even finished she cut me off and said even this piece of spreadsheet also nobody wants to update lor.
and then I said okie then get from the officers
and u know what she told me
is tt the only way? can we dun go disturb the officers?  if the spreadsheet they also dun want to update u think they will give u?
I mean HELLO!!! if dun ask them then ask UPSTAIRS ah??

then fine, I said okie, then lets go get the files from the payment officers and flip lor
and she asked is tt the only way
I said well, then ask the consultants lor
and she shot me back, "u think the consultants very free? they already closed the accounts with us, whats make u think they will entertain us to give us the info?"

and then I was like U WIN LIAO then u tell me lor
and then she said tomolo u go look from the payment file
and I replied u mean on Monday?
and she said ya Monday
find a few then we see how we can collate

and MC was nice enough to explain tt its not gg to be easy
and she went " I dun know I dun  know. I really dun know u know mc, but let SY goes thru the payment files and see what she can retrieve. I am sure big boss will ask have we checked our own data"

I tell u lor
if she so tl tt big boss assigned work to me what can I do
she can jolly well go tell big boss not to do tt lor
if she tl tt I got the P, then what can I say?
afterall, I wont get another P as long as I am still in this org
this P was like a miracle lor
given to me out of pity
so why as a boss she not happy tt her staff got P
seriously, DUHZ

anyway i was told tt the P only 1
tnp and me only 1 can get the P
and since she asked for transfer so the P was given to me instead
so u see
how upset and heart broken i was
but i told myself just SHOW ME THE MONEY the rest i dun care
and if i am not good, they can still jolly well give it to her
why me then?

I tell u
though I like this here
but she is just making matters worst for me to stay on
everybody asked me how can I survive for 3 years here under her
I every time still say tt she is actually very nice and knows her work well
I did not say for fun de, I really meant it
its just her fucking attitude and thinking
I m sorry

I may not be as good as her
but I will do things to my best of my ability
and it might not be good enough for her, but at least its good enough for myself.
and i know she very li hai one.. so okie lor… u come and do it urself
=D  i dun want to do le
afterall, i wont get P any more as long as i stayed her
so just do normal work lor and hor spend the time to find a hubby better....
afterall job not for life.. life partner is for life

anyway since 3 years here,  and also just gotten P
I think maybe time to look for my alternative route....

god bless!!
HUAT AH