HE NO LOVES ME

dear casually mentioned to me on sat tt he was busy studying for his exams for fri tt he has no time to sms me his reply
so i also casually mentioned it back to him tt now i realised how impt i am to him
i simply dun mean anything
coz he can't even spend a few sec to reply my sms

all i asked him was "sunday we gg for dim sum. my sister and i are giving treat"
he can simply reply me with a "ok" or "noted"
but no reply till friday.........from monday to fri ok
he told me he was busy and if he replied, i will continued to sms him and then no end
but i told him, if he replied me with ok, wat else does he want or expect me to reply him? at most i also reply "ok" rite?
whatever

then he casually told me tt he also dun know whether want to come or not, coz if he flunked his paper, he will definitely have no mood to eat
then i also casually told him its ok. i know already. i am not impt to him at all. he cannot even spend a few sec to reply my sms and even dun want to have dim sum with my family and i should he failed his papers. fail or no fail still need to eat rite??
he diam diam

anyway, frankly speaking, i dun know he was joking or whatever
but i am hurt, i am sad
=(
dun asked me why

perhaps u can say tt i am over reacting, coz whats the big deal.......no eat then no eat lor
no reply then no reply lor
but i see it at another angle lor
i dun need to explain myself if u already see it from the same angle as me........
maybe, i am over reacting, but whatever.........

after watching twilight, it made me wonder........am i part of his life? am i his everything...........
sigh
guess not.......dun intend to ask him though
what for? i am already hurt

but, on a lighter note, when he send me home just now, dun know what we are talking abt, and i told him tt one proven is he no loves me at all and i loves him more than anything else........and before i alighted from the car, he told me "i do love u, u know"
hehehe
ya whatever........ *arm chio*