happened to see big boss when i am leaving the office today
so he asked me "why"
i told him some of the reasons but not all... >.<
frankly, i see him so sad.... i also sad
=(
i also have my "bu she de" but but but........time to go...
he told me he wished he could change something for us
but he said he has his limits
which i do agreed
tts why, i dun blame him or whatever
i just dun want to see myself like tt in time to come.......
see already heart also cold lor
he told me he appreciated what i did and i am a team player
they planned to "reward" me come next yr.......but too bad......i dun think i want to stay on esp since i have the opportunity .......
=))
thanks uncle f.......but ..... i have no other choice.......
in a few yrs time, u will retired and what next?
i really dun want to see myself in j's shoes now......
Monday, August 31, 2009
Sunday, August 30, 2009
CATCH UP
met up with PS and WL today for lunch
WL got promoted and also bonus so she is giving us a treat!!
=)
planned to go to have porridge buffet
ended up in ASTON's as both PS and WL had eaten the porridge buffet before.......
then we went over to S to have cuppa of coffee and chit chatted for awhile...........
our ladies gathering started from 130pm to almost 7pm.......WOW!!!
long time no have such gathering le
and i quite enjoy
just sit there and chat.........
=))
hope to do tt again........one fine day
WL got promoted and also bonus so she is giving us a treat!!
=)
planned to go to have porridge buffet
ended up in ASTON's as both PS and WL had eaten the porridge buffet before.......
then we went over to S to have cuppa of coffee and chit chatted for awhile...........
our ladies gathering started from 130pm to almost 7pm.......WOW!!!
long time no have such gathering le
and i quite enjoy
just sit there and chat.........
=))
hope to do tt again........one fine day
Friday, August 28, 2009
CAN'T STAND IT
i really cannot tolerate it
i just find tt its so bluff lor
so "cake"
cannot take it
i despised ppl who tripod
really cmi
really!!
why must tripod
if u can do it, u have the capability why need to resort to such thing
scoop so low for what?
then do already want to come complain tt "its sucks"
omg!
for what
totally ignored her
and still want to "shh... shh... shh..."in front of my cubicle
so sickening
want to talk to me just talk, dun "shh... shh.... shh..."
irritating........
and i shouted back "what" in a very irritating tone.... and she just "hahaha"
crazy......
lunch time, was looking at the menu
then i said i want "set A"
she said "i also want set A"
then someone went "set A oily, should go for set B"
and she quickly re looked at the menu again and went "i want to change to set B. good choice. yum yum!"
pui lor
not tt set B is not nice, but she simply too bluff.........
anyway, like what i told her
its all up to her
if she wants to do tt, then dun complain to me
irritating
i just find tt its so bluff lor
so "cake"
cannot take it
i despised ppl who tripod
really cmi
really!!
why must tripod
if u can do it, u have the capability why need to resort to such thing
scoop so low for what?
then do already want to come complain tt "its sucks"
omg!
for what
totally ignored her
and still want to "shh... shh... shh..."in front of my cubicle
so sickening
want to talk to me just talk, dun "shh... shh.... shh..."
irritating........
and i shouted back "what" in a very irritating tone.... and she just "hahaha"
crazy......
lunch time, was looking at the menu
then i said i want "set A"
she said "i also want set A"
then someone went "set A oily, should go for set B"
and she quickly re looked at the menu again and went "i want to change to set B. good choice. yum yum!"
pui lor
not tt set B is not nice, but she simply too bluff.........
anyway, like what i told her
its all up to her
if she wants to do tt, then dun complain to me
irritating
Thursday, August 27, 2009
CATCH ME IF YOU CAN
happenings this morning before lunch
lots of grumblings during lunch
took the opportunity to inform tt i am throwing in the white towel
"good luck"
=))
suddenly, i dun feel guilty anymore
i just felt bad tt i am leaving at this pt of time when the team is so in need of manpower
was told to be prepared for another round tomolo
coz apparently, i am the "pet"
the bosses will try ways and means to stop me
but CATCH ME IF U CAN..........
*beam beam*
lots of grumblings during lunch
took the opportunity to inform tt i am throwing in the white towel
"good luck"
=))
suddenly, i dun feel guilty anymore
i just felt bad tt i am leaving at this pt of time when the team is so in need of manpower
was told to be prepared for another round tomolo
coz apparently, i am the "pet"
the bosses will try ways and means to stop me
but CATCH ME IF U CAN..........
*beam beam*
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
NO SEED
i just need one confirmation before i proceed with my next move
said will send me but but but.......
now i dare not move coz hor so many ppl told me to hang on
frankly, its always JUST DO IT
maybe becoz now older le, what also scare leh
sigh
scartity cat...
hmph........
said will send me but but but.......
now i dare not move coz hor so many ppl told me to hang on
frankly, its always JUST DO IT
maybe becoz now older le, what also scare leh
sigh
scartity cat...
hmph........
MY WISH IS NOT YOUR WISH
i told dear tt i have confirmed my decision
and he told me "as long as u are happy...."
he sounded like he disapproved of it, STRONGLY
so i went "so ur wish is to see me stay on and fight it out?"
and he took some time to reply me with "my wish is not your wish"
wa kao!!
wtf lor
so i went "true. just like my wish is not yours. and armour wish is not ours"
steady rite?
just in case u wondering who the "3rd party" is, armour is our dog!!
=))
and he told me "as long as u are happy...."
he sounded like he disapproved of it, STRONGLY
so i went "so ur wish is to see me stay on and fight it out?"
and he took some time to reply me with "my wish is not your wish"
wa kao!!
wtf lor
so i went "true. just like my wish is not yours. and armour wish is not ours"
steady rite?
just in case u wondering who the "3rd party" is, armour is our dog!!
=))
TIME FLIES
time really flies when u having fun........
2 days just gone like tt
gone with the wind........
2 days just gone like tt
gone with the wind........
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
ITS A DEAL
confirmed
stamp and sealed.
=))
proceed to next stage
=))
hope tt the next 1 month will be smooth sailing for me...........
then after will start a new journey
smooth journey too........
*beam beam*
stamp and sealed.
=))
proceed to next stage
=))
hope tt the next 1 month will be smooth sailing for me...........
then after will start a new journey
smooth journey too........
*beam beam*
COUNT MY BLESSINGS
to think soon we will be back together again
hehehe
*arm chio*
we first met each other in poly
she had her groupie and so did i
then we split ways and after few years met again in nus
then we split after 4 intensive yrs together
but still keep in contact
until one fine day we happened to work in the same building...
ok not same as in same but same as in just an opposite block away from each other
then we split ways again
and then soon, if all goes well, we will be closer to each other again........
but frankly, if i were tt lucky too, we would be working under the same roof .....and this time, its really SAME ROOF
too bad, only 1 can be lucky.......
but i am also contended with what i landed myself into.......
maybe can meet up more often
together with the rest of them too.........
>.<
the thought of it, i am so blessed.......
not tt i am not good currently
but the location is, erm... makes me want to go home nia....
hehehe
*arm chio*
we first met each other in poly
she had her groupie and so did i
then we split ways and after few years met again in nus
then we split after 4 intensive yrs together
but still keep in contact
until one fine day we happened to work in the same building...
ok not same as in same but same as in just an opposite block away from each other
then we split ways again
and then soon, if all goes well, we will be closer to each other again........
but frankly, if i were tt lucky too, we would be working under the same roof .....and this time, its really SAME ROOF
too bad, only 1 can be lucky.......
but i am also contended with what i landed myself into.......
maybe can meet up more often
together with the rest of them too.........
>.<
the thought of it, i am so blessed.......
not tt i am not good currently
but the location is, erm... makes me want to go home nia....
ANY TAKERS?
1st sem - $1.8K
2nd sem - $1.5K
do a simple addition and viola!
u got it
1yr = $3.3K
do another simple multiplication and viola!
u also got it
2yr = $6.6K + $600 for miscellaneous stuff
any takers?
pursue a Masters at NUS........
think i am one step closer to my dream........the moment i am out of here.......i should be on my way over there.........
any followers?
2nd sem - $1.5K
do a simple addition and viola!
u got it
1yr = $3.3K
do another simple multiplication and viola!
u also got it
2yr = $6.6K + $600 for miscellaneous stuff
any takers?
pursue a Masters at NUS........
think i am one step closer to my dream........the moment i am out of here.......i should be on my way over there.........
any followers?
NO MORE PARTY
told dear abt my dream
and he asked me
"so the moral of the story is?"
and i went "dun cut hair?"
he said "dun have party"
and i asked him "u dun like party?"
and he said "why must have party? i dun like lor. so in the first place, the dream will not come true. coz we will not have a party at our place"
and i went "huh? why like this? party good. got many ppl come, so happy"
so he looked at me seriously "u mean u like parties?"
and i went also seriously "not tt i like parties. but if ppl asked me can loan ur place for gathering or not? i will go OK!!"
then he looked at me and told me "sorry. i dun like parties. so no more parties for u"
and he started to walk out of the room.....and i went "but u can stay in the room wat. nobody asked u to come out"
dear did not replied.
sigh
why ppl's other half dun mind huh............and mine mind.......
=(
sad
disappointed
depressed
does opposite really attracts?
and side track abit
"so whose fault?" dear asked me
"the barber lor" i went
and dear said "ya lor. i also think so leh"
he said its not the 2nd girl's fault but the barber's
if he did a good job in the first place, he would not have gone back to the salon with the 2nd girl
and he commented tt since it was MY party and tt 2nd girl was my friend, so its my fault too!
pui
stupid old man!!
and he asked me
"so the moral of the story is?"
and i went "dun cut hair?"
he said "dun have party"
and i asked him "u dun like party?"
and he said "why must have party? i dun like lor. so in the first place, the dream will not come true. coz we will not have a party at our place"
and i went "huh? why like this? party good. got many ppl come, so happy"
so he looked at me seriously "u mean u like parties?"
and i went also seriously "not tt i like parties. but if ppl asked me can loan ur place for gathering or not? i will go OK!!"
then he looked at me and told me "sorry. i dun like parties. so no more parties for u"
and he started to walk out of the room.....and i went "but u can stay in the room wat. nobody asked u to come out"
dear did not replied.
sigh
why ppl's other half dun mind huh............and mine mind.......
=(
sad
disappointed
depressed
does opposite really attracts?
and side track abit
"so whose fault?" dear asked me
"the barber lor" i went
and dear said "ya lor. i also think so leh"
he said its not the 2nd girl's fault but the barber's
if he did a good job in the first place, he would not have gone back to the salon with the 2nd girl
and he commented tt since it was MY party and tt 2nd girl was my friend, so its my fault too!
pui
stupid old man!!
ASK FOR MORE?
to ask or not to ask *scratch head*
decided to ask *beam beam*
and then the hdp no ring * kua kua kua*
sigh *orbigood*
=(
back fired........... *serves u rite*
decided to ask *beam beam*
and then the hdp no ring * kua kua kua*
sigh *orbigood*
=(
back fired........... *serves u rite*
MISUNDERSTOOD OR MISINTERPRETED
scenrio :-
A: our proposal is ready for the client. once vetted by X, we can proceed to send to P and get it signed
back in office
X: F!! what have u been telling EVERYBODY??!!?? what have u been telling ppl behind my back!! why is it tt EVERYBODY is saying tt U said that the proposal needs to be approved by me before it can be send out!! now EVERYBODY thinks tt i am delaying the whole signing process!!! i am very upset u know!!
F: huh? what? who said? i never said such thing?
X: if u never, then why is EVERYBODY saying tt U said
F: u tell me who said. i go clarify
X: EVERYBODY!! and i am very upset. i dun even have the proposal so what u want me to do?
*fuming*
F: i really did not say that. wait i go find out
(phone calls were made and "culprit" was asked to come and "clarified")
M: X, we did not say tt the proposal is with u.
X: u did not say? the message was conveyed in the meeting. and i tell u, i am very upset and i am not gg to help u anymore
M: But X! no lah, we did not meant it in such a way
X: u did not mean it in such a way, but someone said so
*stormed away*
kua kua kua
M: *scratch head* go home bah, also not my business.....(tu tu tu tu *whistle away*)
F tried explaining but X refused to listen...........
kua kua kua
so how huh?
ignored lor
till X's mood cooled down and see how it goes
and apparently, after X cooled down, all is fine.........can see rainbow le........
=))
statement made being misunderstood or misinterpreted by someone.......or was it being exaggerated
u know, i know lor and god knows too
*speechless*
A: our proposal is ready for the client. once vetted by X, we can proceed to send to P and get it signed
back in office
X: F!! what have u been telling EVERYBODY??!!?? what have u been telling ppl behind my back!! why is it tt EVERYBODY is saying tt U said that the proposal needs to be approved by me before it can be send out!! now EVERYBODY thinks tt i am delaying the whole signing process!!! i am very upset u know!!
F: huh? what? who said? i never said such thing?
X: if u never, then why is EVERYBODY saying tt U said
F: u tell me who said. i go clarify
X: EVERYBODY!! and i am very upset. i dun even have the proposal so what u want me to do?
*fuming*
F: i really did not say that. wait i go find out
(phone calls were made and "culprit" was asked to come and "clarified")
M: X, we did not say tt the proposal is with u.
X: u did not say? the message was conveyed in the meeting. and i tell u, i am very upset and i am not gg to help u anymore
M: But X! no lah, we did not meant it in such a way
X: u did not mean it in such a way, but someone said so
*stormed away*
kua kua kua
M: *scratch head* go home bah, also not my business.....(tu tu tu tu *whistle away*)
F tried explaining but X refused to listen...........
kua kua kua
so how huh?
ignored lor
till X's mood cooled down and see how it goes
and apparently, after X cooled down, all is fine.........can see rainbow le........
=))
statement made being misunderstood or misinterpreted by someone.......or was it being exaggerated
u know, i know lor and god knows too
*speechless*
Saturday, August 22, 2009
THE PROPOSAL
ok, wake up!!
not mine.......will never have
so dun dream
i am referring to the movie starring sandra bullock
love her and also julia roberts
i think they are good
but of course there are better lah
ok, anyway, i find it so ironical
i wanted to watch it but not dear
and as i was late (due to work) he did not buy the tic till i arrived
so i just asked him "what were u doing? u should have bought it just now"
and he went "u think what huh? i am doing my work lor. u expect me to wait here for u. anyway, this movie "lan" dun worry no tickets lor. nobody will watch it"
FINE!!
actually damn tl
not becoz he said "u expect me to wait here for u?" but becoz since he not interested to watch then say so, i won;t force it down his throat
but dun come watch the movie with me and grumble abt it
I HATE IT!!
not once le.......ok, to be honest, for him, less than 5 times......coz its always he choose the movies and i go watch
and if i REALLY Want to watch certain movies then i will put up my request form...
hahaha
sound so like work..omg! i think i became a workaholic le........omg omg!
better come back.....*hello hello!! wooohoooo.....hehehe O___o)
ok, tl aside
then what happened
thru out the movie, he laffed LOUDER than me
and frankly, i did not laff as much as him.........
dun asked me why
but maybe i was feeling tl
but not his fault lah
not his fault to tell me tt "hey! ur dressing is like auntie today. i can see u wearing like tt everyday 5 yrs later"
"dun worry. soon u no need to see le" i went *angry*
coz hor, frankly, whole day in office ppl has been saying tt to me
"ur dressing very auntie today"
but come on lor!!! wake up!!
i am an auntie le..so should not i dressed my age once a while
how can i always act cute......i am so tired........
whatever
and what happened next
thru out dinner and on the way home
i did not feel like talking to him
so it was silence.... suddenly realised the golden rule ............silence is golden..........wow!!
its so good........
and so, i guessed, becoz of the vent up frustration??? what do u called tt? frustration?
anywayl, whatever it is called, i had a dream this morning
i woke up not feeling very good
why?
coz my dreams has always been true
just tell u the outline
dear went to cut hair
came back and i commented ok
and in my dream, there was another girl SO IN LOVE with him
but i dun know who she is
anyway, she fuss over him abt his new hair
so be it
anyway, then comes along another girl
and then they talked and laffed and then dear told me tt he is gg back to the salon to trim his hair again coz tt 2nd girl told him tt his hair is loop sided (cut not straight) and so the two of them talking and laffing away from the left the house and the 1st girl was mopping away and i damn tl lor.
why not me!! why he dun bring me along? why tt 2nd girl went with him?
i was like preparing to sms to him tt i was disappointed tt he left with the girl and not me
but apparently, last min, i did not send it out
but i left.........hahaha
i choose to leave and not stay on and fight it out
why bother
really, tts me!!
i rather go than put up a fight
he not worth it??
i dun know........its a dream anyway
but frankly, i am sure in reality, i will also not fight, nobody is worth it
really.......if its mine, i dun even need to fight........the guy should know what to do..........
think i just feeling down
but hor, i am sure the dream is trying to tell me something
time to move on???
hm....
not mine.......will never have
so dun dream
i am referring to the movie starring sandra bullock
love her and also julia roberts
i think they are good
but of course there are better lah
ok, anyway, i find it so ironical
i wanted to watch it but not dear
and as i was late (due to work) he did not buy the tic till i arrived
so i just asked him "what were u doing? u should have bought it just now"
and he went "u think what huh? i am doing my work lor. u expect me to wait here for u. anyway, this movie "lan" dun worry no tickets lor. nobody will watch it"
FINE!!
actually damn tl
not becoz he said "u expect me to wait here for u?" but becoz since he not interested to watch then say so, i won;t force it down his throat
but dun come watch the movie with me and grumble abt it
I HATE IT!!
not once le.......ok, to be honest, for him, less than 5 times......coz its always he choose the movies and i go watch
and if i REALLY Want to watch certain movies then i will put up my request form...
hahaha
sound so like work..omg! i think i became a workaholic le........omg omg!
better come back.....*hello hello!! wooohoooo.....hehehe O___o)
ok, tl aside
then what happened
thru out the movie, he laffed LOUDER than me
and frankly, i did not laff as much as him.........
dun asked me why
but maybe i was feeling tl
but not his fault lah
not his fault to tell me tt "hey! ur dressing is like auntie today. i can see u wearing like tt everyday 5 yrs later"
"dun worry. soon u no need to see le" i went *angry*
coz hor, frankly, whole day in office ppl has been saying tt to me
"ur dressing very auntie today"
but come on lor!!! wake up!!
i am an auntie le..so should not i dressed my age once a while
how can i always act cute......i am so tired........
whatever
and what happened next
thru out dinner and on the way home
i did not feel like talking to him
so it was silence.... suddenly realised the golden rule ............silence is golden..........wow!!
its so good........
and so, i guessed, becoz of the vent up frustration??? what do u called tt? frustration?
anywayl, whatever it is called, i had a dream this morning
i woke up not feeling very good
why?
coz my dreams has always been true
just tell u the outline
dear went to cut hair
came back and i commented ok
and in my dream, there was another girl SO IN LOVE with him
but i dun know who she is
anyway, she fuss over him abt his new hair
so be it
anyway, then comes along another girl
and then they talked and laffed and then dear told me tt he is gg back to the salon to trim his hair again coz tt 2nd girl told him tt his hair is loop sided (cut not straight) and so the two of them talking and laffing away from the left the house and the 1st girl was mopping away and i damn tl lor.
why not me!! why he dun bring me along? why tt 2nd girl went with him?
i was like preparing to sms to him tt i was disappointed tt he left with the girl and not me
but apparently, last min, i did not send it out
but i left.........hahaha
i choose to leave and not stay on and fight it out
why bother
really, tts me!!
i rather go than put up a fight
he not worth it??
i dun know........its a dream anyway
but frankly, i am sure in reality, i will also not fight, nobody is worth it
really.......if its mine, i dun even need to fight........the guy should know what to do..........
think i just feeling down
but hor, i am sure the dream is trying to tell me something
time to move on???
hm....
GO GREEN??
dun remember which day it was
but so happened it was the GREEN TRANSPORT DAY
citizens were encouraged not to drive but to take the pubic transport like BUS, TAXI or the MRT
then hor, it occured to me, CAR = BUS = TAXI wat........so why dun encourage ppl to not take such transports but to take the MRT instead
then the answer came to me
wat if ppl work in those ulu places and really need these transportation to reach their workplace??
then should it not be logical for such grp of ppl to drive........coz more convenient??
hm.........*scratch head*
go green? CAN., but must see circumstances rite?
but so happened it was the GREEN TRANSPORT DAY
citizens were encouraged not to drive but to take the pubic transport like BUS, TAXI or the MRT
then hor, it occured to me, CAR = BUS = TAXI wat........so why dun encourage ppl to not take such transports but to take the MRT instead
then the answer came to me
wat if ppl work in those ulu places and really need these transportation to reach their workplace??
then should it not be logical for such grp of ppl to drive........coz more convenient??
hm.........*scratch head*
go green? CAN., but must see circumstances rite?
NOT SUPPORTED
hm....
looked like dear is not tt supportive of the new job
sigh
so how huh?
to stay or to go?
tts the qn...
to discuss with him is to respect him
but final decision should be MINE!!
GO LOR
hehehe
>.<
looked like dear is not tt supportive of the new job
sigh
so how huh?
to stay or to go?
tts the qn...
to discuss with him is to respect him
but final decision should be MINE!!
GO LOR
hehehe
>.<
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
IT'S ALL ABOUT WORK
understand from A tt during lunch time today someone kept saying "heng ah! i did not do project X. heng ah! got conflicts of interest" *laff laff laff*
made me damn tl
luckily i no hear it with my own ears
so i dun feel tt bad afterall
but come on lor
he has no A lor and i have an A
so why am i the one doing shit work?
ok, maybe not shit work
but cannot take advantage of me rite?
why he can pick and choose and i cannot??!!?
i mean......i dun mind u want to test me
i dun mind u want me to help out and tide over this period
BUT pls!! dun treat me like an idiot
really
life is never a bed of roses
life is never fair
all these i do understand
but but but.............why always happened on me???!!??
我真的受傷了
made me damn tl
luckily i no hear it with my own ears
so i dun feel tt bad afterall
but come on lor
he has no A lor and i have an A
so why am i the one doing shit work?
ok, maybe not shit work
but cannot take advantage of me rite?
why he can pick and choose and i cannot??!!?
i mean......i dun mind u want to test me
i dun mind u want me to help out and tide over this period
BUT pls!! dun treat me like an idiot
really
life is never a bed of roses
life is never fair
all these i do understand
but but but.............why always happened on me???!!??
我真的受傷了
LOGICAL?
just becoz something happened not within his control
he has to step down?
oh come on........does it sound logical??
act of god leh.... can control de meh?
he has to step down?
oh come on........does it sound logical??
act of god leh.... can control de meh?
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
TEMPORARY COVER....but till when har?
i was asked to "temporary cover" for a particular project, let's called it project Z
and my "bigger" projects will be handed over to A who will "temporary" look after for me
so how "temporary" is "temporary"?
i also dun know
so why can't permanently take over???? doesn't it sound better??
last time, i was asked to "temporary" take the project X till someone comes in and we will reshuffle the projects on hand
but when the new person comes in, no re shuffling leh..
*felt cheated*
so be it
i dun mind
as long as i can still cope
but but but........frankly project Z is not an easy job
its ok if they want to test me
but frankly, when A was doing project Z, she has no other projects (small ones at most)
when i am handling all other projects (big or small, comes in all sizes), i dun do project Z
so now tt i am gg to "temporary cover" project Z till infinity, isn't it logical tt all my projects should be taken away from me so tt i can do project Z just like A???!!???
NO lor.......dream on........
o_______O
just becoz someone said tt "got conflicts of interest" and "nobody to do" and i got to do
what "conflict"? i really dun see it
i only know got conflict if u r doing tt project (which means to say handle from stage 0 to stage ending) in your ex firm and now tt u come over, i can truly understand why u cannot handle it. but if u only touch a portion of it, then i guess.......what conflicts is there suppose to have??!!?
*need enlightenment*
anyway, whatever, since they looked me so up, i will JUST DO IT
but frankly, then dun expect me to give the same attention to my other projects which i am currently also struggling to handle
if everybody cannot do it, then what makes u so sure i can?
i dun mind "temporary" cover but till when? and if i cannot perform to standard, dun point finger at me or reprimaried me.....u OUGHT TO understand.........everything also got limits de
and my limits are stretching.....which i am also trying to cope.......
and my "bigger" projects will be handed over to A who will "temporary" look after for me
so how "temporary" is "temporary"?
i also dun know
so why can't permanently take over???? doesn't it sound better??
last time, i was asked to "temporary" take the project X till someone comes in and we will reshuffle the projects on hand
but when the new person comes in, no re shuffling leh..
*felt cheated*
so be it
i dun mind
as long as i can still cope
but but but........frankly project Z is not an easy job
its ok if they want to test me
but frankly, when A was doing project Z, she has no other projects (small ones at most)
when i am handling all other projects (big or small, comes in all sizes), i dun do project Z
so now tt i am gg to "temporary cover" project Z till infinity, isn't it logical tt all my projects should be taken away from me so tt i can do project Z just like A???!!???
NO lor.......dream on........
o_______O
just becoz someone said tt "got conflicts of interest" and "nobody to do" and i got to do
what "conflict"? i really dun see it
i only know got conflict if u r doing tt project (which means to say handle from stage 0 to stage ending) in your ex firm and now tt u come over, i can truly understand why u cannot handle it. but if u only touch a portion of it, then i guess.......what conflicts is there suppose to have??!!?
*need enlightenment*
anyway, whatever, since they looked me so up, i will JUST DO IT
but frankly, then dun expect me to give the same attention to my other projects which i am currently also struggling to handle
if everybody cannot do it, then what makes u so sure i can?
i dun mind "temporary" cover but till when? and if i cannot perform to standard, dun point finger at me or reprimaried me.....u OUGHT TO understand.........everything also got limits de
and my limits are stretching.....which i am also trying to cope.......
Monday, August 17, 2009
AMAZING
i tell u, i am always very amazed by our local reporters....though they are not like those in HK....the dog team...but they are still good
must give them some recognition
REALLY
i was flipping thru the chinese papers last evening
and i saw the headlines and started a few mins of conversation b/w dear and me
M: dear, u see. the reporters so can make it lor. ppl divorced they also can find out, where they meet, what their conversation was, and can find ppl's receipt too
D: of course lah. they are like this de. they like to write what they write wat. "ba gua" aka "kapo"
M: but dear, do u know tt, the reporters know which cafe they went to? and the exact conversation b/w them?
D: normal lah. its like tt de
wow!! i am impressed lor
or perhaps someone leaked the news to them de
tts why the reporters can be there to take snap shots!
they even can get a receipt where the wife did her hair and forwarded the receipt to the hubby, ok, ex hubby and requested tt he foot the bill...........*faint*
it was even reported tt the wife requested for $5K per month as maintenance fee and the ex hubby can only give her $1K............*faint*
they are so amazing..........
>.<
damn kapo lor
just becoz they are celebrities lor
imgaine, they are just ppl like u and me......u think readers bother?
*shake head*
this is ppl's privacy lor
do they need to invade until so detailed??
amazing
part of their job? no choice?
no news no job???
then whose fault?
readers' fault?
must give them some recognition
REALLY
i was flipping thru the chinese papers last evening
and i saw the headlines and started a few mins of conversation b/w dear and me
M: dear, u see. the reporters so can make it lor. ppl divorced they also can find out, where they meet, what their conversation was, and can find ppl's receipt too
D: of course lah. they are like this de. they like to write what they write wat. "ba gua" aka "kapo"
M: but dear, do u know tt, the reporters know which cafe they went to? and the exact conversation b/w them?
D: normal lah. its like tt de
wow!! i am impressed lor
or perhaps someone leaked the news to them de
tts why the reporters can be there to take snap shots!
they even can get a receipt where the wife did her hair and forwarded the receipt to the hubby, ok, ex hubby and requested tt he foot the bill...........*faint*
it was even reported tt the wife requested for $5K per month as maintenance fee and the ex hubby can only give her $1K............*faint*
they are so amazing..........
>.<
damn kapo lor
just becoz they are celebrities lor
imgaine, they are just ppl like u and me......u think readers bother?
*shake head*
this is ppl's privacy lor
do they need to invade until so detailed??
amazing
part of their job? no choice?
no news no job???
then whose fault?
readers' fault?
BREAK IT
i think i did not make it
sigh
well, at least i tried
at least i gave it my best shot
K was asking me "why no confidence?"
why is there always an odd one out
and this odd one out must be the NASTY GUY
sigh
someone asked, i answered, he shoots
he asked, i answered, he shoots
sigh
so how?
ignored him??
then will reflect very badly on me
i must controlled......i must smile........i must compose myself......
=))
frankly, i think i did not do a good job
injustice to myself
but who asked me to be nervous.........frankly speaking, so many yrs le, why still nervous huh?
think must do this more often....then i will become PRO.........lolz
whatever....
its not mine to begin with anyway
this happened becoz of the string thingy
now comes the qn, did i embrass the string puller?
sigh
=(
whatever...its done.....no U turn le...
no need to wait le.....coz no pt waiting....
sigh
well, at least i tried
at least i gave it my best shot
K was asking me "why no confidence?"
why is there always an odd one out
and this odd one out must be the NASTY GUY
sigh
someone asked, i answered, he shoots
he asked, i answered, he shoots
sigh
so how?
ignored him??
then will reflect very badly on me
i must controlled......i must smile........i must compose myself......
=))
frankly, i think i did not do a good job
injustice to myself
but who asked me to be nervous.........frankly speaking, so many yrs le, why still nervous huh?
think must do this more often....then i will become PRO.........lolz
whatever....
its not mine to begin with anyway
this happened becoz of the string thingy
now comes the qn, did i embrass the string puller?
sigh
=(
whatever...its done.....no U turn le...
no need to wait le.....coz no pt waiting....
WHAT SIGN?
the timing has been pushed back
is it a good sign? or bad?
never a good time to have any thing impt, esp decision making ones on MONDAY......
afterall monday blues rite?
the start date has been revised to TODAY and therefore the closing date has been extended too!!!
is it good or bad sign?
think its a terrible sign
then my body is aching
was told tt its the sign of an upcoming flu
so better rest well.......
what flu? (u may be asking)
gastric flu!!!!
WAHAHHAHA!!!
not a good start
is it a good sign? or bad?
never a good time to have any thing impt, esp decision making ones on MONDAY......
afterall monday blues rite?
the start date has been revised to TODAY and therefore the closing date has been extended too!!!
is it good or bad sign?
think its a terrible sign
then my body is aching
was told tt its the sign of an upcoming flu
so better rest well.......
what flu? (u may be asking)
gastric flu!!!!
WAHAHHAHA!!!
not a good start
Sunday, August 16, 2009
3 SCOOPS PLS.........
read in the papers today
this ice cream rest had a promotion currently
is it a promotion i dun really know
let's assumed it is...coz it does not really matter whether is it or not
anyway, the story is like this:-
customers must buy 3 scoops of icecream to enjoy a special price
it was up front stated to customers tt the 3 scoops have to be 3 DIFFERENT flavours to qualify to the special price
customer asked : "if i get 3 same flavours one also can rite? afterall 3 flavours mah. and same price"
restaurant said "sorry, cannot. must be 3 different flavours"
customer unhappy and "complained"
frankly does it matter?
i asked dear "if u have to buy 3 scoops of ice cream, will it be all the same or different flavours?"
dear replied "3 different ones" (actually no need to ask lor, i know he will choose 3 different flavours coz i got observed him when he buys ice cream or when we go buffet.....)
anyway, he asked me back "u mean u will choose all the same?"
actually, he dun need to ask me lor, coz he should know tt no choco, no ice cream for me
but there was once, halfway thru the buffet, i suddenly couldn't breathe and felt like vomitting
and so coincidence, they dun serve choco ice cream and becoz i was feeling so unwell, i tried the lemon sorbet, and suddenly, i am also "Addicted" to sorbet ice cream, of course except strawberry
dun ask me why, i only like the fresh fruit but not the milk or sweet or ice cream of it.......
anyway, back to the story
so i asked him "why u choose 3 different flavours?"
and he replied "then can try new flavours mah. if not always eat the same one meh? and hor, once u tried something u like, next time can order lor"
see!! frankly, tts what the restaurant's idea is too
they want the customer to try new flavours being introduced by the restaurant.
they dun want customer to always stick to the usual flavour, they want customer to try new things
this is afterall not a bad idea, really
but for ppl like me, *ahem*, there is only 1 flavour i like, other than tt, sorry, i rather no eat....
so boils down to, u want business or dun want business???!!?
but hor, if ur ice cream is nice, dun worry lah
sure got ppl eat de lor, coz frankly, like what was reported so far, since the opening of the restaurant, only have 10 such complains....
>.<
this ice cream rest had a promotion currently
is it a promotion i dun really know
let's assumed it is...coz it does not really matter whether is it or not
anyway, the story is like this:-
customers must buy 3 scoops of icecream to enjoy a special price
it was up front stated to customers tt the 3 scoops have to be 3 DIFFERENT flavours to qualify to the special price
customer asked : "if i get 3 same flavours one also can rite? afterall 3 flavours mah. and same price"
restaurant said "sorry, cannot. must be 3 different flavours"
customer unhappy and "complained"
frankly does it matter?
i asked dear "if u have to buy 3 scoops of ice cream, will it be all the same or different flavours?"
dear replied "3 different ones" (actually no need to ask lor, i know he will choose 3 different flavours coz i got observed him when he buys ice cream or when we go buffet.....)
anyway, he asked me back "u mean u will choose all the same?"
actually, he dun need to ask me lor, coz he should know tt no choco, no ice cream for me
but there was once, halfway thru the buffet, i suddenly couldn't breathe and felt like vomitting
and so coincidence, they dun serve choco ice cream and becoz i was feeling so unwell, i tried the lemon sorbet, and suddenly, i am also "Addicted" to sorbet ice cream, of course except strawberry
dun ask me why, i only like the fresh fruit but not the milk or sweet or ice cream of it.......
anyway, back to the story
so i asked him "why u choose 3 different flavours?"
and he replied "then can try new flavours mah. if not always eat the same one meh? and hor, once u tried something u like, next time can order lor"
see!! frankly, tts what the restaurant's idea is too
they want the customer to try new flavours being introduced by the restaurant.
they dun want customer to always stick to the usual flavour, they want customer to try new things
this is afterall not a bad idea, really
but for ppl like me, *ahem*, there is only 1 flavour i like, other than tt, sorry, i rather no eat....
so boils down to, u want business or dun want business???!!?
but hor, if ur ice cream is nice, dun worry lah
sure got ppl eat de lor, coz frankly, like what was reported so far, since the opening of the restaurant, only have 10 such complains....
>.<
NOW OR NEVER
dun know what to say
so nervous now
its either NOW or NEVER.........
no such opportunity anymore
the market is small.......
wish me all the luck and best i need........
=)
so nervous now
its either NOW or NEVER.........
no such opportunity anymore
the market is small.......
wish me all the luck and best i need........
=)
Saturday, August 15, 2009
当你想着我
点点的星空长长的银河
有你写过的歌
北半球是冬夜绵绵下着雪
多想你看见
弯弯的彩虹亮亮的天色
你是否快乐
抬头看看天有我在你的明天
别怕黑(我怕黑)
当你想着我当你唱着歌
在安静的时刻
同一个宇宙有两个尽头
我听见你的感动
当你想着我当你唱着歌
在喧哗的时刻
一个人寂寞两颗心都懂
我陪在你梦中拥抱你的温热
酸酸的想念甜甜的心愿
要等你实现
越长的时间我就越能够肯定
你最美（我最美）
当你想着我当你唱着歌
在安静的时刻
同一个宇宙有两个尽头
我听见你的感动
当你想着我当你唱着歌
在喧哗的时刻
一个人寂寞两颗心都懂
我陪在你梦中拥抱你的温热
说好了不让你太担忧
想念你的温柔
等到再见面我们
也更成熟再不放手~
当你想着我当你唱着歌
在安静的时刻
同一个宇宙有两个尽头
我听见你的感动
当你想着我当你唱着歌
在喧哗的时刻
一个人寂寞两颗心都懂
我陪在你梦中拥抱你的温热
一个人寂寞两颗心都懂
我陪在你梦中拥抱你的温热
this is another song i also like...........
got the same feel as jolin and david tao's" tomolo i am gg to marry u" feel
有你写过的歌
北半球是冬夜绵绵下着雪
多想你看见
弯弯的彩虹亮亮的天色
你是否快乐
抬头看看天有我在你的明天
别怕黑(我怕黑)
当你想着我当你唱着歌
在安静的时刻
同一个宇宙有两个尽头
我听见你的感动
当你想着我当你唱着歌
在喧哗的时刻
一个人寂寞两颗心都懂
我陪在你梦中拥抱你的温热
酸酸的想念甜甜的心愿
要等你实现
越长的时间我就越能够肯定
你最美（我最美）
当你想着我当你唱着歌
在安静的时刻
同一个宇宙有两个尽头
我听见你的感动
当你想着我当你唱着歌
在喧哗的时刻
一个人寂寞两颗心都懂
我陪在你梦中拥抱你的温热
说好了不让你太担忧
想念你的温柔
等到再见面我们
也更成熟再不放手~
当你想着我当你唱着歌
在安静的时刻
同一个宇宙有两个尽头
我听见你的感动
当你想着我当你唱着歌
在喧哗的时刻
一个人寂寞两颗心都懂
我陪在你梦中拥抱你的温热
一个人寂寞两颗心都懂
我陪在你梦中拥抱你的温热
this is another song i also like...........
got the same feel as jolin and david tao's" tomolo i am gg to marry u" feel
只想爱你
我终於还是说了一句我爱你
还记得那个微凉夜里天空正飘著小雨
心跳的声音 像舞动奇迹
你看著我说千万不要爱上你
因为你只会让我伤心别傻了快点喊停
你那麼冷静 忽远又忽近
我知道我对你来说也许太年轻
我想我猜我问我终於了解
原来为爱流的眼泪 也是种甜蜜滋味
只想爱你
当我和你走在一起就已经决定
不看不听不问也不会放弃
是你让我了解自己
可以为爱那麼坚定
只想爱你
好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶尔有一点任性
不管你做任何决定
究竟爱我还是逃避
Sorry我还是不会放弃爱你
i heard this song on the radio
and i simply fell in love with it..........
还记得那个微凉夜里天空正飘著小雨
心跳的声音 像舞动奇迹
你看著我说千万不要爱上你
因为你只会让我伤心别傻了快点喊停
你那麼冷静 忽远又忽近
我知道我对你来说也许太年轻
我想我猜我问我终於了解
原来为爱流的眼泪 也是种甜蜜滋味
只想爱你
当我和你走在一起就已经决定
不看不听不问也不会放弃
是你让我了解自己
可以为爱那麼坚定
只想爱你
好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶尔有一点任性
不管你做任何决定
究竟爱我还是逃避
Sorry我还是不会放弃爱你
i heard this song on the radio
and i simply fell in love with it..........
U CHOSE IT
dear was very worried and upset...
apparently his medical report was not very favourable
he said last yr he only failed one
this yr he failed 4!!!!!!!!!!
kua kua kua
so i told him
his lifestyle played a part too
work too hard
stress
no ample rest
sleep late
play too much pc games
watch too much show
dun eat the greens....always eat the big meat big fish
no eat the rough tea plain rice
tts why
but he chose it, so he cannot complain
told me he gg to die very soon
sigh
see him so depressed i also upset for him
but what can i do?
so i jokingly told him "since u gg to die soon, i think we better dun drag on. let's split"
and he replied "i also think so too."
*faint*
and i continued with "tts great! let's not waste each other time......u better go enjoy the remaining days left. go do what u want to do.......work so hard no time to spend your money what for? give me all ur money, i spend for u. i happy means u happy rite?"
kua kua kua
apparently his medical report was not very favourable
he said last yr he only failed one
this yr he failed 4!!!!!!!!!!
kua kua kua
so i told him
his lifestyle played a part too
work too hard
stress
no ample rest
sleep late
play too much pc games
watch too much show
dun eat the greens....always eat the big meat big fish
no eat the rough tea plain rice
tts why
but he chose it, so he cannot complain
told me he gg to die very soon
sigh
see him so depressed i also upset for him
but what can i do?
so i jokingly told him "since u gg to die soon, i think we better dun drag on. let's split"
and he replied "i also think so too."
*faint*
and i continued with "tts great! let's not waste each other time......u better go enjoy the remaining days left. go do what u want to do.......work so hard no time to spend your money what for? give me all ur money, i spend for u. i happy means u happy rite?"
kua kua kua
Friday, August 14, 2009
KITTIES
bought 9 sets of happy meal for breakfast yesterday
just nice, 9 of us in office (excluding her and me)
i did not want to eat the breakfast set i just want the hello kitty figuries
so hehehe.......i treated them all for breakfast
so now i have 9 kitty figuries with me
most impt i got my own yr........
next week is dear's one.........will buy again.......
=))
the little one was so happy when she saw the kitties
asked me to give it to her
how can!!
but ok lah, frankly, i only want yr 75........the rest, can share with her laj
>.<
before lunch, A&B went to deliver some doc
so i asked them "can buy things back to eat?"
and they said "see got what ok"
and i went "ok"
came back with "tau suan"
yum yum
but i was too busy and only managed to eat mine in the late evening
>.<
complimentary of P
i even got a bottle of "liang tei"
hehehe
actually i requested for it de
i think i very heaty inside
need some liang tei to cool my inner self.....
but but but
the liang tei is so bitter
and both A&B told me "bitter? its sweet lah"
omg!!
my life is so "bitter"..........
just nice, 9 of us in office (excluding her and me)
i did not want to eat the breakfast set i just want the hello kitty figuries
so hehehe.......i treated them all for breakfast
so now i have 9 kitty figuries with me
most impt i got my own yr........
next week is dear's one.........will buy again.......
=))
the little one was so happy when she saw the kitties
asked me to give it to her
how can!!
but ok lah, frankly, i only want yr 75........the rest, can share with her laj
>.<
before lunch, A&B went to deliver some doc
so i asked them "can buy things back to eat?"
and they said "see got what ok"
and i went "ok"
came back with "tau suan"
yum yum
but i was too busy and only managed to eat mine in the late evening
>.<
complimentary of P
i even got a bottle of "liang tei"
hehehe
actually i requested for it de
i think i very heaty inside
need some liang tei to cool my inner self.....
but but but
the liang tei is so bitter
and both A&B told me "bitter? its sweet lah"
omg!!
my life is so "bitter"..........
SOTONG
i am such a sotong
i realised tt i did not not removed the tag from the newly accquired top until i removed and dumped it into the pail for washing......
kua kua kua
why nobody tell me huh?
luckily this morning, i was smart to remove the tag from the other pc of newly accquired top.....
today alert, yesterday sotong
i realised tt i did not not removed the tag from the newly accquired top until i removed and dumped it into the pail for washing......
kua kua kua
why nobody tell me huh?
luckily this morning, i was smart to remove the tag from the other pc of newly accquired top.....
today alert, yesterday sotong
NO GUARANTEE
no guarantee of success
but confirmed must have improvement.........
it was a conversation b/w 2 characters in the show i watched just now.......
well said hor.....
but confirmed must have improvement.........
it was a conversation b/w 2 characters in the show i watched just now.......
well said hor.....
Thursday, August 13, 2009
NOTHING TO LOSE
was feeling very lousy today
luckily someone is not ard
i was telling myself if anything happened today, be it big or small
i would just throw without battering an eyelid
sigh
then the hdp rang, mood changed.......hehehe
got a glimpse of hope le.....
then something happened in the PM
told A to wait for B to come back
seek advice before proceeding
she so gan cheong want to get the thing out
but when i asked A " want to cheong can. but when thing happened, r u ready to "swallow the dead cat". and if it really happened, u dun look at me for help. r u ready to do tt?"
A looked at me and replied "NO"
then i said "ok then wait for tomolo" and i went back to my cubicle
but she just won't let go and insisted want to get it done
but how to get it done......???
sigh
ding dong for a few mins....i was like arrggghhh
ok, not her fault
really
i also want to get my work done
get the shit out
but since cannot come to a conclusion then wait for solution
i almost want to shout le
shout and scream
and luckily, my mood was not as lousy as in the AM and i can still control myself therefore the R letter was not send out....
frankly, quote and unquote from some one "nothing to lose" if i really throw
luckily someone is not ard
i was telling myself if anything happened today, be it big or small
i would just throw without battering an eyelid
sigh
then the hdp rang, mood changed.......hehehe
got a glimpse of hope le.....
then something happened in the PM
told A to wait for B to come back
seek advice before proceeding
she so gan cheong want to get the thing out
but when i asked A " want to cheong can. but when thing happened, r u ready to "swallow the dead cat". and if it really happened, u dun look at me for help. r u ready to do tt?"
A looked at me and replied "NO"
then i said "ok then wait for tomolo" and i went back to my cubicle
but she just won't let go and insisted want to get it done
but how to get it done......???
sigh
ding dong for a few mins....i was like arrggghhh
ok, not her fault
really
i also want to get my work done
get the shit out
but since cannot come to a conclusion then wait for solution
i almost want to shout le
shout and scream
and luckily, my mood was not as lousy as in the AM and i can still control myself therefore the R letter was not send out....
frankly, quote and unquote from some one "nothing to lose" if i really throw
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
SUCH A KAPO
did not know tt men also can be such a kapo
i dun understand why hor, got so many ways and methods to check whether both ppl are referring to the same person why he chose this??!!???
take example
A: blah blah blah
B: nod nod
A: blah blah blah
B: nod nod
and to ensure that A and B are talking abt the same person
A: she is divorced rite?
B: stunned look
A: realised said something not right. quickly brushed B aside and walked away
kua kua kua
so many methods rite? why must use maritial status
damn cukoo de lor
i dun know why my gf married such a man!!!
a man who is so insensitive
ok ok
fine
D is not a big deal
what so big fuck abt it
nothing wrong, nothing special
but dun tell me,there is not other method to test whether is it the same person u talking abt???
and frankly, this is ppl's personal life lor
now no more life.........
so upset
upset until i cried...ok not the boo hoo hoo type
but the eyes red and nose red type
damn tl
so what if i called up my gf and complained abt her hubby?
damaged is done
and news spread
today he tell this coll of his, tomolo will be another and then the coll go on and on and on
and then whole world will know.....
sigh
such a kapo
let's hope he gets his retribution
sorry, i should not be like this, but he made me do it
i dun understand why hor, got so many ways and methods to check whether both ppl are referring to the same person why he chose this??!!???
take example
A: blah blah blah
B: nod nod
A: blah blah blah
B: nod nod
and to ensure that A and B are talking abt the same person
A: she is divorced rite?
B: stunned look
A: realised said something not right. quickly brushed B aside and walked away
kua kua kua
so many methods rite? why must use maritial status
damn cukoo de lor
i dun know why my gf married such a man!!!
a man who is so insensitive
ok ok
fine
D is not a big deal
what so big fuck abt it
nothing wrong, nothing special
but dun tell me,there is not other method to test whether is it the same person u talking abt???
and frankly, this is ppl's personal life lor
now no more life.........
so upset
upset until i cried...ok not the boo hoo hoo type
but the eyes red and nose red type
damn tl
so what if i called up my gf and complained abt her hubby?
damaged is done
and news spread
today he tell this coll of his, tomolo will be another and then the coll go on and on and on
and then whole world will know.....
sigh
such a kapo
let's hope he gets his retribution
sorry, i should not be like this, but he made me do it
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
POKER FACE
"what is this lady gaga thingy?"
"i dun know."
"is it model or what?"
"sorry but i really dun know"
*slap forehead*
i overheard this conversation b/w A and B
LADY GAGA!!! and u dun know
*faint*
poker face leh.........not pokey face ok but poker face
dun play play lor
dun know who is lady gaga
what have u been doing huh?
sigh.....*shake head*
*speechless*
"i dun know."
"is it model or what?"
"sorry but i really dun know"
*slap forehead*
i overheard this conversation b/w A and B
LADY GAGA!!! and u dun know
*faint*
poker face leh.........not pokey face ok but poker face
dun play play lor
dun know who is lady gaga
what have u been doing huh?
sigh.....*shake head*
*speechless*
CLEARED SYSTEM
remember i said abt the WATERMELON WEEKEND
well, apparently i think perhaps i took just the right amount of watermelon
before lunch today, my tummy pain
so i quickly rushed to the toilet
i tell u, frankly speaking, and seriously hor, i think i managed to clear my system
steady lor
everything came out.............tummy flatted leh
see tonight when i sleep, will my 2 sides be pain.......coz over the weekends, the pain was so unbearable until i think to myself "wa kao!! shit stuck inside again"
hahaha
>.<
if tts really the case, i think i will have a good night sleep later
but the news of c leaving, really starts to sink in
and i am actually quite upset tt the management is not doing anything abt it
or perhaps there is nothing they can do
frankly, when 1 tendered, the mind already made up
what's there to talk abt rite?
no need to persuade le
unless of course, the person has not secured a job then still got room for discussion
but then i think hor, even if no heart to retain the person, also must act act abit mah
but simply nothing is said or done
quite shocking hor
anyway, better lah
if one day i tendered, i hoped it will also be like this.........
steady de
no cry no shouting no anger no nothing
just swee swee take it and accept it
sigh
i still cannot accept the fact tt WHY ITS NOT ME!!!
arggghhh
*pull hair*
well, apparently i think perhaps i took just the right amount of watermelon
before lunch today, my tummy pain
so i quickly rushed to the toilet
i tell u, frankly speaking, and seriously hor, i think i managed to clear my system
steady lor
everything came out.............tummy flatted leh
see tonight when i sleep, will my 2 sides be pain.......coz over the weekends, the pain was so unbearable until i think to myself "wa kao!! shit stuck inside again"
hahaha
>.<
if tts really the case, i think i will have a good night sleep later
but the news of c leaving, really starts to sink in
and i am actually quite upset tt the management is not doing anything abt it
or perhaps there is nothing they can do
frankly, when 1 tendered, the mind already made up
what's there to talk abt rite?
no need to persuade le
unless of course, the person has not secured a job then still got room for discussion
but then i think hor, even if no heart to retain the person, also must act act abit mah
but simply nothing is said or done
quite shocking hor
anyway, better lah
if one day i tendered, i hoped it will also be like this.........
steady de
no cry no shouting no anger no nothing
just swee swee take it and accept it
sigh
i still cannot accept the fact tt WHY ITS NOT ME!!!
arggghhh
*pull hair*
POWER OF STRINGS
not just any ordinary strings ok
its very the powderful depending on which level is the string being pulled at
i just encountered one recently
no joke ok
just one word and tts it!
U R IN!!
more powderful than the trump guy lor
or perhaps equally powderful???
and tts how she gotten an offer and bye bye.....
happy for her though
guess, if u have the trump card, what also can lor........
=))
and as for my own encounter
fri i send in
today they asked me for supporting details le
faster than u can say A, B, C lor
guess tts the power of strings.....
its very the powderful depending on which level is the string being pulled at
i just encountered one recently
no joke ok
just one word and tts it!
U R IN!!
more powderful than the trump guy lor
or perhaps equally powderful???
and tts how she gotten an offer and bye bye.....
happy for her though
guess, if u have the trump card, what also can lor........
=))
and as for my own encounter
fri i send in
today they asked me for supporting details le
faster than u can say A, B, C lor
guess tts the power of strings.....
Monday, August 10, 2009
BACK TO REALITY
after long a long weekend, the thought of gg back to work
just sucks!!
even dear thinks it sucks....
so guess its not just me!!
=))
back to reality
with c leaving
then sabo queen
who's next in line....
frankly, always thought tt i will be 1st to go.....ended up i am not gg anywhere....
why like this.......
=((
the thought tt got to take their projects erks me (but this is not the reason why i want to go)
but the thought of the way she manages erks me more..... =(
but then again
everywhere the same
so, should just stay on and fight
just sucks!!
even dear thinks it sucks....
so guess its not just me!!
=))
back to reality
with c leaving
then sabo queen
who's next in line....
frankly, always thought tt i will be 1st to go.....ended up i am not gg anywhere....
why like this.......
=((
the thought tt got to take their projects erks me (but this is not the reason why i want to go)
but the thought of the way she manages erks me more..... =(
but then again
everywhere the same
so, should just stay on and fight
COULD IT BE BETTER....
sometimes have u ever wonder
could it be better if we are only friends............
*ponder*
could it be better if we are only friends............
*ponder*
WATERMELON WEEKEND
i suddenly had craving after dinner on sat
i asked dear almost like 5 times "do u want to eat watermelon?" before he said "give me 20mins i go downstairs with u"
hehehe
dun asked me why
but i really must eat it there and then
i think the weather lah
hot..humid... buay ta han
need something cooling....
$1.20 per kg we were told by the lady
so dear chose a big one and cost us $9.60
hehehe
but the lady did tell me "this one too big leh." but dear said "its ok"
we went to supermarket to get a bottle of green tea, a packet of prawn crackers and a package of chin chow and off we went home..........
once home, dear as promised cut the watermelon and of course i am the assistant lah
buay ta han
i told him before we went down tt i want ready cut ones
and he said "u buy, i cut for u"
ended up i also got to cut
how can?
i never do such work de lor
my duty is to eat....
*pout*
we also "processed" the chin chow
actually both activities very easy to do leh
hahaha
i dun mind doing it again, coz i know what to do le
just tt i dun have tt watermelon knife....maybe should just get the ready cut ones....save the trouble
i think i might just go buy a pack of chin chow tomorrow after work and whip up my own chin chow drink........idea??
so guessed what?
we had watermelon on sat and sun too
until his mama commented tt we should not be eating too much as its not very good.....
hm.......thought fruits are good for us?
we took a small "bucket" before lunch on sunday
and another "bucket" after dinner on sunday....
hehehe
so dear exclaimed tt this weekend is the "Watermelon Weekend"!!!
i asked dear almost like 5 times "do u want to eat watermelon?" before he said "give me 20mins i go downstairs with u"
hehehe
dun asked me why
but i really must eat it there and then
i think the weather lah
hot..humid... buay ta han
need something cooling....
$1.20 per kg we were told by the lady
so dear chose a big one and cost us $9.60
hehehe
but the lady did tell me "this one too big leh." but dear said "its ok"
we went to supermarket to get a bottle of green tea, a packet of prawn crackers and a package of chin chow and off we went home..........
once home, dear as promised cut the watermelon and of course i am the assistant lah
buay ta han
i told him before we went down tt i want ready cut ones
and he said "u buy, i cut for u"
ended up i also got to cut
how can?
i never do such work de lor
my duty is to eat....
*pout*
we also "processed" the chin chow
actually both activities very easy to do leh
hahaha
i dun mind doing it again, coz i know what to do le
just tt i dun have tt watermelon knife....maybe should just get the ready cut ones....save the trouble
i think i might just go buy a pack of chin chow tomorrow after work and whip up my own chin chow drink........idea??
so guessed what?
we had watermelon on sat and sun too
until his mama commented tt we should not be eating too much as its not very good.....
hm.......thought fruits are good for us?
we took a small "bucket" before lunch on sunday
and another "bucket" after dinner on sunday....
hehehe
so dear exclaimed tt this weekend is the "Watermelon Weekend"!!!
NO CHOICE??
well, i did not exactly had a discussion with him
but i asked him:-
M: dear, if one day u decided tt u dun want to do what u are currently doing and want to do something which u like but u will be like, have to take a pay cut. will u do it?
and his answer is plain no. he said something like he will not let tt happen. the next job cannot be less than what he is earning currently....
ok, perhaps he has his own reasons for doing so
he needs to pay bills and give allowance to his parents, etc
basically, he had to take care of his family...
so he cannot do what he likes coz he has to bring in the bread....
as for me, perhaps its easier for me to do what i want
bascially, i have NO COMMITMENTS!! (current mode)
but do i want to do it?
i can, if i want to...
then i further asked him
M: dear, what abt gg overseas to work?
and his reply is "our goals are different. so u cannot compare, what i might do, u may not do it. what u may do, i might not do it"
true..totally agreed... so does tt means if he decided to pack up one day and leave, i will be left behind....as in, he has no intention to bring me along.... well, this i no scare, coz he said before "u r in my plan" the issue by then will be "am i qualified to go too" sigh.. definitely no lor
so hor, sad to say, i got to stay in this line......i cannot do things out of my comfort zone, as in things i like to do...coz then i will not be qualified... i must have a job tt other ppl wants badly....and not just any tom dick and harry can do it...u know, professional job...sigh
so i guess, option 3 is out for me
so left with 1 and 2........
btw, i recieved a notification tt my application is in process....always the same old message...wonder do they have any thing better...be more creative....
=))
the waiting game which just ended has began......tick tick tick....
but i asked him:-
M: dear, if one day u decided tt u dun want to do what u are currently doing and want to do something which u like but u will be like, have to take a pay cut. will u do it?
and his answer is plain no. he said something like he will not let tt happen. the next job cannot be less than what he is earning currently....
ok, perhaps he has his own reasons for doing so
he needs to pay bills and give allowance to his parents, etc
basically, he had to take care of his family...
so he cannot do what he likes coz he has to bring in the bread....
as for me, perhaps its easier for me to do what i want
bascially, i have NO COMMITMENTS!! (current mode)
but do i want to do it?
i can, if i want to...
then i further asked him
M: dear, what abt gg overseas to work?
and his reply is "our goals are different. so u cannot compare, what i might do, u may not do it. what u may do, i might not do it"
true..totally agreed... so does tt means if he decided to pack up one day and leave, i will be left behind....as in, he has no intention to bring me along.... well, this i no scare, coz he said before "u r in my plan" the issue by then will be "am i qualified to go too" sigh.. definitely no lor
so hor, sad to say, i got to stay in this line......i cannot do things out of my comfort zone, as in things i like to do...coz then i will not be qualified... i must have a job tt other ppl wants badly....and not just any tom dick and harry can do it...u know, professional job...sigh
so i guess, option 3 is out for me
so left with 1 and 2........
btw, i recieved a notification tt my application is in process....always the same old message...wonder do they have any thing better...be more creative....
=))
the waiting game which just ended has began......tick tick tick....
HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE!!
SHE IS 44TH YR OLD....
wow~~~!!
whatever it is, stay young and funky!!!
prosperous too!! HUAT AH!
peace!!
happiness!!
and we all got a day off becoz of her birthday...
hehehe.....
long weekend.......super long if u applied leave for the next following days.........
=))
SHE IS 44TH YR OLD....
wow~~~!!
whatever it is, stay young and funky!!!
prosperous too!! HUAT AH!
peace!!
happiness!!
and we all got a day off becoz of her birthday...
hehehe.....
long weekend.......super long if u applied leave for the next following days.........
=))
Saturday, August 8, 2009
NEW STOCKS
my new clothings have arrived!!
yippeeeeee
=))
at least got something to perk me up
over the long weekends....
=)
cheers
yippeeeeee
=))
at least got something to perk me up
over the long weekends....
=)
cheers
EAT EAT EAT...INFACT TO EAT MORE
current weight....52.6kg
current height....162m
therefore my BMI is ok lor
hehehe
but hor!!!! the ideal weight is supposed to 53kg!!!
wow!! does tt means i can still EAT more!!!
lolz
*faint*
current height....162m
therefore my BMI is ok lor
hehehe
but hor!!!! the ideal weight is supposed to 53kg!!!
wow!! does tt means i can still EAT more!!!
lolz
*faint*
STILL GOT WHAT
i just submitted one thru webby.........eyes gg to close le
how to do another one........
now scanning thru the webby see what else i can try.........
hm.......
was told if go XXX might as well stay put
its the same.........sama sama
so why go there
pt noted......hehehe
stay put
how to do another one........
now scanning thru the webby see what else i can try.........
hm.......
was told if go XXX might as well stay put
its the same.........sama sama
so why go there
pt noted......hehehe
stay put
Friday, August 7, 2009
THROW THE TOWEL
come next month, sabo queen said with or w/o one she will also throw .........
i am so sad.....
=((
AND
i am so sad.....
=((
AND
someone threw in the towel today
i am so the very the sad
=((
why its not me.........
anyway, am happy for her
REALLY
when will it be my turn..............sigh
Thursday, August 6, 2009
HARDSELLING
actually hor
quite irritating de
imagine, the sales trying to persuade u to part with ur hard earned money for some products/services
they boost how good and great tt product is or the service damn good de
then tell u guarantee can see results de
not to worry
put heart
and then u soft ear and bought a package
then when u entered the lion's den, the lion opened it big open to eat u up
u must use this with this and tt then can see the results de
just use this cannot see the results de
kua kua kua
then why claimed tt the product/service damn bloody good in the first place
why dun sell the WHOLE thing as a package
why must add this and then add tt and then add this and tt
until rojak like tt then can see results
who will buy it?
then it really sets ppl thinking, so its is the this this and tt tt tt is GOOD and not ur stuff.....sigh
also never listen to what the customer wants in the first place
anyhow promote
the customer also not interested in it
want to hard sell also must sell the correct thing to the right customer mah
sigh
irritating rite?
quite irritating de
imagine, the sales trying to persuade u to part with ur hard earned money for some products/services
they boost how good and great tt product is or the service damn good de
then tell u guarantee can see results de
not to worry
put heart
and then u soft ear and bought a package
then when u entered the lion's den, the lion opened it big open to eat u up
u must use this with this and tt then can see the results de
just use this cannot see the results de
kua kua kua
then why claimed tt the product/service damn bloody good in the first place
why dun sell the WHOLE thing as a package
why must add this and then add tt and then add this and tt
until rojak like tt then can see results
who will buy it?
then it really sets ppl thinking, so its is the this this and tt tt tt is GOOD and not ur stuff.....sigh
also never listen to what the customer wants in the first place
anyhow promote
the customer also not interested in it
want to hard sell also must sell the correct thing to the right customer mah
sigh
irritating rite?
ENDORSEMENT
is he trying to be funny or making things difficult?
i also dun know
just dun like him
sigh
but what can i do? he is the boss
sigh
"in future i want u guys to endorse on the amt"
*EYES BIG BIG*
wa kao!!
who wants to?
really?
u want meh?
its like signing ur life away
and will be whack upside down whether u did a good job or not
too high....why?
too low.....what happened?
knn.....
how i know why? if i know, i strike 4 Ds and toto every weekends lor
sigh
and its not like u r endorsing A PRODUCT lor
before u endorse something, u also get to try it out and then decide for urself whether the products work or not rite? and then u finally decide whether u want to be the spokeperson for tt product or not
this case, u dun get to try lor
u HAVE to do it
and its JUST DO IT
wa kao!
no joke ok
already alot of things to tackle........now THIS!!
sigh
whatever
its a job
whether here or there or anywhere
i do understand why X is so unhappy
coz me too
but i probably dun feel it as badly as her
but i truly do understand all of it
i also dun know
just dun like him
sigh
but what can i do? he is the boss
sigh
"in future i want u guys to endorse on the amt"
*EYES BIG BIG*
wa kao!!
who wants to?
really?
u want meh?
its like signing ur life away
and will be whack upside down whether u did a good job or not
too high....why?
too low.....what happened?
knn.....
how i know why? if i know, i strike 4 Ds and toto every weekends lor
sigh
and its not like u r endorsing A PRODUCT lor
before u endorse something, u also get to try it out and then decide for urself whether the products work or not rite? and then u finally decide whether u want to be the spokeperson for tt product or not
this case, u dun get to try lor
u HAVE to do it
and its JUST DO IT
wa kao!
no joke ok
already alot of things to tackle........now THIS!!
sigh
whatever
its a job
whether here or there or anywhere
i do understand why X is so unhappy
coz me too
but i probably dun feel it as badly as her
but i truly do understand all of it
LOBANGS
should i? should i not?
as i said just becoz of something i dun like i be a quitter?
hm.... not my style..........hahaha (o_____O)
like what i told dear
1) stay on and work
2) look for opprt else where
3) get out of comfort zone and do something else.......
happened to have 2 lobangs currently
one is *ahem* the other is *ahem*
hehehe
have i send?
NO
lolz
*faint*
coz i really am too tired to do up my *ahem*
wait till the weekends come by bah
weekend coming soon............... =))
hang in there.......
and the other option
i read in the papers today, childcare centres are recruiting for staff
mass recruitment
do i want to go take a look and see what can be offered?
definitely a pay cut........but at least no nonsense??
what say u?
try all lah
no harm trying
nothing to lose
I DUN KNOW
T______t
as i said just becoz of something i dun like i be a quitter?
hm.... not my style..........hahaha (o_____O)
like what i told dear
1) stay on and work
2) look for opprt else where
3) get out of comfort zone and do something else.......
happened to have 2 lobangs currently
one is *ahem* the other is *ahem*
hehehe
have i send?
NO
lolz
*faint*
coz i really am too tired to do up my *ahem*
wait till the weekends come by bah
weekend coming soon............... =))
hang in there.......
and the other option
i read in the papers today, childcare centres are recruiting for staff
mass recruitment
do i want to go take a look and see what can be offered?
definitely a pay cut........but at least no nonsense??
what say u?
try all lah
no harm trying
nothing to lose
I DUN KNOW
T______t
00:12
i worked till quite late yesterday nite
this morning to be exact
00:12
frankly, its consider LATE for me but not for her
i knew tt i will be a zombie today
and true enough i was.........
quite surprised tt i can still wake up at 730am after only 6 hrs plus of sleep and i did woke up at 230am to pee pee.......
anyway, was a zombie at work today
i couldn;t think
REALLY
i just do do do but i just couldn't use my brain
*blank*
last min meeting to attend at 430pm and lasted till 630pm
and i was already yawning all the way thru out the meeting
realised tt the moment i STOPPED working, i totally stopped
the blank look, the blank mind and i want to kun...........
i think she is good!! really
and she can still function and think
my factory shut down le
thought of coming home to rest early
afterall i really need my beauty sleep
and who knows, bloody pork!! dun know got what shit started to pop out on my chin
no pop ups, looked like freckles but dun know what
sigh
not even painful lor
sabo queen told me its stomach upset or something coming up but due to stomach
wa kao!!
dun like this leh
i may not be a beauty, but my appearance does matter alot to me.......
anyway, here i am
sitting in front of the lappy, typing away with a whitening mask on my face
sigh
ya, i know
u must be wondering "what r u doing here? u should be sleeping le"
but hor, remember the saying?
only got lazy woman but no ugly woman
hehehe
>.<
die also must look pretty lor
hahaha
anyway, the main thingy was
after i left office this morning
i texted dear
apparently he was already in bed
and he was quite upset tt i worked late AGAIN!!
upset not becoz he heart pain, upset coz he was angry with me
told me if anything happened to me the co will not be bother
U THINK I DUN KNOW
but there is work to do....and u know how things work ard here
i want to make sure the things are done correctly
i dun want it to come back and haunt me later
think u guys agreed with me (minority lah) hehehe
anyway, as usual, took cab home
and when i reached home
wa kao!!
damn touching lah
my dad was waiting for me WITH THE HOUSE DOOR OPENED lor
so gam dong!!!
but the moment i stepped into the house
he nagged and nagged at me
"why worked so late? things cannot finish de lah. everytime so late for what? blah blah blah"
i already tired, hungry and smelly lor
i dun want to hear ppl nag
i know he meant well, but do i have a choice?
sigh
so i just diam diam all the way, coz i know if i opened my mouth sure quarrel de
and end up i will feel bad...coz not my dad's fault mah
so the rest is history lah
bath, ate and read papers, then i KO
went to work and then was sms-ing dear abt the promotion thingy
and next moment he texted me back and suggested tt i apply for some other job available on the other side
wa kao!!
this is considered the 2nd time he so supportive of me!!
never before when i touched on this R topic has he ever once agreed with me
so to re confirmed what i read
i asked him 'dear, r u suggesting tt i change job?"
and he did not reply me anymore after tt
hahaha
dun want to commit.......
MEN!!
but frankly speaking, just becoz met with an obstacle then want to change job
then i would have change lots of jobs le......
but anyway, heck care lah, i already had lots of jobs before
muahahaha
this morning to be exact
00:12
frankly, its consider LATE for me but not for her
i knew tt i will be a zombie today
and true enough i was.........
quite surprised tt i can still wake up at 730am after only 6 hrs plus of sleep and i did woke up at 230am to pee pee.......
anyway, was a zombie at work today
i couldn;t think
REALLY
i just do do do but i just couldn't use my brain
*blank*
last min meeting to attend at 430pm and lasted till 630pm
and i was already yawning all the way thru out the meeting
realised tt the moment i STOPPED working, i totally stopped
the blank look, the blank mind and i want to kun...........
i think she is good!! really
and she can still function and think
my factory shut down le
thought of coming home to rest early
afterall i really need my beauty sleep
and who knows, bloody pork!! dun know got what shit started to pop out on my chin
no pop ups, looked like freckles but dun know what
sigh
not even painful lor
sabo queen told me its stomach upset or something coming up but due to stomach
wa kao!!
dun like this leh
i may not be a beauty, but my appearance does matter alot to me.......
anyway, here i am
sitting in front of the lappy, typing away with a whitening mask on my face
sigh
ya, i know
u must be wondering "what r u doing here? u should be sleeping le"
but hor, remember the saying?
only got lazy woman but no ugly woman
hehehe
>.<
die also must look pretty lor
hahaha
anyway, the main thingy was
after i left office this morning
i texted dear
apparently he was already in bed
and he was quite upset tt i worked late AGAIN!!
upset not becoz he heart pain, upset coz he was angry with me
told me if anything happened to me the co will not be bother
U THINK I DUN KNOW
but there is work to do....and u know how things work ard here
i want to make sure the things are done correctly
i dun want it to come back and haunt me later
think u guys agreed with me (minority lah) hehehe
anyway, as usual, took cab home
and when i reached home
wa kao!!
damn touching lah
my dad was waiting for me WITH THE HOUSE DOOR OPENED lor
so gam dong!!!
but the moment i stepped into the house
he nagged and nagged at me
"why worked so late? things cannot finish de lah. everytime so late for what? blah blah blah"
i already tired, hungry and smelly lor
i dun want to hear ppl nag
i know he meant well, but do i have a choice?
sigh
so i just diam diam all the way, coz i know if i opened my mouth sure quarrel de
and end up i will feel bad...coz not my dad's fault mah
so the rest is history lah
bath, ate and read papers, then i KO
went to work and then was sms-ing dear abt the promotion thingy
and next moment he texted me back and suggested tt i apply for some other job available on the other side
wa kao!!
this is considered the 2nd time he so supportive of me!!
never before when i touched on this R topic has he ever once agreed with me
so to re confirmed what i read
i asked him 'dear, r u suggesting tt i change job?"
and he did not reply me anymore after tt
hahaha
dun want to commit.......
MEN!!
but frankly speaking, just becoz met with an obstacle then want to change job
then i would have change lots of jobs le......
but anyway, heck care lah, i already had lots of jobs before
muahahaha
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
NOT I PROBLEM
getting sick and tired of this person
lets named this person I
I called me one day "did i tell u i want to do this?"
i replied "no. u did not."
I said "u sure i did not? thought i told u"
i replied "sorry. but u really did not tell me."
I said "heng ah! i tell u now. i covered my backside le"
kua kua kua
so my fault?? or what?
anyway i take it as only a casual remark made. NO BIG DEAL!!
few days later....
i asked I "want to make payment for this amt?"
I replied "no lah. work not completed mah"
i replied "ok. sure not completed?"
I replied "yes"
i said "ok noted"
one day later...
I said "i want to pay this $$$"
i replied "thought u said not completed?"
I said "no lah. completed le. completed long time"
i *rolled eyes* "u sure it is? i checked with boss, boss said not completed cannot pay"
I said "completed long time ago le. boss also knows"
i *vomit blood* "tt day u said not completed de"
I said "no. i said completed long time ago le. i thought they won't claim mah"
i "WA KAO!!"
send me to holland...........AGAIN
so how I wants me to tell boss
already told boss its a newly requested scope
now was told "DONED"
bloody duck!!
my fault?
i really dun know how leh....
but i will perserve on...........
SMALL CASE!!
and we were side tracked for a moment and I exclaimed tt i die but I no die coz I has a mountain behind. i also no save oil lamp lor, i told I that i have to be protected too coz if i dies, I will be the next one in line to be killed....and I said no lor, i die is i problem not I's problem.
wa kao!!
tmd!!
NBCCB
KNN
damn TL
steady... draw line rite
if i dies, i will definitely not let I live lor.........
O_______o
lets named this person I
I called me one day "did i tell u i want to do this?"
i replied "no. u did not."
I said "u sure i did not? thought i told u"
i replied "sorry. but u really did not tell me."
I said "heng ah! i tell u now. i covered my backside le"
kua kua kua
so my fault?? or what?
anyway i take it as only a casual remark made. NO BIG DEAL!!
few days later....
i asked I "want to make payment for this amt?"
I replied "no lah. work not completed mah"
i replied "ok. sure not completed?"
I replied "yes"
i said "ok noted"
one day later...
I said "i want to pay this $$$"
i replied "thought u said not completed?"
I said "no lah. completed le. completed long time"
i *rolled eyes* "u sure it is? i checked with boss, boss said not completed cannot pay"
I said "completed long time ago le. boss also knows"
i *vomit blood* "tt day u said not completed de"
I said "no. i said completed long time ago le. i thought they won't claim mah"
i "WA KAO!!"
send me to holland...........AGAIN
so how I wants me to tell boss
already told boss its a newly requested scope
now was told "DONED"
bloody duck!!
my fault?
i really dun know how leh....
but i will perserve on...........
SMALL CASE!!
and we were side tracked for a moment and I exclaimed tt i die but I no die coz I has a mountain behind. i also no save oil lamp lor, i told I that i have to be protected too coz if i dies, I will be the next one in line to be killed....and I said no lor, i die is i problem not I's problem.
wa kao!!
tmd!!
NBCCB
KNN
damn TL
steady... draw line rite
if i dies, i will definitely not let I live lor.........
O_______o
PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT
just znged a hdp
very pretty ugly lor
sibei cmi
see already i also want to faint
damn disgusting and horrible looking
but then again, practise makes perfect
should buy more stickers and zng once every week
soon will be expert le
and will looked prettier and better
why i did it then?
also dun know... just want to do it
hand itchy...
very pretty ugly lor
sibei cmi
see already i also want to faint
damn disgusting and horrible looking
but then again, practise makes perfect
should buy more stickers and zng once every week
soon will be expert le
and will looked prettier and better
why i did it then?
also dun know... just want to do it
hand itchy...
BYE BYE CELLULITE
bye bye cellulite...... =))
bye bye $$$$....... =((
were talking abt one of the SI finalist who is now the spokeperson (or satisfied customer???) of this slimming centre
and hm.......apparently photos always show she is getting slimmer in each advertisement but someone saw her in real life and commented not as slim as what we saw on the papers.....
so the photos were doctored???
anyway, in my own humble opinion, who cares, she is being sponsored lor.......
u know what i mean.......
duh
o_____O
bye bye $$$$....... =((
were talking abt one of the SI finalist who is now the spokeperson (or satisfied customer???) of this slimming centre
and hm.......apparently photos always show she is getting slimmer in each advertisement but someone saw her in real life and commented not as slim as what we saw on the papers.....
so the photos were doctored???
anyway, in my own humble opinion, who cares, she is being sponsored lor.......
u know what i mean.......
duh
o_____O
3 CHOOSE 1
heard the DJs on this particular radio station asking the listeners to call in and tell them ranking from 1st to 3rd which one is impt to them esp during this recession time......
how will u rank them?
1) health
2) wealth
3) job
i think majority will choose "3"....recession leh, of course must have a job lor. have a job what also can.
but i personally will choose health....no health how to work? no health got money also no use? so health is impt. must first take care of oneself then u can go look for job and earn money...
but then why har, now i cannot find one........sigh......
wait for the right one to come....
how will u rank them?
1) health
2) wealth
3) job
i think majority will choose "3"....recession leh, of course must have a job lor. have a job what also can.
but i personally will choose health....no health how to work? no health got money also no use? so health is impt. must first take care of oneself then u can go look for job and earn money...
but then why har, now i cannot find one........sigh......
wait for the right one to come....
INCREMENT
perhaps it was a consolation prize
though i did not secured the job, i got pay increment......
>.<
though i did not secured the job, i got pay increment......
>.<
Monday, August 3, 2009
SO DRAGGY
realised tt i have been dragging myself out of bed every morning
and also dragged myself to work every day
can't wait to get out of office everyday too
why huh?
is it the sign........
damn depressed lor
or is it becoz someone told me something and i just got unbalance and was damn affected by it and then started to dislike gg to work
sigh
frankly, no matter what happened this month or next month, i should still feel happy
afterall when one leaves, its for greener pasture rite?
tt reminds me abt tt day
dun know what did A did and was being bua by B
so A popped by my cubicle and asked me why like this? they have been doing it this way all these while
then as i was explaining to her tt just do it since B commented and also most of the time the doc will be send to the other dept rite? so should be ok de. and A grumbles on and on
and i was like "why grumble? just do the correct way lor..suddenly B popped up and asked "so whats the matter? what is it?"
and i was like "wtf! omg!!"but seriously, nothing to be afraid of, coz i definitely did not bad mouth anybody and i was just advising A to JUST DO IT
and then without us knowing, A went to find out how to go abt doing it
and she came and told me can be done de
then i told her why she wants to go find out? for what? to tell B? why go and stir things up?
and she told me she is not stirring, just want to find out
she told me "nothing but at least i know how is it done"
ta da!
since u not gg to confront B abt it, then whats the pt?
really whats the whole damn pt?
to prove what?
sigh
but i know to prove what
just to prove tt i know what i am doing......... =)
and i did not do wrongly......... =))
and also dragged myself to work every day
can't wait to get out of office everyday too
why huh?
is it the sign........
damn depressed lor
or is it becoz someone told me something and i just got unbalance and was damn affected by it and then started to dislike gg to work
sigh
frankly, no matter what happened this month or next month, i should still feel happy
afterall when one leaves, its for greener pasture rite?
tt reminds me abt tt day
dun know what did A did and was being bua by B
so A popped by my cubicle and asked me why like this? they have been doing it this way all these while
then as i was explaining to her tt just do it since B commented and also most of the time the doc will be send to the other dept rite? so should be ok de. and A grumbles on and on
and i was like "why grumble? just do the correct way lor..suddenly B popped up and asked "so whats the matter? what is it?"
and i was like "wtf! omg!!"but seriously, nothing to be afraid of, coz i definitely did not bad mouth anybody and i was just advising A to JUST DO IT
and then without us knowing, A went to find out how to go abt doing it
and she came and told me can be done de
then i told her why she wants to go find out? for what? to tell B? why go and stir things up?
and she told me she is not stirring, just want to find out
she told me "nothing but at least i know how is it done"
ta da!
since u not gg to confront B abt it, then whats the pt?
really whats the whole damn pt?
to prove what?
sigh
but i know to prove what
just to prove tt i know what i am doing......... =)
and i did not do wrongly......... =))
WHO IS YOUR MOTHER?
was in the lift with this auntie
and she asked me such a funny qn
and mind u, i dun stay there......
A: hey! u r the whose daughter rite?
M: *blur look*
A: ur mother is the who rite?
M: *eyes bigger. still blur look*
A: ur mother is the one who sells flats one rite?
M: Sorry. no and i dun stay here
A: oh! is it? u dun stay here. then who is ur mother?
kua kua kua
M: *rolled eyes* wanted to reply her "my mother is my mother" but i just smiled
coz i thinking even if i tell u who is my mother, do u know??
*slap forehead*
really!!
who is your mother? wa kao!!
and she asked me such a funny qn
and mind u, i dun stay there......
A: hey! u r the whose daughter rite?
M: *blur look*
A: ur mother is the who rite?
M: *eyes bigger. still blur look*
A: ur mother is the one who sells flats one rite?
M: Sorry. no and i dun stay here
A: oh! is it? u dun stay here. then who is ur mother?
kua kua kua
M: *rolled eyes* wanted to reply her "my mother is my mother" but i just smiled
coz i thinking even if i tell u who is my mother, do u know??
*slap forehead*
really!!
who is your mother? wa kao!!
STRESSFUL
told dear abt the dream i had
about the faceless bf of mine
he told me tt it must be becoz i have been thinking of changing bf tts why i had such a dream
but i told him then why is tt bf of my faceless??
and how would i know tt the person is THE ONE should be suddenly pop out
he said i will know.......
and he asked me "why u have 2 bfs huh? u stepped on 2 boats?"
hm......*scratch head*
why huh?
i also no idea why
but to think i can handle 2 bfs at a time, i think i very the steady lor
hahaha
actually beside this dream, i also dreamt of something else
i dreamt tt the office went on a camping trip
and A was the person in charge and we all had to take instructions, obtained permission, get approval from
wa!! headache lor
so hor, we all tried to do things our ways coz very troublesome to go thru her way
so hor, we really had a hard time lor
cmi
when i woke up, i was like wtf!! why such dream
dream also stress........hahaha
*shake head*
hopefully the "misery" will end..........
about the faceless bf of mine
he told me tt it must be becoz i have been thinking of changing bf tts why i had such a dream
but i told him then why is tt bf of my faceless??
and how would i know tt the person is THE ONE should be suddenly pop out
he said i will know.......
and he asked me "why u have 2 bfs huh? u stepped on 2 boats?"
hm......*scratch head*
why huh?
i also no idea why
but to think i can handle 2 bfs at a time, i think i very the steady lor
hahaha
actually beside this dream, i also dreamt of something else
i dreamt tt the office went on a camping trip
and A was the person in charge and we all had to take instructions, obtained permission, get approval from
wa!! headache lor
so hor, we all tried to do things our ways coz very troublesome to go thru her way
so hor, we really had a hard time lor
cmi
when i woke up, i was like wtf!! why such dream
dream also stress........hahaha
*shake head*
hopefully the "misery" will end..........
SELF PRAISE
today someone complained to me tt he kana backstabbed
said tt O complained to D tt he is not doing anything and O is the only one doing all the shitty work
and O do this, O do tt
claimed credits for all the work
sigh
hardworking or not
is not up to urself to say
is other ppl say one
just like the saying
face is ppl give one, but throw face is ownself throw one
never praise urself....no value de
said tt O complained to D tt he is not doing anything and O is the only one doing all the shitty work
and O do this, O do tt
claimed credits for all the work
sigh
hardworking or not
is not up to urself to say
is other ppl say one
just like the saying
face is ppl give one, but throw face is ownself throw one
never praise urself....no value de
ENDLESS PAIN
the pain at the sides are back again
arrrgggghhh
having problem to kun on sunday and monday nites
arrggghhhh...
*pull hair*
why huh?
poo poo stuck again?
arrrgggghhh
having problem to kun on sunday and monday nites
arrggghhhh...
*pull hair*
why huh?
poo poo stuck again?
NOT CONVINCING
how will u handle this situation
u are tasked to do something
after doing it, ro amended
after amending and approval obtained proceed to see boss
boss commented and u explained but boss said "CHANGE"
so ll lor, go back and change rite?
or u sit in the room and explained till the cows fly home and refused to change?
2 scenrio
1:- either u managed to convince the boss to accept your work
2:- u will be viewed as someone who refused to take comments and change
so u went to tell ur ro, boss said to amend and u will amend and then let ro check thru before amending
ro said dun want to change. why must change? wants to know what boss said
so u explained and then ro said no. not gg to change and told you tt u r "not convincing" enough
sigh.....
then how huh?
sandwiched le
one is boss, the other also boss
who u listen
so no pt arguing rite?
so zoomed back into the room and explained to boss why not changing
and then ro came and then both engaged in a discussion and thrashed things out
finally ro decided to amend certain scope
so hor, actually ended up who is not convincing huh?
frankly, i believe we all just want to get work done
want all to be happy and then get the shit out rite?
why hold on to shit
and who likes to hold on to shit........
u are tasked to do something
after doing it, ro amended
after amending and approval obtained proceed to see boss
boss commented and u explained but boss said "CHANGE"
so ll lor, go back and change rite?
or u sit in the room and explained till the cows fly home and refused to change?
2 scenrio
1:- either u managed to convince the boss to accept your work
2:- u will be viewed as someone who refused to take comments and change
so u went to tell ur ro, boss said to amend and u will amend and then let ro check thru before amending
ro said dun want to change. why must change? wants to know what boss said
so u explained and then ro said no. not gg to change and told you tt u r "not convincing" enough
sigh.....
then how huh?
sandwiched le
one is boss, the other also boss
who u listen
so no pt arguing rite?
so zoomed back into the room and explained to boss why not changing
and then ro came and then both engaged in a discussion and thrashed things out
finally ro decided to amend certain scope
so hor, actually ended up who is not convincing huh?
frankly, i believe we all just want to get work done
want all to be happy and then get the shit out rite?
why hold on to shit
and who likes to hold on to shit........
Saturday, August 1, 2009
JUST SAY LAH
have u ever wonder why the couples in a r/s one will have to be the giver and the other a taker?
why is it tt when enough is enough and the giver does not want to say anything abt it??
rather "suffer" in silence in the r/s and then be unhappy abt it
why cannot just say it out huh?
why har?
coz the taker dun listens? coz only taker is "always right" and all others are wrong?
or the taker just dun get it.
so what happened when one day the giver said "ENOUGH IS ENOUGH"
bomb activated, exploded? and what next..........
why is it tt when enough is enough and the giver does not want to say anything abt it??
rather "suffer" in silence in the r/s and then be unhappy abt it
why cannot just say it out huh?
why har?
coz the taker dun listens? coz only taker is "always right" and all others are wrong?
or the taker just dun get it.
so what happened when one day the giver said "ENOUGH IS ENOUGH"
bomb activated, exploded? and what next..........
LOOK ALIKE
just now dad asked me to help identified the actress on tv
think he thought it was ABC
when i went to see, and told him "NO LAH. its not"
he still want to tell me "It is. looked so much like her"
and i just looked at him and smiled
whats the pt of insisting its NOT, when he kept claiming it is rite?
argue until the cows fly home, the pigs jump over the moon, also no ending de
and then...........memories flow back to many many donkey years ago
my grandma also asked me before (many times to be exact) "is this ABC? is tt XYZ? no lah it is lah. its ABC.... blah blah blah"
and i will be gg "no no no. blah blah blah"
and then dad will stepped in and tell my grandma "mum, not lah. the grandchild already told u its not ABC, u still want to insist its ABC"
and then my grandma will go "it looked like lor. wait till when u r at my age, u will understand not tt i want to argue"
and then all diam diam.....
and now, we are back to the future........dad is like grandma and i am still myself
sigh........
tts why i rather diam diam then to insist tt i am right
coz whats the pt....
and then i started to think, will i be like tt when i am old too......
will my kids also think tt i am very "troublesome"
*ponder*
think he thought it was ABC
when i went to see, and told him "NO LAH. its not"
he still want to tell me "It is. looked so much like her"
and i just looked at him and smiled
whats the pt of insisting its NOT, when he kept claiming it is rite?
argue until the cows fly home, the pigs jump over the moon, also no ending de
and then...........memories flow back to many many donkey years ago
my grandma also asked me before (many times to be exact) "is this ABC? is tt XYZ? no lah it is lah. its ABC.... blah blah blah"
and i will be gg "no no no. blah blah blah"
and then dad will stepped in and tell my grandma "mum, not lah. the grandchild already told u its not ABC, u still want to insist its ABC"
and then my grandma will go "it looked like lor. wait till when u r at my age, u will understand not tt i want to argue"
and then all diam diam.....
and now, we are back to the future........dad is like grandma and i am still myself
sigh........
tts why i rather diam diam then to insist tt i am right
coz whats the pt....
and then i started to think, will i be like tt when i am old too......
will my kids also think tt i am very "troublesome"
*ponder*
STRESS??
so weird
dun know why i had this dream before i woke up just now
there were some existing office coll(s) in my dream
also dun know why they are inside the dream
*kaleifei, u know*
anyway, the main scope is i actually had a bf in the dream
but dun know why he is blank
and dear was also in my dream as my other bf......hehehe
*underground love*
apparently nobody knows abt us but everybody knows abt me and the other bf
but who is he
when i woke up, i was like "?"
means what huh?
stress, i think........
haha
dun know why i had this dream before i woke up just now
there were some existing office coll(s) in my dream
also dun know why they are inside the dream
*kaleifei, u know*
anyway, the main scope is i actually had a bf in the dream
but dun know why he is blank
and dear was also in my dream as my other bf......hehehe
*underground love*
apparently nobody knows abt us but everybody knows abt me and the other bf
but who is he
when i woke up, i was like "?"
means what huh?
stress, i think........
haha
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