NO CHOICE??

well, i did not exactly had a discussion with him
but i asked him:-

M: dear, if one day u decided tt u dun want to do what u are currently doing and want to do something which u like but u will be like, have to take a pay cut. will u do it?
and his answer is plain no. he said something like he will not let tt happen. the next job cannot be less than what he is earning currently....

ok, perhaps he has his own reasons for doing so
he needs to pay bills and give allowance to his parents, etc
basically, he had to take care of his family...
so he cannot do what he likes coz he has to bring in the bread....

as for me, perhaps its easier for me to do what i want
bascially, i have NO COMMITMENTS!! (current mode)
but do i want to do it?
i can, if i want to...

then i further asked him

M: dear, what abt gg overseas to work?
and his reply is "our goals are different. so u cannot compare, what i might do, u may not do it. what u may do, i might not do it"

true..totally agreed... so does tt means if he decided to pack up one day and leave, i will be left behind....as in, he has no intention to bring me along.... well, this i no scare, coz he said before "u r in my plan" the issue by then will be "am i qualified to go too" sigh.. definitely no lor

so hor, sad to say, i got to stay in this line......i cannot do things out of my comfort zone, as in things i like to do...coz then i will not be qualified... i must have a job tt other ppl wants badly....and not just any tom dick and harry can do it...u know, professional job...sigh

so i guess, option 3 is out for me
so left with 1 and 2........
btw, i recieved a notification tt my application is in process....always the same old message...wonder do they have any thing better...be more creative....
=))

the waiting game which just ended has began......tick tick tick....