THE PROPOSAL

ok, wake up!!
not mine.......will never have
so dun dream

i am referring to the movie starring sandra bullock
love her and also julia roberts
i think they are good
but of course there are better lah

ok, anyway, i find it so ironical
i wanted to watch it but not dear
and as i was late (due to work) he did not buy the tic till i arrived
so i just asked him "what were u doing? u should have bought it just now"
and he went "u think what huh? i am doing my work lor. u expect me to wait here for u. anyway, this movie "lan" dun worry no tickets lor. nobody will watch it"
FINE!!
actually damn tl
not becoz he said "u expect me to wait here for u?" but becoz since he not interested to watch then say so, i won;t force it down his throat
but dun come watch the movie with me and grumble abt it
I HATE IT!!
not once le.......ok, to be honest, for him, less than 5 times......coz its always he choose the movies and i go watch
and if i REALLY Want to watch certain movies then i will put up my request form...
hahaha
sound so like work..omg! i think i became a workaholic le........omg omg!
better come back.....*hello hello!! wooohoooo.....hehehe O___o)

ok, tl aside
then what happened
thru out the movie, he laffed LOUDER than me
and frankly, i did not laff as much as him.........
dun asked me why
but maybe i was feeling tl
but not his fault lah

not his fault to tell me tt "hey! ur dressing is like auntie today. i can see u wearing like tt everyday 5 yrs later"
"dun worry. soon u no need to see le" i went *angry*
coz hor, frankly, whole day in office ppl has been saying tt to me
"ur dressing very auntie today"
but come on lor!!! wake up!!
i am an auntie le..so should not i dressed my age once a while
how can i always act cute......i am so tired........
whatever

and what happened next
thru out dinner and on the way home
i did not feel like talking to him
so it was silence.... suddenly realised the golden rule ............silence is golden..........wow!!
its so good........

and so, i guessed, becoz of the vent up frustration??? what do u called tt? frustration?
anywayl, whatever it is called, i had a dream this morning
i woke up not feeling very good
why?
coz my dreams has always been true
just tell u the outline
dear went to cut hair
came back and i commented ok
and in my dream, there was another girl SO IN LOVE with him
but i dun know who she is
anyway, she fuss over him abt his new hair
so be it
anyway, then comes along another girl
and then they talked and laffed and then dear told me tt he is gg back to the salon to trim his hair again coz tt 2nd girl told him tt his hair is loop sided (cut not straight) and so the two of them talking and laffing away from the left the house and the 1st girl was mopping away and i damn tl lor.
why not me!! why he dun bring me along? why tt 2nd girl went with him?
i was like preparing to sms to him tt i was disappointed tt he left with the girl and not me
but apparently, last min, i did not send it out
but i left.........hahaha
i choose to leave and not stay on and fight it out
why bother
really, tts me!!
i rather go than put up a fight
he not worth it??
i dun know........its a dream anyway
but frankly, i am sure in reality, i will also not fight, nobody is worth it
really.......if its mine, i dun even need to fight........the guy should know what to do..........

think i just feeling down
but hor, i am sure the dream is trying to tell me something
time to move on???
hm....