NOTHING TO LOSE

was feeling very lousy today
luckily someone is not ard
i was telling myself if anything happened today, be it big or small
i would just throw without battering an eyelid
sigh

then the hdp rang, mood changed.......hehehe
got a glimpse of hope le.....

then something happened in the PM
told A to wait for B to come back
seek advice before proceeding
she so gan cheong want to get the thing out
but when i asked A " want to cheong can. but when thing happened, r u ready to "swallow the dead cat". and if it really happened, u dun look at me for help. r u ready to do tt?"
A looked at me and replied "NO"
then i said "ok then wait for tomolo" and i went back to my cubicle
but she just won't let go and insisted want to get it done
but how to get it done......???
sigh
ding dong for a few mins....i was like arrggghhh

ok, not her fault
really
i also want to get my work done
get the shit out
but since cannot come to a conclusion then wait for solution
i almost want to shout le
shout and scream
and luckily, my mood was not as lousy as in the AM and i can still control myself therefore the R letter was not send out....

frankly, quote and unquote from some one "nothing to lose" if i really throw