Wednesday, September 30, 2009

NO EXPLANATION

went to see the derm
was told tt the causes for the hair loss is unexplanable!!!!
omg!!

the junior derm told me:-

"the internal body is fighting with the hair roots, tts why the hair falls"
"not due to diet or the length of the hair"
"not due to stress"
"dun worry. the baby hairs are growing. so its a good sign"
"once the body stops fighting, the hair will not fall anymore"
"the "balding" will spread and move to another area"
"hopefully this would be ur 1st time and last time" *said by the senior associate*

so ended up
i was given oral medication for 15 days
and some lotion to apply on the patch to speed up the re growth.....

HOKKAIDO!!! here i come!!!
muahaha
=D

NEXT BETTER PLAYER

she gave up after saying tt she will hang on to her prize
but now under pressure???? the outcome is different
she decided tt "its the best for everybody"

hm.........but she famous now
famous for her "wear red, something loud, u know BOOMZ!!!"!!!
wa!!!!!!
famous for credit cards thief and using money which does not belong to her to make purchases for herself when she was young.........and mind u, she is only 19 now.............
wa!!!!!
famous for her "if they did not ask why should i tell? if they ask, then i tell lah....."
wa!!!!!!

frankly, i do agreed to her last sentence made
ppl dun asked why kapo go tell rite?
hehe
anyway, to err is human...........
2nd chance??

NEWS LEAKED

the cat is out of the bag le
someone leaked the news

well, can only say ppl who dun know how to keep them mouth shut flock together

dun they respect ppl's rights or privacy?
well, tts why they flock together

wanted to send an email on my 1st day
but then again, i think can forget it le
whats the pt.......
unappreciated.....
was told tt someone went "is it? huh. dun tell me now i also know..blah blah blah"
big deal??!!??

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

MUST TELL MEH

some one confirmed her decision today to leave
was given a good one by someone
someone unhappy abt the outburst, but so be it, as she is leaving
someone so sore abt it, and yak yak yak
asked someone, where did i go?
someone said "dun know she did not tell me"
someone dun believed tt someone did not know where i am gg
someone is damn unhappy tt we dun want to tell her where we are all gg

frankly, nobody tells de lor
u go, u go lor
u mean, u will go ard announcing tt u have quit and is gg to XXX
and so happy tt u gotten a job with XXX???
i mean it is a norm tt nobody will tell lor
even to ur best friend
really!!

omg!!
i really pity tt someone still there to ta han all the nonsense during her notification
to think tt everything also want to control but even after u left also want to control
*faint*

Monday, September 28, 2009

STINGY ME

was at tampines today
the guess corner having sales
saw a handbag which i saw some time ago on sales
took a look at the price tag $134
erm.......better put it back

went to another corner, benetton and sisley also having sales
saw a bag gg at $79
almost half the price of the guess bag
but too bad, it only comes in white or black
white easy dirty and black dun look chio
er....put back again

so end up, make a guess which one i bought???

seriously......i did not buy.....lolz
why?
coz i dun need it......
dear said its becoz i am stingy......
kua kua kua

WHY STILL SO LONG

i chopped my hair le
chopped it to shoulder length
as i tied my hair now my hair curls all over the place
sigh
what to do?
till the derm confirmed, i think i won't do rebonding

dear was asking why i did not cut any shorter
"whats the pt? still long" he said
but i really cannot bear to cut it any shorter
he wanted me to cut the bob style with the 2 ends flowing down
dun know what i talking abt rite? know posh spice? she also had tt style before
anyway, its the style which stephy cut before.
which i think, perhaps, i dun mind the style
so maybe after wed, if all goes well, i might as well go cut tt style
but is it outdated??

anyway, the little one told me "yee yee, u cut ur hair? but why so curly de? not nice u know"
sigh
nothing ever pleases her

can someone enlightened me "where did u go cut tt hair?"
=))

SO NICE....

no work today
yet i woke up at 815am
sigh

anyway, its ok
i got new shows to watch
sister bought back
muahaha
=))

so now i am doing my DIY mask and watching the show and also sitting infront of the lappy

i so love this kind of life!!!
=))
awwww............

would be better if can sleep longer.........
keke
>.<

NO 2nd CHANCE?

fraud? liar? cheater?
what say u?

join a pagent
did not disclosed some infor
and now the news flashed all over
and then she might be "dis crowned" for "not telling the truth"

some said she should be given a 2nd chance as long as she realised her mistake and willing to start anew
someone she lied, "its a disgrace to our country"
hm...........
why can't just let her keep the title but dun let her represent lor
sure there are many similar cases out there just tt not reported???
sigh

frankly, seriously, i am also a liar...........
=(
will i be a disgrace to my family when news leaked out???
hm......

STRESSED?

i thought all is over le........
i am gg to have a good rest before i start work 2 mondays from now
but hor.......sigh
i actually dreamt of her........twice in a row........
why like this?

both time, i dreamt tt she was ordering me, instructing me to do work
means what huh?
i will be working with her and still under her in future??
is this consider as stress too?
or i am already starting to miss her..........
omg!!

frankly, she is indeed a nice lady.......
she is always there to bail me out when i got myself into shit
she always has the solutions for me....and i am always amazed by her solutions.....

dear dragged me to see the doc on sat
was told tt it might be due to stress
so she referred me to a derm
gg to see on wed.....
then from there we will know what is the remedy......

but becoz i am dropping too much hair le
i got a shocked after washing my hair on sunday morning and then after combing, i just ran my fingers into my hair and hey presto!! a chunk of hair was resting on my palm.......i couldn't take it anymore..........dropping way too much so i decided to chop it off........no choice........as for perming the hair, wait till all is well first bah... no hurry
=))

WHAT TYPE OF WIFE ARE U???

Loving

You are a loving woman. Your value is far above rubies (Proverbs 31). You are always there for those you love and you are extremely loving to your husband. You build him up, you allow him to make mistakes, and grow, and more importantly you let him be a man. You will experience long-lasting love.

honey send me this quiz on FB
i tried and hey presto!!
surprised!!!
loving wife leh....... =))
i think i will "spare the rod and spoil the man" lor..........lolz
it has been tested and proven .... and i was taken for a ride........
a bad one to be exact
duh
>.<

SO TOUCHED

my last day......
wanted to get them some fruit tarts and tts it
but realised nobody sells fruit tarts
TMD

so in the end, went for last min shopping........
came back late for the exit interview
late for the reveiwing of the draft doc
and then i kana scolding and someone threatened to resign!!!
ya ya ya
i know......"WHAT!!??!!?? AGAIN??!!!??"
ya, again...but i dun care lah
not my fault at all lor

claimed tt i last min hand over the project
and its my last day le
and then i "ren"
i have been wanting to clear it with her long long time ago
but its either she was rushing others projects or she was busy and when she was free, i am busy lor
i mean i cannot always suit her timing mah
she got to understand
working is to clear the shit not to suit her timing

anyway, duh
so i kana whack up, down, right and left
commented tt the doc sucks and have no standard at all
then said its becoz i was leaving so the heart not there to do
reminded her tt the doc was done way way back in jul/aug
so how can she said like tt
but i apologised lah..coz its my fault mah
then she refused to look at me when she talked but she looked at the cmi
so be it
do i give a damn?
if u want to be small gas what can i do rite?

so cleared all shit, passed my lappy to her for safekeeping
and left office ard 9 plus went for a drink with her left the bldg officially ard 10 plus.......
bye bye!!

i told her where i gone to that morning, "to get u guys a little something"
and then she realised for the unncessary outburst
anyway, like i said she is more than happy to see me go lor
i am quite touched tt i got a little something back from them

3 of the little pigs got me a carlo rino waistlet........frankly, i was very touched
i told them not to waste money afterall they already treated me to a farewell lunch and now a gift!! omg!! waste money lor

pc got me a cookbook.....step by step one, he said i will be able to learn well from it......

kw got me a notebook which he bought from his recent bali trip.........

thanks everybody....its the thoughts...........
=))

i will really miss u guys............just like u guys will miss me
but i am sure someone will complain alot abt me when i am not ard.......hehehe
hope some informers will notified me bah
but expected lah
so its ok......

Thursday, September 24, 2009

RE RE CONSIDER

today lion announced the news tt our new colls will be joining us one in oct and the other nov
then we also gg to have a new head!!!
=))
quite tempted to stay on coz all are guys........but attached.......so decided to still go......hehehe

anyway i was told tt bosses still want to retain me.......
hm....but tomolo is 2nd last day le
and really, why.......

i was asked whether can i re re consider since we gg to have new colls coming in........
but frankly........why wait till i want to go then action???!!???
and seriously, i have given it much thoughts before i R
so be it........whatever will be will be.......

i am sorry
not tt i am hard hearted
but my mind is made up
wish me all the best bah!!
guess tts the least u guys could do
and i will try my best to tidy up everything on my part.......and give u guys problem-less when i am not ard.......

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

CAN'T PAY NOT DUN WANT TO PAY

we went shopping to get presents for our muslim colls
bought 12 items from MT and requested for gift wrap
"sure. u can buy our wrappers and we gift wrap for u FOC"
"is it? how much is the wrapper? $0.50 each"
"ok. choose 2 for us and if not enough just take one more we will pay when we come back later"
"sure enough de lah"

off we went to buy 3 more gifts for the colls in our own unit
and we went back to collect the 12 items from MT after an hour
she was wrapping our last present and i went "hey! do u mind wrapping one more item which we bought from another shop?"
"sure no problem. give it to me"
"sure or not? we did not buy from ur shop leh"
"can. no problem. i still have extra gift wrappers from other customers who did not want their spare any more"
"then if i am not asking for too much, do u think u can wrap 2 more for me. so total is 3"
"sure. can. no problem. but can u come back later to collect?"
"hm... ok...." and before we left the shop, i shouted "hey! if ur supervisor got issue abt it coz the gifts not from ur shop, then dun wrap ok. its ok with us de"
and off we went

one hour later we went back
the girl was not ard
but the muslim coll of hers told us tt since the 3 gifts were not from their shop, we have to pay a service charge for wrapping the gift
"how much"
"$2 each. so total $6"
wa kao!! i opened my coin purse and showed her "only $3"
"why dun u go back and take money then come back"
then i buay siong liao
and i went "ur coll told us its ok, can gift wrap coz got extra papers, now u tell me got to pay $6"
"i am sorry, she forgot to tell u. tts why she told me to tell u."
"i dun have the money now, and i dun want to go back and take money and come back"
"but its our co policy. sorry"
"but we were not told. i already told her if she has problem then dun wrap. but now u telling me tt i got to pay $6 for the 3 items"
"ok. i tell u wat. i called my coll ok"
"ok"
dialed dialed dialed
"hello..mumble mumble mumble"
"my coll said she wants to speak to u"
"ok"
i took the phone and after her 1st sentence to me "sorry. i forgot to tell u its our co policy. and my supervisor said must tell u. i thought u gals are in a hurry so i never tell u all. now then tell" i blasted my way out........and she has no chance to say a single word except sorry sorry sorry

"i really can't pay the $6. really. its not i dun want to pay. if u would have told me tt i need to pay $2 each for the item, i rather buy a $0.50 wrapper and i wrap myself. but now i got to pay $6. its really ridiculous"
"sorry sorry. why dun u pay $4. at least pay something"
lagi angry le
"i tell u lor, i really can't pay the $6 lah. cannot bring myself to pay the amount. why not i unwrap the gifts and return u the wrappers. i really cannot pay the $6. how abt it? i unwrap the gifts now, i return u the wrappers, let me take my purchases now and i leave the shop. i really cannot make myself to pay the $6"
"sorry sorry. u dun be angry ok"
"i am not angry, i just cannot pay"
"sorry sorry. do u have the gifts now?"
"the gifts are with ur coll now. she has not pass them to me"
"sorry sorry, u dun be angry ok. u tell my coll this issue has been settled ask her to pass ur gifts"
"i am not angry. why dun i pass the phone back to her, u tell her urself and ask her to pass me the gifts"
"ok, u passed the phone back to her. i tell her myself. so sorry, u dun be angry ok"
"i am not angry. dun worry. i just cannot pay the money"
then A told me "why dun we pay $1 instead?"
i signalled to her "we not gg to pay anything. no way"
and she looked at me when i passed the phone back to the muslim coll and she passed me the bag of gifts and i signalled to A to "let's go"

on our way out of the shop, the girl shouted 'my coll asked u not to be angry"
i smiled back and wave my hand.......frankly, i am not angry
i just can't make myself to pay for the $6 bucks
not becoz i cannot afford it, its a matter of principles.........

its not tt i insisted tt she has to gift wrap for me
i asked whether can or not
she said can got extra wrappers
and i even said if her supervisor has any issue with her wrapping outside gifts then dun wrap. its ok
and she took her initiatives and proceeded to gift wrap at my expenses and then ended up instead of just paying $0.50 for one more extra wrapper and i gift wrap myself i got to pay $6!!!
oh god!!
bless me!!!

will u pay?

BIGGEST LOSER

he does not know me
only thru the emails and one phone call
and yet he can comment....(frankly i dun think it was a comment, coz he was shouting from whoever told me so) tt i am "a mad woman. ...dun know anything....leaving soon...why make so much trouble"

what or who gives him the rights to label me as what/who he thinks i am.......
but ok fine, sometimes i also do that, behind ppl's back...hehe
but becoz he started it first...i will called him "LOSER"

frankly, i think i am very famous in his office now
i am now known as the "mad woman who does not know anything and since leaving already why create problem" (summarize in my own understanding)

quite depressed actually
have never been called such a nick before
never!!
and it comes from some one who has not worked with me before
then what abt those who worked with me.......how do they see me?
shed some light leh........
sigh

whatever
dear told me to ignore him
dun be bother
its an insignificant issue
and asked me to take it as a compliment?
but but but... mad woman is a compliment?
wow!! i did not know tt
but now i know.......

anyway, for no apparent reason i became famous overnight
duh
loser
>.<

UPDATES

met up with zhuang and ping for dinner today
1 missing coz she needs to look after her kid
was telling zhuang after the dinner, in future very difficult to meet up le as ping will be popping soon.....and we will have own commitments liao.......
so sad hor
but still want to say, we must all make an effort lah
tts's what friends are for.......


of course we update each others on our daily life and recent events
long time no meet up, sure was fun!!

anyway, wish everybody pretty, healthy and wealthy
=))

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

RED FACED MONKEY

went fishing on sun
BIG MISTAKE
no cap, no sunblock but got umbrella

dun know why this time round
i became a red faced monkey
sigh
now 2 colours on my hand
my face is red with the peeled skin look
the 2 feet exposed to the sun are also red
and the area ard my neck is also red

dear said i did not have direct sun contact unlike him
why is it tt i am in a worst condition than him
i replied "tts becoz i held the umbrella for u"
muahaha
steady rite?
i shaded him and not me......
but frankly, this is the 1st time i kana until like this.......
also dun understand why

have got mum to pass me a "morning" towel.....hehehe
so will sew it on my cap
will look like a jap cap
think will cover my neck better this time round
and will bring the sun block along next fishing trip
maybe need to get a better umbrella those kind which can reflect or absorb the UV type.......
if not, the best place to go fishing is at ECP
got many shades.......i won't be roasted again.........

as for now?
all i can do is to apply tons of moisturiser on my face, hands and feet
and of course to drink more water.........
=)

FINAL COUNTDOWN

3 more days and i am out of here
funny thing is i am not clearing my own projects but i am clearing someone else.......
sigh
why when the person is ard, she dun want to clear it with her
and when she is gone, the project "Awarded" to me and now she wants me to clear it
sigh
ok, its all abt work
so i shall do it

but what makes me so angry is tt monster!!!
arggghhhhh............
not gg to pull my hair anymore, coz not worth it to lose more hair over such a monster

i was asked to find out why like this and why like tt
and along the way, i decided to ask some questions too coz i got queries mah
wa kao!!!
was shot back by the monster tt from day 1 nobody questioned him so why now i must make "unncessary comments"
and it has been agreed with my ex coll tts how he do the report. and if i want to make any changes, i do it on my side, MYSELF!!!
and he being the ext consultant will do his part and me being the int consultant got to do my own part
wa kao!! my part is to make sure he does the report the way i want it lor.
why should i do the report on my side. he is the consultant whom we engaged for the job lor
if i do his work then why i need him for??!!??
i almost want to ask him "so u the boss?"
*slap forehead*

so i questioned back as a client i have no rights to ask?
and monster replied tt i should go check with my coll instead???!!
funny rite? he is my consultant and i cannot ask him? i got to ask my coll? then why need him for?
to send me to my grave earlier?
omg!!

and then he kept saying as i am new to the project i should attend the project meetings
omg!!
none of my ext consultants asked me enter meetings de lor
its always whether i want to go or not (aka whether my time/schedule permits me to attend or not) or when there are some critical issues to be solved then the consultants will call me and request for my presense.....he really no big no small....anyway, not my problem
i just following my boss's instruction to query his report. and moreover, my boss will be taking over this project till someone else comes along of course the records must be set straight right?
where got time to fight over such trival matters.........waste time and energy.

spend the half AM sending emails to and fro
ridiculous!!!
until finally i told myself to forget it lah
no pt arguing with an ox
only to downgrade myself
for what? not worth it
so i did the most ingenious thing
i went to tell my boss
and luckily she stood by me and helped send out the FINAL email but not to him but to his bosses!!!
when i left office at 8pm today, the bosses of the monster did not reply any of the emails.......
so what does it mean?
monster is rite?
clients are being unreasonable?
oh come on!!

whatever
i only have 3 remaining days here
i shall just keep an open heart and open mind
afterall, i am gg to wash hands le
and this is not my baby to start with
so i might as well just tie up the loose ends for my own projects
hand over and tts it......
then enjoy my 1 week of rest.........before i start work in my new place........

ya, think i should not further stress myself
over this low EQ monster!!
not worth it

just concentrate on counting down.......
=))

BYE BYE HAIR

gg to cut my hair soon
maybe to shoulder length or even shorter
i have no choice
the hair kept falling
=(((

yesterday sitting on the floor and looking at BLB
i suddenly saw all the hair on the floor
i almost freaked out
i mean, its ALOT lor
the floor in dear's room is FULL OF MY FALLEN HAIRs
i am so depressed
the more i swept the floor to pick up the hair, the more depressed i got

then today during lunch time
as i was walking back to office from the canteen
my hair drop drop drop
ok u might think tt i am exaggerating
but this time i am not
it just drop for NO APPARENT REASON
wtf!!

mentally i told myself tt i have to cut it le
no choice
like dear said "short hair better than no hair"

on the way back just now
i thought of what esther told me
"see the doc first, go for the hokkaido trip then come back and cut hair"
now, i think its cut hair, see doc and die.......no need to go hokkaido le
=((

i already switched to using the baby shampoo le
why it won't stop dropping
=((
why me!!!

if its stress, i think should have stopped the stress le rite after i R
but apparently, it dun seemed to be getting any better........
=((

wanted to perm my hair and get ready for zhuang's wedding
looked like i got to attend her wedding in short hair if i am lucky or perhaps in a wig if unlucky.........

HAPPY GIRL

we bought a new T bee........
hehehe
=))
so happy

i wanted 37" but dear said "too big"
so i gave way and asked for 32" instead
and he said 22"
and i said i compromised le lor.........22" is a no no
and then he said "compromise further lah. 32" too big le."
"no. 22" cannot see" i exclaimed

sat courts got sales
so off we went to courts at tampines

samsung 32" selling for $599
sharp 32" also gg for $599
sony 32" also gg for $599
so many choices.......blur blur blur........

and the final decision was PANASONIC 32" gg for also $599!!!!!!!
muahaha

i am such a happy girl......comes next weekend is the SCV box!!!!!!
muahaha

Thursday, September 17, 2009

STORMY WEATHER

today the weather very very bad
thunderstorm and lightning and damn windy lor

not much choice
still got to work
still got to get approval
so i be the "hero" and braved thru the stormy weather

poor thing
really poor thing
kana whack
which i think "huh? wtf!! just covering lor. dun know i asked and then i kana whack"
anyway, its still work
nothing personal
=)

going to get out of the bad storm soon...........
hang in there!!!

Monday, September 14, 2009

TO CHANGE OR NOT TO CHANGE

need to go shopping soon
to buy the new stuff for my 1st day of work
as usual, new clothings (inner and outer), shoes and bag..........
=))

luckily i dun have to change my whole wardrobe like esther
hehehe
she needs to dress up more
and as for me..........hehe........
dress down.........
=))

steady lor
back to my 1st day of work right after my poly graduation
t-shirt and jeans and sneakers too!!
muahaha
i so love it!!

will i save more money then........i mean i dun need to dress up anyway
u know what i mean?
no need to go G2000 to get their pants and skirts or shirts
i just need to buy a few good pair of jeans and match it with tops all over.......poly t will do
as long as with collars, i think should be fine and acceptable........Gio, boss, baleno, hang ten should be fine rite?
muahaha....
and no need to wear heels.......no more URS, bata, C&K, kikki, vivi, tracce, everbest, etc.......maybe back to JUST DO IT!!
muahaha......

hope i can save more money then.......
need to achieve my target after spending so much recently......
hope to see and get some results.......
=))

HUNK WATCH

i went for the PE medical check up today
i think should had passed everything with flying colours
except i think my eye sight has deteriorate.........sigh
cannot dun admit old le
=((

and then i think i almost cmi for the colour test........
how huh?
must wear glasses le??
well, old already is like tt lah, need to take care le
no choice........

told dear i need to train my eye sight again
need to hunbk watch le
if not, the eyes will be lazy
hahaha
what a great excuse..........
his reply to me is "see what hunk? see him and armour enough le. and if i dare to see hunk, he will see babe"
steady lor
frankly, he has been seeing babes lor. with or without me ard.......disrespectful.......hehehe
tts why his degrees did not get worst.......but mine did........sigh
think must go hunk watching le..........must train the eye sight

and hor, also must read less books and also dun sit too long in front of the pc le
so i think i must learn to "keng" and take 5 fews away from my pc as and when necessary
really need to rest them..........

SMART OR WHAT?

was having steamboat for dinner last evening at dear's place
we were all happily eating and while waiting for the water to boil, his 2nd sister asked the little niece "do u understand canto?"
and the little girl shook her head
"wa! how can u dun know canto? then how to speak to grandma?"
and the little one replied "i can speak 3 langauages"
and the aunt went "what languages? tell me"
and she counted for the aunt" hokkien, malay and english"
and the aunt went "so what word u know of the hokkien? is it "NB"?
and we all burst out laffing...........buay ta han........so funni

then the little one continued "i know malay"
and the aunt asked "ok. what word is tt"
and she went "nasi lemak"
*slap forehead*
*faint*

so cute lor..........
but i really had a good laff........

BIRTHDAY PRESENT....

we stared the buffet at the cold section......my plate
esther's platethen we went to the cooked section...........the siew mai and the bao is good!!!so is the black pepper chicken..........the beef was so so nia, turkey was "its ok to give it a miss", kebah was so so...and the chicken hot pie was so SO salty...........omg
esther's selection of cooked food
the spicy clam chowder..........nothing fantastic but good.........hehe

esther's went for the dessert.........
my choco pudding...........
esther's selection.............

my favorite!!! choco fondue.......2 strawberries, 1 marshmallow and 1 rock melon?? or was it honey dew........hm.........

then we both attacked the fruits section and started our shopping spree..........
went out with esther today to celebrate OUR birthday!!!
i treated her to a buffet lunch (as i was lazy to go get a gift)
and she gave me a gift....(my body will glow soon)
=))
frankly, its much better than the house in green and also cheaper!!
=))

SEE ME GLOWS



i got this from esther for my birthday
dun be envy when u see my body glows in future!!
=))
it supoposed to be a relaxer.......so hopefully drop less hair??
anyway, i bought the Johnson Baby shampoo on my way home just now.......
muahaha
hopefully NO MORE HAIR FALL........
=))
relax relax..........lavendar lor.........hehe

NOT LONELY

this yr i counted (every yr also count lor)
the no of friends who send their wishes to me has increased slightly as compared to last yr.......
family members not counted....anyway, all wished me lor....... *beam beam*

1) AL
2) esther
3) yuchong (send his greetings from china)
4)chris
5) ivan
6) tammy
7) meiqi
8) carrot
9) ping and francies
10) zhuang
11) jw
12) genesis
and of course dear............

i was telling dear seemed better than less yr.. and he told me "it just proved one thing"
and i asked "what?"
"u have friends"
kua kua kua
o_______O

2nd CHANCE

someone's hdp ring rang rung..........
hehehe
now waiting..............

good luck my friend.........

just do it

dun worry so muchie

its all taken care of by UPSTAIRS
so just follow the flow........
=)

Sunday, September 13, 2009

DEAL OR NO DEAL

dear saw the patch on my scalp and got worried
insisted tt i must go see a doc....i told him its as big as 3 50cents coins.......

i checked the net
reasons for loss of hair
many many reasons
but since mine is a patch, it boils down to :-
1) stress
2) diet
3) portion of my cells mati, so tt portion went kua kua kua
4) illness

so which one is it?
i definitely want to go along the line of stress and diet lor
but frankly has been eating like this for 34 yrs lor
so cannot be diet but stress?
i also dun see where stress le
i can still eat, sleep, drink and be merry
so like dear say "u where got stress"
but who knows, i thought i can cope which in actual fact, i can't
i dun really want it to be 3 or 4........coz hor, the hair will not grow back le.......then how?
forever cannot have long hair?? forever cannot perm hair?

why like this?
why always me?
what have i done??
i just want a simple life
nothing complicated
just like i just want a simple love life
nothing complicated
but i always cannot get what i wish for........why huh?
what have i done in my previous life tt i am getting my just desserts now
sigh
so sad hor
i was really very upset
first the kidney then found out its nothing...
before i can put heart, then this......whats next?

dear said if i am wiling to go see a doc, he will bring me to hokkaido........
good deal?
catch is, he must go with me just in case i did not go

he also said i should just go cut my hair short first
and i told him "but u like long hair lor"
and he told me "short hair better than no hair"
"but i grew so long for so long i want to perm hair"
"no hair still want to perm wat. just cut it short first"
should i??

and when he send me home this evening, he said he promised me should i lose all my hair one day, he will still bring me out....i can wear a cap and he will cut his hair short to accomodate me
he said we will still look compatible. no worries
he is so sweet
but frankly, should tt day comes, i will not go out le
just like when i got hurt and scarred my leg during my poly days. i also tried not to go out (unless necessary) coz i was very cautious tt ppl are looking at my scar....and i felt very lousy and dun have confident....imagine tt is only my leg lor, now is hair leh.....how can i face it........i dun think i am tt brave....

i always pride my hair and my face lor
dun play play
money spend on these 2 areas, i dun mind and never stingy de
if u tell me no more hair, i think i will die..........
=((
frankly, think i will die when i no more hair le.......no more hair means something bad..........and the only think i can think of is cancer.......
=((

anyway, on a happier note
grab the trip first
hehehe
=))

GOOD TO SEE.......


oysters with lots of sand in them..............pui pui pui

scallop, cold baby lobster, grilled baby lobster, mussel and clam..... *shake head* esp the grilled wa kao!! bite until my jaw aches...dear said coz they grilled it just nice...with a mixture of cooked and uncooked portion........all taste blah!!!


king prawn salad, cold prawn and sushi..........in my own opinion, only the salad can make it
black pepper crab, scallop with dun know what (taste like eating curry puff), cod fish, cracker and dun know what meat ( i forgot) but its ok...coz nothing memorable

all cmi....

sashimi..........not cold de....did not taste fresh to us....


crayfish and grilled lobster..........only the sauce for the crayfish is nice.........


prawns in herbal soup..... dear drank 2 bowls.....one his and the other mine..........


sharkfin soup....dear said only the vinegar is nice.......
mushroom soup.......smell like mushroom soup, once into the mouth, no mushroom taste leh.... but must say the soup is thick thick one

we attacked the fruits and dessert section without further adieu....nothing nice except fruits and desserts........good to see, and good to eat too...i must say the cheescake is SUPERUB....really melts in your mouth.........

ice cream also not bad but the problem is, it melts very quickly....and worst even in the fridge, we could see that the ice cream in the tubs are melting already....kua kua kua

chawamushi.......a great disappointment for egg lovers like me.........

dear's ice creams....melting away the moment we got back to our seat...tsk tsk

my last dish for the night, cold noodle.........should have just eaten this and fruits and cheesecake

upon some coll's recommendation, i decided tt we shall go to GREENHOUSE for my birthday....
GREAT disappointment.........
dear who usually loves the oysters and also the shelled family only went for 1 round of each
so u can imgaine how terrible it is
we concluded tt the food is good to see, but taste otherwise.......
will i recommend it to others??
erm........i think i will tell them if u have money to throw spare go here. but if u want value for money...i definitely have other places to recommend.......
=))

Saturday, September 12, 2009

BALDING OR DYING







combing my hair after washing it just now
and found this!!!
wtf!!
so upsetting
am i just balding or am i gg to die???!!??
have been dropping hair recently
and not just a few strands but LOTS of them!!!!!
until i found this empty patch on my scalp!!
what is this!!
i am so upset
why why why
what is happening???
balding at this age? and such a BIG patch!!
or am i gg to die soon.............
worried tt i really cannot past my 30s
=((
long long time ago, if u remember, some one read my palm and said i will die young
and when i asked how young
he replied 30
and i really thought i will die
anyway, i managed to keep myself alive for 4 yrs now
and then THIS!!!
am starting to get worry tt i might not be able to past my 30s now
sigh
its actually quite a big patch if u see it
and i tried touching it
its completely bald.........the feeling is smooth smooth de
so how??!??
still go and perm my hair as planned?
or just wait to die..........
=((

1 YEAR WISER

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ME ME!!!
=))

i am the first one to wish myself...........
=))

1 year wiser......
1 year prettier....
1 year wealthier...
1 year healthier....
WORLD PEACE............
(steady!!)

Friday, September 11, 2009

RECONSIDER

i was asked to reconsider my R
frankly, why should i?
i have considered my pros and my cons way before i even decided to send out my R
and why bother to send out R and go for I if i am not serious in tendering
sigh

she looked very upset
but there is nothing i can do
i really have to go le
sorry
really am
i know she is at her wits end now as someone told her of her intention tt she is leaving
sigh
what to do..... there is really nothing i can do abt it

pc suggested taking unpaid leave
but it will not solved the issue
it will take time to change
and i think i dun have the time to wait........
i got to move on......

praying hard tt the new place would be better........and i will stay longer......
=))

Thursday, September 10, 2009

JOKE OF THE DAY

first thing in the morning when i saw cmi
i forwarded him the slides and told him "later use ur pc for the presentation"
and he went "ok"
well, i dun give him any choice, what did he do?

NOTHING
i arranged the meeting
i did the first draft
and i tmd completed it
and i damn tl amended it

when he saw the slides, he immediately dropped me an email to say tt one of the projects assigned to him was not in the list
and i told him i was not the one who did tt spreadsheet. so perhaps if got chance, he should go clarify with the originator of the spreadsheet
and he replied ok
frankly, its only 1 project, what is it as compared with ours......sigh *shakehead*

meeting started, as i was tasked to print out hard copies for bosses, i was one of the few to enter the room last
cmi told me to sit beside him as i know the slides well so tt i can do the presentation
i told him joking "u can do it" and i went to sit at the other side of the table, directly opposite him

i think he is damn tl with me
but do i care
i also tl lor

we were briefed yesterday tt we should do the talking instead of her
we must be the voices and not just one voice
but ended up 2 ppl talked the most, p contributed and me a few sentences
and when the meeting overrun, boss made a comment "wa! late le. got to take lunch"
and some smart alec went "ya. hungry le"
wow!! what a great contribution!!
the more i think, the more i am convinced tt he is cmi

anyway, one portion of the slide i did a link to an excel spreadsheet
after he clicked on the link, the spreadsheet appeared
but boss not interested in the spreadsheet and told him to go back to the slides and continued
he was searching high and low to switch back to the slides
we told him tt its at the bottom bar just click, but he just move his cursor all over the screen
finally boss could not take it anyway, asked him to give way, and clicked for him
wa kao!!
i am so speechless and i think he is very embrassed
someone helped him and said tt he is just nervous.......kua kua kua

really wonder what he knows........sigh
cmi really cmi

one officer told me tt he asked the officer this "is this my job?" when the officer told him tt he will forward him the draft doc to vet
wa kao!!
the officer was kind lor told him yes
if its me, i could have gone "of course u lah, if not who? me? then i take ur pay and do ur job too lor" and just walk away
crazy de
does he know his role in the team?
not like me lor, i am the well known "lo bo queen"
hehe >.<

NETBOOK

went to the COMEX fair with dear after work
tell u!!
omg!!
its so crowded

it was my first time in a IT FAIR
will i go again.....well, if we want to buy something bah
its so so crowded

wonder why so many ppl likes to buy their IT stuff during the fair
is it really tt dirt cheap?

anyway, we went round a few times before finally decided to buy the white netbook from SAMSUNG.........$699 or was it $688........hm.......whatever....

why white?
coz it was a close fight b/w black or white
>.<
no other colours to choose from lor
black looked BAH....white looks like its gg to get dirty soon
so black or white?
"white" i went and dear got the sales to give us a white one.........

btw, whats the difference b/w lappy and netbook?
got difference?

WHAT DID HE DO

as i am the phasing out one and he is the phasing in one
we were tasked to do an assignment
would be the last for me but the 1st for him

i did the template according to what boss wanted and was waiting for him to say something
which he did not
so i took my initiative and forwarded him my "baby" and told him to "continue from here"
dun know wtf he did
nothing popped out
so be it, do i looked as if i cared?

anyway, today kana chased
so hor, no choice lor, ll got to continue
and hor, he steady lor, LS, so on mc
in the end, i got to do
thinking tt he might have COMPLETED the remaining portions, i was like "ok. small mattter. just edit lor"
and it turned out, WAKAO!! nothing is done lor
i really want to vomit blood and faint
then i really wonder what he does everyday.......while we were all fighting fire

and the best part is, someone thinks tt he has been doing lots of stuff
and i am the complaining queen
wtf
tmd

in the end, becoz of the urgency for the slides tomolo, i stayed back to go thru with someone and left office at ard 12mn!!!!!!!!!!
and its not even gg thru my draft tender!!
and its not even WORK!!!
its for some slides tt is of no use to me but for my fellow coll(S)

*slap forehead*
omg!!

whatever!!!

nothing gonna stop me later to leave on the dot
even if someone has the time to go thru the tender
meeting dear to go to IT FAIR
sorry...........
do i look as if i care...........hehehe.......frankly, i do........
afterall, it was "my baby"
awwwww..........

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

BO CHAP?? or LENIENT?

i thought i was easy going
but then some one told me in her opinion i was simply bo chap
omg!!
am i??

i thought i was being lenient
but ended up i am viewed as bo chap
erm......tts not good....no no no
so what am i gg to do abt it?

be more "difficult"?
be more on the ball?
be more involved?
be more aggressive??

then again, its not me.........
but is it good or no good??
erm....got to change for the better.......
maybe sometimes be bo chap sometimes be lenient bah
mixture of both sure no wrong de

am i being misunderstood??

SMART ALEC

wanted to get a cheer up present for U KNOW WHO
ended up now she will have 3 of a kind...........
*shake head*

sorry, should have read the blog entries but but but..........sigh
to think i thought i could cheer her up
who knows......no more cheer up le

now i depressed
sigh
*shake head*

Monday, September 7, 2009

BO SIM

this morning, i happily smsed dear to remind him tt we will be gg out for dinner on sat evening
he replied me "what ocassion?"
and i told him "its my birthday"
he took a longer time to reply me and i immediately send back a message "u forgot my birthday huh?"
and he replied "ok" to my replu "its my birthday"
and immediately another reply came "u dun expect me to remember everything when i just woke up."
and i replied "actually no..haha"
kua kua kua
means what?
my birthday lor
forget is a bad thing.......NO NO NO
how could he........

no wonder he did not asked me what i want for birthday
and i was thinking tt he already knew what to get for me
and i was *arm chio-ing*
first time he did not asked me what i want...... =P
and it turned out, "SO BO SIM" lor.......
=((

then he replied me with "i also dun know what day is today lor"
anyway, i replied him "i tell u a secret. today is monday, 7th sept"
damn tl lor
but i decided whats there to be angry about...no big deal
just another fucking day!! need to celebrate meh?
just sleep lor...and the day is over... its just another weekend
no big deal

then few mins later, he send me a sms asking me what i want for birthday
and i told him NOTHING
he said if tts the case, no more presents for the future yrs
and i told him no way
and he told me then i better choose a present

and i went "either a dog or a tv with scv comes with dvd player and theatre sound system"
he said i decide what i want
and i told him "dog"
hahaahaha
he said at most if mama asked said its i buy one.......
of course, i where got heart let his mama scold him......so i decided for a tv instead
frankly, do i need one?
i dun think so.........

but i do know what i will be getting for myself
*beam beam*
can't wait for the weekend to come......

Saturday, September 5, 2009

GETTING NEARER

dear was telling me our "love" story yesterday over dinner
after i told him the story of KK asking me to add him in FB

here goes:-
we started working in same co
then we started to drift apart
and then we got so far from each other, each working at one end
BUT now, we are coming back closer to each other
getting nearer
and i have a feeling, one day, we will work for the same co!!!
and i can get to scold u!!!

WA!!!!
better dun think abt it...........
>.<

NO MORE

took PM leave yesterday to go settle my stuff
=))
left office at abbt 1245pm and was told tt PM leave starts at 12............wa!!!!!!

actual planning all gone..........all became last min arrangements
wanted to bring the little one to have buffet but ended up last min i need to go settle my own stuff then want to go shopping after but ended up, all did not go as planned except to settle own stuff....
go from one place to another
rush from one place to another
omg!!!
boy!! am i good!!!
=))

talk abt bad planning.........sigh
but not my fault lor......coz all last min changes de

when all ended, i went to meet dear at his new workplace.....
we went to watch the time traveller's wife
not bad wat the movie
but dear kept saying "stupid show"
told him "dun read too much into it. just a love story"
and he rebutted "no. imagine, every sec, every min, he is travelling"
kua kua kua
men!!

anyway, decided tt i think i better dun suggest to go movie anymore
=(
he always complained abt the movies which i want to watch
and i just hate it
want to watch then watch, dun want to watch then so be it
i can go watch myself lor
and ya, i will also complained........hahaha "u dun like to watch movie with me"
muahaha
women!!!

Thursday, September 3, 2009

WHOSE FAULT?

hmm.... so he lied
big deal??
just becoz he is a celebrity lor
imagine he is a nobody
who bothers whether he lied or not rite?

poor man........just want to get marry, start a family
but becoz he is an idol, he is a celebrity, he has to think of his actions before he can action
so he decided to lie
and when he decided to tell the truth one day
everybody "booooooooooooooooo!!"

oh come on!!
i know its very bad to lie
and the feeling of kana cheated not very nice
but go think abt it, its actually an OPEN SECRET lor
only he thinks tt we all dun know, in fact all knew lor
so u choose to be blind to the OPEN SECRET
and now tt he had come clean abt it
why chide him??
sigh

EFFECTIVE?

i heard this pc of story on the radio this morning

a little boy loves train so muchie tt his parents bought lots of toy trains for him
but one day, he grew tired of the reel thing and decided to venture out of his house, crossed 2 streets and viola!! train station.......
once he even attempted to buy a ticket to board the train and go for a joy ride, but before he can board the train the parents found him and dragged him home

for 2 weeks, he left home for the train station for almost 16 times
so the parents did not know what to do until one fine day, they decided to paste posters of their son's photo all over the train station with the wordings that their son loves train very much and will run away from home to go to train station on his own. should anyone saw their son pls call them and dun allow him to board the train

steady rite?
swee rite?
like tt also can.......... =))

so i think think think........
what if someone's wife or gf paste posters of their partners all over in sing with the wordings tt their partners love to have SEX should they see them pls call them immediately and dun sell their service to them..........muahahaha..... will it work??? =P

or maybe when the IR is up, the gamblers' family members will paste posters of the gamblers all over in IR and ask ppl to call them if they see them in the gambling area and dun welcome them into the den.........kua kua kua.....can it work??? >.<

how effective?? i also dun know
but its an idea rite........

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

CANNOT WRAP

i thought everything under control
after one week still no news of my action
today ma chiam EXPLOSION
not everybody knows but almost all the ones i know, came to know abt it.........

really leh
like what one HK celebrity said:" if u want the whole world to know, tell eric tsang. but if u dun want the whole world to know, tell alan tam" (go guess who said de......and the answer is *drum roll* alam tam himself T____T)
kua kua kua!!

anyway, paper no can wrap fire de
sure spread like wild fire.....

SEE THE LIGHT

after 24 yrs, the r/s finally can see light
wa!!

wah zai!! better treat her well and good.....
but he is a good man too lah
afterall not much rumours abt him with others

and to think they thought tt nobody knows if they just deny deny deny
which in fact, the whole world knows......lolz

open secret, is tt what ppl called it?

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

STATUS UPDATED

Tl told me tt P has a gf
i asked her "how come u know? u saw huh? he told u?"
and she told me "its stated in his fb"
and i went "is it?"

wa kao!!
quiet quiet hor
so immediately i smsed him

and he bloody pork dare to ask me who i am
said i am not registered in his contact list
wa piang!!
if i not registered then how did we contact each other to arrange for the gathering to go high tea in good wood park the time?
via email only meh?
hm.......then when he realised its me, commented tt i changed my number again!!
so many times meh??
again!!!
sigh
whatever

anyway, i am seriously very happy for this friend of mine
and if the other one also in a serious r/s now, i also happy for her
time to move on............forward moving..........
=))

tt's what friends are for rite?

FLORIDA

monday supposed to have our monthly meeting
ended up we were talking abt my R and the team forward projection
2 persons were sick
one was coughing and having the running nose and had gotten 2 days mc, the other was like "nothing" special and yet to see the doc

after the meeting, the one with the mc cleared her work, packed up and left the office while the other went to see the doc when i insisted tt he do it immediately and not wait till lunch time
he came back and informed tt he was given 5 days of MC!!!!!!!!

ya! BINGO!!
so lucky he kana........
anyway, we were like "tt one looked sicker but only 2 days, this one looked ok but 5 days"
*scratch head*

anyway i immediately told him to go home and stopped loitering in the office premises
REALLY
be responsible mah

after both left, i was not feeling alright
so i quickly went to get myself a packet of FRESHLY SQUEEZED ORANGE JUICE to boost my vit c
not nice one, dun have the orange taste, though they put "no sugar added" but i dun think orange juice should taste like tt lor

so today, A introduced me to FLORIDA brand..........
wa kao!!
i tell u, though its exp, but its worth every penny lor
i dun know how to describe to u
but ITS GOOD!!!
lots of pulp!! (is tt how u spell it?)
and it taste exactly like orange juice
told A tt maybe i should go try the "S" brand....might be cheaper and good too
she commented "once u drink this, nothing else comes closer"

wow!!
hope she is not correct all the time.........coz hor.......hehehe......its really too exp to drink everyday.....
>.<

KLKK

was walking ard the office today
in and out of the cubicle i went
"hey!! sy u very free today hor? see u walking up and down....u seldom do tt. always in ur cubicle"
"is it? omg!! then i better get back into my cubicle before ppl start to complain abt me"
hehehe
>.<