HIGH EQ OR LOW IQ

seriously, i also dun know how long i can tolerate such nonsense
but then again, it might be just ME
i dun know
i admit i was rude
very rude infact
but then again....he is also irritating lor
damn irritating

i think he has problem with his attitude
but he just did not know abt it
or he jusyt trying to act smart
u know as in showing the boss tt u are working
but seriously, u can work or not, working or not
ur boss should and would know
u dun need to act lor

everyday chased me for the draft doc
i already very pek chey le
and his tone of "what's ur problem"
really pissed me off
i mean i am not doing just one project, i have 101 things to do each day
he wants special attention, then he better go request for one
if not, just want to wait lor
i also trying my best to cope
i am not a superwoman

when i am free, i chased for it, he told me "still got time"
now tt he completed his portion, he telling me "no more float"
so is it my fault tt he eaten up his float?
pui

anyway, tts beyond the pt
the point is, either he EQ very high or my IQ very low

just take yesterday for instance
he came and told me his boss wants to see the doc by 1.45pm
and i told him no promise, but i will try
he said cannot or his head will roll
then i told him 'sorry lor. tell ur boss lan ming yi tiao. come and take it"
and he brushed me off
anyway i also pai seh and also tired to keep amending his stuff, so i quickly do and submit to small boss for approval
dun know how he did it, but he managed to get small boss to approve the tender within secs
and then i submitted to big boss for approval
big boss busy so asked me to wait
i said ok
went back to my cubicle
and he asked me "so?"
i said "boss busy, wait lor"
he got the cheek to ask me "wait means what?"
u say lor...his EQ very high or my IQ low ...wait means what?
wakao!!
then he still want to stay ard my area
i mean wtf!!
then few mins later, he told me he go back to his place to get some stuff and will be back......
wa kao!!
come back for what?
i totally ignored him lor
i mean, u buay siong, u go asked the boss lor "hey sign now lah, u waiting for what?"
if not, dun disturb me, i have better things to do.....

frankly, i think he cmi lor
this evening, he came down with the file STILL IN HIS HANDS
and told me to amend this and tt which i refused to do it
and he used those tone tt " i have it in my version, why u remove it?"
wa kao!!
u neither my dictator or my controller lor
u dun instruct me to do things.......not requried then why i must put it in
pui
i almost blew my top this evening
really damn pissed off

"i already state supply........whole system...so it should include the cabling and conduits and trunkings"
"no. u should state it. if not how the contractor knows must include"
"i already stated so in my breakdown. they are supposed to price for it"
"no. u should state so in the spec"
"no need. why must? already said whole system mah, must be complete. u install something no cabling does not work, means whole system does not work!"
"but no conduit and trunking. the system still can work"
*wtf* "but we have a separate section for these works"
"no u should still state it. my version have, why u remove it"
this is never gg to end lor....so i totally ignored him and just do my work.....and he finally said "ok u r the qs, u tell me. i dun know. u must advice"
NBCCB!! if i am the qs, and u dun know, i must advise, then dun question me until like tt when i already explained
so i just shake my head and he went "really ah? no need?"
and i just continued to shake my head and he finally went "ok lor. u really think no need"
wtf...really KNN....
almost want to give him my whole limited vocab lor

talk to me nicely, i might just change it for u
but this kind of tone and attitude sorry lor
wait long long
anyway, as usual, i mouth say one thing, heart do another
so i still went to ask lah
and decided to include it in for him.....

no more 2nd chance
next round, i will give him a good one
with all my vocab!!
really!!!
high blood pressure for nothing
boss will call me when ready lor
and he can still comment "u are like seeing doc like tt. got to wait"
tell u lor...if his attitude dun change, he can go nowhere
and nobody will like to work with him

anyway, i supressed my anger with such HIGH EQ ppl lor
whats the pt to get angry with
but hor, dun know why, i always cannot control myself
i will want to blow my top at him every day!!
muahaha

though he kept telling me not to be offended, he dun mean to chase me
coz no more float le
but i really want to tell him off tt i am not offended just irritated and his float is not becoz i used it up
its due to his poor planning...

can anyone tell me how to control myself how not to "kill" him......
hehehe

SPOILER TIME!!

for those who intend to watch the movie....SHUTTER ISLAND....dun proceed to continue reading this entry
coz i got my enlightenment!!!
hahaha
so if u choose to read till this para...then be prepared ......

IT'S SPOILER TIME!!!!!!wahahaha
*evil grin*

i was surfing thru the net to look for enlightenment
and i was lucky enough to find it

apparently, i think the story book was read by many ppl
who later went to watch the movie
but all felt tt there were no more suspense

anyway, there is not only 1 twist but 2 twists
muahahaha
and i know all the 2 twists

after reading all the comments, well, in actual fact, if we were observant enough,
we should have known from the beginning tt he is insane.......
lolz
there were many many hints and clues along the way.....just tt hm...i was not smart enough to pick it up until the end
eg. when his partner couldn't remove his gun when asked to surrender at the gate (shows tt he is not a police)
the mental institution is heavily guarded with electric wires all ard the perimeter fencing, how can anyone escape
the doc who is treating the escape patient never appeared
when he claimed his wife dead due to inhaling of the smoke from their burning house but when his wife appeared, she was wet.......and there were water dripping from his hands
when the little girl, who turned out to be his daughter, said tt he could have save her......
all these little little clues tell us tt becoz he couldn't accept the fact tt his wife killed his 3 children which resulted in him killing his wife....and should he paid more attention to his wife then, he could have brought her to see a doc and saved his 3 children....

so ok, he was cuokoo and was cured at the end
coz the doc is trying a new method to cure him....let him be what he wants to be and slowly accept the fact tt his children has passed away and he killed his wife....
but i guessed when he total recall le, he couldn't really accept the fact and also he knew tt he can never leaves this island.........
so what did he do?
he then chose to "remain" as cuokoo so tt they can "operate" on him to erase his memories.........and be reborn!!!! a totally new man with 0 memory

tts why, "to live like a monster or die a good man"
he chose the latter
muahahahaha

get it? no get it??
well......like what some ppl in the forum said "go watch the movie ONE MORE TIME"
hahaha

GET AWAY FROM ME

dun know i heng or wat

after lunch today, we went over to the bakery shop
and then along came a flying cockroach and it chose to land on my hair
the 2 female colls were like trying to point out to me
and i calmly comb my fingers thru my hair without knowiuing what they trying to tell me
later i found out, its becoz they were scared till speechless to say anything
hahaha

some kind soul brushed the cockroach away from my hair and it flew all over the place
and the 2 colls were like running for their lives
hm...

i was later asked "why u not scare of cockroach?"
and i told them "told u guys before i went with my dad to catch cockroaches and frogs for the arowana rite? so i am not scare lor"

and they were all "impressed" and one coll said "so in future when we need to spring clean in the office, u know who to assign rite?"
kua kua kua.......

heng or sway?
hehehe
>.<
duh

MAT OR NO MAT

office auntie jio J to join yoga class
and J jio-ed us.......
i did not want to join actually, coz hor, last time, well, yoga too slow for me
cannot take it
too much stretching and dun know what am i doing
ended up sprained my back lor
anyway, still not sure whether the back pain is due to tt or not

anyway, since nothing to do after work
might as well do something healthy rite?
hahaha
so i spend $138 and enrolled myself in a 12 lessons yoga class

gg to buy a yoga mat tomolo.........
=))
should i invest in a good one? or just get one tt can used, afterall, after this class, doubt i will continue bah

SUCK FINGER

we went to explore a new fishing site on sunday
what happened was we were at ecp early in the morning
then it started to get cloudy
and then next moment, rained cats and dogs

we were prepared to go home
called mama but nobody answered the call
so we concluded NO LUNCH
hahaha
so excitedly i went "lets go changi...eat nasi lemak!!"
and to think dear was game for it
and off we went.......

nasi lemak we did ate
and then bought his fishing reel too!!!
and then proceed to changi for more fishing.........
caught nothing though

except i was caught sleeping
hahahaha
>.<

seriously, either the lunch was too heavy or the sun too hot
frankly, i always nap in the afternoon whole fishing
just tt i was holding the umbrella real real low
so though i was napping, dear does not know
u know, those power nap!! only few mins and then u r on the go already

anyway, coz at changi, we were under the shade
so i did not open the umbrella
and i just nodded away
and dear caught me twice
hahaha
he told me to go back to the car to sleep instead if not i might have stiff neck later
but i did not want to go back to the car and sleep
will be too stuffy
and i only need a few mins and i will be fine........

anyway, since cannot sleep
i went to walk ard and found many "left behind" hooks, and strings and clips
so dear told me to cut away the knots and keep the stuff in the orange box
while i was busy cutting the string away, he came and talked to me
maybe i cannot multi task, so my fingers slipped and the scissor cut me

WA KAO!!
big deal??
i dun think so lor
but before i can scream, shout, cry, dear went "what happened? tell me ? what did u do? why like this? why u so careless? why u are u not careful? tell me? tell me? u dun cut le. quick! suck the finger, stop the blood. see lah. still dun suck"

wa lao!!
LL lor
what more can i say?
just suck finger lor..........

anyway, after tt, i was asked to sit there and just do nothing except suck my finger
"bring u out so troublesome" he went (of course he was joking),
hmph.......my fault meh?
pui

SO HOR...

went to watch shutter island
erm.......maybe i not tt smart
i need some enlightenment......

hehehe
so hor, is he cuokoo or i cuokoo huh?
i mean, i knew there was a twist in the ending
but then too twisted le
i dun get it

dear told me "tt depends on how u want to see it. got many endings de"
sigh
"u go read the book, then report to me"
wa kao!!
"but dear, if the show i already blur blur le, then read the book also will be blur rite?"
"no lah. the book will explained one"

real or not......
chey! later bluff me

but then, the show not bad...really
just tt the ending too twisted for me to get it

"liat bo gil"
>.<
duh

SO MANY ESSENCE

went to visit stephy and her new born today in G hospital
as usual, dun know what to get
so ended up buying chicken essence

i tell u, there are so many types of chicken essence lor
u named it, they have got it
tang kwei
ling zhi
american ginseng
cXXXXXX only know what
and also got berries de

omg!!
so many choices but i still have no idea which one is suitable

so ended up, getting a NORMAL chicken essence
and bird nest with collgen........muahahhaa
beauty and health, both equally impt...

princess baby gilda was such a darling....
she happily and contendedly sleeping away
until she decided it was meal time!!!
hahaha
>.<
as usual, babies who just do their stuff quietly are always very cute....

a bit disappointed tt prince baby garreth was not ard
=((
but its ok....the main attraction is her and not him.....
=))

one fine day.....will still get to see him....

GOLDEN GIRL

Baby Gilda Goh......hehehe
means golden i was told.....
was borned this evening....to proud and happy 2nd time parents....
stephy and pat goh and their 1st time big bro, baby garreth.....

welcome little princess Gilda!!!

LOVE CANNOT BE RECYCLED

steady rite!!!
well said man!!

not everything can be recycle lor
and one thing for sure
LOVE definitely cannot be recycled....

ok, not all the time can be...coz most of the time...no good horse will eat u turn grass....
the grass is always greener on the other pasture, remember?

and who said this?
well, the taiwanese actress/model...lin chiling....
why she said tt?
coz jerry yan is hoping tt they can reconcile......

hm........anyway, not within control de lah
we never knows
the earth is round ya!!

EXCUSE ME, R U A DRACULA?

hopefully they are a grp of poly students and not uni...coz hor.......

2 girls, 1 tom boy and 1 guy
girl A was busy playing with iphone
tom boy was looking at her playing the game with the iphone
girl and guy talking, girl was upset
"why u like this? there is nothing b/w us? what happened to u? tell me. why u so upset?"
girl mumbled abt somthing
guy went "but i just smsed her. nothing rite? u mean i cannot talk to other girls?"
girl asked girl A "hey!! tell him how ur bf treats u?"
guy asked "ya, tell me how good ur bf treats u?"
girl A " my bf will never talk to other girls de lor. and my bf treats me very good ok."
guy "wa lao!! u like this, hai me ok"
girl A "sorry lor. who asked u to ask me. so i just tell u lor"
girl "see!! other ppl's bf also never do tt lor"
guy "u cannot compare me and him de. really nothing between us. u go think abt it, why u suddenly become like this today?"
then the guy tried to pacify the girl, and the girl threw tantrum.....girl A and tom boy totally ignored them
and then guy started to cuddle and hug girl
girl also hug back
then before u can say "wtf", the happy little young couple were giggling and laughing away......
*slap forehead*

the girl A who said her bf will not talk to other girls PLEASE WAKE UP YOUR IDEA!!!!!
how could it be? ur bf dumb or blind or deaf?
definitely will talk de lah
how can dun talk
dun talk to classmates de meh?
cannot be rite
dun talk to mother? sister? cousins? nieces? grand ma (maternal and paternal) aunties???
wa lao!!
so if u can 100% guarantee said tt, i think perhaps, maybe, u r the blind, deaf and dumb one......
sigh

and the most jing dian came..........
guy to girl "u give me a love bite lah. i let u bite. then ppl will know tt i have a gf le. then u dun need to be jealous"
girl "i dun want"
guy "bite lah, i let u bite. come"
girl "i dun want lah.
then before u can say even said "KNN", they were cuddling and hugging and pecking away........wa kao!!!

what kind of theory.....love bite ppl will know tt u have a gf
come on lor, love bite anybody also can give lor.....
knn...must be from gf meh? ONS also can give lor.....
dracula can also bite lor....suck away ur blood....
wa kao!!!

children!!!
*faint*
so gullible meh??

i am really speechless........

THE NEXT GENERATION

just logged on and saw "anytime anytime" on stephy's msn caption
so i asked her "pop baby G anytime??"
and "yah" came the reply

so happy for her!!!!
a boy and a girl
and can close shop after tt
if not, just continue with baby no. 3 and no. 4 and so on if can afford....another Baby G.

smooth delivery my dear friend....
=))

FLY HERE FLY THERE

WA LAN EH!!!

just now went to this la mian shop in TBP called XXF for dinner
i tell u.........

first came the xiao long bao....so so nia...not as good as the one which i ate in redhill market
second came the minced pork with pancake...i tell u lor...when i first laid my eyes on the pan cake, i almost fainted "why are they serving us table cloth"???!!!??
then on a closer look!! wa kao!! looked exactly like the spicy patch i used to stick on my aching back lor
how to eat........and worst, ITS TASTELESS.....the minced pork taste better without it lor...pancake...wa kao!! my foot lor!!

the main actor finally showed up
tasted ok lor
nothing fantastic, but ok lor
can still eat
and guessed what i found in my bowl after i finished my noodle
i found a xiao qiang!!!!

was deliberating whether to "complain" or not
and eventually i did
i told the waitress and then she went to inform this uncle whom i presumed is the manager or boss of XXF
he came and i showed him tt xiao qiang and he immediately went "sorry sorry. u know, this thing fly here and there and then drop into the noodle. sorry sorry. we also dun know de. sorry sorry"
and i also "sorry sorry. its ok"
really!! why bother
if the thing flies here and there in ur shop, then ur shop is "dirty" lor
so u better clean up ur act!!!

too bad
no camera with me to show u the thing tt flies here and there
but i think the reason is very crappy
i look left see right, also no see wings lor...so how to fly here and there....

end of the day, he gave a 10% discount
like what i told dear, its not abt the money, just tt the whole dinner mood was spoilt

anyway, like i told my colls who were having dinner with me just now
if i dun go to work tomolo, please come back to this shop and take revenge for me!!!!

dear told me dun be angry coz no pt
which i totally agreed with him
if i want to be angry, i would be on the spot just now
but i told him instead tt what is this one bowl of $6 la mian.....soon they will be unable to sell a single bowl.....tts will be my ultimate aim!!!

seriously, it seemed like i am bad, cursing the shop
but hor, this kind of attitude is not rite
dun give crappy reasons for ur mistakes.

anyway, XXF in TBP
u should be able to make a good guess if u stay ard tt area or went there before
even if u dun go there often its ok.....its along the KFC tt stretch, only shop selling la mian......
nothing to do, alot of money to spare, also dun bother to go there look see look see lor
coz nothing to look and nothing to see
and most impt not worth to part ur money.....

>.<
duh!!!

TOTALLY SO UNTRUE

i read this pc of advertisement sometimes this week
and was quite upset and pissed???

well, apparently, it claimed to be a true life story
of this poor girl who has flat chest (not sure got flatter than me???)
anyway, she said tt her previous r/s failed coz of her being flat chested
and she was so sad.......as in like so sad lor
and so one fine day, she came across this bust enhancement advertisement and thought long and hard before she decided to sign up for it
and within few weeks of the programme, she saw IMPROVEMENT!!
and soon she has the cups and the curves (wooooo hooooo)
same time, she met this really wonderful guy and then the r/s lasted and she has been happily married for 5 yrs...all thanks to XXX

i almost want to faint lor
really!!
imagine, ur r/s or marriage lasted becoz of big breasts!!
omg!! *slap forehead*
i think this is so misleading.......
bad advertisement, at least in my own humble opinion,
well, at least to me.......

wouldn't u be very sad, if ur partner loves u for ur boobs and not for what u r??
*ponder*
is tt why all my previous r/s failed??
does it means tt all flat chested girls are destined to be left on the shelve???

so absurb.....
external beauty is one thing, but so is internal beauty lor....

TRIANGULAR LOVE

just finished watching the hk serial on sat.....
its abt Boy A and Girl A and Boy B
yayaya
u guessed correctly

its a triangular love.....
and to make matter worst, the Girl A and Boy B belives in the horoscope thingy very much
sigh
while Boy A is just the "qing mei zhu ma" of Girl A

i tell u
i watched until i feel like crying at the end

i mean, Boy A actually "cut love" and let Boy B has the girl and all these while, girl A thought it was FATE.......sigh

but like what the auntie told Boy A, its better for 1 to suffer than all 3 ...... and i guessed tts why he decided to leave the triangle.....

in reality, will u "cut love"....i mean... u'r own happines....
i used to think tt cannot "cut love" de...u must fight for your rights....ur own happiness
but then as i grow older, my thought have changed...if the person is not meant to be, fight until die also like this lor....

but the ending very sad...dear said "bo liao" he is not interested in boy a, b and girl A
its just a show....

but seriously, if it did not happen in reality, the script writer can think of such a story meh??

PREPARATION FOR BIG DAY

sister is now on the line discussing abt her upcoming wedding
apparently, she kept saying "I HAVE NO IDEA" "I SERIOSULY WANT YOUR COMMENTS"
hm........
i think sooner or later..sure got screaming sessions.......

soleminzer?
wedding venue?
photographer?
guest list?
gown or no gown?
suit or no suit?
buy or rent?
wedding car?
bridal makeup?
caterer?
new flat...renovation....

hm... should i be a kapo and help her....
i mean i can ask *ahem* u know who....
ya, its u...u reading my blog.... one of my avid reader..hahaha
yayaya, its u...dun hestiate....


the flat is coming end of this month
and then the renovation
and then the preparation for the wedding
and then the BIG DAY!!!
and nothing is done yet.....

heard her mentioning tt there are datelines for all the tasks to be completed by
let's all wait and see whether the datelines are met or defer.....or extended....

but i think unless sister ask me, if not i just diam diam better....and dun get into her way....

MASTER OF NONE

dad came home one evening very angry and said "i am not gg for the class anymore!!!"

complained to mama tt the master does not know anything at all
dad claimed tt after the session tt evening, he went to tell the master "nicely" (how nicely i dun know. but tts what he claimed) " master, why u did not correct the XXX, YYY, ZZZ, whoever whoever, when they did not play the steps wrongly?"
the master replied "its ok lah. never mind. they happy."
and dad was so mad tt he stormed home...

hm....seriously, will u be angry and stormed off....like mei li mao hor?
mum told him "its ok lah. also never pay money, the old folks just want to go there, play play and then chit chat and finally called it a day only. why so serious?"
and dad went "why not serious? u must play the correct way mah. any how play how can?"
and mum went "u want to learn the correct ways, then u pay money and go learn from the master of the master lor........."

kua kua kua
but did dad go back to class......well, apparently, he did!!!
hahaha
>.<
duh!!

BIG WIND BLOWS....

we are gg to play musical chairs soon
JOB ROTATION!!
apparently, 1.5 yrs have passed and its rotation time!!!
but dun know i heng or i sway....as i am new kid on the block, its not my time yet....
in short, my time is not here yet
i still have 4.5yrs before its D day!!!

is it tt bad??
i mean...how bad can it be...afterall its just a job...
but we heard terrible, horrible stories and therefore, we all are weary
anyway, if tt day comes, i mean, just take it as a challenge lor
as for now, all i can do is wish good luck to the one assigned to go over.......

frankly speaking, i always thought it could be HER
and true enough, it was
boss has been training her to write papers, papers and more papers
reports, reports and more reports
and has been exposing her to the mgt every now and then
she has the most exposure among the peers of her era.....
so if its not her, then who....

apparently, i think the disciple under her is trained to take over her role when she goes for the job rotation.....guessed the next one should be the disciple bah...
i am still safe....kekeke
>.<
its only a matter of time.....

what will the changes be.....
no one knows except the boss herself...

BIG WIND BLOWS........

Q&A SESSION

dear was asking me this during last sunday fishing trip.....

D: have u ever thought abt where we will be staying after we get married?
M: *deep thoughts* still need to think meh? HDB mah.....
D: HDB flats are expensive, condo..blah blah blah..
M: *deep thoughts* wa!! HDB expensive? then gg to stay where?
D: so? have u thought abt it?
M: u already said HDB expensive lor...then u tell me stay where lor
D: u go think abt it. then submit a proposal to me ok
M: u tell me la. why i tell u....

seriously, is HDB tt expensive?
thought the gahmen is making public housing affordable for everybody??
hm...*ponder* bluff ppl one huh? cannot be wat....

alot of ?????
1) go flat shopping???
2) to resales or not resales??
3) wait till want to get marry then source for flat, the property market might come down....but then..if want to wait for flat then forever no need to get marry lor...?
*scratch head*


always asked question but no answers de
no concrete answers...
next time ban hoim from asking

i also asked dear a question back..and always gotten a reply

M: dear, have u ever thought if one day u have kids and ur mama said she won't be able to look after them for u? what will u do?
D: i never think abt it
M: hm..so now u think lah. so what will u do?
D: blah blah blah.... in chinese...loosely translated..."got money no scare nobody look after"...
M: so u willing to pay $$$ and solve the problem?
D: *said the same thing again*

hm...at least one problem strike off the list.....

so is it true? i mean " as long as money can solve the problem, its not a problem at all"
i will always remember what zhuang told me......
*beam beam*
she really enlightened me once.....

SHOW ME SOME SINCERITY

tell me what u will do/feel if this happened to u

u were checking your email on sat....and came upon a birthday invitation email to your friend's daughter birthday on sunday...which is the VERY next day
what/how will u do/feel?

FEEL:-
not sincere? then dun invite lor
what if u did not check the email on sat...then how?
or what if ur email is down?
why can't ur friend call u? since its so last min le...must show some sincerity rite?

and to make matter worst
coz its so last min, u decided not to attend the party
and ur friend did not even call to check whether u are coming or not....

oh dear oh dear
why like this huh?

seriously, if it happened to me
i will DEFINITELY ignore the invitation
then gave some crap excuses tt i did not check the email...so missed out the event....
anyway, also no intention to invite me, then why should i go and waste time....

so what will u do??

MISINTERPRETATION

i remembered when i was still in sec school
i told my then bf " i hate him" when he said tt there was this guy who is interested in me. and i just wanted to tell him "i dun like him so no worries"
few days later, he got very upset and when i asked him why he told me "if u hate someone, u dun talk to tt person"
and i was like "huh?"
and he said i told him tt i hate that classmate of ours so why am i still on talking to him
and i was like "arrggghhhhh...."

perhaps my command of english was not strong tt time....(which is still sama sama now) but can't blame me
anyway, i explained tt i dun like him as in bgr but as a friend is still ok
then he told me "then u should use the word DISLIKE and not HATE. hate is such a strong word"
and i was angry at tt time why make such a big fuss afterall i just want to assure him tt i dun like tt classmate of ours

so lesson learnt......
but isn't it the same? i like hate and dislike....

its just like
i want to buy this
i need to buy this
though need is like die die also must have kind of thing
and want is like dun have also won't die kind of thing
but both thing equals to u still want to have tt thing rite?

well.......can only blame myself for not studying hard when i got the chance....

PISSED

M: hey! just let u know. my estimate is $Y and the budget allocated is $X. so not enough cannot call tender
H: why? just call lah? i got money mah
M: i know. but the allocated budget is $X not enough mah
H: why not enough? i got money leh. and who told u the budget is $X
M: *sigh* its written in the form. remember?
H: oh, tt one. its ok de mah. i got money can call de
M: *sigh sigh* u still dun get me? i know u got money. but allocated budget is $X mah.
H: but i got money. and tt one just put a figure in de mah. so just call the tender
M: *buay ta han* *raised my voice* how can u call tender why u burst the budget le!!!
H: its ok wat! i got money
M: *blood boils* *raised my voice higher* i know u got money, but not enough. the other side will not allow u to call de. will be throw back de
H: why? i got money, dun u get it? i got money
M: i know u got money. but on paper u said the budget is only $X so how to call tender!!!!! * heart attack soon*

do u know how pissed i was......so pissed.
simple thing, but why complicate the whole matter

i told my 2 gfs over dinner and they can tell me "TOP UP"
i am so happy.....at least i know tt i am not talking alien lang....


but FINALLY.....H also woke up
H: ok. i got check with my boss and see how. should be able to give u a reply soon
M: do u really know what i am talking abt? u see it now rite?
H: ya. maybe need to "TOP UP" ...blah blah blah.....

i finally see the light......ma chiam like kana enlightenment like tt......
so glad.....

but i was really quite pissed off le
he has been calling me for the past 2 weeks chasing me for the draft doc
i mean, dear also dun call me lor
and he called me more than dear....
ok, dun compare him with dear....compare him to my friends also can show the contrast...
my friends dun call me or message me every few hrs in a day and asked me for the progress

use the backside and think, if u dun call and disturb me, i could spend the time doing work instead of talking with u
and pls bear in mind, co does not employed me just to do YOUR project.....
i have 101 things to do everyday
so pls dun asked me EVER again......"2 weeks le. what is taking u so long? got problem? let me know. tell me whats the problem. why cannot do up the doc after 2 weeks"
and dun asked me "have u passed the doc to ur boss?"
i mean...if i have completed the doc, i will definitely pass to my boss... dun need u to remind me to pass to her....know what i mean

TOTALLY PISSED!!!

NOTHING TO CONTRIBUTE.....

omg!!
can u believe it!!

recently i wrote abt some strangers writing their "comments" on some of my entries
and the "comments" are so irrelvant!!

ok fine!!
like what esther said, cannot stop them... why bother ....just leave it there...

but but but....someone just wrote a whole bunch of "rubbish" in mandarin abt some stupiak sex webby .......wa kao!!
bloody pork!!
really cmi......

dun delete? i think no lor.......coz i seriously dun approved of such thingy....
pui!!

if u have nothing to say.....then please dun say!!!
really!! i rather u shut up!!!
and dun write rubbish....although to u its not, then dun write in my comment box....
pui!!!

VIRUS ATTACK

ppl go to camp
she also went
ppl played until so happy
she fell sick
sigh

3D2N camping trip became a 2D1N thingy
$100 flew away.......
but $$ is not the main thingy, main thing is she missed the best part of the camping trip........CAMP FIRE!!!!!

anyway, she also poor thing la
fever no subside......wonder when will she gets better.......

WHAT DATES??

this was a conversation b/w my old man and me on sunday

H: which are the countries we went before?
M: HK, Aust, Korea, Japan......erm...and batam?
H: *arm chio*
M: why u asked?
H: *diam diam*

few mins later......
H: how long have we been together?
M: sorry dear, i dun know
H: how can u dun know? so sad.... =((
M: but i never keep track wat...not good with dates.....
H: .....

and then it dawned on me.......i am good with my friends' birthdays but not my own special dates??!!!??
wow!!!
no wonder dear is disappointed.....

frankly speaking, i used to be very good at this....
but ever since.......*ahem*....i think dun bother lah
sorry dear, i really didn't want to disappoint or upset u.....(if u were really upset) but i really did not keep track........

so friends.......count your blessings tt i can still remember urs......though of course, sometimes, its belated.......but hor....better late than never rite

got sim lor.......
=))

BLUR LIKE SOTONG

i tell u
after so many years....i am still like this
i think incurable le
=(((
sob sob sob

whenever i get "stressed" or "chased" by someone to do something
i will go garang garbo.....
and then dun know wtf i am doing or saying
and then made mistakes

always remind myself to take it easy
and slowly do
rush also no use de
but end up, always the same ending......
garang garbo

i think i am hopeless.......
=((