WHAT IF....

was waiting for the rest at the waiting area last thur
the security uncle talked to me
he asked me "gg exercise?"
"ya" i went
"wat exercise? aerobics?"
"hm..something like tt"
"jump jump jump?"
"yes. kick boxing like tt"
"oh...good la. active. when i was young, i am a dancer"
"wow!! uncle...u dancer? why u not dancing anymore"
then he showed me this photo in his wallet
"uncle...so many dancers hor...u still in contact with them? once in awhile dance, dance?
"oh, no more le. they all married one, married..lost contact one, lost contact. left me. i never marry"
"why uncle? dancing should know many ppl de"
"sigh...young young time, i choosy lor. this one cannot, tt one got BO, this one got "hk feet", this is too short, this one teeth yellow yellow de, tt one like this. so now alone lor"
"huh? uncle, then u should go out dance more. can make friends mah"
"go out make more friends hor. maybe can go the cc dance or those club. sure can make friends de hor. last time what also have, but end up, u see, nothing. all alone now"
SAD!!!

seriously..humans are like this rite??
If i would have done this....maybe this will not happened.
If i would have done that, then i will be like ths
If i would have not done this, then maybe will be like this..

there is so many IF...so many maybe
but this is life rite?
u want the best, but when is the best???

imagine the security uncle just simply find someone to settle down with
then today he might be thinking, if i did not marry, perhaps today i will be happily swinging away alone...so happy...so carefree
but he did not, so now, he lamented tt if he did marry, perhaps today he will be happy gg out with his family .....

this is human bah
tts why we were always thought to be contended with what we have...
no matter how handsome or pretty u are...u will lose them all lor....coz we will grow old.....as long as we age gracefully, i think we are stil pretty lor
inner beauty matters most

but if ppl dun know how to appreciate then sorry lor
eventually will end up being HOME ALONE.....
or perhaps if they lucky, one fine day they will wake up and be contended...still got chance to save them
but not for anyone of us to save them lah, they have to wake up themselves
like the security uncle, he woke up too eventually, still late or not? think if he go out dancing again, he should be able to find someone to accompany him for the rest his life journey.....