Sunday, September 29, 2013

STOP LOOKING

the little one was telling me over dinner last late
"yee yee, stop looking for LOVE, LOVE will come looking for u"
swee
*clap hands*
dun look how to come... duh

why did she tell me tt
haha
coz I told her what happened on fri's makan event

4 guys whom I want to talk abt

guy 1 : my first table. nice guy. but when he told me he has been in his co for 3 yrs, I was like "erm .. ok"

guy 2: he was sitting next to my table and omg!! he kept talking abt his religion to the poor lady sitting beside me, the moment she sat down.. seriously, u r here to find a soul mate not a church mate. he seemed to be telling her he really thank the lord for everything he has today.. blah blah blah.. hey guy looked here.  no offence to anybody religion, but can't u see the poor girl is like asking u to "MOVE ON" change topic... but u jus rattle on and on... and inside my heart I was like "swee, later got to talk to "jesus man"

guy 3: he is a marketing manager, marketing LED lights.... and ya, the moment he knew abt my occupation he rattled on abt his lights and then I was like *rolled eyes*.  politely told him I cannot help him coz lights are never under my purview. and then he went "oh then ur job is so boring" and I *rolled eyes* he continued with "why dun u find something tt interest u. no offence. but ur job sound boring" and ho say lor.. to me, picking a fight liao... and ya u r rite, we did not exchange our numbers coz I guess we both strike each other off the list. and guy no. 3 here I am telling u, my interest is to be a tai tai.... very interesting rite?  and I am working hard towards it....DUH.... loser... come to events to sell lights... pui

guy 4 : to me he is like ah siao!! after the firm handshake no let go of my hands. kept saying nice to meet u. I like u.  WTH! then told me if we make it, he expected me to stop attending such events. I was like "u think I like to attend meh?  no look how to stop attending" duh!! then he said very weird stuff and kept saying he likes me and I am like his ex gf... and I was like god pls help me!! I think he gila or I am gg to be make gila by him lor. then he said wanna date me out on the weekend, I told him sorry I am not free, then he said what abt sun, and I said weekends packed. then he said ok after the event we shall go for a movie and I said sorry I am gg back home to sleep and then he said Monday and I said Monday I am also booked and he continued with tue and I paused for a while and went ok. tue is ok. and he went u really tt busy? and I nodded my head...  heng lor...5 mins up and off he goes... but I was so afraid tt he will come home with me lor
hahaha


anyway sat AM, the guy no. 1 WA me
asked me abt my age, after telling me he is 28
I told him I am confirmed very much older than him
and then he asked ya but how old
and I went why not u made a guess
and he went "30"
and I was like "thank you for the compliment but I am much older"
and then "34, 36 and finally 37"
hahaha
am I tt young??! but then seriously thanks leh

I asked him whats the age gap he can accept and he said +2
and I went so if I am 30 he would have dated me out
and he went yes and said tt fri event I am the best of the lot
woohoo!
thanks hor
anyway I told him my REAL age and he went "oh, u really looked like u r 30" and I went "ok, maybe I should just remove the belt and then it will be 0"
kua kua kua

after tt I told him with all the contacts he gathered last evening, he jia you bah
and he told me I will also find my mr right
=)
we gambade each other and conservation ended there and then
no time wasted to prey on next target, for him la
as for me.... nothing
"BLAH"

hahaha

anyway, now only looking forward to the jap trip....
=)
need a break..a short one...

third week liao
hope the hdp will ring ring ring
WISH ME LUCK

HUAT AH!!!

Friday, September 27, 2013

BLAH

tonight all I wanna say is "BLAH"

hur hur

Thursday, September 26, 2013

SUDDEN DEATH

No more GM or GN messages.........
hur hur

=(

FULL STOP

like sudden death
for what reason I also have no idea

WORKS WONDER

i want to share this thing with u ppl
what so great to share rite?
well, last month, I got 3 stubborn pimples at the bottom of my mouth
sibei stubborn until I cannot seemed to get rid of them

then hor, one day
its like heaven sent
I got this GXX voucher from my insurance agent for his promotion for dun know what

so I made my way down after combing thru their webby with the intention of getting ROYAL JELLY
why royal jelly u may be thinking

coz many many donkey years ago
I remember one friend of mine introduce a few of us to take royal jelly for health reason
but tt time just fresh from school no money to buy royal jelly leh... so I shelved the idea until NOW...
I went to goggle abt the royal jelly and this was what I found out:-

Royal jelly is believed to be beneficial for many health-related issues, including immune health, skin health, bone and joint health and heart health. It is believed royal jelly even stimulates the growth of hair.

but then it also mentioned tt no scientifically proven tt it really has such effects after taking them la
but I was thinking, what the heck, just try it, coz the 3 stubborn pimples just wont go away

anyway, when I was in the GXX shop, the sales was very helpful
she intro me to collagen....
but also not cheap leh
as I did not goggle abt collagen, I not very sure should I buy or not

then anyway I also saw many talk shows the celebrities also swear by the collagen la
but theirs are in powder form de
and the one which the sales intro me was in liquid de

so ding dong a while I bought both the jelly and the collagen
I took both the royal jelly and the collagen the following day
and hor, I tell u
like MAGIC!!

the 3 stubborn pimple scars go, went gone.... or rather it lighten lor
I got to said I damn impressed lor
I have been trying so many ways to get rid of them, but nothing works and one royal jelly and one collagen drink did the trick!!

but if u ask me "so is it the effect of the royal jelly or the collagen"
haha
I also dun know
but wth rite?
at least now the scars are gone!!
=)


impressed bo?
maybe not
but u can always go try them urselves
=)



Sunday, September 22, 2013

醒了 2

i think I shared this song before.....醒了 sang by 楊千嬅

chorus:-

我是真的醒了
記憶 別 來了
曾經有你的
不再是我的

wake up call
dun continue to waste time on something or someone tts not meant to be

BUT frankly, how many ppl really can understand
and the story goes like this:-

last nite supposed to be a happy dinner gathering
end up, someone tio "fly aeroplane" by her bf
and she was so mad tt she was screaming and shouting
we analysed her current rs and situation with tt guy
and told her "she is better off without him"

then she kept saying abt
"2 years le" "think back so happy" "sometimes he so sweet"
erm....er.....hmph. like tt then how neh

anyway I guessed she just want to scream, shout and cry la
frustration a lot, need to let out some steam
I mean, all the steam

so hor, end up, we told her "we think u should just let go, but the final decision is urs"
very diplomatic rite, coz when someone unstable, talk what also no use de lor. and she also made up her mind le. she just want to let out her frustration and "wei qu"
and we all know tt she will continues on with him

but what did the bf do?
btw, I dun know this bf de....but after last evening, I feel tt I like know him a lot
hahaha
just a jerk
okok, anyway, tts only my humble opinion lor, not offending anyone
okok back to the story

they arranged to meet for lunchie yesterday then gf told him tt they will come meet us for dinner after their outing
bf asked gf "if I meet u then I said we gg to meeting my friends later, u tell me, will u go or not?"
gf went "if u dare to arrange, of course, I will go, why cannot go? u tell me"
then ok diam diam
why gf said "if u dare", coz hor, the guy no tell ppl tt they are a couple for 2 years le.....

so anyway, he also no say he not joining or whatever lah and the proceeded as their norm outing
gf went to pick up some stuff in the town aread then he went to pick her up
but when she got onto the car, he said "hey the peranakan food not open b/w 2 to 5pm so cannot eat le"
gf said " ok then no choice. eat what then?"
then bf said "lets go hans then"
and ok lor
bf drove ard and cannot find hans
so gf pek chey and kindly told him "I heard my friend said bedok got hans leh"
then the bf said ok we go bedok then
but when they reached bedok, they cannot find hans then bf saw hawker and said "hawker"
but gf kicked up a fuss so ended up at bedok pt
u know la, bedok pt got many restaurants
but the bf looked looked see see and said "go killney's"
gf got mad got from peranakan to hans to hawker to killney's
she buay ta han esp she was prepared to go for peranakan food le
and she said "no. bedok pt got many restaurants, we eat other food"
then they walked ard in bedok pt before deciding on one restaurant
then the best thing come le, the gf said "lets order A side dish to share"
and bf went "2 claypot rice will do" so means no side dish lor....
and bf continued with "after eating, I will leave"
then gf FUMED and told him "I arranged for XXX to join us tonight too...then now u said u not joining, then XXX comes for what? in tt case, u dun need to eat with me la"

I think u guys can guess what happened next rite
the bf just stood up and walked out of the rest leaving the poor girl sitting in the restaurant
sigh
reminds me so much of jerk
but I was not left in restaurant la, I was left standing on the street
but then still same rite
JERK

anyway come to think of it hor, sometimes matter of the hearts also cannot say much la
u tell ppl A, later anything happened, they put the blame on u.....u dun tell ppl, then ppl will said why u no say
so funny de rite
but I see her like tt so heart pain esp she was screaming shouting and crying last nite
but when we all left at 11pm she was feeling much better, coz no more screaming and shouting
though she teared when we told her to let go
this jerk has so much neg ions and will absorb her positive ions and make her worst
so should I count my blessings tt I am single without these bgr problems
or the problem is the JERK

of course like what gf said, she is lonely need someone to go out with at times, some one to pamper and love her
so I told her to get a companion bah, not a bf, no commitment kind
so regardless of wat the companion did, say, see, whatever his behavior is, she wont be affected by him coz as long as he can come out and accompany her watch movie, eat, shopping, can le...
sigh

come to think of it, better for me to look for  a companion rather than a commitment rs rite?
hm..then find an escort lor
kekekke
not bad rite
an idea, let me think abt it

move on bah....
I read somewhere if the rs cannot see light, then get out of the rs

or perhaps she should just lower her expectations then she wont be disappointed
like for yesterday, regardless of where he brought her to eat or eat what, as long as can curb their hunger, its food, just EAT
then no angry lor.... no sad tt he did not pamper her
regardless of what time he can come out to meet her, as long as he still meets her, then JUST MEET
then no angry tt he rather spend the time with his children, his ex wife or his mama or his own friends

I just feel tt he no respect her as a gf
then this kind of bf really dun need to have le
nothing to lose actually
better off to be alone, though will be lonely, but sure can find someone to go out with on weekends.... or find some part time work to do, so tt dun have so much spare time for her to feel lonely esp her own kids also big le....

and the best thing is one is coming to 50 the other past 50 le
still like so "cartoon" on the rs
then the next qn is, is tt why and how their 1st marriage broke down?

Saturday, September 21, 2013

STILL NO CALL ME

one week gone by and the hdp no ring
does it mean I have no more value
though friend told me to wait for at least 3 weeks
but I seldom need to wait tt long to get a call from potential employer de leh

maybe I really no value le
sigh
WHAT AM I GG TO DO!!!!
argh!!!!
*pull hair*

no expectation no disappointment
duh
never learnt

我相信

只要相信, 梦想会成真
我相信没有我的日子里,你会幸福的....

wa kao!
when the lead actor and actress were saying these lines, I want to cry leh
WTF!!
DUH
>.<

stupiak daddy and the "hubby" lied to her
made her so guilty and then she decided to let the other guy go......wa kao!!
like tt happy meh?

made me wanna cry
=(
HUR HUR

what a "只要相信"...

Thursday, September 19, 2013

SILLY ME

=(
*boo hoo hoo boo hoo hoo*

why always so silly
keep thinking its gg to be alright
sigh
why upped the expectations and then now ho say liao lor

*boo hoo hoo boo hoo hoo*
=(

so wanna cry
sigh
served me rite

Sunday, September 15, 2013

NOT AGAIN

just a "nite life" event yesterday
met tt security guy and of course his two side kicks

and the best thing was,when he came to our table, he went " when was the last event we met?"
and I was like DUH!!! it was just like 1 week ago!!
WTF
anyway, just made me so sick lor
this kind of guy, luckily I no give chance in the first place
DUH
I still strongly trust my own instinct...

and what made me more mad was when we were discussing what we do on our spare time
I said I would be watching my HK drama
then he went something like no offence, but last time the actors and actresses are so much better than the artists now
and I just nod my head like "I am listening lor"
then he went "OH SORRY, I DID NOT MEAN TO DISCLOSE OUR AGE. BUT U DO KNOW WE ARE ARD THE SAME AGE GRP HOR" *pointing at me*
and u can see tt he is not sorry at all and he has this "hao lian" face which I so badly wanted to whack him
and I went "oh its ok. not a problem" *smile sweetly*

frankly to me hor, if one day we break up, he will give me hell
esp if I am the one who wanted out of the rs

seriously, I think I am gg to stop for awhile gg for similar events
if not I will keep meeting them and I seriously DUH to the max

all I can say is he small gas
anyway, maybe I too sensitive he meant nothing
but hor, being a smart person, I seriously doubt he meant nothing lor

GET WELL SOON

dad's back and he just dun look good to me
anyway, just need to take medication and see how it goes
so I guess out jap trip is till ON
and sis would be happy
and I mean REALLY DAMN HAPPY
=P

told mama to cook less salty food for papa
but papa insisted tt he can eat anything except tt it has to be in small qty
told papa to walk ard more and not to sit at one position for too long
he told me cannot walk too much and must walk slowly
I told him ya lor, walk slowly walk a bit, just dun sit in a position for too long and why is he always in a hurry for what? he has all the time now, why rush? just enjoy the walk and look look see see along the way

asked them to do 1 they always have 2, 3 4, and so on
duh
anyway its his health, his body, he can do what he deemed fit
all I can do is to say No to this and No to tt, only make him more tl

its like ppl telling me not to drink coke, I will be sibei tl...
TSK TSK

LOOKING FOR HOU YI

I joined the "make a mooncake" event, thinking tt I would find my HOU YI
end up....I made a raspberry snow skin mooncake
=P

Saturday, September 14, 2013

THANK YOU

total of 17 birthday wishes!!
HUAT AH!!

thanks my dear friends!!
=)
so blessed


Thursday, September 12, 2013

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME =)

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday happy birthday
happy birthday to me
HUAT AH!!!

today is urs truly birthday!!!
am on leave, as usual, nothing unsual also me on leave on this special day of mine
=)

birthday wishes this year:-
1) find my mr right and settle down
2) get a well paid, stable, good bosses, good mgt, good colls, good working environment job!!! 
3) be happy
4) stay healthy
5) world peace

HUAT AH!!!!

I just want to thanks all the well wishers
THANKS FOR REMEMBERING MY SPECIAL DAY TODAY
bless u guys too!!

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

COMING HOME

good news

papa gg to be discharged tomolo

his heart hor
I dun know what to say
sometimes work very hard, sometimes dun want to work
so how?
end up water in his lungs
WTF

but becoz its mild mild de
so doc said limit the liquid intake

and then hor, he got water retention in his legs he also dun know
wth
>.<
anyway also cannot walk too much
I also dun know how

cannot walk too much, cannot drink too much
I also dun know how
DUH

anyway, since can discharge means good news la
HUAT AH

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

HOSPITALISED

so angry
papa was not feeling well for the past few days
dun want to say
swee lor

today cannot take it
so asked mama to bring him go clinic
then while at the clinic, he told mama to go work first
after the clinic he will go home himself

but doc said his irregular heart beat not very good
so called ambulance and brought him to the hospital....

swee rite
two old folks no call me or even my sis
they dun call me its ok, but sis!!
come on!!
housewife leh, everyday at home
she is the most ideal person to call lor
wtf
so angry

best thing is, while eating dinner
mama no tell me
until I asked "where did papa go?"
WTF
then told me

so angry with them
this is no joke lor
esp papa had heart attack before

told mama why no call us
how can diam diam
told me tt papa said cannot say
hello??!?!
what is cannot say
wtf

but when papa called home just now
I so wanted to cry
*sob sob*

papa, u get well soon ok
=)
take care!!
be strong

Sunday, September 8, 2013

2020

7 yrs later!!!

I guess they would be very happy
coz they can "re vamp" their country at the same time
FOC!!
and then after tt, tourism is gg to rocket sky high again

so now u dun dare to go, 7 yrs later, also ll go lor
and now is cheaper to go then 7 yrs later

reconsider ur next destination bah!!
=D

STAY OR REMOVE??

seriously
here we are trying so desperately to remove the eye bags or panda eyes
applied cream and tons of it or sleep early or do massage ard the eye areas to lighten the panda eyes or make the eye bags less visible
and over at the other side, ppl went for surgery to create EYE BAGS!!

WTH!!!
>.<

seriously, spend over $1K to do it
why not give us the $$$$ and let us remove it
DUH

so now is to remove or no remove?

HERE WE GO AGAIN

surprised surprised
did not know we will meet again ....so fast
hahaha

anyway I went to this Korean makan event on sat and hey presto!!
the 3 stooges were there too

totally ignored them esp him lor
dun know what to say or react
but couldn't care less

I sat at another table, actually just next to theirs
refused to look at them, esp him!!
duh

this time the rotation was fantastic!!
one to one lor!!
DUH!!

so no choice
meaning, we will get to meet and talk
so ok lor
LL lor
luckily he was the 2nd last one, so hor, both totally exhausted and no more mood to talk le

but being us, we did talked la
he asked me why I no answer his calls
I said he gave me too many missed calls and why no smses
then he said he agreed la, ppl has different method of communicating and for him, he is the more direct type so he just call
told me I would have just "kelian" him call him back mah
I told him ppl norm sms then call de lor
he totally no sms just call, very awarkard leh
then he ok ok
hope he will get smarter in his next speed date

he enquired how many ppl contacted me after tt event
I told him "only u"
then he gave me an unbelievable look and asked "how come?"
WTF!!!!
how would I know "how come"
if I know, I strike lottery le lor
still need to work so hard meh
I also want to know how come lor
anyway, tt event hor, many youngsters la... so no need to how come, use backside also can think why lor

anyway I just smiled, shrugged my shoulder and went "so should I be honoured tt only u call me?"
and he said "yes u should be"

KUA KUA  KUA!!
swee rite
its not meant to be a joke, he seriously told me "yes u should be"

would I give him another chance if he ever contacted me again
I dun know
hahaha
coz of the "yes you should be"
and anyway he got his eyes set on the commerce teacher sitting beside me
wish him all the best!!

someone told me yesterday tt my mr right is special, so I just got to wait but he is coming soon
so sweet of her
thanks for the encouragement
though I do feel very dishearten after ever event

not tt I am choosy or what
but basics criteria must meet
and frankly, do I still have the chance to choose
no lor, I am a D, I also special in my own way, ppl cannot accept me
so I cannot be choosy, and I know it too
but sometimes, cannot means cannot.....
and if I cannot find mr right, then perhaps, being single might not be a wrong choice afterall.....
*deep thought*

E2

are we expected or encouraged to return the tray back to the collection point?

nothing was said right
not mandatory rite
not tt I know of la, at least

anyway last fri
having lunch as usual in the hawker
and then the cleaner auntie came to our table "later u all put back the tray huh"
and we all stunned
and we saw tt she went to every table to make the same announcement
DUH

WTF!!
WTH!
what is this??

anyway we told her OK
then we all started our mini topic
so what huh? put or dun put?
then J asked "she still got to go clear if ppl dun clear rite? and she will need to clean the table too, coz table maybe dirty mah"
and we all went yayayaya

but hor, we observed and VIOLA
she did not clear any plates on the any tables
she stood behind the collection point
then a grp of students came and there was an empty table but plates not cleared
the students asked the auntie to clean the table, auntie told them to bring the plates to her instead
students did not bother , just stack the plates and then went to buy their own food
SWEE

then someone walked away and auntie told him "hey bring ur plate back"
hahaha
we all stunned to the max

its either cleaner auntie misinterpreted "encouraged with expected" or the cleaning boss or sup did not give them CLEAR instruction

so did we clear our plates
the answer is  YES/NO
half of us left without clearing and the other did
those who did not was becoz the cleaner auntie was rude and its her job to clean the dishes and clean the table
if we return the tray back to the collection pt, its becoz we want to!!

SEPT BABY

sis brought us go eat my birthday lunchie today
peking duck!!!
yum yum
and got me HK birthday cake
YUM YUM
haha

too bad blog cannot post any more photos le, coz I maxed it out le
if not, can show u guys.....
=D

my birthday wishes for this yr
1) be happy
2) be healthy
3) find mr right and settle down
4) find a good and stable job

HUAT AH!!

gave up a trip to USS for this lunchie!!
worth bo??? 
abit no worth but hor, time spend with family
PRICELESS

CALL ME

dun know will they call me
but I clicked le!!

FINALLY

after so many "missed" opportunities

*keep fingers cross*

HUAT AH

now to wait for * ring ring ring*

*praying hard*

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

BIRTHDAY TREATS

yesterday E treated me dinner for my birthday and got me a swaroski pen

today the girls treated me too!!
we chit chat and update each other
did not know the gals so gan cheong abt the "ah tiong"
hahaha
I tried, sorry, I cannot
not meant to be

as for the security man, well, too bad
not my cup of tea......
over confident is no no no
dun know why
maybe becoz I met too many OS tts why I think better dun waste time
I will always be the one giving in then end up to hurt again
for what?  no time le... not much time for me to find out... and I am not gg to take the chance and then realized cmi
then really no more time

unless its friend's friend la
then different story
coz they would know whether tt person is suitable for me or not
if not, dun bother la

got another supporting votes to throw in the envelope!!!
hahaha
thanks for being so supportive

I felt so blessed!!
blessed to have good friends!!!
=D

sometimes no need lavish gifts or exp stuff
spending time with ppl who really care and concern abt me,
PRICELESS!!!

wonder this yr how many birthday wishes will I receive??
hehe
whatever it is...
thank you you, my dear friends!!


god bless!!