OPPS! I DID IT AGAIN

"HOW MANY FUCKING TIMES DO YOU WANT ME TO REPEAT?"

kua kua kua
the moment this words came out from my mouth.. I totally regret it
why I cannot hold it
sigh....

but frankly I was so pissed off
we have been revolving this topic for like a month
every day, every sec every min, every moment, if not him, is her, if not her, its another him
alamak
*face palm*
I was like a broken record, keep repeating myself
really wtf

u think I am free every day to sit there, answering the phone or replying emails on the same issue
really sibei waste of my time

and the I started to think, is my English really tt bad that such a simple thing I also cannot express myself or bring the message across

after putting down the phone, I immediately send an email to apologise for my bad manners and of course I told boss about it
dun want ppl to come complaining mah
the engineer replied a day after saying his accept my apology and hope such case wont happened again

I wanted to reply back what my boss told me the day of the incident "after u apologise, u should add the last sentence, don't ever make me angry again if not I will scold again"

frankly
when will my phone ring??
think I will die of heart attack one day or perhaps high blood pressure leh