Thursday, March 31, 2016

IT's CONFIRMED

its confirmed
its cancer

have it spread??
another round of scope to be done next week........

but the surgery would have to be done in either SGH or NCC coz CGH said they not expert
no spread... just cut it off
spread le, also cut it off... but but but............sigh

ai ya
dun know why so much water de
keep crying
told myself its gg to be okie de not to worry or think so much
but just so sad
just hurt so bad....

just by thinking abt the past with mama ie when in kindergarten, when in pri, when in secondary, when in poly, when I 1st came out to work, when I went back to uni, when I gotten married, when I decided to get divorced, when I .. when I... many many when i...... and I will just tear like mad
she was always there... with papa....for me....

take a deep breathe
pick myself up
and stay positive
and be strong

I just so want to cry

really god bless mama
bless u and me too
*AMEN*


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