GOODBYE 2019

in a few hours time, we r gg to bid farewell to 2019
good or bad.… all bye bye


ushering in the brand new year 2020
to a better year and many more years to come

HUAT AH!!!

A TWIST

really knn leh

wasted my time and effort and mood and tears to feel sad for her...
she was promoted to a DD

CCB right
what is this!!!!!!
afterall the ding ding and dong dong
and the hoo and the ha
duhz

well, whatever

good luck to her

JUST SHUT UP

today dept retreat day
we went to charity work in an elderly home

all went well, until we were invited for a walk round
then this fucker made a comment "next time our kids dun know will send us here or not"
then I replied ' oh luckily I no kids"
then he said ' oh good. no kids"
then I said" haven gao yin so no kids lor"
then he went " oh then all the more u will come here"
KNN

one level of fire up

then I said "choy! why must I come here and stay?"
"oh! its the process mah. if dun come then u cannot enjoy your remaining days?"
FUCKING HELL
another level of fire up
u want to know, u ask ur children to send u to a home lor. or u send urself to the home lor
really wtf!!!!!!!!

then I smiled and replied "does not mean tt I must come here stay to know the process or enjoy my remaining days right"
seriously leh
I already sibei knn him
and he still said this
if nothing to say then dun say
really leh
just shut up

so hor, he confirmed tio condemned by me
period

and if u wondering its DB
sorry, its not
kekeke
its a DD of a section
and since he so wants to know the process and enjoy hor.. then I wish for his wish to come true for himself bah

HUAT AH

god bless

TIO PLAYED OUT

sigh
I heard the news I was sad
but then when everything settled down, I was like also quite happy about it
sigh
so mao tun one

I dun know what was promised upfront
but to see her rise so fast, I am sure the path for her would have been well paved out

then I heard tt she would eventually be a D
so I thought well, no wonder, she worked so hard and pushed all us so hard
so tt she can be seen as performing

and then I was told there is gg to be a mini re org
and some how, she would be moved to some where
and we will no longer be under her tyrant
but then where will she be gg then

anyway like I said, when I first heard it
the 1st thing tt came into my mind
wakao!  tio play out
worked so hard and end up with NOTHING

seriously leh
simi sai
is it becoz of the saga the other time
tts why there was a change of plan?
but then again, if u think carefully, it was all planned out leh
to be come a D, first need to move from current post to a DD, the a SDD before can be D
so if the plan for the mini re org is to be implemented next year then how would she possibly jumped so fast?????!!!

so to put it bluntly
she tio play out lor
D post was never meant to be for her
tio bo??

anyway hear say hear say nia
just need to wait for the moment of truth
and I will also monitor her work attitude from tomolo onwards
coz its already decided, no matter what she is gg to do or planned to do also wont change much
our unit will only need an AD and for her to stay means a demotion
for her to go Admin which need a DD, then maybe ya, she would be promoted but Admin unit... OMG I think better not la
then the other 2 units, she currently has no share in it... so ya.. no where to go liao
so erm…. I dun know

so who is gg to be promoted to head these 4 units
confirmed not her......coz she still have a long way to go
and the only SDD now lor.. who else will be the next D
so obvious the answer

but then again, we just need to wait and see
why I happy
cox this person is sibei GOOD!!
hahaha
so if really under this person, I think swee lor
perseverance does pay off leh
kekeke

well, still too early to say anything
until the news is announce

and so who will be the AD in my unit
I dun know
since MC dun want the post, the next in line is DB
*gulp *
if they really promote him to be AD, I think maybe life would also be good leh
haha

if not, then like what I said in the earlier post they will transfer tnp back and let her be AD
anything can happened

so in case things turn out not the way I want, I think I really need to diligently be on a look out

whatever it is, its really saddening leh
I really felt sad for goldfish
but on the other hand.... maybe upstairs really took pity on me and decided to let me have a good life

HUAT AH

till the news is announce bah

CRAZY OVER P

first she asked for transfer to another unit
created a hoo ha and well, she got it

then NOW she suddenly asked for transfer to school
and also created a hoo ha

why she asked for transfer again, if u wonder
well, coz nobody wants to tell her whether is she getting the P this year

OMFG!!
what kind of reason
I almost fainted lor

seriously

so anyway protocol the boss got to speak to her
and when she asked will I be P?
the boss no say
but the boss asked her to go la, since she went to click the acceptance button

stunned right?
not try to retain but let her go leh

then next the big boss talked to her
and also no tell her whether got P or not
but told her "why not u stay till Feb la'

and when finally the big big boss spoke to her
he told her they did put her up for P, but then again nobody knows the final outcome

and then she decided to stay

OMFG!!!

I thought she would still go
I mean after the hoo ha, how the fuck would she still think tt she would have a good life in her team
her boss surely wont give her face liao lor
I mean
well
sigh

not in any position to comment

but the jing dian is she went ard telling ppl tt "nobody asked me to stay except big big boss. big big boss asked me to stay leh"
faintz max

u say u say
tnp right?
seriously leh

what I dun understand is
if she tnp why retain her?
means got bigger plans for her?
if not, knowing her pattern, every year will have same pattern de
"r u gg to give me P this year?"
where got so much time to entertain such nonsense when she wants to leave again coz nobody want to tell her whether she has the P or not.

anyway not for me to say la
just wait and see lor

all I know is tt If she really goes
her team mates will be the first to pop champagne

as for me
well
does not matter anymore to me, whether she goes or stay
coz we are no longer related in any way

I can only wish her all the best

TREATMENT NO. 2

supposed to have treatment no. 2 last month, but since got wedding lunch I decided not to do it and even the date after the wedding lunch, doc went holiday
so 2nd treatment was delayed for a month..but I think okie la
the face need to rest

so how was treatment no. 2??
it just looked at the "tadpoles' we had in our dessert
keke
no joke
really de, no joke.

immediately after the treatment, the face got the "tadpoles" look
tiny dots popped up on the face.. I see le keep thinking of the 'tadpoles", and felt so funny leh and kept laughing at myself

this time, i feel tt the "damage" not as bad as treatment no. 1
its just many tiny dots lor

Day 2,  looks okie right? not as bad as the treatment no. 1 coz i think no dark big black patches... this is with sun block

and becoz i want to go interchange, no choice got to do all the cover up work... and these 2 are with sunblock and bb cream.....  and ya, u can imagine i go to work like this lor.. in this exact same condition. even with concealer, it will look like this...

just took these 2 photos, after bath..nothing on my face.. damn naked...
well, hope its healing well

never before do diligently apply lotions and creams
keke
*cross fingers*
hope the black dots (which my coll said looked like sesame seeds) will turned into scabs and then the scabs will drop off soon... and then can be mei mei

FINALLY I DID IT

I took the plunge
and did it

haha
if u think I threw letter
well, though I want to.. but sorry I cant

so what did I do??

well...

 Before treatment... applied the numbing cream

 

 

after treatment.... seemed okie... like nothing happened

 

Day 2... the spots got darker and I went OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

sorry no day 3.. coz I simply cannot bear to look at myself la...lolz 

 

today is Day 4... grew even darker and also some spots before the treatment not visible.. but now apparently they are appearing...…….

so have u guessed it correctly??
yappie.. I went for laser treatment to remove the pigmentations on the face
sibei dun like for quite sometime
but I was very skeptical
and then since it was my birthday month
I decided to take the plunge and just do it!!

huat ah!!

12 sessions.... and this is my first
lets see after how many sessions then I can see the results I want
and is it all worth it
I guess it would be!!
=D

did I go to work
of course I did
in this condition
yeah!! in this condition
if I said I was not conscious about it, confirmed bluff de
but what can I do right?
since decided to do it, then dun bother too much le

of course I also applied some concealer and pile on the foundation
but its still visible
but well, lets just wait and see for the results bah

TO CRY OR TO LAUGH

1st tio "rejected" coz I am non Christian
FINE!!!

then now, coz I am a non vegetarian
SERIOUSLY!!!

WHATEVER

STORM BREWING?

thought something will happened
but hor
seriously what would happen leh
want to happen, would have happened long time ago lor
why wait till now, till someone BLOW the whistle

so ok ya
she had bee very quiet for the past few days
I thought she was told to "LIE LOW" dun create or do any more unnecessary things while he will go handle the matter

so okie he called for a mass meeting with the payment ppl
and oh wow!! all ready to whack die her
I was like HUH?? why must do until like this?
just say it nicely lor
just state the facts not like anybody is fabricating stories ah

if its me, well, I got my little red book to back me up
lolz
though when I tried to read back, I really dun know what I have wrote
coz I guess when I was writing I just want to vent it all out

SO anyway like what I expected
everything someone said, he had something to counter back
so I was like HUH? then talk for what when u r not even receptive of the feedback given
then who would want to say anymore in the future?  then dun come and say "I dun know coz nobody tells me"
coz who wants tell u when u only want to counter attack back??

will she change?
nah.. I doubt so
how to change the character? the pattern?  in born de
unless something drastic happened, like he telling her "if another staff leaves, i dun care is it becoz of u, u better watch out" then i am sure she would sit up and buck up and then control all her nonsense.
but if nothing would happened after the mass meeting, then hor, to her its like " well i am correct. boss no scold me? and nothing happened to me. and hence i can be BOLDER and i am gg to make u all pay back"
yayaya, i know la
sounds so exaggerated
but ya something along this line la
NOTHING WOULD HAPPENED
its just a motion to pacify everybody tt " yayaya, i am listening. i am here to listen, come tell me"

so if big boss said come i also want to talk to every unit under her, should i or should i not brew the storm bigger???

48 Vs 48

equal number of gender
and yet I dun get a single matchie

tell me
tell me
tell me

who can tell me simi dai ji leh??

sigh

RANTING

very long no rant about goldfish le
recently I realised tt I have been ranting a lot
dun know why
she like key siao again
and it is really the tmd

its like practically EVERYDAY rant and rant about her leh
I think its either my patience with her is running thin... or she really am too much la
but since I had already survived for 3 years plus.. I guess the above 2 reasons would be the many reasons for my recent unhappiness

and to make matter worst
mdm threw letter the day before
and even with the talk they had
she can tell mdm tt she is esp strict with the younger staff
OMFG
please wake up ur idea la
if tts the case, why so many unhappiness among the ppl under her regardless of age leh
siao one
I think she hor, got problem

anyway she really disappoint me this time, BIG TIME
ppl leaving the team one after another
making me so depressed and upset
first TM, then sotong, then tnp and now mdm
soon will be me lor
esp she is simply getting more and more difficult to please and I simply dun intend or rather I no mood to entertain her anymore


I wont list down all the incidents tt I am pissed off
coz I cannot remember all (heehee) and also cox I am still depressed and upset about mdm's throwing of the letter and I so wanted to cry and then I suddenly missed my mama
and then I cried again......sigh

take the most recent case
someone A came and asked me what is the basis of my estimate
very direct and simple and straightforward right?
so I answered lor
nothing wrong right??
and before tt I think A got asked tnp where she also replied the earlier queries posted to her

BUT next moment, goldfish send us both an email and asked "I saw the emails flying may I know wat is ur involvement?"
tnp did not reply
but I was like what is this? cannot even answer A for a straightforward qn?  need to go thru her?  then how to work leh if everything needs to go thru, I mean.. siao right
then go instruct all tt any queries need to go thru her and not directly to her staff
siao right??
okie, if u think I am wrong I should not have answer directly then let me know then I will be like the last incident, I avoid my big boss at all cost... not gg to talk to him or be seen talking to him, esp if she is ard

so what did I reply?
I told her the estimate was prepared by us. A just asked for the basis. and I clarified with her lor
involvement strictly speaking is ZERO!! just I am just clarifying
really tmd
small matter and she made it like a mountain leh

frankly many things I already send over to her
she is supposed to clear, but they r all sitting in her inbox
coz she forever what fucking reasons she want to give, its my fault for not reminding her, for chasing her or asking her
u tell me lor
verbally tell, email informed, print out put on table.. what other methods can u think of? txt her??
well, all I have do did done
and then end up she and her fucking reasons lor.. and I am the one causing the delay

so she asked me to check with legal how to do something
email send on 1st mar, reminded on 1st apr, both emails she was in the loop
I even called up the dept and asked "hello? how huh? who gg to reply?"
I did all I can except to go over and physically ask
and she bloody fucking hell asked me for the outcome
HELLO
I dun care u too busy to read ur emails or too many meetings or what
tts ur job
and ur own fucking problem
u remind ur ownself
u not president, perm sec, CEO or director or whatever
perhaps they do have ppl to remind them but I am sure they know their own work
and who r u lor?
dun push the blame to others
I was so angry leh, tt when MC came and discussed with me, I told him " what can I do? go over and  bang the table and ask the legal WHY U DUN WANT ANSWER MY EMAIL???!!"
seriously leh
u r in the email loop, if I have done what I can do, and still no answer, then as a boss, shouldn't u be the next one in line to go ask for the outcome with the legal ppl?
really tmd

think I free ah
like her
we all also have 101 things to do
we also prioritise our work
and chasing emails definitely not my top priority...…..

then she asked us to do some research
I told her " nothing in the contract provisions SPECIFICALLY tackle the issue on XXX"
simple right? can understand la
then when DB presented his, she asked me "SY, u mean the new contract dun have these provisions which DB presented?"
and I said "have. I also have. what I said was there is no contract provision SPECIFICALLY for XXX mah."
and she said " means have la"
and I was like HUH? my ang mo cannot be understand meh???
she is just trying to be find fault right???
u tell me u tell me

anyway there are other incidents
but I really cant be bother le
what can I do?
at my age really not easy to look for another job
but to be under her and be torture by her nonsense I think I rather be happy then to be upset and depressed and waste my time on such ppl

now tt mdm had throw her letter
I am just do disappointed and sad lor
why goldfish dun see tt she is the problem tt everybody under her wants to leave
and good lor
as recently she kept saying "close down the unit"
so demoralising right
I mean of course I heck care her and her nonsense la
but imagine others hear le what would ppl think

and a boss, I think suan le la
just close it down bah

and to end this ranting
I just want to say "ppl do, upstairs see. karma will come.  u just wait"

TOTALLY PISSED ME OFF

this AM when I opened my email
and there sitting in my inbox big boss email to me to do some collation
of course for cc to goldfish and 2 other bhs

since she said want to meet in the PM,  I asked can we also discuss that piece of shit
she said u go proposed then see me
walao eh
okie lor

then who knows, it turned out tt she was gg to discuss with mc and J on how to collate the data not knowing tt its the same piece of shit
and when she realised tt its the same
she told MC " okie. mc dun need to do le. she is doing " and was gg to leave the room
and I was immediately fire all up to the max level

WTF
what is this?
whether who does the piece of shit, still its our unit work right?
and what does she mean "SY's work we dun need to do?"
before she realised tt its the piece of shit tt was assigned to me by big boss, she had in mind to have 2 ppl to do the work
then why when its me, she said u go do... OMO
at least be kind enough to say let J and u work together

tmd right
KNNCCB

I think this time I really am pissed off max
first tnp
and then her

this time I did not go see big boss lor
I stayed away from him as far as I can since tt incident
I knew she had to talk to me sooner or later de
coz like I said I know I still got the upper hand
so I tried ways and means to talk to her or rather i pretend tt nothing happen and act normal and talk normal
anyway why he assigned to me, dun asked me
but he is the big boss, he can also assigned work to me right
I mean
duhz

she is so much like tt bitch in the earlier aeroplane industry
really KL lor

so she asked me so what u intend to do tell me
so I told her since every week got this spreadsheet so I want to...
before I can even finished she cut me off and said even this piece of spreadsheet also nobody wants to update lor.
and then I said okie then get from the officers
and u know what she told me
is tt the only way? can we dun go disturb the officers?  if the spreadsheet they also dun want to update u think they will give u?
I mean HELLO!!! if dun ask them then ask UPSTAIRS ah??

then fine, I said okie, then lets go get the files from the payment officers and flip lor
and she asked is tt the only way
I said well, then ask the consultants lor
and she shot me back, "u think the consultants very free? they already closed the accounts with us, whats make u think they will entertain us to give us the info?"

and then I was like U WIN LIAO then u tell me lor
and then she said tomolo u go look from the payment file
and I replied u mean on Monday?
and she said ya Monday
find a few then we see how we can collate

and MC was nice enough to explain tt its not gg to be easy
and she went " I dun know I dun  know. I really dun know u know mc, but let SY goes thru the payment files and see what she can retrieve. I am sure big boss will ask have we checked our own data"

I tell u lor
if she so tl tt big boss assigned work to me what can I do
she can jolly well go tell big boss not to do tt lor
if she tl tt I got the P, then what can I say?
afterall, I wont get another P as long as I am still in this org
this P was like a miracle lor
given to me out of pity
so why as a boss she not happy tt her staff got P
seriously, DUHZ

anyway i was told tt the P only 1
tnp and me only 1 can get the P
and since she asked for transfer so the P was given to me instead
so u see
how upset and heart broken i was
but i told myself just SHOW ME THE MONEY the rest i dun care
and if i am not good, they can still jolly well give it to her
why me then?

I tell u
though I like this here
but she is just making matters worst for me to stay on
everybody asked me how can I survive for 3 years here under her
I every time still say tt she is actually very nice and knows her work well
I did not say for fun de, I really meant it
its just her fucking attitude and thinking
I m sorry

I may not be as good as her
but I will do things to my best of my ability
and it might not be good enough for her, but at least its good enough for myself.
and i know she very li hai one.. so okie lor… u come and do it urself
=D  i dun want to do le
afterall, i wont get P any more as long as i stayed her
so just do normal work lor and hor spend the time to find a hubby better....
afterall job not for life.. life partner is for life

anyway since 3 years here,  and also just gotten P
I think maybe time to look for my alternative route....

god bless!!
HUAT AH

ENOUGH IS NOT ENOUGH?

as I said, well I just get the job done and get over it
so this AM, I went into office and then I drafted the email to be send out to all about the presentation

and then tnp said can changed the timing to 930 as need to set up and she starts work at 9am
I replied its okie if all is okie
then she said we need to set up the chairs too, so we need to take from another meeting rooms and so how many chairs to take
I replied tt the other rooms are all occupied so unless got spare chairs if not, don't think we can take
and since I already said the room I secured was a small one hence will be squeezy lor
and so I said maybe the staff need to take their own stools down
and then the tnp replied in tt case, lets postpone to the next day

SWEE RIGHT!!
never do anything
but just want to FIND FAULTING PROBLEM

so I cheong over to goldfish and told her " I had enough!! I am not gg to reply her. and let her do what she wants"
so goldfish took over and asked if there are bigger rooms for earlier dates
(but since tnp said this week she is busy with her tender and preferred 2 weeks later and we still need to amend the slides. so I proposed a later date after checking all bosses calendar.)
and hor, goldfish told her okie, then SY u present and tnp u present XX

and immediately tnp replied tt she was the one who suggested jointly present and she underlined the spend one day of her cny to do up the slides and hence she wants to see thru it
then goldfish replied oh is it? I only remember tt u asked me to nominate ONE pax to present but okie can u two joint present but u still present the XX urself

*clap hands*
seriously
tsk tsk
really tmd de right
nothing to do find things do
and made me do so many things for nothing
and go thru mountains and oceans for just one small presentation.

so anyway then I send email again n informed tt if u want earlier dates and bigger rooms can
but the only common dates for all bosses are only on X and Y and on these days, who and who wont be around so 22nd is the best date. and we also need to clear the slides

goldfish replied why need to clear thought they went thru before?
and I jus diam diam lor
coz tnp was the one who said need to clear the slides mah
so I waited for her to reply
but she chose to be silence and then sit at her desk and smile and laugh
dun know wtf she thinking or laughing or smiling about
siao one
can be yuan zhang liao
but all I want to say is, she is like so sinister leh
better dun get close to her

just wish me luck tt I can quickly finish this up with her
duhz

and hor, aba told me tt tnp wants to go see big boss and request to stay on instead of asking for transfer
I was like ALAMAK!!
she thinks what
suka suka go, suka suka want to stay
really leh
I told aba to encourage her to go over and shine over at tt side
coz if she choose to stay....she will forever not get her P coz tts it le
big boss not as easy as u think lor
hope she not tt stupiak and so naïve

but according to him, she said if she goes over, she might not get P coz the competition over there is tough
I just diam diam lor
in the first place she just want out
then let her go out liao, she then now come and think about the future....
then sorry lor
seriously, though I am sad to see her go but since she not happy here (dun forget she requested twice to be transferred out) and she chose the path to go over there then she be happier there lor
then dun stay here le
enough is enough
can never be not enough de

entertain one already take a lot of effort and time
entertain 3... omg.. please....

THE STORY OF THE COLD CHICKEN WINGS

the other night
when I came home
papa asked me to go bath first while he go heat up the chicken wings using the toaster as he also has not eat yet

so after I bathing, I took my rice and the one tiny piece of sardine
and went to the dining table to take the chicken wings

before tt I want to add tt I saw him slowly taking the aluminium foil out from the toaster to the dining table and its was like very very hot

so as I was taking the wings to put on my plate, papa went
"HOT HOT HOT. be careful ah"
and then I slowly touch touch the wings lor
coz I dun want to scald myself mah

then walao!!
can faint leh
the whole wing is cold one lor
and then I touched the other pieces all cold one

told papa "alamak!! where got hot? so cold leh"
he gave me an unbelievable look
and touched the wings
and then he went "HOW COME? cannot be. the foil is so hot"

then I wanted to touch the aluminium foil to prove tt the wings seriously are damn cold lor and papa said "dun its hot"
so also slowly touch touch to test test the water
and then wakao
the foil also cold one

sianz liao
and best is papa said " eat la eat la. can eat one. never mind de"
and so I told him "u eat u eat"

and I went to the study room to watch my drama and eat the rice with sardine first lor
then after finishing the food, I went out and papa was eating the wings and keep asking me to eat them
I told him " u eat u eat"
so I took the 5 wings and went to re heat it in the toaster
to my horror, the toaster was COLD one lor
alamak
I think papa did not on the electricity when he first heat them up
really duhz leh

then at the background
papa keep saying " just eat la,. can eat one"
and I being the short tempered one
just shot him back " U EAT U EAT. U SHUT UP AND EAT. I ALSO NEVER STOP U FROM EATING RIGHT?"
and then he diam diam and finished up his dinner

and 10mins later
I got my hot hot wings
=D

*yum yum *

now hor I wonder how many times my dinner was not "COOKED"!!!!???

PUSH ON....

i am totally speechless
but what I can I do

1 dun want to talk to her and the other still tnp
both hor giving me the headache
u can imagine the feeling of being sandwiched

but I do feel tt goldfish quite poor thing
coz this presentation is really taking ages
and I also sick and tired being sandwiched

and to make matter worst the tnp is damn bloody sore now
told me again to do the presentation myself
I just ignored her tt particular comment which is like a broken record kept playing on and on and on and on
she just find it unbelievable tt I got the P and not her
tnp claimed tt she does more work than me why I deserved the P
I think she TNP
more work does not = more $$$ or a P
seriously, then I think she better go see a doc and wake up her fucking idea

so back the presentation
supposed to be in jan, then she said I was the one who committed the jan not her
so she said asked to give the date....feb and mar passed and nothing
and then she pushed it back to me...
okie, never mind, I just go thru the motion lor
I do the work if u claimed tt u r busy
cannot find big room to accommodate all of us.....
I called and texted ppl to see can release the room to me
I checked all the bosses schedule to find a common date
really tmd
but its okie.. I do lor

but both of them hor
sigh
dun want to say le
one keep asking for when when when  which venue what time.  room big enough or not
and the other simply heck care bo chap
then I kana all the shit? correct meh??
duhz

anyway I just wan to quickly complete the task
get over with it
and then send her off to her new place and good luck to her and her new colls and boss
and the schools and the contractors
seriously
tsk tsk

if over at the new unit, the style is OMO
then good for her
=D
I am sure she would be able to excel
and be her SAD/DD
for all I care

but now for bloody fucking sake
just get this thing done and be over with it??
so simple
cannot meh??
drag does not benefit anything to her
only will give herself more bad reviews

I even volunteer to just take over and do it la
but goldfish told me "NO. LISTEN TO ME. U KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF U TAKE OVER NOW. SHE WILL CLAIMED TT U TAKE HER CREDITS AGAIN"
sigh
I also know
but frankly, still wan to continue "playing" game with her
whatever la

if she keeps scolding me then I also will be buay ta han and also tl right
I also have 101 things to do
no time to play such stupiak games with her or with them

just got to push on

P P P

yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I got promoted
from "SM" to "LM"
HUAT AH!!

I think so far in my working career...…..only got 2 promotions
lolz
horrible hor
worked so long and other got 2 promo
kekeke
but tts also becoz I was "hopping"
which I am glad I did

anyway some happy some sad some upset some angry bah
every year
sure got ppl like these de
cannot control bah

so tnp was one
she took urgent leave to "attend to family matters"
but she called other coll to voice out her unhappiness
well, what to do
already said she tnp
whether she stayed here or get the transfer, she also wont get the P
she just dun get it
and simply wont get it
she will get her chance
I am sure
everybody will... just need to wait

anyway
I am happy la
$$$$
tts what I am interested in
after all these years (3 years), all the hardship and sufferings...……..
I think I deserved it la
hahaha

HUAT AH

NO GIVE FACE?

i think I totally pissed her off today
coz she did not talk to me the WHOLE day
usually over lunch will be okie, but this time
like super enemy
even if she sees me she also mai look at me

FINE!!
what did I do wrong?
but I really dun think I did wrong
the only thing I did wrong, I felt is I did not give her face

anyway we did an estimate
big boss asked did we 'scrubbed" to the bare min?
I saw his message last evening before I go home
and this AM, i saw her email in which she asked to discuss

but we have gone thru the estimate and what can be "scrubbed" leh
so I took initiative and went to see big boss lor
explained to him why we already tried our best
so the only way in my humble opinion is to look at the floor area or the specs
which in my opinion cannot be decided at her or my level but at big boss level
so to go see him, get the directions then we can proceed which would be much easier right?

and u know me being me
the ks kind
I usually has disclaimer like "okie, I will check with boss"
and with big boss direction, I went back and goldfish came in and said lets discuss
so I said okie and told her "oh, I actually had a discussion with big boss"

and BANG!!!
tts it!!
only she talks I no talk

she said why did I go see him when she already told me to discuss at 830am
I told her I just went to explain to him why cannot do much except to change the spec or area
and its for him to decide not for us
and most impt is to move the work
she replied me then u go do whatever u discussed with him
dun require her, since he is her boss and he already said how to do it then why need her as she cannot overwrite him

so I explained he said to do this and tt
but I told him will discussed with her before we do anything
so I still need her to decide
but she insisted tt no need I can do it myself and since he already told me what to do I just go do it

and then I got a bit piss off but I still control myself
I was like WTF?? whats the problem?
isn't it better now tt we have direction and its much easier for us to think about how to do it
but she just rattled on and on tt dun need her

OKIE fine!
so when she walked away, I just go back to my seat
I almost wanted to go see big boss again and tell him "u see!! what is this? u said staff should voice out, take initiatives, and now when I just follow instruction this is what happened. SO when u asked why cannot voice out?  whats ur problem??  this lor.. this is the problem"


okie, so anyway I dun care lor
but I felt so bad
coz her mood was so bad tt almost every one else kana from her
haha
for nothing
she just snap snap snap at everybody

so to me, well, if u want to make urself feel so miserable
then so be it
just like the saying, if the person want to 犯贱, then why stop them??
so if she cannot let go then what can I do?

I mean ya la
I no give her face
I went to big boss direct
but all I wanted is for work to move
whats the point of sitting down and discuss for 1/2 hour and nothing moves
just 15mins with him, get the direction, and then we find the solution to work ard it
I mean, duhz

but its okie la
today let her be
coz then I can leave office at 530pm!!!
HUAT AH!!

and if u still no idea how bad is it
well
then she angry le right
she send an email said to meet me and db to discuss another estimate of mine

so okie lor discuss
she hor
dun want to look at me
never mind
I still pro about it, u want to be small gas tts ur fucking problem
then when she asked qn, she dun want to look at me she looked at db
okie whatever
I just want my work to be clear

and then when we finished the discussion, she said "okie, then u gave A, B and C to the officer"
and I went "oh, so let him decide which to use?"
and she went "ya. how would I know which option he wants"
coolz lor
walked one round to shoot me again, to remind me tt I went to see big boss

but I also want to say lor
big boss is her boss, then big boss NOT MY BOSS meh
tmd!!
want to be stupiak also I wont stop her la

anyway she better wake up her fucking idea
this is all about work
not ur face or my face
I gave a lot of face le
I already big boss I will discuss with her
not like "okok I will do it this way"

anyway to all she snapped at today, I am sorry
but to her, well,  I just want work to move, and if u want ur face,then sorry... face is ppl give.. shame is u ownself create

okie then in the evening
MC and her came back from meeting
and she was snapping at him
then she said see mdm's email see mdm's email
and MC kept telling her u let me think. I cannot remember
then she snapped and said if dun have just say dun have
then he explained further tts what I am trying to tell u, I cannot remember, so let me think about it
then she just kept saying see mdm's email see mdm's email
then for whatever reason, kan cheong mah, so mdm cannot find the email she send out the other day
so I told them the email is dated 4 mar at 502pm
then I heard goldfish quietly told mdm "look for 4 mar"
and then MC said okie found it
then she said not this, another one
and then I found something in my inbox so I turned and wanted to signal her to come and see
but she still insisted tt not to see me
FINE!!
I just continue to do my work then

so tt time was like 3 plus le
then she went meeting
then I went home 530pm
dun care le
hahaha

I mean, dun talk then dun talk
I send email lor
u dun read, not my problem, I just send reminder again and again lor

anyway I still think its best for her to wake up her idea la
like I always say, I dun need her, its she needs me more
so we just making use of each other
need her to keep my job
she needs me to do the job
=D
confirmed another tnp
and yet they dun see the similarities in them...…..lolz

OUT

tnp gotten her transferred
she was so happy, can tell
and everybody were HUH!!! (surprised)
why the other side would want to take her in
well, coz the other side very desperate in need of staff as 3 of their staff just left

anyway tt is not imp
imp thing is, she suddenly very friendly with me
see la!! must wait until leave hor, then can be friend leh
so sick and sad right

she told me to go request for the AD post
when I said I not interested she asked me to go try LTA coz benefits and salary is much better
then she told me to worry for myself
coz after she left, work will all piled up for me (as in all come to me) and the new staff might not be as good or even worst than her.....
I wanted to tell her not to worry so much for me, coz I never worry
work come, do lor. cannot do, then so be it
if they gg to recruit someone worst than her, same category as db
then sorry lor
maybe really time to plan for my exit
afterall I am not the destined AD.....

okie, so anyway, period
just want to say with effect from 29 apr.. she is "history"

破财

seriously leh
dun believe also cannot
破财 on health this year
and REALLY leh

went to YY's place for lunch
she had this new machine which she wanted to demo to some and so I was invited to eat la

SO anyway I wasn't feeling well at abt 5 and so I told her got to go (I think 5)
luckily I came home lor
coz the tummy pain kicks in
and worst its not LS I was performing the merlion

it was like getting worst and worst
the pain I mean
and by 12mn, papa said why not go hospital le
coz I was in and out of the room running to toilet to merlion

of course I wanted to go
coz I was starting to few weaker each time
but I also knew I cannot go to the 24 hrs clinic on my own as the pain was getting more and more intense

no choice
papa called sis to call the ambulance
and so to CGH we went


one jab on the next arm for the pain, another jab on the right for the vomit
drank a small bottle of H2O
and took an ECG too

I think 4 plus we left hospital and I was feeling so much better liao
and I guess the whole family just slept slept slept
I went to get sliced fish soup porridge for lunch
and dinner I just tabao-ed  the porridge and ordered 3 dishes and I also got a today's soup

given 2 days mc
cox doc said to monitor for fever and LS
to purge out the remaining toxic, if any

he said to LS is still OKIE
but to vomit its considered jia liat.. coz the body does not want those stuff and is purging it all out
what an orderal leh

tmd
each vomit, my heart pumped very fast and I can feel I am getting weaker and the tummy pain more intense
really thank god I made it !!!


total damage after gahmen subsidy is $142.30...….really 破财 for heath
think I better really re-start my exercise bah
got to start some where to promote good health right
take good care of the spare parts...

RENTED OUT

FINALLY
I rented out the other room too

HUAT AH!!!

though both room rented out at not the price I indicated
but I guess as long as keep clean,  keep neat, take good care of the house
tts the most impt bah

ppl give me money to take good care of my house
kekeke
and if they dun take good care then I will raise the rental lor

hope no more problem
just soon soon and smooth smooth

人日快了

人日快了

huat ah!!!

=D

RE-VISIT MAMA

I went visit mama on 2nd feb
think I did a good job
I did not shed a single tear on  my way there
even when I reached there, I also no cry
but on my way out, I did

sigh
funny
why like this huh

perhaps feeling sad tt mama cannot celebrate cny with us
anyway this time I got the praying stuff and also got a pandan cake

next visitation bah
more time to go buy the praying stuff
and also more food stuff

till then... dun know when...…
typing this also can cry
tmd
sigh

dun know why
really HUAT AH

TO A GREENER PASTURE

I was told tt tnp went to request for a transfer AGAIN
and this time seemed like big boss is agreeable
happened tt got one section need staff urgently
short of 3 staff currently, all resigned and left one after another starting of the year
and so the head is willing to take her in "she may be rigid but she is hardworking and can start work immediately"

steady pom pi pi lor
*well done*
why nobody wants me
=(
I not rigid and not hardworking
lolz
but I still get work done mah
tio bo


isn't tt what goldfish was trying to tell me
bad attitude might bring ur ranking down
but its only a small part
coz end of the day she still produce the piece of work
* clap hands*
cannot work with coll never mind, then I assigned individual work lor
and till get the work done
*clap hands x 10*

then dun chase me for work okie
coz u just have to wait coz "end of the day" u will still get it
only a matter of WHEN
and if its acceptable to u
then dun chase lor
tio bo

well,if u asked me if tnp got transfer out would I be happy
its not about being happy or sad
its she has to be happy
if she is unhappy over here, then by all means, go to a better place where she would be happy and can bring joy and spread happiness over there
tio bo?
why come to work and so bitter about it

why go ard telling ppl she did all the work
and others just claim her credits
why tell ppl she worked how late
and read how many pages just to get tt piece of shit out
coz tts her style of doing work mah
why tell ppl tt she is DD calibre and her boss and colls dun know anything
since she is better, then please go to greener pasture out there

anyway hor
tts how ppl get job right?
when the recruiter is damn desperate liao
the key word is "start work immediately"

well
if it goes thru
all the best to the head, her new team members, the schools, the p, the vp, the oms, the ams, the sup, the payment officers, ma, tcs, mc, sc...etc who got to work or has dealings with her
HUAT AH

and of course, her work PLEASE dun come to me
hahaha
and please dun go recruit another kuku
HUAT AH!!!

at least the new year started off with good news
=D

and I am still thinking want to apply for tt post bo…. hehehe
a no day not night piece of shit job
thankless job

HUAT AWAY

went to sis place for reunion on the 3rd feb
she prepared steamboat
eat until want to roll home
hahaha
sorry no pic to show, though I asked sis to forward to me...

then to cousin's place on 5th feb
he cooked 4 dishes... potatoes, prawns, egg plants and pork chop
yum yum
=D

1st day of cny dinner I went to kfc and sis brought papa and rest to what Turkish muslim rest for dinner
made a big hoo ha
insisted tt I got to go
and I was like "since when I joined dinner on day 1 of cny de"
seriously duhz
and I made a mistake of saying she also no have dinner with us on day 1 of cny wat
bi ba boomz lor
haha
kept asking me to ask the little one
she had been having dinner with papa and mama on day 1 of cny dinner
then I shot back "okie if u had been having all these years, then u should know tt I dun join"

really leh
think she what?
empress dowager ah?
all got to listen to her??
come on lor

1st day of cny dinner, not many shops open,  and even if have, ya, its these kind of places lor
food tt I dun fancy
end up will say "not spicy. u try. blah blah lah"
said so many times le, ur level and mine is different lor. urs not spicy at all, is very spicy to me.
and then if I gave face and tried and said wa! so spicy
and then the next moment would be "no la, wa! ur level really low leh. then a lot of things cannot eat"

SO BLOODY FUCKERS!!
u go eat la
I also no stop u
I am sick and tired of keep repeating myself year after year
tts why I stopped have dinner on day 1 of cny … very simple
u go eat ur whatever nasi bryani or whatever shit
just leave me alone even if I am eating maggi noodle with egg
damn sickening
still want to argue with me
really tmd

anyway
did not hear papa said or mentioned anything about the dinner tt night
anyway I dun care
I was happy with my kfc and drama
=D
HUAT AH

so basically how was my cny
kekeke
of course day 1 went to ah ma's place
ah ma very long no see me le bah
said I "jin swee" leh
hahaha
so *shy*
then I spend the rest of the day hibernating lor
I just hibernate
sleep and drama sleep and drama

day 2 AM, went to watch movie
I chose THE NEW KING Of COMEDY
wanted something funny
u know u know
hee hee ha ha
but the lady at the counter really made my day
she said I will find my mr right this year and the get marry liao
hahaha
really HUAT AH...
really made my day...

and the 2 day just passed by like this.....

WOOF WOOF... OINK OINK

well.....
in a few hours time, the year of doggie coming to an end and we would be welcoming the year of the piggy

TOA BETTER YEAR!!
and many many better years...…….

as usual, resolutions:-
1) be happy, be healthy, be pretty
2) work wise smooth smooth
3) personal life lagi smooth smooth
4) think of what will get what
5) only good things will come
6) WORLD PEACE
of course,  to get marry off...…

think I did not share with u guys tt I had a dream the other day
frankly speaking, I seldom dreamt of myself getting married
as in I AM THE BRIDE MYSELF
hahaha
usually it would be the bride is not me, or I am a runaway bride
this time, I dreamt tt I am the bride and to be honest I would sensed tt in the dream I am the most fortunate and happiest woman

HUAT AH!!!!
*pop champagne liao*
hahahaha
did I see my groom's face
yes I did
and it was some one I know n u guys knew too
duhz
married with kids somemore lor
tsk tsk

anyway it was a good dream.. good start for the year!!
HUAT AH!!!

NOV BABIES 2019

this is a very very long outdated post
its for sis and bils' birthday in Nov
if mama still with us, we would able to celebrating with her too

so anyway
sis chose this place coz she wants to take photo
take photo of what if u r wondering.....

HAHA
of the mala bear.. not tt ice cream doggie hor... lolz

anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY
HUAT AH

CROATIA - 20th Oct to 31st Oct 18

again, like BKK too many photos le

but someone did collage
so shall post those photos
and if u r wondering how come some days no photos.. er.. coz someone not diligent enough to do lor...hahaha
and also a group picture with my tour mates

its a package tour with Chan Brothers
every thing was GREAT SUPERB GOOD
except for the weather
some find it cooling, some find it just nice, to me its fxx freezing cold

some days i really am wrapped up like a bazhang
and only occasionally i can wear like a hero lolz
if u r wondering, i am wearing an extra warm heat tech top and bottom on top of the knitted top with long sleeve top
there was a period it was so so cold, i improvised my leg wrapper, with hand heat pads and turned them into my gloves, did u manage to spot the photo?? haha
of course, not forgetting the heat pads for the feet, hands and body... cant do without them....

 3 of us bunk in a room
usually the room are quite big
able to accommodate another make shift bed

only 1 hotel, had 3 beds in a room.. shiok max..
and then a 1 or 2 were a sofa bed
and the rest are all portable ones

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

PRE NEW YEAR EVE DINNER

as sis and bil were away in NY
papa requested tt three of us have dinner on 30th together

i wanted to go jiak buffet de
but hor
i tell u
the themed were still Christmas food lor
so nah...….forget it

decided to eat at Bedok mall instead
nearby
good!!

papa treated the dinner...…...ice cream was my treat... and we ended the night with bubble tea from KOI with courtesy of the little one

HUAT AH!!

BKK - 25th to 29th Sept 18

well, I finally sat down and transferred the photos from phone to sky
realised we took so many photos when we were at THE LINE
and nothing on the hotel or the food we had for our three meals lolz

terrible leh
haha

SO i dun have much to post but a summary bah
i forgot the hotel where we stayed
but its DAMN good location
right side is BIG C supermarket
DO remember to bring own MEGA size recycled bags OR masking tape
coz no bags would be given but they gave u recycled boxes, tts why u need the masking tape

and we were also opp CENTRAL WORLD
hahaha
linked to pratunum, siam and wherever by a linkway bridge
STEADY POM PI PI leh
got 3 7-11 around us, 1 starbucks, 2 naraya shops, 2 foot reflex..... its just so convenient lor
but i dun remember its name, something arnoma grand i think..
so pai seh
but dun have high expectations  la
coz its not like those 5 stars hotel
what i like about it is IT'S LOCATION

welcome to the land of thousand smiles.....

greyhound is also a MUST visit makan place...

go BKK no eat mookata….. how can right??? 

go bkk also no eat MK steamboat, is a NO NO NO

thai milk tea is a must EVERY DAY, EVERY MEAL.. without fail...lolz

 



how can we not have mango sticky rice when in BKK right?

someone requested to go to a themed café... and so we chose long zhu

how can we not go to AFTER YOU right??  Dr Jones had closed down in Central World so no choice... skipped tt

did we eat the wanton noodle which everybody rave about? it was closed tt day when we planned to go there, so we went next door and jiak the local food.. and its also yum yum

 

we tried 2 salons, but we really preferred this. more pro bah we felt.  the other side kept using a stick to poke poke poke.. this one nimble fingers lor. just too bad tt they closed damn early...11pm...duhz… and u know us la.. no 12mn no reached hotel....

 

 

 

did we eat the orange and green to compare???  nopie.. coz the orange was CLOSED!!! is it good??? i also dun know coz if u know me, i dun like white chicken, tts why i ordered the chicken cutlet...lolz...chicken rice lor  =P

 

that sums it all up!!!
=D

it was a BLAST!!
haha