FROM PM TO AM..........

i tell u
i was so depressed tt i couldn't sleep last nite

after dinner with dear (at bugis)
we went to this MOF thingy at bugis junction
eat jap food
so sweet of dear to meet me after work lor........
i came home and surf a bit of net and blog
then i went to bed

tell u, i tossed and turned on my bed from PM to AM..........damn it
i really can't get to sleep
despite the fact tt i was very tired le........
argghhhhh
kept counting the sheeps and the goats and the stars and the sun...........sigh

before i knew it, my alarm sounded
really tmd

was told today to "let it go"
oh come on!!
i very sensitive over this thing de
it really spoilt my everything

at least i was much happier today
coz someone was on mc.........
=)


anyway, side track abit
today someone called and said he has representing a gahmen agency and they are looking for a XX for their dept
very tempted to give it a shot
but i am only here for less than a yr
and frankly speaking, here is nearer home than there.........
=)

dear told me the final decision is mine
but do bear in mind tt i will lose my bonus again!!!
really tmd!!
why me???!!

should i reject and not waste anybody's time........
$$$ is impt to me (frankly speaking, who will say money is more than enough rite?)
esp since the gahmen just announced tt there will be a wage cut..........
argggghhhhhhhhh

omg!!
another sleepless nite..........
Zzzzzzzzzzzzz yawn.........