DREAMZ DASHED

sigh
i intend, plan, consider to take leave in sept for my BIRTHDAY to go for a short trip to HK (since dear dun want to go anywhere with me)
coz anyway, my birthday week is a long weekend lor
then today, I KANA A BOMB!!!!

was arrowed to go for a 9 days course and then at the end of it, to take the exams
wa kao!!!
why still need to take exams? so tt i am retained my title
wts!!!!!!
sigh
i am ....i am...totally...speechless
seriously, u want to give, give dun give so be it
just show me the $$$
$$$ not enough then bye bye
as simple as tt........

anyway, now cannot take leave lor
what also no need to plan
no wonder rained whole PM and still no stop
wonder where is havong flood again........sigh
why me!!

then u will ask "choose another course date lah"
apparently, i also want to, but hor, this is almost what happened "anything urgent?"
"now i dun think so"
"any major projects coming? not doing tender rite?"
"have. now have one."
"which one?"
"tt one lor"
"oh, ok lah. can lah. then u go in sept."
"now seemed ok lah, nothing major, but later i dun know le"
" no lah. once u register, if anything crop up, will get cover le. u go register for the course ok. sept. if not nov too late le. u got a mega project coming, i just send the email. did u read?"
*stunned* *blur look*
"blah blah blah....."
"ok. noted"

sad
sad
real sad......
not becoz of the project, not becoz of the course
its becoz of my trip during my birthday month!!!!!!!!!
arrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

*no wonder my hair no grow back....coz they also sad.....sigh*