"LET'S END THIS THEN...."

its officially
i sort of puhed him to a corner and requested for a definite "yes" or "no"
and the answer is "no"
my character, i dun want to drag too long as its very unhealthy to the rs
so either work it out together or dun bother to do anything anymore
is it tt difficult to tell me???
well, he finally gave me a very direct reply
swee!!
finally, acted like a man......

well and so now its REALLY over!!!!
its over....whether i like or not, whether i want it or not
its not a choice, its a decision already made by him
6 yrs just like tt
i respect his decision.....though it breaks my heart
but force no happiness de
and since so unhappy with me, dun see a future with me, then so be it bah


dun worry abt me
i will be strong, i promise
jia you jia you!!
=))

and i hope seriosuly, frankly, dun ask me abt it ok!!!
just let it be....i am not as "seow sa" as i sound here
all i can say is it really really breaks my heart
i am sorry, i promised u guys tt i will be strong but as i am typing this, my tap has opened........finally, my tears just flow and flow and flow
i am so sorry, i disappointed all of u
i really dun want to cry...coz i looked very ugly but i cannot control my tears
locked up for too long...hehehe

i just wanna thank honey who was "here" by my side
and she told me to cry all i want what also no need to say
thanks for all the supporting and comforting words i need now

but i will definitely be strong!!
i will!!
only a matter of when.....i will try not to take too long
coz not worth it to cry over a man who makes me cry..