GOING HOME.. FINALLY

YIPEE!!!

mummy is gg to be discharged tomolo
*clap hands*
so happy for her
cut the two tumours and then recovering well and soon start treatment and she would be well soon!!

HUAT AH!!
like I said, each brand new day is a blessing so we should be thankful
just want mama to be happy and nothing else is more impt

during this period
I realised one thing
and I also decided tt I think its best for us to meet lesser... and BEST we dun talk
its either she damn super clever or I damn super duper stupiak

anyway its all gg to be over soon and I also decided from now on, when she comes over, I will go out
not tt I dun have a house to go to now, I also have my own activity lor
cant talk to ppl's whose frequency is not on par with or dun even try to be on par with

give an example

mama has this bottle which she carries ard to collect the blood inside her body (left over from her ops  I think)
TODAY the nurse told us  to every AM, eg at 8 am(then every AM will be 8am), to do a marking on the bottle and indicate the date there on the tape
simple as one two three right?

when I went to see mama yesterday,  mama told her side of the story and said she told the nurse, "ai ya, dun need to tell them la. u wait till tomolo to tell my sister. now u tell them, the next moment they will forget"
OK, fine lor
then sis told mama "u mark on the tape, get sy to record the reading for u"
mama told her "sy goes to work le lor. tell her for what?"

when mama told me, I was abit piss off
I can imagine the way and tone she used to tell the both old folks off .tt face of hers, also jing dian one.. like will die any moment kind
anyway why I am pissed... coz I am wondering if mama can mark, why she cannot record?
and I have to go to work lor... does tt mean if tt day I need to OT or if I have activities after work, I got to all decline and then rush home to record for mama???? of course she will can tell me no la, u can go out. nobody say u cannot go out. u come back then record lor....  but the thing is if i come back late.... then i on the bedroom light and disturb mum;s sleep just becoz I want to record... then ku ku right???  if she wants to pay me a salary I can quit my job and be at home full time.. duhz
to me, mama can always mark... and she can write the date herself.. if really need to write it down on the paper, I can always do it on a weekend or whatever... NEED TO EVERYDAY note down meh??

frankly, dun know is it she wants to find trouble or what
duhz

anyway I just diam diam, dun want to talk much
for what??
dun want to waste time with such ppl

anyway I told mama dun worry la. dun care abt her. we just diam diam and do our own way.  BUT end up see what the nurse told us today???  just mark on the tape and write the date... so difficult meh??  mama cant do?

and today she even got the cheek to asked me "what time u go to work every morning?"
"630am"
"why so early?"
"what early? got to work?"
"why so early la?  u want to save on transport huh?"
"no need to work huh? u want to take care of me huh?"
and she diam diam

frankly, if I dun ask her why she needs to breathe and eat.. dun ask me why I need to work early


since mum is gg to be discharged tomolo
I quickly go book the tingkat
still the same, 10 days trial S$117.70 for 2 pax. 3 veg and 1 soup
this time, I did not request for no spicy no fried food.  but I just told them IF possible
coz afterall, mama is on soft diet
haha
porridge, noodle... okie okie.. soup with rice.. okie okie

so happened sis asked abt mum's meal
so she said she will cook porridge herself and add some meat or fish
then she asked papa and I eat what
I said we will have tingkat. I ordered le
and she went "i think its much cheaper to just ta bao the economic rice from downstairs lor.and more fresh. and also can have varieties. chicken rice. western food, etc"
I looked at her and said "I am okie de. I can eat outside and come back. if papa wants to ta bao then ta bao lor.  but I have booked liao.so we just eat tingkat for next 10 days.. then after stop.. u all want to do what then do.

I dun understand why economic rice is more fresh than tingkat???
they also cooking in mass leh.. just tt they dun deliver... hehe
I dun know leh.. need enlightenment
we also have varieties wat... coz sat and sun no delivery.. so we choose to see wat we want to eat lor...
I thought its okie. me looking at convenience....
papa dun need to go down.. and would be at home with mama....
all he needs to do is cook for mama and cook rice for dinner
tts all
as simple as tt
dun need to go down..then rush back up coz he worry mama alone at home..
u know what I mean..
mama dun need to worry tt papa has nothing to eat and papa dun need to worry mama alone a home....

anyway I dun care la
I have done so much... should any one feels not right
then so be it
10 days after, do what they want bah
want to find trouble... no problem.. just provide a solution

cant talk
no same frequency