PLEASE CHEER UP

i was so bloody upset today
why?
sigh
short story..........but hor, esther u dun need to buy me a cheer me up pressie coz i have gone for my own retail therapy will upload the pic of my purchase when i take the pics

here goes my story:-

one fine day, on way home, was chatting with junior
M: hey! she hor, has been using tt pink bag every day now.
J: ya lor. want to be like u
M: ya lor. pui. she knows i am carrying it now, she should not use it everyday mah
J: dun worry my friend, u definitely carry it better than her
M: thanks. but then, i dun want to be same as her lor. i think i better go buy a new bag, the one we saw at C&K
J: u dun want to wait?
M: hm......ok. maybe just wait for a bit more for a better design
J: ya
M: i tell u, sooner or later she will bring in a shawl lor. just like me
J: hahaha.........hey!! u never know lor
M: pui!! she better dun. she stick to her jacket lor
J/M : hahahaha........
frankly speaking, since already bo hew each other, she better dun tread in dangerous water lor......

few days later, which so happened to be today.........
early in the morning, i got meeting, so i went for the meeting after i on my pc
and then when i came back, i saw her from far in a LIGHT GREEN SHAWL!!!!!!!
WTF!!!
i immediately from good mood turn to bad mood..........
then senior asked her
S:r u happy here?
I: i was much happier in XXX than here
S:*shocked* why?
I:why huh? erm.....
S: ya why unhappy? must tell us
I: i got more friends there, and i normally will move ard to talk to them
M: *thinking aloud* then why u dun go back? hehehe
S: u cannot like this. u too quiet le. u must talk more.
I: i got nothing to say. and normally when i work i dun talk. unless talk crap lah
M: *thinking aloud* so u r u referring tt i am not working and i always talk craps?
S: no lah. the 4 of us here very noisy de. sometimes we talk not becoz of craps but to release stress. u must come over to our side more often
I: oh, ok. i will if u have food at your table, i will go over and help myself
M: *thinking aloud* u better dun come over lor. dun tread over to other's territory
conversation ended.........

anyway, i also want to take opportunity to apologise to the consultant who kana big time from me
due to my unhappiness, i actually vented my anger at him
i shouted at the consultant
pls accept my sincere apologies here
but hor, u also knn lor, the team is trying to tell u A, u keep thinking we telling u B, then u keep saying "i dun know i dun know" then i tl and send the message across to u tt "U CANNOT EVERYTHING TELL US U DUN KNOW, THEN WE WANT U FOR WHAT?"
steady rite?
but my consultant also no save oil lamp lor, he replied " i write specs only"
*faint and vomit blood on the spot*
and i went "hey!! as our consultants we expect u to advise us not tell us I DUN KNOW"
and he went " i already say .....blah blah blah"
" I DUN WANT U TO SAY. I WANT U TO ADVISE"
and then i decided i should not continue coz hor, he poor sacrifical lamb lah
hahaha
so sorry
i am so sorry, but i think u do deserve it!!
>.<
duh

anyway, then i upset the whole am after i saw the green shawl and the heard the conversation b/w S and her

and the worst thing is, she keeps talking "craps" today
really tmd
since she said she busy working tts why no talk but today she yak so much so to say she got nothing to do rite?
and she said normally she has nothing to say unless want her to talk crap.
so today she talked so much, does tt mean its all crap!!!!??!??

anyway, ok........i know i am being petty and "selfish"
i dun have the exclusive rights to the shawl lor
but hor, she is wearing jackets from day one, why must she change to shawl now and hor, frankly speaking if she is tt cold, then stick to her jacket why use shawl when it cannot give her the equivalent warm of a jacket.......argggghhhhh
and when S asked her why she wears the shawl, she dun know reply what the f*** reason.......really tmd

Junior said i should feel honoured tt she wants to "copy" me
but i got to say i felt disgusted
pui pui pui

i tell u frankly, she made me so upset today
tt a tear seriously, almost, gg to roll down my cheek lor
i was so depressed tt i wanted to pack up and go home

she even got the cheek to push her stupiak chair of files to beside my table
wtf!!!
and me being not the save oil lamp, pushed it back to her side
and she then pushed her chair to directly behind mine to chit chat with c abt her tennis class
wtf!!
i am fine with her chit chatting, but pls dun do it when i am upset
its really very depressing to hear her stupiak voice

maybe i should request to change my seat man!!
far far away from all these shit
she sure is driving me nuts and i got to tell her, she made it
she made me so upset tt i almost immediately want to throw in my letter
but then again, for her..........oh pls.......

i will make sure she pays me back BIG time!!!
one day........

side track abit
she damn weird de lor
today someone came to look for pc and then accidentially knocked one of the box cover off her table
and the cover landed on the floor rite?
she just looked at the cover and then continue to sit there and stare into her pc
then when the guy left, he picked up the cover and asked her "is this yours?"
u know what?
she acted so surprised tt its hers and she went with her stupiak mega watt smile "oh ya its mine"
FUCK U!!!! *show middle finger*

she has this habit of seeing "litter" on the floor and dun pick up de
she will cake cake push push push away from her boundary to other ppl's boundaries
i kana once or twice le
and i always made a fuss over it
but got once the receipt belongs to pc de lah
but it definitely landed next to her chair lor
next moment i saw it went behind her chair and then slowly move to my side
i was so pek chey tt i picked it up and checked whose
then before i passed it back to pc, i loudly said "whoever dare to throw rubbish all over the place and dun pick it up i will chop off his/her hands lor. cannot pick up and throw? whats the issue?"
Junior also said she is something wrong somewhere. she noticed tt idiot won't pick up and throw de. always wait for ppl to do so.........

oh whatever..........just cheer up ok......
>.<
duh