WHOSE AH?

sister finally gotten the little one a lappy
can see tt she is very happy....
but i almost fainted when she told her "when i go overseas, i might be bringing this lappy along with me"
so i wondered......"lappy belongs to her or her?"
hm........
*ponder*

and of course, dad also gotten his new hdp.....
all happy....

and guess the happiest person are my mum and i
coz we did not spend a single cent
kua kua kua

AN EYE FOR AN EYE

this morning
when i opened my inbox
wa kao!!
damn tl
very unhappy with what i read

so without thinking of the consequences, i just replied tt we have this discussion many many times
tt i need 2 weeks to prepare the said doc
and he is now dictating the timeline for me to meet
and its like if i missed the date, i got to answer for it
and he cc to his bosses
so i also kept my boss in the loop
i mean.....what is this....

swee swee discussed le
then stick to it mah
choot pattern
wa kao!!
i simply dislike such ppl

MEN!!! cannot be trusted.....unreliable....

anyway, whatever it is
i still need to prepare the doc
by hook or by crook
whether i like it or not......

gambade......
afterall, 2 more working days
and will be on long weekend......
=))
thanks to good friday!!
but its fishing every day........starting from thur nite......lolz....

i got a choice
a choice b/w my beauty sleep or be a companion.....

MEANINGLESS

frankly speaking, i dun mind ppl writing their one cents worth in my blog entries
but hor, i mind when they write "rubbish"
"rubbish" in the sense, not related de
dun know what the hell they wrote tt comment for......

its like u are writing abt the weather today and then some smart alec gave his/her one cents worth on what he/she had for lunch.....wa kao!!
really tmd

so what i do?
i just delete it lor.....hahaha
but sometimes, i simply cant be bother.......

so before u want to write your comments on other ppl's blog.....think again....does it make sense to write whatever u want to write in tt blog entry
if not, then pls dun......coz, really, nobody wants to know what u had for lunch........

HENG AH

so lucky
i found what i wanted on the net
=))

heng!!
have been years since i last used it....
let's see whether will it be delivered as agreed....

then we shall see the results.......
kekeke

what is it?

well, kekeke
its for me to know, and for u to guess???!!??

EXCUSE ME, R U PREGGIE

yesterday went to sweep tomb
then during dinner time, this auntie (who only sees me like max twice a yr) saw the little one pinching my spare tyre and commenting "yee yee, why u so fat huh?"
asked me "hey! r u pregnant?"

*faint*
*slap forehead*
she is so opened.......i haven married lor...how to have kids!!
wa kao!!

ok ok
i admit, i think i did put on some fats
but then.....its so obvious its not preggie lor
though i always joke tt i dun mind getting preggie before marriage.....but but but.....its only say say mah....not real lor.....
sigh

so now how to get rid of the spare?
*ponder*

SWEET FRUITS

dear bought strawberries for me on fri.....
*arm chio*

and i ate one packet on sat
as i was washing the strawberries
i noticed tt there were white spots growing on the berries
so i asked "dear, this one can eat or not?"
"hm....maybe u dun eat lah."
"huh? dun eat...but all these here are like tt too" (almost half)
"huh!! so many!! why dun u cut away the white spots and still can eat bah"
"ok. if not wasted hor"
so happily i went to cut away the white spots and took a bite...hm..taste abit funny...but just eat la since removed the white spots le

few mins later, i was rolling on the bed.......and then half hour later.....LAO SAI!!!!
wa kao!!!
why like this??
=((

learnt a lesson.......rather dun eat and no suffer........if go see doc worst....spend more $$$$.......

but dear, thanks for the strawberries....i still dun think its the berries...maybe something else......but what huh.......
hearts

TROUBLESOME ??

conversation i overheard this morning between mother and daughter??

M:hey! the XXX gg to look into the long distance buses' routes
D: is it?
M: ya. but they hor, very easy for them to talk
D: ya lor
M: they never think abt the waiting time, the walking distance and time taken to walk from one bus stop to another
D: ya lor. only know how to talk...what abt the iris? also not accurate de. the bus does not come on time.....not just once, most of the time lor....
M: is it? then hor, they should look into if the iris is not accurate, then they should not charge u for the service. coz the buses did not come on time...so why should we be paying
D: ya lor. why should they even charge when the infor is inaccurate.
M: they dun take buses, public tranport, how they know? and so what if got rebates, only few cents... imagine one straight bus from pt A to B is $1.40. then becoz now they decided to shorten the routes, we have to take another bus...so u see, $0.90 from pt A to AA then from pt AA to B is another $0.90 then....total $1.80 and let's say rebate is $0.10 so u paid $1.70 now instead of $1.40....isn't it more exp???
D: ya lor....they never considered this. too bad we dun have a strong opposition....
M: already so tired le. need to alight then wait for another bus....
blah blah blah...blah blah blah.......conversation died off.......

hm........seriously.......think of it the other way.......shorter routes, less taxing for the bus drivers???

LIKE A TOAD

croak croak croak..........
and then the shaky voice......
and then tts it !!!

tts what happened today when i was giving a presentation to my own unit
sigh
only less than 20 of us in the room
and i was still so nervous........

what can i do to stop the croaking??!!?
dun tell me to give more presentations lor
coz i dun like it!!!
=((

guess, no more approval papers to write and no more presentations!!!!
yippppeeeeeeeee???!!??
there goes my bonus...
=((

SALA

learnt a new word today
"sala"
nothing special rite?
"sala" as in "sala" lor
but the thing is......
its not the "sala" as in the "sala"
not the malay word "sala" as in wrong

but sala as in "open pavillion"
steady rite.....

U SAID SO

great!!

no dinner for me today
why?
coz mama said i told her tt i am not coming back for dinner!!!!!!!!!

she claimed tt i told her tt i won't be back for dinner on wed and fri
WTF
i remembered clearly tt i told her "wednesday no dinner for me"
coz i went for dinner with 2 other colls......

how could i have told her tt i dun want dinner on fri!!
who is dating me on fri!!!
really wtf

fine!!
no big deal rite?
just go down and buy lor
yes!! its a big deal!!
if tt's the case, i would have gone to buy my dinner before i come back lor
why i bother to come back, bath and waited for almost an 1hr and was told "i did not buy ur dinner coz u said u not eating on fri"

well,
whatever
not the first time anyway
dun eat lor.....really
no big fucking deal!!

luckily i ta bao the mee siam from the family day just now
so i can eat tt for dinner.....if i want to
though its spicy.....
no big deal
really no big fucking deal.....

>.<
duh

A BIG THANK YOU

i just want to say
thank god!! my paper is approved by boss and uploaded into system
yippppeee!!

i want to thank all my friends and colls who gave me the strength to "fight" on
and also special thanks to SB and *ahem* who revised and vamp up the paper for me

thanks all!!
i really appreciated it

what a nightmare experience for me
and i am sure more to come.........
check it out!!

OWN TIME OWN TARGET

sister bought the last book of the series!!
yippeee!!

the little one completed it within a day
sister took 2 days
and FINALLY!!
the book is with me now.....
lolz

and i can take my own sweet time to complete it......
*heartz*

MY WEI QU

ok
i admitted
i was very upset over the weekends
why?
i also dun know
kekeke

and u know who got it from me??!?!?!?
who else rite...*arm chio*

anyway, i did not have a huge outburst
i was just feeling very gloomy......

luckily, he had to attend a wedding lunch on sunday
so we only met on sat

he wanted to go fishing but on fri evening, i already repeatedly told him "NO FISHING NO FISHING. I DUN WANT TO GO FISHING!"
though he did tried his luck on sat, my answer to him was a firm "NO"
hehehe
he kept asking me "what's wrong? why no fishing? why u dun want to go fishing?"
and i just simply replied "dun want means dun want"
in normal circumstances, i think he would have just packed up and go fishing without him
but on sat, i dun know why, he was very patient with me.....
ok...i have to say "i am so sorry dear" but i was really very upset
but i also not very mean to him lor, eventually i did go fishing with him......lolz

what happened on fri, upset me so much tt it ruined my weekends........sigh

this was what happened:-
imagine, u have agreed to do something using method A
and then since day 1, u went ard telling ppl u will be using method A and then everybody knows abt method A
suddenly, last min, at the last lap, before u abt to cheong to the finishing line, tt person told u "hey! why u use method A huh? i tell u, it should be method B"
wa kao!!
thunder strikes!! lightning splashes across the sky lor
really raining cats and dogs i tell u
last min, choot pattern
then want me to do what
i was stunned for words......cannot react....
i hate it!!
esp method A was also he said one.....

and worst, i was send on a wild goose chase
was instructed to go find out the procedures of Z
and when i went to ask, was informed something like "its in house procedure. why asked me"
wa lao!!
like i so cukoo like tt
really damn pek chey
fine!! i told myself...already kana once, how bad could it be for no. 2 rite?

i got a paper to put up
vetted thru and said ok
got all the relevant signatures
went to SB, its not ok
i checked the template, ya ok wat. i followed
so whats wrong
this one cannot, tt one cannot
fine, its ok
was told to learn from it
which i also think should be the case
ended up, the other side refuse to re sign the paper.......wa lao!!
my fault???!!?
i also following instruction lor

yes, so u guessed correctly, i was very upset....over work....over such lead...over what have i been doing....

so today, this very morning, i told myself...its ok...its all abt work. just do it....and i went to report what i found out abt procedure Z...and i was told "i know its not an internal procedure....how can it be an internal procedure...."
wa lao!!
if know, then why still ask me go find out.....
steady lor....really send me on a wild goose chase...me really cukoo bird lor
>.<
duh


and the paper still not re sign.....and "deadline" is today
was told there is a story behind it, and nobody told me in the first place........
arggghhhhhhhhhhh

and the method B still stays
informed tt i cannot go check personally coz i got course to attend
gave me 101 crappy tt i have to go.....
so how to go?
*shake head*

dun understand why is it tt when dear is happy at work, i will be unhappy.......
and u must be wondering why he is happy rite? coz he was supposed to be unhappy
tts becoz he is planning to go back...........go back to where he came from......
arrggggghhhhhh......

but i told myself "its ok. hang in there.....the worst i have been thru...what's this"
peanuts lor....

but still, i am upset....

YOUR WORK MY RESPONSIBILITY

well, actually, i also dun know how to put it into words
u see, 2 days ago, my project team wanted to put up a paper for approval
then i went thru it and commented according to the template
but i always felt tt must mentioned something which was granted earlier
but after debating with myself, i decided to let it go
why?
coz the template dun have mah
so why be gay qiang rite

2 days later, i gotten the signed copy
passed to SB and wa kao!! NO NO NO!!
rejected and i told the team to amend accordingly to SB's comments and seek signature again
kana bua by team "then why didn't u ask us to include it in earlier? do u know i gotten the signature le and now u want me to amend?"
"well. sorry....what can i do...i commented according to the template, no wrong rite? then boss wants change, what am i supposed to do abt it?"
seriously, am i wrong???....well maybe...

so anyway, she amended and this morning, when i saw the revision, i decided to DIY instead
i further amended the paper based on my own instinct
and then i forwarded back for further comments
and she immediately called me on the phone "why did u change it drastically!! i come down see u now"
she came and i explained why i needed it to be amended to tt way
every pt which i raised she has some excuses to shoot it down

1) its clearer if we break it down. = no need lah. my bosses know the story. tts why in the first place they signed the paper, its u guys who now wanted it amended. so i just amend to suit you.
2) fine, then what abt when being audit? who will remember? i mean, if one day u r not ard? u mean ur bosses will remember meh? = dun worry lah. if really being audited, the bosses will know de
3) i think u should rephrase this portion coz its like one whole chunk of words. i think we should simplify to like this. what u think? = no lah. i think its clearly stated mah. why its like this and then link to tt

argued for a few mins...i decided....no pt talking to a wall
totally speechless to me
and i dun feel like aruging anymore
coz if she dun amend, my boss will not get it sign
so what did i do?
i went "fine. ok. we will put everything back as per ur revision and let's go see my boss and sort it out"

and i printed out the draft and together we went to see the boss
sure enough, the comments she made was what i mentioned earlier which was like what? fall on deaf ears....but this time she went "ok. can, i amend for you."
wa kao!!
see lah...i say she has 101 excuses, my boss said she diam diam accept.
she did not even rebutt her back lor
tts the difference bah.......

really thinks tt some ppl just skin itchy......

anyway she was quite nice too
coz when boss commented tt the portion got a whole chunk of words and asked me to go amend it, she immediately jumped out and said "not her fault. i wrote de"
but boss still went "its ok. let her use her english to summarise this whole para"
which i have in actual fact told her so but she did not want to coz she claimed its clearer this way......and she did not said so to my boss
FINE!! coz at least she stood up!! thanks friend!!

and then, part of it, was due to my own mistake
i should have insisted tt they include tt portion instead of letting it go....no initiative?? i dun know....maybe tts me
just do what i am suppose to do, and nothing more
just do it...dun ask....
template said like this, so its like this, nothing more
sigh

but its ok....learn from it...
afterall, i was told tt the paper was supposed to be written by them, and we just check on the impt para and clauses....we dun bother abt other's english or the way the phrase it, coz tts their own issue...if their boss dun understand then too bad...they need to explain till their bosses understood........and seriously, we are afterall not an english teacher......and my ang mo!! OMG!!!
how to make it.......
>.<

R was telling us and all agreed with both hands and feet up in the air...if we were to go into such details....then we surely have many outstanding work lying on our desk.....nothing will ever moves........

from where i came from......this paper is not even under my purview.........never once under my care......its the team who supposed to do not us........
well, different mgt style....boss wants us to be responsible for EVERYTHING...which i personally feel....how can........

everybody has their own duties
such duties got to draw very clear lines de
just like a teacher can be a tutor but a tutor cannot be a teacher (coz u need to have the proper qualifications to be a teacher by MOE)
a bus driver cannot be a taxi driver...taxi driver cannot be bus driver (coz the licence is different)

sigh
when will ppl wake up and be responsible for their own job

NO SLACKING

the cat is coming back tomolo
time really floes when u r having fun!!!
sigh
and i tell u lor, for the past 4 days, i never once slack
everyday work work work and more work
why?
coz to meet the fy closing and datelines.......

luckily tomolo is FRIDAY!!!
hehehe
and dear sms-ed me just now "anybody date u tomolo?"
kekeke
guess who's the lucky guy!!!

O____0

STAY FIT

did i mention tt i joined the kick boxing???
12 lessons for $45......
time to get fit!!!

went for my 2nd lesson on monday
surprisingly, after the 1st 2 lessons, my body did not ache tt much as the other time
why?
simple...coz no push ups!!!
hahaha

PASTA ANYONE??

suddenly have the crazy craving ..........

who wants to eat pasta......

who who who........

=))

*evil wink*

better still......who wants to cook pasta for me to eat........lolz

*innocent look*

NO ENDING STORY......

woohoo!!!
the little one and i both finished the percy jackson's series in a week!!!!
woohoo...............
except for the final book still in the book store.......
lol

we are waiting for sister to go get it
coz it was published in hard copy and therefore much exp than the other 4....
so .......erm.......sponsor???

any kind soul??
keke

PROPER HOUSE TEACH

this morning, i saw a funny incident
there was this this guy driving the truck with the rubbish bin
and then this mama and her daughter immediately cover their nose.....ok, its cupped their hands over their mouth and nose
and then i was like "wow!! fantastic!! they know got "virus"...not good to breathe in too much such "rubbish" air......

but hor, the very next moment.....KA PUI!!
the mama spit spat whatever into the grass patch
omg!!
*slap forehead*
the rubbish bin got "virus" the spit no virus meh?
how could the mama??!!?? she is also endangering us lor
and the daughter exclaimed "mama! so dirty"
and mama scolded her

so in future, when the daughter grows up, will she thinks tt its ok to spit but the rubbish smell is a no no no.........
*shake head*

its just like the other day
sister brought the little one and i got for lunch (the little one birthday)
we were each at one side of the road, coz we couldn't find a cab. so we thought tt we might have better chances if we both each take a side of the road.......
then a papa came with his son and waited for cab and stand abt 2 trees distance in front of sister and the little one

using ur pig brain and think, u being the last to arrive at tt spot must wait for the person in front of u to get a cab before u even attempt to hail a cab mah
but not, the uncle just ignored the fact tt my sister came first and the moment he saw the cab turned in, he flagged for it
and the taxi driver stopped for him and they just boarded the taxi

sister was hpping mad!! would u???
i mean...its not the taxi driver's fault..coz he does not know who is first and who is second...they just do business

to me, u can save your breathe to be angry with the taxi driver
the uncle is at fault lor
no courtesy.... plain rude
and sister commented, if he thinks tt what he did just now is correct, in future if his son learnt such bad behaviours from his dad...then too bad.....

well, tts why ppl say "no house teach"
u dun blame anybody but YOURSELF

UPSET

last fri
finally i submitted my paper thru my SB to my BB
BB went thru and decided to get a third party to go thru the paper before i submit it offically

TP came and asked me why she was chosen?
i told her no idea asked BB lor
didn't SB went thru your paper?
yes, SB went thru then submit de
then why still want me to go thru
anyway when i opened the file, i dun know what u wrote. i got many ????
*diam diam*
i go ask SB
why go ask SB, go ask BB mah
no lah, i kapo...i go ask SB
later i come and asked u abt my ??? and then u got to explain to me again...
its ok de...as long as after i explained u understand then how many times i explained its still worth it
*beam beam*

and off TP went .........and she went ard telling the ppl tt my paper was terribly done and BB asked her to go thru the paper....blah blah blah
ok, seriously, this part, i also heard ppl said one...coz i was not present
and one of the coll came to my cubicle and asked me what happened?
and i was like "huh?"
then she asked me not to be upset and i told her i am not, why should i be?
then she told me tt TP was at her side just now and exclaiming tt my paper was terrible tts why BB roped her in.....

i just smiled at her
showed her the email which BB send and i asked her "frankly, do u sense anything inside the email which says tt my paper is terrible?"
and she said NO (not sure is she trying to be polite or what)
but to me, i really dun sense tt my paper was terrible.........

i was very upset
first instance, i wanted to go ask SB whether my paper was really tt terrible and why must tt coll of us go ard making such "nasty" remarks
i mean, it was my first paper, and to me, i think it a good job le...to be able to write like this....and ppl should be given a chance rite?
write a few more times, should be better rite? but i rather not do it anymore....lolz
but ok lah, take it as a challenge...why not...

but becoz of the last incident where i zoomed up to BB and told her i did not put tt statement in the report and it was XXX who insisted tt i must put that statement in coz it was TEMPLATE ...i decided i should hold my horses...be cool and cool down first

i told dear abt it...and he told me "i will not pity u. coz u always want to take it quietly and let ppl bully u and then sooner or later u will quit your job again and then complained"
i was again hurt by his remarks
he dun know the situation i am in and why i did not do it though i wanted to
and he just blasted his way
i told him "i dun need u or anybody to pity me. but why must she made such a remark?"
and he just kept rattling on and on abt i should just go and confront her

i read somewhere before
tt when a woman complains, she wants ppl to agree with her and stand by her
but when a man complains, he just wants a listening ear.....
is this true??
coz sometimes, i dun need ppl to agree with me or stand by me, i just want a listening ear...dun need any advise or comments...just a simple nod of the head, hm...er....yes...no.... u know

but i just got a lashing......sad plus sad = upset

COME BACK

guess the scandal has more or less settled down
which is good
move on.....

news will just be old news.....

and guess ah neo might be staging a comeback with a movie of his affairs!!

steady rite?
so afraid tt nobody will want to go watch his current latest movie
no scare...coz if he is gg to put his real life into reel life...i am sure ppl can't wait to go watch it...

way to go.....

remember...what does not kill u, only makes u stronger!!
=))

DISAPPOINTED

hm... not me disappointed...its my mum....think dad really upset mum this time.....

i just got back just now and mum told me tt dad and his friend went to a NIGHT CLUB!!!
how she knows?
well, coz that stupiak old man used his credit card to make payment!!!!! and he thought mum won't know.......but too bad he forgotten mum is the CFO how could she not know.......who is gg to make payment to his monthly credit card bill???!!!?
*slap forhead*

ok, mum just assumed its a night club....could be just a night spot....whatever...
gg to a night club or night spot is nothing big deal, really!!
but u went without permission, then its big deal
and worst!! u lied abt it!!
lagi worst!!
no sorry can save the day lor...in my own humble personal opinion though

and i tell u lor, to me....its big fucking deal!!
coz u lied and came home all drunk and all
and dump the clothings into the pail full of water
ok, so smart, know how to dump his clothings for washing
but the big fucking deal is HE DID NOT TAKE OUT ALL HIS STUFF!!!!! which means his wallet, his ezlink card and best of all his HDP!!!!!!!
really wtf!!!!

u know wat?
seriously, this is one of the thing trust is being taken granted for....
and therefore, u have no one to blame except for yourself
not saying tt u dun use credit card to make payment in future but if u want to go then just say lor....
seriously, dun think my mum will say no...though of course she will ask is it necessary to go such places....
but since she so trust in him and never question his every movement, he should not have betrayed her trust in him
i really can imagine how sad my mum is feeling now, though she kept saying she is angry

and then now tt his hdp is go, went, gone........he asked me for a spare hdp
u think i will loan him one if i have
NO WAY....with caps ok
not tt i am selfish or wat
but he spoilt his own thing, he better go get a new one himself.......ALL BY HIMSELF dun rely on ppl
OH PLEASE!!

and i just dun like the way he came and asked me for one
as if i owe him one
and when i told him i dun have....he went to "complain" to mum tt "why she dun have a spare hdp?"
really wtf!!
if got hdp would have trade in le lor...put at home for what....and besides the hdp i have already gave it to the little one lor
and the other non camera samsung phone already cmi le...think the battery cmi..need to charge almost everyday

anyway, then his favourite daughter came home
and he asked her for a spare hdp
and she said ok she will loan him
then ended up sister said she will buy him a new one instead coz sister said she still need tt hdp when she goes overseas....
and he is all so happy again
to me, sorry dad...i really cannot stand man who thinks they are so damn great when they did something so so wrong......
esp u hurt my mum......sorry

then the jing dian came.....
he came and asked me whether i took the dvd for one of the movies
and i just simply replied him "did u see me watching any movie yesterday?"
and he got so mad and said why i cannot just answer him NO
seriously, if he has used his PIG HEAD to think, i was home ard 10 last evening, and i came back and i slept
and today i just got home just now and after dinner, i logged on to the cyber world and i wasn't watching any shows lor
so how could i be the one who took the dvd??
i just want him to use his brain to think......he has not been using his pig brain for a long long time........
sigh

he just dun get it!!
men!!

NOT TOO MANY...NOT TOO LITTLE......

heard this in the radio yesterday

this was what the DJ said :-
(cannot remember the exact words......but the most impt thing is.....(read on)

in a woman's life....she will always want to have 4 men.....
and they are:-

No.1 old man aka stable, mature. has career...successful....what's more u want rite? *wonderful*

No. 2 ugly man aka this man will devote all his time to u and will do anything u task him to do WITHOUT FAIL... *beam beam*

No. 3 handsome man aka with the ugly man doing everything for u, now u have all the time in the world to beautify urself and take good care of yourself. so now all dolled up, what u gg to do?? well, of course, go out and paint the town red with a handsome man...*lol*

No. 4 "sister" man aka this person will knows whats the in thing in town, whats the latest fashion, which brand if having new stuff, blah blah blah...some one u can go shopping with...

ta da!!
not too many, not too little.........just nice.........4 men....and how we always wished we can combined all of them into 1 person...but reality sucks!!! we only get 1man.....sigh *shake head*

dun believe?? well......take example, a woman complaining "oh!! so busy with the housework...no time to go for my facial...." this woman dun have ugly man.... =))

another woman complaining "oh...my husband not rich. so cannot afford to buy this or that...sigh" obvious rite? this woman dun have an old man.....=))

for the rest... u go put on your thinking cap and think bah

kekeke
O______0

STORY TIME

guess what am i doing now?
sister bought the percy jackson series
and i am on book 2 now....the little one is on book 3
hm.....when will i get to finish all 5????
*wonder*

SHOWDOWN

OK, being a prominent figure, any news abt him/her is BIG NEWS
and so.....too bad lor......
the day he decided to "JUST DO IT" without thinking of the consequences, NOW is the pay back time

first it was just ONE naive 22 yr old who claimed tt she wants nothing and just want to find a job and move on (GOOD FOR HER)
but next sec, she is out there "reporting" the affairs.....to the last details....
hm.....so if she claimed tt she does not want anything and just want to move on, shouldn't she just "zip zip" instead of creating a mountain out of a molehole...

why i said tt?
coz in my own humble opinion, this is nothing worth broadcasting abt
do u go ard telling the whole world tt "I AM DIVORCED...becoz...blah blah blah" or wor will u be saying "HEY MY HUBBY HIT ME EVERYDAY...blah blah blah"
i mean....even if u do it, ppl will say "siao huh! never wash ur dirty linen in the public" lor
and seriously, its al becoz he is ah neo....imagine, if he is just a nobody...any tom, dick and harry, u think we will be interested?

and here is cadecott hill not hollywood........nobody cares after a while....he is not really a SUPER STAR anyway.......

anyway, the papers have so many versions of their affairs
1) guy approach girl, love at first sight, guy wants out, girl threaten suicide so guy stay on. girl confronted wife, wife came into the pic and asked the girl what she wants. guy said bye bye. girl said ok, move on and next moment spill the stories
2) guy approach girl, love at 1st sight, girl wants out, guy begs girl. girl called guy. guy no pick up calls. girl zoomed to guy place. confront him. wife came into picture and asked what exactly the girl wants. guy said bye bye. girl wants revenge and tell stories

hm....101 version... so whose version is the right one
and soon after, woman no. 2, 3, 4, 5 and so on and so fro are coming forward with each and every own story
sigh
=((
wonder whether the wife regretted saying "i already knew abt this affairs 2 yrs ago but choose to close one eye" after realising there is more than one......
*slap forehead*
omg!!

ppl said he is like the "tigerwoods" of singapore
but i beg to defer.... he is just somebody who gotten rich and start to be funny
and therefore he is paying for his mistakes......

what is gg to happen to him
nobody knows
but seriously, this news will be old news soon
coz reader will get tired of it
and like what jackie chan used to say "we are all human. man err" (dun know his exact words but i think he meant something like tt)
steady........*clap hands*

to me, wrong is wrong, wrong cannot be right
and frankly, admit the mistake and move on from there......can forgive but definitely cannot forget
but i dun think i will go ard talking abt....its nothing to be proud of.....

21yrs old, considered a matured young adult.
ppl is married...50 yrs old...what u see in old man?
its all money lor......
still want to put one leg into it.......and then ppl said some "beautiful" words and then get so blinded with it....omg!! *slap forehead*
no words to say le
no one to blame........just yourself......truly u cannot believe tt one day he will leave his wife and children for u......
and now, u want to push all the blame on him.....how can

everybody knows, it takes 2 hands to clap
so ah neo is not to be fully blame........
anyway, either he breaks or he makes it
if he breaks, then the girl who started it all will be happy but what will she gain? so what if she has taken her revenge???its afterall a shameful thing lor
and only shows ppl tt she has no brains
u mean there will be directors in singapore who will want to engage her to film a movie?? i mean this is cadecott hill not hollywood!!
but if he makes it, then as the saying goes "if it does not kill u, it will makes u stronger"

wait for the ending.........SHOWDOWN time!!!

EVERYBODY IS GOING SOMEWHERE EXCEPT ME

some of my coll went to he NATAs fair last weekend
came back on mon and raved all abt it

they have booked their trips!!!
omg!!
so envy.......
=))

and i have nowhere to go........
*devastated*
O_______0

WHAT DO U THINK OF ME?

hm....
what would she think of me.....???

what happened:-

S: hey, ur report and approval paper got made such a statement or not?
I: *blur looked. too many things on mind...cannot think* so i just said "ya"
S: did u do a check then?
I: No
S: No then why u put such a statement.
I: *lagi blur look. coz i also not sure mah*
S: in future if u did not do such a check, dun put in such a statement
I: orh orh orh
S: Yes, orh orh orh, remember ok *stern look*
I: Yes

back at my seat
i a bit buay siong
coz i vividly remembered someone from the other side insisted tt must put tt statement in
so i went to check back history and then FOUND IT!!!
*beam beam*
went back and explained "in report, dun have insert tt statement. in approval paper, original version dun have, but the other side said must put it in, then G went to clarify but eventually the statement went in."
S: so means its not tt we over look lah
I: yes *beam beam*
S: then why put it in?
I: the other side said so. and citied tt its template
S: template means must follow meh? ok lah, as long as its not us....
I: *smile* good

seriously, stuck in between.....what to do.....if G did not say anything at tt time, now say got use meh? and if tt statement not in, the approval cannot be processed and obtained...so how huh?

anyway, after i went back to my desk, and i think it thru
wa kao!!
am i petty or what?
just leave it as it is lor, why must go and explained?
for what?
*ponder*

was told tt its my character lah
things tt i did not do, i will not like to be "accused" of and therefore i want to clarify
good or bad?
i was told its good. showed tt i am not someone who will anyhow say/do things.
hm.....*wonder*....is the comment true??

GROWING OLDER

frankly, i knew i had a strand of white hair at the top
it was a short strand therefore it "stood" out
the little one told me to remove it...and i told her "no way"
i am already dropping hair lor
every hair matters alot to me........lolz

anyway, dear also told me "hey u got a strand of white hair. pull it out...come i help u"
and i screamed at him "dun u dare touch it. just leave it there"

the other day, i was like flipping and flapping my hair (hm...means what huh? hehe)
and i saw more white hairs sneakily hiding beneath my crown.....omg omg
i am so the very sad.......

frankly, must really admit old le
but am i really old??

MISSION 1/3 ACCOMPLISHED

today i was really up to my neck le
until evening time i managed to BREATHE.......hahaha
really
almost want to shout at ppl le
keep coming and asked me "when when when"
oh!! come on!! only 2 hands...and many things to accomplish....also trying my best to manage

anyway, today i am very happy
i gotten the report out
work review......lolz
=)) frankly speaking, i am so damn proud of myself......
the moment i saw boss's email to the sec with my report .....i was so relief tt it was FINALLY OVER......one down...2 more to go......kekeke
jia you!!!

and of course must thank the 2 colls who helped me along the way
and esp J....yet to thank her personally
coz i was really TOO busy....

tomolo scheduled to touch the 2 tenders....but as i have got meeting to attend....i might not b able to do anything AGAIN!!

arrgggghhhhhh............

GOT WRONG MEH?

hm...seriously i dun understand why must "say sorry"
i mean, it was meant to be a warning.....and so the ppl evaculated to safety
ended up nothing happened....and then say "sorry "
i mean if something did happened, then what??? means what? ppl must say "thank you" back??
but they are just doing their job rite?
guess there is no way u can please everybody

take another real life example
in the world war II, no name mentioned
this guy(TG) was asked to man the radar while the actual person(AP) who was supposed to be manning needs to go excuse himself
AP told TG "there will be quite a number of planes coming back....so the radar will shows many moving dots....blah blah blah"

and so TG took over and manned the radar station
soon after, someone reported to TG tt on the radar showed many many moving dots.....and TG calmly told them "dun worry. everything is under control"
and then ....tt was the day pearl harbour was attacked...........*stunned*

hm......so....TG should apologied???
anyway he was tried.....and proven not guilty....coz he does not know.....he just followed instruction.....well, anyway...he mati recently.....but i do believed he did tried his best......no one can blamed him...he was jjust doing his job

THE MONK

some one told me this story last evening

there was this monk, who happened to be walking pass a river and saw a girl crying very bitterly
"y r u crying?"
"my boyfriend whom i loved very dearly decided to leave me forever"...sob sob sob
"well, fine lady, please dun cry anymore...think of it this way....its not ur lost.......u did not lose ur loved one BUT it is HIM who lost some one who loved him dearly in this world"

guessed sometimes u just have to see things from another angle.....
=))

PAPER TALK

sister was complaining to dad abt having to work till now in the bedroom sending emails and doing up her slides for presentation
and she said she is very tired

dad commented to her which i also agreed
ppl paid u how much, u got to work how much or even more for tt amt they paid her
and if she has gotten a "paper" AKA degree or better cert
she would be "enjoying" life now...AKA better working life
"its all paper talk now. u have nobody to blame. if u have thought abt it last time and studied hard"

then dad went into the room and told sister "if i have money, i will give u the money to open your own company.... remember what uncle seng yen said .....he said u have the potential....blah blah blah"

fine..i know..i am always not the well liked one...and so be it
always tell them tt sister is the pearl on the palm...they said they treat both their children equally
equal my foot!!
pui

whatever....so be it
as if i care.....
used to it le...
makes no different
end of the day, u happy, she happy, they happy, all happy can le
who cares whether i happy or not

FEELING THE HEAT

how should i put it
erm... i have been feeling the heat these few days
not becoz of the weather
but becoz of work

i was informed tt i must be seen "actively involved" in a particular project
but i thought i am already participating actively
still no enough?
then what must i do to be seen "actively involved"
*stressed*

seriously, i am trying my best to cope with all the projects assigned to me
and in my humble opinion, i think i am more involved in this particular project than the others
*opps*
of course, i do try to prioritise my work
u know as in, in terms of urgency, which one needs to be flushed out asap from the list.....
and frankly speaking, this particular project is always on my top priority
sigh
and i was informed tt i need to be seen "actively involved"
then i also dun know how le
*scratch head*

was telling dear abt it
and he told me "do one big project better than do many many small ones rite?"
and i said "but if only do one big one...then i dun get to see other ppl...365 days see the same faces...sian lor"
"how many faces u want to see?" he asked me
"serious lah. now i very serious with u. no joke"
"i not joking with u lor. u got see i laff or not? how many male faces u want to see?"
sigh..men!! they just dun get it....

anyway, i thought over it
will give it my best shot
but i dun want to lose any of my existing projects
i want to be able to handle all.....including the additinal assignments....
my babies.....
though K told me, if i really cannot handle, do let him know.....he will speak to V and then re arranged my projects

i dun wished for tt day to come....though dear did gave me a proposal to consider my options
do one big one...and then hold on to one small one....
its ok de....coz the big one is too big to take on too many small ones.....

NOT EASY

looks like to be the world's tallest is not tt easy after all
hm....
first no money
second breakdown...then water leaks.....next is what.....????
famous for all the wrong reasons.....

HAPPILY EVER AFTER

attended carrot and esther's wedding on 28th feb....
chap goh mei....(15th day of the cny)

hm.....
i supposed....no experienced therefore hicups here and there

i was tasked to be the receptionist with 4 other friends of theirs
in the end, only me and the other girl
and a part time one....
sigh
we tried our best to allocate all the guest from the guest list
but it was a big challenge!!!

it was like :-
"hi, friends of groom or bride?"
"BLAH"
"know BLAH from?"
"XXX"
scrolled down the list and try to locate XXX and then "may i know ur name pls"
"ZZZ"
"oh, u r table AA"
"ok. thanks"
"do u want to write some wishes for the couple?"
"do i give the ang pao here?"
"yes...let me help u"

this whole thing just repeat over and over again.....

then zhuang was supposed to be the chinese mcee
but turned out tt the ang mo one wanted to do impromptu speech and not follow the script
and my dear friend explained tt it would be difficult for her as vocab is limited
but the ang mo refused to follow the script
so my dear friend, who is not a save oil lamp, decided tt she will not be the impromptu chinese mcee and told them to get another one to replace her

so angry lor
not her
but me
seriously, zhuang went to set her hair and all and ended up.....no mcee role for her
what is this?
and then since script was given why not just follow....some ppl just cannot take instruction is it??

she claimed tt she cannot read from script
omg!!
blind????

anyway, the groom and bride did not make arrangement for the sisters to meet up one fine day and go thru the whole process or at least let us know each other better mah
anyway, its over....and thank god everything was under control and everybody were very HAPPY!!

there was this funny incident
when the couple were asked to go on stage to pop the chamgpage
the groom was busy shaking the champagne and then the moment it was popped
he poured the champagne himself
hahahaha
i almost faint lor
i thought normally, the couple will pour the champagne together
no??
well...as long as they happy..... =))

carrot was the last one from our sec grp to be married
so i guess tts all
no more weddings to attend le....
=))
so happy tt everyone is happily married

just want to wish all my lovely and wonderful friends....a happy, blessed and blissful marriage!!
just like in fairy tale...."and they lived happily ever after....THE END"

i love ya all!!
muack muack

SO WHAT??

there was a shouting session at work last fri
and i tell u
so steady lor

i was sitting in my little far away land
when i heard a guy's voice shouting at one of my coll
and i was like "who the hell is this guy who dare to scold my coll"
and i being the kapo one, stood up and took a peep
along came a coll showed me the "hush hush" sign
and i quickly took the cue and sat down........

u know what happened?
it was a shouting session b/w small boss and staff.....hm....
"JUST FOLLOW INSTRUCTION!!"
steady rite

few mins later
the shoutings got louder and ended up at boss's cubicle
staff explained tt if no basis she won't follow
and small boss made some remarks....
then boss told the small boss to hush hush after the staff stormed out of the office

sigh....
seriosuly, do we have to work until like this.......
shout to get things done....
i personally felt tt its not necessary rite?

can u imagine, if it happened to me one fine day.....
think i will send in the white flag lor
work until so unhappy...what for...
but luckily, today, everything back to normal....

rainbow after the storm.....
=))

anyway, side track abit
i was telling dear abt this inccident
and he told me "so what? i dun want to know what happened in ur office lah"
and then it striked me!!
striked me so hard
last time, someone also told me this.........
kua kua kua

so scary
send shivers thru my spine.....

remind me to diam diam in future
*zip zip*

IF YOU ARE MY TEARS......

was having dinner with dear in this steamboat rest near kallang

they were like playing the karaoke disc
and i happened to listen to this song......

quite like the lyrics....esp this portion

loosely translated:-

if u r my one of my teardrops
then i will never ever want to shed a single tear........

omg!! omg!!
steady rite....

ok, maybe in ang mo not very touch lah
but listen to it in the chinese version.....then maybe can appreciate more....

but dun ask me abt the title of the song
coz i dun know
i was busy eating......lolz

O______o
duh!!