MY WEI QU

ok
i admitted
i was very upset over the weekends
why?
i also dun know
kekeke

and u know who got it from me??!?!?!?
who else rite...*arm chio*

anyway, i did not have a huge outburst
i was just feeling very gloomy......

luckily, he had to attend a wedding lunch on sunday
so we only met on sat

he wanted to go fishing but on fri evening, i already repeatedly told him "NO FISHING NO FISHING. I DUN WANT TO GO FISHING!"
though he did tried his luck on sat, my answer to him was a firm "NO"
hehehe
he kept asking me "what's wrong? why no fishing? why u dun want to go fishing?"
and i just simply replied "dun want means dun want"
in normal circumstances, i think he would have just packed up and go fishing without him
but on sat, i dun know why, he was very patient with me.....
ok...i have to say "i am so sorry dear" but i was really very upset
but i also not very mean to him lor, eventually i did go fishing with him......lolz

what happened on fri, upset me so much tt it ruined my weekends........sigh

this was what happened:-
imagine, u have agreed to do something using method A
and then since day 1, u went ard telling ppl u will be using method A and then everybody knows abt method A
suddenly, last min, at the last lap, before u abt to cheong to the finishing line, tt person told u "hey! why u use method A huh? i tell u, it should be method B"
wa kao!!
thunder strikes!! lightning splashes across the sky lor
really raining cats and dogs i tell u
last min, choot pattern
then want me to do what
i was stunned for words......cannot react....
i hate it!!
esp method A was also he said one.....

and worst, i was send on a wild goose chase
was instructed to go find out the procedures of Z
and when i went to ask, was informed something like "its in house procedure. why asked me"
wa lao!!
like i so cukoo like tt
really damn pek chey
fine!! i told myself...already kana once, how bad could it be for no. 2 rite?

i got a paper to put up
vetted thru and said ok
got all the relevant signatures
went to SB, its not ok
i checked the template, ya ok wat. i followed
so whats wrong
this one cannot, tt one cannot
fine, its ok
was told to learn from it
which i also think should be the case
ended up, the other side refuse to re sign the paper.......wa lao!!
my fault???!!?
i also following instruction lor

yes, so u guessed correctly, i was very upset....over work....over such lead...over what have i been doing....

so today, this very morning, i told myself...its ok...its all abt work. just do it....and i went to report what i found out abt procedure Z...and i was told "i know its not an internal procedure....how can it be an internal procedure...."
wa lao!!
if know, then why still ask me go find out.....
steady lor....really send me on a wild goose chase...me really cukoo bird lor
>.<
duh


and the paper still not re sign.....and "deadline" is today
was told there is a story behind it, and nobody told me in the first place........
arggghhhhhhhhhhh

and the method B still stays
informed tt i cannot go check personally coz i got course to attend
gave me 101 crappy tt i have to go.....
so how to go?
*shake head*

dun understand why is it tt when dear is happy at work, i will be unhappy.......
and u must be wondering why he is happy rite? coz he was supposed to be unhappy
tts becoz he is planning to go back...........go back to where he came from......
arrggggghhhhhh......

but i told myself "its ok. hang in there.....the worst i have been thru...what's this"
peanuts lor....

but still, i am upset....