FEELING THE HEAT

how should i put it
erm... i have been feeling the heat these few days
not becoz of the weather
but becoz of work

i was informed tt i must be seen "actively involved" in a particular project
but i thought i am already participating actively
still no enough?
then what must i do to be seen "actively involved"
*stressed*

seriously, i am trying my best to cope with all the projects assigned to me
and in my humble opinion, i think i am more involved in this particular project than the others
*opps*
of course, i do try to prioritise my work
u know as in, in terms of urgency, which one needs to be flushed out asap from the list.....
and frankly speaking, this particular project is always on my top priority
sigh
and i was informed tt i need to be seen "actively involved"
then i also dun know how le
*scratch head*

was telling dear abt it
and he told me "do one big project better than do many many small ones rite?"
and i said "but if only do one big one...then i dun get to see other ppl...365 days see the same faces...sian lor"
"how many faces u want to see?" he asked me
"serious lah. now i very serious with u. no joke"
"i not joking with u lor. u got see i laff or not? how many male faces u want to see?"
sigh..men!! they just dun get it....

anyway, i thought over it
will give it my best shot
but i dun want to lose any of my existing projects
i want to be able to handle all.....including the additinal assignments....
my babies.....
though K told me, if i really cannot handle, do let him know.....he will speak to V and then re arranged my projects

i dun wished for tt day to come....though dear did gave me a proposal to consider my options
do one big one...and then hold on to one small one....
its ok de....coz the big one is too big to take on too many small ones.....