DECISION DECISON DECISION

sigh
really breaks my heart to see my dear friend in this stage
dun she knows tt her world does not revolve ard just ONE person!!!! (OK, she is not the only one like this. coz I used to be like this too!!! hehehe....sorry for the pot calling the kettle black....hehehe =P)
even if she does not believe tt it breaks my heart to see her in this stage, at least, believe tt her parents will.........
>.<

my friend, u got to be strong...there is nothing i can do
whatever u decide to do, i will support u
just like u were there for me when i was low low low......

ever think wat the other party will think or feel to see u in this stage??
also feel sad??? heart also break??
or out having "fun"...as if nothing happened???
sigh
then how??? u feel lagi worst rite????!!!??

imagine he can still eat, sleep, drink and poo
but u?? can't eat, can't sleep, can't drink and can't poo........sigh

i remembered last time when we quarrelled....
i will be at home "crying" and feeling so so depressed
thinking tt he will also be
but end up, he was out everyday with his friends, MJ, bowling, eating, karaoke, outing, etc....whatever u can think of....he did not even put the matter into his heart lor
and i was like "wa kao!! bloody hell"
few times later, i also learnt to "heck care" la....
u have ur life i also have lor
why should i be feeling so depressed and crying away when he is out having fun .......

then i hear others stories
if u be 1st, i will be 15th
so both can play the same game....
>.<
*evil grin*
u "steal eat" i also can "steal eat"
u asked me dun like this do, but u urself can do, then sorry lor, i also can do...
*evil evil*

but then, play play play
one day also sian lor
so why dun handle the things like what a reasonable person will do
dun act childishly and sweep the matter under the carpet
bring it out, openly talk and settle
"every problem comes with many possible alt solutions"....i was told..u just need to find the best solution...

sigh sigh sigh
really very upset ...... when will my friend be herself again?
well, pray to upstairs bah
might see a light at the end of the dark tunnel.....
maybe think too much le....its all a misunderstanding??????
upstairs will give strenght and show the way....afterall, everything happened for a reason rite?
we just simply know the reason now....but one day, one day, we will

full confrontation??? get a reply which can be acceptable???
or diam diam till the day u lie in the coffin???? then no more complains....coz u accepted in silence....

which character r u??
u decide