PERSISTENCE DOES PAY OFF

we got the J's concert tic
dun know good or not
but they dun come easy

I need to churn and churn for the best seat available
and then always dun have
1 hr later I only managed to grab 4 tix
really sweat lor
coz need 6 mah
and finally, last min, let me grab the last two tix which I want lor

never before I felt so stress to get concert tic... hahaha
until someone's hands were trembling.... CMI
and I was so diligently churning and churning... coz the mission is to grab 6 tix mah...

good seats or not
we all dun know
afterall its held at the new indoor stadium

but whatever it is, I am very sure, the concert should be AWESOME!!!

NUA NUA NUA

SHIOK!

long weekend
=)

yappie, I applied my OIL
so I will enjoy the long weekend

and then come Saturday!
the long awaited CONCERT!!

WOOHOO!!!!!
can't wait
*beam beam*

SAY CHEEZED

I tell u
I was fuming in the am
why?
coz of an incident

u tell me lor
is it my fault or someone dun know but want to act "li hai" like tt
WTF

at raffles place, got someone alight
so I took the priority seat after scanning tt it was SAFE to take the seat lor
then along came this auntie in red top and stood in front of me
I IMMEDIATELY INDICATED TO HER TT SHE CAN HAVE THE SEAT "auntie, give u sit"
"No need. its ok. I am alighting soon"
OK fine, but I gestured her again to double confirm and she rejected my KIND OFFER

so on her way to outram park station, she stood, I sat and we talked lor.... =D

SO, ok lor, I sit
then this FUCKING bitch standing b/w the interaction of two trains kept looking at my direction and I knew immediately wtf is gg thru her fucking brain
"WHY U SEE THE OLD LADY NO LET HER HAVE THE SEAT?"
but do I care? no.. why? coz I already offered and auntie said NO NEED

then u know wat happened next?
she whipped out her hdp and aimed it at my direction
I was so pissed le, like WHAT THE HELL DO U THINK U R DOING???
and I just stared right at her while she was taking the photo
and she gave me the "U DUN GIVE UP THE SEAT TO AUNTIE, I DARE TO TAKE UR PHOTO" look

I could have gone up and give her a good one
WHATS RIGHT SHE HAS TO TAKE MY PHOTO when I did nothing wrong!!
but I did not....

its becoz of such FUCKING BITCH, no dao de xin, tt carries rumours and lies ard lor
causing misunderstanding to arise

wait till one day u also tio the same thing, then u come and judge ppl
BTW, u dun have the rights to judge anyone, coz u think u r a saint urself?
OH COME ON!!
seriously wtf!!

anyway I was fuming thru out the AM, like seriously DO U EVEN KNOW WHAT THE FUCK U R DOING? and still dare to show me ur ya ya kalapa face like u knew wat is gg on!!

duh!!

anyway, my photo does not come cheap
misuse it and u know what u gg to get lor

hope one day u will also get misunderstood and then u can have a taste of ur own medicine
"JIA LI HAI"
then u jumped into yellow river also wash and wash no clean....
HUAT AH!!

okok
I know I am very bad but then she is worse off than me
okok, I know, I shall not scoop to her level
ya, true, I should not
tsk tsk

pardon me
=D

SHIOK SHOWER

i have not took a cold bath for the longest time
coz too used to having a warm bath with the heater

tt day, i dun know why
perhaps weather hot, so i decided to take a cold shower
i tell u, surprise, surprise
i can tahan the coldness
in fact i thought it was SHIOK leh

so concluded, weather hot la
if not, i doubt i can tahan the coldness

i think once a while take cold bath not bad leh
so refreshing
and keep urself cool....
=D

perhaps i should take another shower before i go to bed
*yawn*

OUR "EX" SONG

sat went to an event
went to dreamer café
of course he did not go
coz we did had an argument also gg for this event

and guess wat?
first song they sang was the same song when we went to SWITCH on our first outing
and i was like "our song"... now is "ex" song

shocked for words
any meaning to tt?
we are confirmed fated??

AAAARRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!

SELFISH OR KEY SIAO

"u all only think abt urselves. u are all green eyed monsters! u r selfish!!"
*slam*
"u also selfish wat"

WOW!
early in the AM, a saga begins.......

then the saga continued, but only one sided
then H went to talk to M, asking her to cool it and dun argue over such petty stuff
then M rattled on and on and on
then I was told she teared

WA LAO!!
wat so big deal?!?
come on

then M went to H's cubicle and rattled on and on
".....lay down my life!" "I swear, if I am lying, I die now"
WA KAO!!
so serious bo?
for what?
u tell me

ALL OVER A THUMBDRIVE!!
hahaha
>.<

she was holding on to the thumbdrive for a week le ( I was told)
so P asked for it back as she wants to use it
and M said she is using it
so P said just saved the stuff into her hard drive and pass it back to her
M told P to borrow from O
but P said dun want (frankly, the thumbdrive is under P's custodian)
and then tts how the saga started

bcoz we are gg to shift next yr mah
so we were told to go paperless
so we need to scan our doc
and then u know la
old birds will have tons of paper than us
but I also have tons la
but I seriously dun care la

office wants to go paperless, then they better give us a solution
and not rush us into a mad dash to scan our doc and go paperless
its too much lor
anyway the issue is not paperless la
its the saga over the thumbdrive

so hor
u know la
M is not really well liked among the staff, so this saga, she only sets the line deeper b/w herself and the rest
all becoz of principles?
she think she is right and P is wrong
but then, she is always at the losing end lor
she always "gets" herself into trouble with ppl, but she just dun care
coz she thinks she is right
but then by insisting her own way, she always a loner
so I was telling someone so what if she wins, give her win la then what she gain?
nothing lor
she only gets her thumbdrive but she has drifted further from the team

imagine, she can tell the hawker tt "so exp. next time dun eat le"
hawker will tell u" dun eat then dun eat la."
afterall, the hawker has other customers..
she can go buffet and tell the waiter "ur food not nice. i am gg to give u a last chance and try this. u better make sure its nice"
*slap forehead*
she can ordered the food and the food took a long time to come, she will go and cancel her order and then show us a black face!! DUH, seriously!!
she just have 101 stuff tt u wont be able to think of lor

so anyway, she unhappy mah
so she bang table, files and cabinets lor

and the best thing is BOSS asked me to go talk to her
"WHY ME?" I asked
"coz THEY said u and her good friends"
"NO LA" *yuan wang ah*
"no meh?"
"she and Y then good friends lor"
"ai ya, i dun care, who and who, u and Y go talk to her. asked her to behave herself in office"
*rolled eyes*

frankly, i dun want to get myself involved in this
i will keep a neutral stand
M is not my good friend lor, only coll
i also kept distance from her, coz i know we dun mixed well, she just too weird for me
but Y is OK with her, she dun mind her and style
but to me, i cannot, sure will fight de
so if will fight, then better dun get close...

dun like to quarrel with ppl who thinks they are right
coz u say 1 word, they returned u 10, and u never win, coz they only think they are right

and i read an article on sat... this staff, got paper de, very good qualification
but becoz she very "detailed", very systematic...everything she does, she planned very well
and when things dun go her way, she will key siao and kick up a fuss
and becoz of this, she dun have "ren yuan" and no matter how well she did her job, she already does not have good record
so she dun get the promotion and all the increment.....so end up, she always have to change job... but every hop she took, its not to a higher position.. its always the same position, ard the same $$$

so hor, morale of the story... work smart not hard
must have "ren yuan" what is "your principles" can eat de bo?
sometimes give sometimes take
dun go head on...for what?
win le, then gain what?
gain scars and injuries lor

too bad
she dun understand such things
so she just continue to make enemies while others make friends lor
=D

ONE MORE TWO MORE

I think old le
or I have not been working my muscles well
not well conditioned
=(

I attended kick boxing and zumba on fri
and then hey presto!!
sat I was still fine can attend event
but come sun, when I opened my eyes at 10plus, my body like tio ppl whack leh
whack until jia liat jia liat
=(

cannot walk and cannot carry things
legs and hands aching, back in pain
WTF
seriously, lao kor kor le
*sob sob*

NEED OR WANT

T BEE spoilt
so the two old folks went to get a T BEE and carried it back themselves as the delivery will like be in three days time
as they dun want to wait, so they DIY

came back, papa went to bed, while mama was tasked to clean the console
and me? I went out to cut hair and jalang lor
hehehe

when I came back, hey presto!!
mama was cooking dinner, t bee no up, papa was trying to fix the tv
dun know how long he took to do it, but he kept saying cannot cannot
I just stayed in the room lor, why go be kapo when its a man's job rite? and frankly, I also dun know how mah

then he called me to see if I can help
so I went to see what help I can rendered lor
but dun have
no instruction book, no photo, how the fuck would I know how to fix it
so I quietly went back to my room

then papa has a bright idea
he called BIL... hahaha
but BIL dun know what is papa trying to tell him
so finally papa opened his mouth "can u come over after dinner for a few mins to fix the T BEE pls"

after he hung up the phone, I went outside
and I started to meddle with the stuff
frankly, I was like "why would I need a man?  I can fix it lor"
and then while I was busy trying to figure how to fix the thing, I suddenly saw the light and hey presto!!! I fixed it!!
TA DA!!!

and papa was like "u r good lor. u can figure it out and fix it"
and mama was like "ai ya, u have to try all ways mah. u also no try just keep saying cannot"
then I just diam diam and few mins later I opened my mouth and say "why need a man? no need la"

ok, so the stand is fixed, now need to plug in all the wires
which dun need to look at me, coz I wont know
so papa did the plugging in of the wires
but when the T BEE was switched on, NO HEY PRESTO!!
we were all staring into the silver stars!!
*slap forehead*

"why cannot" papa went
and I asked "what did the man do just now? which channel he turned to?"
"DUN KNOW" both reply
*face palm*
"then now how? both also dun know and I also dun know" I went
mama was first to say "dun know"
and papa said "I think no choice la, got to call X to come down"
and mama went "dun always trouble ppl la. call the shop up"
and I went "no choice lor. we also dun know how to switch on the T BEE mah"
then while papa was calling BIL, I just tried all the buttons lor....and HEY PRESTO!! I got the T BEE working!!
*clap hands*

frankly and seriously, who needs a man??
I guess, like what someone told me "u dun need a man, u only want a man coz when u feel tired and need to rest, the man will take the lead"

BINGO!
I think he hits the nail on the head
=D
tts the problem when I am too strong!!!
but HELLO!! I also want to be pamper by someone at times lor..kekeke

unless I find someone who I am willing to let him lead, if not, the someone better let me lead most of the time....if not sure got sparks
and this someone I think not many species out there......

anyway now we got T BEE le....
=D

GOOD, BETTER, BEST??

I want to share abt this microwave container

few months back, got sales from this atas shop, so I bought like three sizes of microwave -able containers
then I popped into the $2 shop, and hey presto! I saw this small container, which can cook one bowl of rice using the microwave
and then there were also other sizes and all at $2 ......
then I was like thinking "$2 nia, and can get so many sizes too then why I buy the three different sizes from the atas shop at a much higher price"

anyway , bought le mah, so be it lor
so I only got one $2 container back, just to try.. if cannot work, then at least I throw away also no sad or heart pain

many months later, I finally got to use the $2 container and microwave some food
TWICE actually...still ok leh, I must say
hahaha
for 2 mins each time...

then I asked myself again, if $2 can do the trick, then why did I buy the other three at a much higher price leh? I should have bought all from the $2 shop
value for money? can cook better? food taste better? more durable? branded?
I dun know leh
anyone knows why?

coz $2 just sounds too good to be true?

today I happened to pass by the JH, everything gg for 12% discount
I saw the a microwave container gg at $2.90.. before discount .... so dat lor
dun buy I "dui bu qi zi ji" leh
wanted to buy all sizes.. coz $2.90 and the biggest size is like $4.90 only
why dun buy
buy and keep also good
give as pressies also not bad leh
afterall its very useful mah
kekeke

but I restrained myself la
did not go crazy over the 12% sales
I only bought one....

so if economical price container can do the trick, why ppl still go for the atas one huh?
$2 = good
$2.90 = better
$10 over = BEST???
>.<

R U OK?

dun I look ok?
I mean I am fine leh
why is everybody asking me "r u ok? have u moved on?"
no big deal ah
nothing to lose rite?
try out and cannot so cannot lor

ok I do admit I was abit sad and depressed and then I got "lost" dun know what to do suddenly on weekends
=P
dun know when he has indeed become a part of my life
but then life still goes on right?
I think I am just used to having him ard...
I guess I am those tt if I dun want, I wont have waste my time on it
so when I do want spend my time on it, means the thing meant something

y was telling him "he would be the one, if only he change and get a job"
too bad, just cannot work out
too bad, nobody wants to give in
too bad, nothing is gg to change

then why hang on, why hold on
dragging the whole thing, will mean I will eventually have to accept it
and based on my own character, I will be in deep shit then... coz I will accept and I cannot make noise or complain
so better to get out rite?

I guess he wont be attending the same event as me anymore
which I dun really care
afterall, if he dun want to remain as friends, then so be it
=D
I am fine with the arrangement
no hard feelings
I just cant stand it when the others asked "so where is ur teddy bear? why ur teddy bear not here? where is ur partner? where is ur bf?"
and when I explained tt "no la we r just friends"
and then all will go like "but I thought u guys are together le. why now not together? can like tt de meh?"
HELLO?
WHY CANNOT!!
WTF
angry to the fuck....
DUH

saw his current status  "dun rush into things when it need time to grow"
lets hope he really understand the true meaning ...... and not just talk talk talk, say say say and not  put into action for things he claimed tt he will do
=P

let's just wish us all the best and find tt special someone
and I know he is just ard the corner.... soon soon.. he will pop up infront of me
=D
HUAT AH!!

ROLL ON THE GROUND AND EVERYWHERE

dad came back one day and raved abt this "master" who help healed many ppl staying ard our area
and he asked the ppl there and all said ya this master damn good! heal all kind of shit!!
=D
the thing is, no medicine, no nothing...all u need to do is "ROLL ON THE GROUND"

steady rite?
wahahaha

I never witness it with my own eyes
but tts what dad said and as many as 10 over ppl roll with him EVERYDAY without fail
and he just attended the session like for one week

day 1 : very giddy after rolling
day 2 : still giddy
day 3 : slightly better but still giddy
day 4 : much better but still giddy
day 5 : steady pom pi pi.. no giddy

sounds weird and funny rite?
but tts what he has been doing for the past few days
rolling on the ground until he went to get himself an army raincoat. why?
coz raining mah... ground is wet, with the raincoat, his clothing wont get wet and dirty

so dad said as long as can "get rid" of his irregular heart beat... what he also willing to try

I thought ppl will "ROFL" = roll on floor and laugh but there are ppl who really just "ROFH"= roll on floor for health

NO WATER NO WATER

read the mag abt moisturizer
then this doc said hor something like moisturizer only protects the surface. does not go into the skin deep
so hor if u apply the hydration moisturizer, it means only tt it locks the water on the surface, so next morning, u thought ur face very "toi toi" but actually nothing went skin deep, all on the surface nia

just like collagen, u eat hor... but once inside ur body, u need to "combine" them together again, so actually maybe ur body no absorb the collagen at all (something like tt la, cannot remember the exact words)

so hor, toner can skip, moisturizer can skip
then wat also dun need to apply on the face le lor

no wonder mama always said "use soap and water can le la. keep face clean at all times. dun spend money to buy this and tt. all no use de"

steady lor
save save save.... mama really knows best!!
=D

but the doc did recommend two products tt are sold at his clinic la
he said he will always recommend these two products to his clients
dun ask me, what they are, coz I was not paying attention to the article after I realized tt hydration moisturizer is no use de
=(

PUZZLED??

today I got myself a HK watch for $72
bargained price, she dropped the cents for me... told me "today last day here...." and then I went "so cannot give me discount meh?"
frankly, I dun care u last day here or first day here, I JUST WANT MY DISCOUNT!!!
>.<

anyway then the conversation went on like this which made me a bit bit puzzle

"get the white one. can match the fair skin very well. next time can change the strap to black. but the black one, cannot change to white?"
"WHY?"
"dun match mah"
PUZZLE NO. 1... white can match black,  but not black with white?  what theory is this?

"so next time want to change. go where change?"
"dun worry. u see, I stay in bedok too. if u buy, I will put the contact number on the receipt, if u need to change the strap just call me"
"oh..ok"
"the battery can last like for 1 yr, we guarantee the battery for 6 months too. so u can also call me if u need to change battery"
"oh.. ok"
"but I think u dun need to worry la. the watch can auto shut de mah. so very battery saving. I think the battery can last 3 years"
*kua kua kua*
PUZZLE NO. 2....first u say can last 1 yr... then subsequently u said 3 yrs... so which is which??

so end of the day, even if u give me ur number, I also wont be using it lor... and so many years later, u might have "closed shop" le
then how?

stranded....
=D

OPPS! I DID IT AGAIN

remembered I said I went shopping during the long weekend?
and i mentioned tt i was at the bodyshop sales

so i was like looking at the products deciding what to buy and for whom in the office
when i reached this table, looking at the products, these two abnn came along, one on each side
then as i browsing thru, they were talking to each other
can u imagine how irritating it was
but anyway since i was happily selecting my stuff, i did not really bother much abt them
but frankly, if u r not interested to get anything and just want to chit chat, i suggest tt u go find a nice coffee café or go sit at the coffee shop and chat all u want and dun BLOCK ppl' way la

anyway i also cant be bother la, but hor, suddenly the bottle of body foam slipped off my hand and landed on HER FEET!!
OUCH!! OUCH!! OUCH!! she went and i went "sorry sorry sorry"

swee rite?
tt would teach all of u out there a lesson
dun block ppl's way if u r not buying....give up the space to others, coz accidents do happened!!!
DUH

and then today i did it yet again
no, i was not shopping, i was alighting from the bus
and the lady sitting beside me was kind enough to stood up and let me walk thru
but hor, being "stingy" she only left a small space for me to walk
but also cannot blame her coz crowded mah
anyway i have to walk thru lor, no choice rite?
i need to alight from the bus mah

and then due to the small space given, i step on her foot
"SHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"
hahaha
opps!!
sorry
did not mean it
so teach u ppl out there, be generous la.... dun be stingy, the space is FOC anyway

ARE U OR DO U?

are u really in love?

OR

u really want to love? or try to love? or just want to be loved?

NEED A BREAK

i tell u
old le means old le lor

anyway I think I deserved it and asked for it la
but gg for gym I also no ache or pain until like what I am gg thru now
kekeke

whole body aching and left arm also in "pain"
DUH

all I did for the past two days was shopping only lor
walk and buy and carry the bags lor
=(
split between two days wat...got so shiong meh?
cannot be right?

anyway did cheer up abit la
hahaha
=)

money spend well ... served it purpose....cheer up
=D

later gg to sweep tomb
I tell u... sigh.... I need my body massage!!!
=D
*looking forward to tt day*
or should I just apply for my OIL....afterall my entitlement
=D

anyway I also forgot to share abt this salad stop I went for makan
I tell u hor
I always wanted to try so in I went on fri after my trip to the branded bags sales
I ordered the bid bird salad
and I was like "WA LAO!!so much!! how to finish"
anyway since I got tons of time I slowly enjoy my bowl of salad lor

and HEY presto!!!
I managed to finish the bowl myself
and guess what??
I skipped lunch and dinner too!! wahaha
very worth the $11 buck hor
I think luckily I no order drinks if not, I dun think I can finish the meal

but then becoz I wanted to try the Tender Chicken Express inside the interchange, I still made myself eat my dinner
hahaha
ya, u r right
end up I still pigged myself out
but hor, becoz I had salad earlier on and combined my breakfast and lunchie..... I dun really feel tt guilty la.. though I did feel abit...kekeke

and my verdict??!?
both also can worth to eat
YUM YUM!!
*nom nom nom*

WELL SAID

I was reading the weekly mag and saw this article

reporter asking the actor how his rs with his wife survived for 10 yrs and they can still be so lovey dovey

he said " first and forthmost, cannot take each other for granted.  must remember to keep the sparks alive. nitty gritty stuff cannot be ignored.  dun need to be bother abt whether the other party loves u how deep. just do ur part and be responsible in the rs.  of course, action speaks louder than words. so u must also do the act and not just say say say"

I totally agreed with what he said
frankly, *clap hands*...very well said

but how many really can understand this simple statement?

dun need to ask the partner "how deep is ur love? or how much do u love me"
coz if he/she dun loves u, why bother to be with u? 
coz u r rich??? or u r handsome/pretty?
no such thing as equal love.... someone tend to love someone a little more.....

dun need to every min or every sec say how much u love him/her...coz he/she would definitely be able to feel/ "see" the love u give not becoz of a few words u say.......

responsible to the rs...how many can do this?
even a thought or dream also means u went "off track" le lor
even a simple exchanging messages or go out with others already not respecting the rs le
though u might think tt its nothing, but nothing nothing will become something....

true love..... I am still waiting for him to appear ...
*shy shy*

SINKING SHIP

first was the plane... gone missing
now the ship....better luck....not lost....but ppl missing

but but but....

lost or found... also a disaster.... also sad
=(

until the VP took own life.... so serious hor

like tt... many ppl related to the missing plane also need to "take own life"
must "see far" mah.. its an accident... no one to blame....
unless u knew and then still gave the green light to go ahead... then u will be haunt by ur conscience ...

RAIN OR SHINE

how would u know its long weekend??

just go shopping lor and u will know....
and when u start to ask urself
"where r the ppl huh? why no crowd de?"
TADA!!
mystery solved!!
hahaha

so how did I know??
coz I went shopping lor
coz I needed one, I was not feeling great, remember??!
last weekend did not get to go coz it was raining and ended up I stayed home and nua
and I know I really and seriously need a shopping therapy..dun know what I want to buy but I just need to spend and eat to make myself feel better

I know I know
bad habit
but it has been like this since dun know when le....
I tried not to let myself pig out.. coz after tt I will feel very "FAT" so end up I spend lor

so this long weekend, I decided rain or shine... I will cheong out there
of course, to prevent myself from anyhow buy stuff.... I decided to also shop for Christmas pressies
hahaha
early shopping this yr.....

rather than any how buy stuff which I might not need, might as well draw up the Christmas list....

total damage.....kekeke
not a lot la... I think less than $1K
confirmed less than tt
I am very sure.... hehehe

let me do an estimate...hmm... let's see

body shop - $3XX
espirit - $1XX
G2000 - $1XX
face shop - close to $100
sports link - $1XX
Misc - $XXX


ALL MINE...
wahahahhahaaha

DUH!
=(

HAPPY EASTER

HAPPY "BUNNY" DAY!!
=D


woohoo!!
its a PH!!
=D
long weekend!!

waiting for the long weekend to come... needed a break from all the shit!!

do what?
eat choco, find bunny lor
=D

一個人

finally found this song!!
*heartz*
by sandy lam...always heard from the radio.. but did not managed to get the title....and I found it!!
the ang mo version is "love triangle" which I also *heartz*

我想和你好好過一生
也想偶爾一個人
我想我的生活很安穩
也想偶爾不安份

也許是我太敏感
總是在問我最近是否有點悶
清早直到黃昏
有幾個小時動人
我會不會已經忘了性感

也許是我太認真
總害怕自己變了你的人
大街直到大門
有幾個故事發生
我算不算是幸福的人

不是愛你不夠深
只想對自己更誠懇
清早直到黃昏
有幾個小時動人
已經很久沒有認識陌生的人

最好是你不要問
有時候我想做遊魂
大街直到大門
有幾個故事發生
什麼都擁有卻想別的可能

我想做你更好的愛人
才想偶爾一個人
我想我的感情會永恆
才想偶爾不安份

不再聯繫

也許還能在網上看到你的消息
也許我唱的歌還存在你的手機
也許我愛你埋在心底變成秘密
也許你想我的時候我也在想你
多少次我告訴自己
此情可待已成追憶
多少次我告誡自己
不再為你流淚到一敗塗地
我和你不再聯繫
希望你不要介意
要怪就怪當初沒在一起
而你對現在也比較滿意
所以我留下來也沒有道理
我和你斷了聯繫
不代表我不想你
走到哪裡還是會有惦記
而我也開始試著去忘記
抹去我們過去的放棄的所有交集

 

 

chanced upon this song.....

thought its nice....

 

reminds me of her....the silly her

sigh

tt day almost made me cry again

 

I saw her crying but did not say much

IM her to stop crying as the rest would be coming back to the office

she said "sorry I thought i can hide it from u"

"its ok. no worry. but just go dry ur tears and stop it"

told me the wife almost found out abt them........

my heart stopped beating for a split second

 

and i asked her so?

she said she was so worried for him

told her "dun be silly la. the day u two decided to play with fire, there is nothing to worry abt. and why should u be worrying for him? he should be the one worrying for himself. tts the rules of the game"

"I dun want to ruin his family'

"the day, u decided to get back together and that day u two decided to play with fire, everything is ruined. so why worry now?"

 

"truth hurts"

"I know. since when truth does not hurt"

"pains me so much tt he loves his wife more. and I love a man whom i am not supposed to love and not mine"

"u chose this path. what can u say now?"

"I know. but when the reality hits, its very pain"

 

 

SIGH

wat can I say?

nothing

i dun encourage and I never support

but what can i do?

maybe to u, my words are very hurtful...but do u not know tt my heart hurts too....

I may not be the 3rd party.... and dun wish to be one.... but I definitely know the pains of the wife...

 

there is a wedding, the groom and bride were so happy.... but the bride is not me....

what to do?

what can u do?

can't let it go?

coz the pasture is always greener on the other side?

the one u cannot have, is always the best?

 

told me she knew it was wrong but she just cant let it go

told her "its becoz u refused to admit its a wrong"

sigh

 

frankly, like I told her the exact same word

"dun know is u cry or I cry? maybe we should just cry together"



LIAR LIAR

"a lie is a lie, no matter who said it"

totally agreed
very well said

*clap hands*

liar liar pants on fire!!!

DUN THINK OF ME

"if thinking of me, will give u pain, then please dun think of me"

wa kao!
I almost tear when hubby said to his wife
what happened was hubby met wife, appr 6 months later they got married
becoz the hubby's sister passed away in  fire and left behind a bb girl
so they decided to bring up the bb girl ma chiam like their own bb girl
so they decided to get marry

4 yrs later
the wife realized tt she cannot continue on like this
not becoz of her own illness
but also becoz she has not learn how to be a mama and a wife
and she just went into these two roles just like tt

so I think the ending no need to say much la
u know and I know
yayaya, another drama which I am watching now
hahaha

but dun u worry abt the story
just tt statement alone, I think damn touching

HELLO. HOW HAVE U BEEN?

went for a pri school gathering last night

ya u no hear or read wrongly
its pri school!! hahaha

all thanks to the power of FB lor
steady rite?

though many ppl voted for yesterday date
in the end, the total headcount was only 7 of us!!

someone said we shall have a big gathering next yr.... coz we are turning 40!!!

sounds so scary hor
duh

someone asked me since gg to be 40 soon... what am I still waiting for ?
I replied waiting for the good man to drop down from the sky lor
then he said "ok, will help me look out for one"

another one was saying "u dun work so hard la. go find a good man and get marry. tts the most impt thing we ladies should do. marry good"
sigh
I used to think I was very lucky to marry him
but 9 yrs later, my dreams were all shattered

still being positive abt finding my soulmate...just tt not looking for the sparks and firework....
not much time for those stuff, not a syt anymore

anyway, though only seven of us... but we had so much fun catching up
from 730 chat till 12mn... u said fun bo??

everybody has grown and changed....those boy who used to be noti.. well, now have become more matured
and those siao cha bo kind.. have all mellow and become so lady like...

we have all changed for the better!!

HUAT AH!!

STUDY TIME

went to attend a course today in SMU

suddenly feel like gg back to school.......

hm.......

*deep thought*

always wanted to go take my Masters....

hm......

NEED A BREAK

why is it tt I am sad huh?
can't explained
I cried two nights ago....
not until "die father die mother" kind though

I think its the pent up whatever shit inside me....
I was WA-ing with Y and while dl-ing to her what had happened during the day, the tears just flow down
she told me to "hang in there. not worth to throw becoz of her. finished the task to show tt u can do it"
I know where she coming from... when I was MUCH younger, I would do tt... coz cannot admit lose mah
but hor, now different story....
working under one cukoo already very poor thing, and now TWO
how to work?
will never get any work done to their satisfactory level le
coz nothing will ever X infinity please them
and whatever I do, to them is not good enough

just take the incident where she said tt she is currently tied up with some shit, so she will not comment on the paper until she sees mine
so ok lor, I went to do it, but unhappily, why?
use the backside also can think right?
if she is busy and has no time to comment, what makes her so sure tt after I commented, she will have time to comment???
TELL ME
or she just read thru, no major problem, then she will send it out the engineer... TADA!! her work... claimed credit for it
PUI!!

anyway I just do lor
afterall its work mah
nothing personal
though I did wonder how the hell she will have time to go thru it

true enough
last evening, the engineer send email and asked for the commented paper
for whatever reason, maybe my email was not impt, so she did not see my commented version
and she send me an email asking me for the commented paper and cc the other cukoo
I WAS FUMING!!
all the way to the ends of the hair

TO PROVE WHAT!!
u tell me
by doing this, what r u trying to prove?
tt u r doing work? and I did not do?
well, sorry lor, coz when I send out the commented paper, I kept the two cukoo in the loop
so steady rite?
only show what?
showed tt u did not even bother to go thru ur emails first and assumed tt I did not do lor
anyway, I did not win leh
coz I am sure the other cukoo will say something abt me AGAIN and then the cukoo will said the paper I commented was rubbish and she has to comment it again, eg, DO IT HERSELF

and I tell u
to show tt I did a thorough job, I even set the "track changes" ON lor
but I am very sure they will said "give me a clean version next time"
but give u the clean one, then how can u see what I have PAINFULLY did?
tio bo?

anyway, if u want to tell me tt, becoz she was busy with the shit so no time to go thru the email
well, if tts the case I can understand and let it go
but before tt, I also vetted another paper and then I send it out to her for her comments and cc my engineer
she hor, immediately replied and cc to cukoo "pls keep cukoo in the loop for all matters for the next two months"

U TELL ME!!! AGAIN!!
for what?
to prove what?
to tell cukoo, tt u are so busy with shit and then more shit from me???
WHAT R U TRYING TO PROVE?
and hor, in the place first, u did not even announced tt all stuff to keep cukoo in the loop for the next
months lor.... then why now "blame" me like tt....
WTF

so mystery solved!!
she did see her emails de
then why she did not see the email which I send the day before leh???

and seriously, if u r busy
SO AM I!!
and SO ARE EVERYBODY
just in case it never occurred to u tt though we do not have the shit tt u r doing, but we also have our own work
so what the fuck made u so special, tt I have to tolerate such nonsense

ok, can understand ur shit is very huge and big
takes up a lot of ur time
but tt eca given to u was in dec 13..... from then to now, u cannot do???
and then last min throw to me? and I have to "eat" it, coz I am very free to do it?
then what abt my own eca or work?
can wait? coz not as impt as urs???

just becoz birds of the same feather flock together
does not mean tt u can go tell cukoo tt u r busy and next moment "SY U DO"
WTF
seriously...
DUH

if tts the case, then if I ever throws... then how?
u also got to ll, suck thumb and take it back and do rite?
if not how? another sucker will get it?

then can u pls go tell big boss tt u r very tight up with SHIT now so dun give u anymore ECAs
u just do shit can le
so tt the eca can be given to someone else
and will not be re-assigned to me


I think I seriously need a break.... and maybe a pig out session or a shopping therapy!!
sounds good....
=D

LOUD AND CLEAR

dun see our ears small small and thus dun need to look after ok
I just went to see an ear specialist today coz recently I realized the left ear like something not right, but I dun know how to describe it
so decided to go see a specialist to solve my problem ONCE AND FOR ALL

afterall, eyes and ears very impt
one to see one to hear

and so what's the cause of my problem?

a stupiak, tiny pc of "shit"
hahaha
ear shit lor
steady rite?

and total damage?
$481

steady pom pi pi.....
*clap hands*

but then again, its all worth it
coz doc cleared the ears for me and tested
certified "pink of healthy"

ZHAN!!!

small price for "put heart"
why not?

THE SUN IS RISING

woohoo!!
=D

5th JULY!!!
天黑黑

the sun is rising......hehehe
here I come!!!
=D


but before tt....

3rd MAY!!
我是谁!!

尖叫声!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*ROAR*!!!

NOT AGAIN

"currently am busy... blah blah blah..., please follow up"

steady lor
tio another one of her shit just becoz she said she is busy
who is not busy?
tell me!!!

just becoz I happened to be there so can conveniently popped over?
wtf
then my own shit how?
my own shit also not as impt as her shit?


today damn depressed...nothing seemed to be right
WTF

jia you!!
dun give up!!
bite the bullet and go thru it....

just wondering, should I throw, then she also ll got to do the shit which she claimed she is busy and cannot do....
tio bo?

if BOSS thinks she is busy, why would she assigned it to her in the first place?
then go tell BOSS she not doing anything else coz she is busy with one shit lor
while the "highly looked upon" me is busy juggling the shit thrown at me

WHY ME???!!!??

HUAT AH

LET IT GO

Y am I feeling so sad today?
nothing seemed to be right
like everything also against me
DUH

depressed is the word but then again, at the same time I am also relieved
=D
maybe master is right...."no more le"
and I also cannot control my temper....how to work things out?
how to bloom flowers....
duh
whatever

I think I tio blocked... hahaha
thought only I block ppl nobody will block me
dun asked me why.... or how I know
coz I dun see "last seen online @ XXX"
steady pom pi pi

WORTH NOTHING ANYMORE

ain't promises meant to be kept ....
why are promises worth nothing anymore?
just like marriage vows... 
does not mean anything any more???

为什么要敷衍我??

当我是傻瓜吗??

难道我真的傻的吗??

ERUPTING SOON

he was assigned to do something
he did le send to B
B saw it and asked me to clarify the data
so I told B
B told him to come and look for me to verify the data again

so I explained to him what to do
he okok
then after lunch he asked me again and I said yayaya
then he send out the tabulation

B called me "I thought I asked u to clarify with him? why he never amend?"
STUNNED
"wait ah, I open the file first.  Oh ya, he never amend. I think he forget la. coz I told him le"
"no la. he always like this de. hear some dun hear some"
"no la. I think he forgot to amend. its ok I go tell him"
"ya, u give him the data ok"

then I immediately called him
and his reply was "she wants me to amend meh? I thought I already wrote there le mah"
"no la. u see my email, I said there are two projects here so u need to have two line items mah"
"is it? blah blah blah"
wa kao!
I tell u, I immediately fumed up
means what?
whatever I was trying to explain earlier he did not put them to heart
WTF rite
then B called and I tio , bo swee mah
WTF tio bo?

so I told him "ok la. this one my fault. "
then he said "dun like tt say mah. afterall the data came from u when I was doing it"
OK fine! rubber band also stretch to the limit le
"show me the data I gave u then?"
"so long ago, how would I remember?"
"ok. never mind. my fault. I pass u the data again then u amend"
"why need to amend? leave it la"
"BECO B SAID SO. SHE CALLED AND ASKED WHY I DID NOT TALK TO U"
"oh, but she did not call me"
NB CCB!!
*fume*
"ok la. never mind, my fault ok. I go finish my work first, pass to my engineer then I find the data for u"
"dun like tt say la. I already said the data came from u"
"OK FINE. SO I ADMIT ITS MY FAULT. OK. CAN! SINCE U DUN WANT TO ADMIT THEN I ADMIT. AFTERALL SOMEONE HAS TO ADMIT"

Few mins later, I completed my own work and looked for the data for him
passed to him and he amended, complaining "so ma fan one"
and I was like *rolled eyes* and I walked away

few sec later, he forwarded me the file and said amended
and I was like "WHERE GOT AMENDED STILL THE SAME ERROR" 
and he dare dare replied me "I amended le"
and I said "no leh. the file u send me showed tt its not amended"
and I forwarded him back the file which he send to me
and then he insisted tt he has send me the file le
I told him to open the file tt I just forwarded back to him
and he insisted tt he has given me the amended one and then forward it to me again
and then I said "ya la. u forwarded me the wrong one. this one then correct mah"
but he still want to insist tt he indeed has forwarded me the correct one
tell me u angry bo?
tell me u vomit blood bo?
QI SI WO LE!!!

I tell u hor
in my own humble opinion
this kind of person either make it or break it
most of the time BREAK IT
coz hor, if u r someone who dun admit u r wrong de hor, u will never go far
just like extra work
to me, I will work for u coz u r my boss, not becoz of anything else
if u r a nobody, I definitely will heck care abt u

WILL NEVER KNOW

just like what happened to the missing plane
why did it go missing
nobody will ever know

just like the guy who stole a $1.8K lappy and was caught, fined $4k and tio a black record
why did he do it?
what was gg thru his mind when he did it
nobody will ever know

seriously, then who knows?

No. 2

if u still remember few months back I did mentioned abt a pc of good news
hahaha
I suddenly remember when I was bathing the other day
tried to calculate but dun know safe period or not
but I think quite safe bah....

in case some of u very eager to know what is the pc of good news or thought tt I have forgotten abt the pc of good news!!
the pc of good new is :-
Zhuang is preggie with No. 2!!

woohoo!!!
*clap hands*
*pop champagne*

It was a correct decision made tt time bah
priority is to pop babies
so need to r&r, stay stress free
tts why they said "ma ma heng wei da"


congrats!!
=D

HUAT AH!!

when is my turn???
duh

WHAT'S THE HURRY?

A on 2 days mc
somebody chased for document, asked B for it
B asked C to check with A abt the doc
C said she will be back tomolo and clear with the boss
B reverted to A
but A did not let it go and insisted for the doc and asked B to check with C is the document in her drawer or where?
C said the doc is in her lappy and not in her drawer
she has yet to print it out to clear with boss
B reverted to A but A also did not want to let it go
and then insisted tt C send the doc to B and B to clear the doc for her

and then HO SAY LOR
the doc was churned out
and end up boss not ard to clear the doc
so how?

wait lor... and what can tt somebody do?
nothing rite?
and what can A do?
nothing rite?

extra work rite?
WTF

so whats the fucking hurry??

end up, B and C was very upset and piss off
and I was like "great! welcome to the club. now u know why I always so pissed off and said I have to throw"

needle no poke u, u dun know the pain


tsk tsk

REAPPEARING ACT

haha
i did not just disappear *POOF*
I actually went to niece sit

this time sis went Taiwan with bil
so I niece sit for 5 days!!

hope u did not miss me, coz I definitely did not miss u...
hahaha
anyway I am back le....