R U OK?

dun I look ok?
I mean I am fine leh
why is everybody asking me "r u ok? have u moved on?"
no big deal ah
nothing to lose rite?
try out and cannot so cannot lor

ok I do admit I was abit sad and depressed and then I got "lost" dun know what to do suddenly on weekends
=P
dun know when he has indeed become a part of my life
but then life still goes on right?
I think I am just used to having him ard...
I guess I am those tt if I dun want, I wont have waste my time on it
so when I do want spend my time on it, means the thing meant something

y was telling him "he would be the one, if only he change and get a job"
too bad, just cannot work out
too bad, nobody wants to give in
too bad, nothing is gg to change

then why hang on, why hold on
dragging the whole thing, will mean I will eventually have to accept it
and based on my own character, I will be in deep shit then... coz I will accept and I cannot make noise or complain
so better to get out rite?

I guess he wont be attending the same event as me anymore
which I dun really care
afterall, if he dun want to remain as friends, then so be it
=D
I am fine with the arrangement
no hard feelings
I just cant stand it when the others asked "so where is ur teddy bear? why ur teddy bear not here? where is ur partner? where is ur bf?"
and when I explained tt "no la we r just friends"
and then all will go like "but I thought u guys are together le. why now not together? can like tt de meh?"
HELLO?
WHY CANNOT!!
WTF
angry to the fuck....
DUH

saw his current status  "dun rush into things when it need time to grow"
lets hope he really understand the true meaning ...... and not just talk talk talk, say say say and not  put into action for things he claimed tt he will do
=P

let's just wish us all the best and find tt special someone
and I know he is just ard the corner.... soon soon.. he will pop up infront of me
=D
HUAT AH!!