COME BACK......

was mentioning to dear just now while fishing ( YES!! weekend fishing is back!!! >.<) that we were on our way to GC last week today....and he told me "come back bah!! come back to reality!! we are in sing now" bloody pork!! just commenting also cannot meh. =(
but frankly speaking, 230pm sing time, was 430pm over there and we were driving to GC from brisbane lor. almost reaching our apartment this time last week.......cooling weather instead of the "grouchy" sun here (it was so damn hot just now)

anyway, i told him tt i will go see a doc this weekend
and he asked me why
told him the results of the 2nd test was not tt great and i need to go seek a 2nd opinion
frankly speaking, the RMC doc did not call me at all. or is it becoz i was in aust??
anyway, whatever, i dun think i am gg back there liao
gg to the poly clinic this weekend, afterall, its cheaper should i need to see the Specialist rite??

dear was quite upset though
did not scold me but just told me to drink more water
frankly speaking, now then drink water, a bit too late rite?
should have done it long long time ago
but whatever
will still have to drink.....

whatever it is, we are back now
and as i promised, i will go see a doc when i get back
so i will go as promised
not for him or for anyone, simply just for myself.... =)
it could turn out to be nothing, u know what i mean
so i am not gg to scare myself silly till then....

gg back to work tomolo le
sian hor
target to clear emails tomolo only
not gg to do any work or meetings (if possible) just clear emails
and knock off on the dot
come back rest
planned to go for facial de, but becoz i hurt my face, decided to postpone it till my face gets better
and then decided to go developed the photos instead
but dear has not transferred them to his lappy so he said will pass me the camera next week when we meet up in case i ACCIDENTIALLY deleted all the photos......arggghhhh... will i be so clumsy??!???

whatever.......

he asked me this evening, "what u think abt migrating to aust?"
what can i say rite... "its a good idea" and both of us diam diam all the way home
frankly, its his dream to migrate one day..... can i stopped him? dun think so rite
he won't stay here becoz of me.... who am i to him....
but frankly, i dun mind gg over, but the stuff there are exp and then though i dun see racist problem but u never know rite.....and the most impt qn is whether am i qualified........i am sure dear is, but what abt me??? what can i do there??

well, think we just take each step at a time...though i love to worry abt this and tt
but i dun think its not worth worrying....what if he makes it and i dun??? then do we split or what? sigh.....this qn has been bugging me ever since he brought this subject up before we went to aust...............

whatever.......