Monday, May 11, 2009

SORRY I LIED, DEAR

dear asked me last nite "how's ur report?"
i stunned
dun know how to reply him
but i have rehearsed many many times before le
but dun know why at tt moment, nothing can come out
so he asked me "so how? got go take anot?"
and i went "have"
"so how is it?"
and i talked the stars, the moon, the sky, the sun
and he told me dun try to to change the subject
but i still have no idea how to break the news to him
just a simple "can we wait till after the trip then i promised i go for a detailed checkup"
and i cannot bring myself to say it out
so in the end i lied "ok lor. if not ok, i would have sms u straight rite?"
and he said "ok. then i bring u go somewhere"
and off to starsbuck we went before he send me home

sorry dear, i dun mean to lie
but u already have many things in ur mind. esp ur coming exams next wed
i dun want to blog u down with my silly things
but i will take good care of myself for the time being, during the trip and after we come back i will go see a doc immediately to seek 2nd opinion........

sorry tt i lied.........sorry dear

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