烈火雄心3

am watching this show now
there is this scene which i want to touch on
the girl and boy and another boy
ya triangle love

frankly speaking whose fault??!!??
from my point of view, its the boy who decided to be the QING SHENG and let the other boy have the girl
and the girl hor, also dun know why, dun feel anything for the other boy but still be with him
sigh
ended up, the other boy thought tt the QING SHENG has designs on his gf
sigh

why like this huh?
*scratch head*

anyway, the boy hor, sigh, he thinks what he does is correct
and he always planned for others
even got a job for the girl even though tts not what she wanted
i see her hor, like so in pain like tt when she is with him
but when she is with the QING SHENG, can see tt she is so much more happier
so why did she still choose to be with him huh?

for me, i think long time ago, i bye bye le
or will i just stick thru thick and thin with the man i no love????!!!??
hm....
*ponder*

RUDE OR WHAT

hdp phone went ring ring ring at work with a withheld number
and guessed what?
i went to answer it
should not have lor
normally, if no number shown on the hdp, i will IGNORED with a capital "I" lor

anyway, its a lady, not just any lady
but a chinese speaking lady
and i sian 100% le
and she yak yak yak while i was on my way to the printer to collect my print out
and trying to think of the chinese words for "not interested"

and when the "mei xin qu" popped out of my mind into my mouth
the other side went "yi yi ah ah" and hung up on me

DUCKING hell!!
rude or what?
luckily its free incoming lor
tts why i let u yak so long before the "not interested" popped out
if not, i could have "sorry, i am not interested" and "killed" u off.....

WE REGRET TO INFORM.....

i did not get the job.....
mixed feelings actually....
dun know why...
am i starting to feel attached here ???
omg omg!!
how could it be.........

whatever
not meant to be mine in the first place
i also didn't feel great abt it
=)

cannot further studies le...... =((

better luck next time.......
cheers

BLIND HAR??

recently got this news being splashed across the papers
someone went to pub one fine day
seeking nothing but just some fun with her friends
someone in a drunkard state went to touch her"accidentially"
according to her, she did asked the drunkard to "STOP IT"
but perhaps he was too drunk or the music too loud, "opps!! he did it again!"

so damn tl, i guessed, she went to make a report
ho say lor
news spread
2 group of supporters
"so poor thing.... blah blah blah"
"wa lao!! this type also want to molest, the man blind har is it? think she own self cook own self news lah.... blah blah blah"

frankly speaking, do molester really pick and choose who their victims should be?
i mean, black or white? thin or fat? tall or short? old or young?
u think wat, molest also based on merit?
only the capable ones then can be molest??
*slap forehead*

ppl also very sad lor
u think very happy to be kana molested is it?
its the same as being robbed or kana raped
u think the victim very happy is it? pop champagne to celebrate and mark tt special day?
its gg to be a trauma lor

anyway, whatever
ppl in the limelight whether u like it or not
u are being watched and critised all the time.......
dun be in the limelight lor
duh

ERASE THE PAST

can we really do it?
i mean erase the past........
just do laser and erase the "ang kong" and tt's it?
considered erase le??

some things are really easier said than done.....
and some things are really "unerasable" and not meant to be forgotten......

there is still this thing called "your conscience"
forgive but no forget...

WHEN WILL I BE FAMOUS?

*wonder wonder*
will my face be splashed across the newspaper after tomolo??
will i be on T bee??
omg omg!!
so excited
wonder can i sleep tonight.....
*wonder wonder*
>.<

actually, i am very the nervous........
arrrrggghhhh
*pull hair*

MERIT? WHAT MERIT?

hire on merit = hire ppl who can do the work and not based on the colour, the wrinkles, the pimples, the whatever.....

u sure can?
ARE U SURE?

oh pls!!
dun bluff urself..........

"u dun looked ur age. u are too young. will ur sub-ordinates listen to u? how can u make ur consultants listen to u?"
"r u married? any plans to have kids soon?"
"do u have any committments? house? car? loan?"
"sorry. but can u tell us why u divorce huh?" *slap forehead*
the list can go on and on and on.........

dun laff, some HR do asked u such qns.......
u just haven encountered it yet
very frustrating

ZIP ZIP

if u have nothing to say, will appreciate if u dun say anything
REALLY

HE KNOWS ME SO WELL

few weekends back, we were having bbq chicken wings at home
his mama cooked them, yum yum
i always loves his mama's chicken wings
so hor, anyway, each of us has to finish 3 wings coz there were 9

the 1st pc i chose was leftover from lunch
and it tasted MUCH better than the newly cooked ones
then the 2nd pc i had, i saw the "blood" on the chicken
so i was like "WTF!! yucks"
but still managed to swallow it down

then i refused to have the 3rd pc coz i really dislike eating chicken with "blood"
and hor, he told his mama tt "SY dun want le"
and his mama said "everybody take 3 pcs lor"
and he said "SY dun want le, so u take"
then the mama insisted tt i must have the last pc
fair and square
so no choice lor
i took a bite
luckily no blood lor
and he told his mama "she dun like to eat the chicken with the blood one lah"
and i tell u, I AM SO IMPRESSED
i dun remember telling him tt
but he said i did
frankly, except for my mama, i doubt anyone else knows abt this.........

i really dun like to eat chicken with the blood one
yucks
see already what appetite also no have le
he really knows me well.....
love u dear *muak*

JUST GO

what happened when the office coll all worked late de
and never leaves the office on the dot
do u just go or u also stay but dun know do what

i read in the webby somewhere
and the answer is :-
JUST GO
if u have finished your work for the day, just go, even if there are colls still working
they have not finished theirs so they stay
u have finished urs so u go
why bother to stay?
stay also cannot do much
but frankly, can u be so "siao sa" and just go........

then the next qn will be "use the front of back door??"
hahaha
duh

GO WATCH

went to watch movies on both weekends
on sat it was aaron's MURDERER
and on sunday it was the korean movie, recommended by honey sometime ago...A FROZEN FLOWER

both movies i like
but dear said "stupiak movies"
sigh
he and me just so different in our tastes
but we still managed to choose each other out of so many ppl in the world
muahaha
is this called L O V E? or this is called F A T E?

anyway, let's go into depth of the movie, before i go kun
coz tomolo has a am meeting, so cannot be late for work......

movie 1 - MURDERER

aaron is a police scheduled for promotion next month
then things started to happened all while he was on leave
and to make matter worst, he cannot remember what he did on those days
so how huh?
as evidences started to point to him as the murderer, he also start to key siao abit
or is he just acting desperate to clear his name and prove his innocence
anyway, i think he did well in this movie
slotted for another award??
hm.... hard to say, but he is good
coz at a pt of time, i really thought aaron was the ONE
coz i thought he could have a double identity... u know what i mean
there is a twist in the ending, kinda silly, but hey!! not bad lah the movie
who could have thought of it, the scriptwriter lor.......
it turned out tt the mastermind was his SON
lolz
ya, u must be wondering how could it be his SON rite?
actually few years back, this SON was actually his papa's illegimate son
but becoz the papa cannot let his mama know so he did not acknowlegde them
then i think SON was very poor and sad and he saw his mama grew old and also went thru the hardship to take care of him
and then one fine day, i think while playing, the SON told aaron tt he is actually his brother
but aaron did not believe and called him a liar
the SON was later send back to mainland and there he found out tt he cannot grow old de
he will always be so young till the day he died
so what he did?
he decided to seek revenge so he swam back to HK and tried to look for aaron
and dun know so lucky or heng, aaron and wife came back the orphanage to adopt a son and dun know heng or what, they chose him.......so he started to plot everything
his intention is not to kill aaron, but to let him understand and have a taste of how it felt to be misunderstood and nobody believes him when he tried to explain.......
simple story and really, like i said, who could have thought of such a plot..........
go watch it....i recommend......

movie 2 - A FROZEN FLOWER

set in the palacce
this king from young groomed a grp of kids to be his bodyguards one fine day
so of course, being very attached to one of them, he thought tt they are "in love" with each other
but i think apparently, its one sided lah
one fine day, some ministers wanted to over throw him
so they like gave him an ultimum, either u give up the throne or u pop a heir
so what to do? refused to enthrone mah, so pop baby lor
but he no likes woman mah, so how? he send his very attached bodyguard to replace him to do the job lor
ended up the trusted bodyguard and the empress fell in love
he buay siong.
buay siong then how?
he tried to separate them lor
but who knows, the "dog man and woman" kana caught on one stormy night
so the king was so angry at tt moment ordered the trusted bodyguard to be CASTRATED!!!
oMG!!
so the guy was very upset lah, but the empress at this moment also preggie mah
and when the king heard of the preggie news ordered all the ppl who knew of the "dog man and woman" to be silenced
so the empress quickly got some of the bodyguards who were on good terms with the trusted bodyguard to recuse him from the prison and bring him far far away
who knows the 4 bodyguards were kana caught back to the palacce
and the trusted bodyguard went back lor
and then he saw the beheaded heads being parade in the open, and he thought tt the empress has dead
so he very "cake sim"
cake sim so what he did?
he stormed into the palacce and killed king lor
ended up both died, he stabbed him and he stabbed him and then empress turned up........but too late
all dead.......
sad hor......
very sad
and it all started becoz of the king's instruction for him to go do the job for him ..........sigh
king said he was humilated
but in the first place already humilated rite when he ordered them to JUST DO IT
sigh
i think he just plain jealous lor
tts why, dun ask ppl to do it mah
then innocent lives killed........
nice, touching movie, i must say
i recommend to watch it......

YUAN YANG

its not the mixture of the coffee and tea drink
but the mandarin ducks!!

just reaslied tt that such ducks will only have 1 partner
and even if one partner dies, the other will remain a widow/widower
steady rite??
if animals can, why can't humans?

dun know what happened b/w sister and partner
(of course i am not saying tt they are mandarin ducks)
was wathing tv just now, and sister was sitting beside me playing her pc games
when her friend called and i think they touched on a very sensitive issue
and sister had a BIG outburst!!
sigh........
she screamed and shouted across the phone to her friend and was crying
i think she has kept it inside herself for a very long time
(since father's day if my memory no failed me)
as usual, if she dun want to tell me, i won't probe......
not tt i dun care abt my sister, just tt, u won't know whether she feels tt i am invading her privacy

but sometimes really wonder WHAT IS LOVE?
when 2 ppl together happy happy, tt is love?
and when u have disagreement or argument, no more love?
then love is so superficial???
so what is this thing called L O V E??

should we be like YUAN YANG?

SLEEPING BEAUTY

guessed what time i woke up this morning!!
hehehe
12 noon........muahahaa

even in my slumber stage, i could hear sister and papa asking my mum "what happened to her sleep? still haven wake up"
*zzzzzzzzz*

actually, i woke up at ard 7 plus...
then i read the papers and was watching tv (multi tasking)
mama came back from marketing and i took breakfast
*lolz*
then i went back to bed and slept till 12noon.......

guessed i have been working hard for the week.......
sigh

TGIF

wanted to go home on the dot de or maybe worked half hour late then go home, afterall its FRIDAY!!
who knows, many coll(s) cut q and my stuff would not be cleared
and when it finally did, i realised to my dismay its 1119pm le
arggghhhh
quickly packed up and ran to release myself before i walked briskly to the mrt station
took the LAST train lor
and i was still worrying tt i might miss the feeder bus home

and i tell u lor
bloody pork
it was the last train to TM to go EAST but not WEST!!!
arrggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh

so walked out the TM station
and really TMD de lor
no cab no bus
decided to take bus instead as there were many buses gg to interchange than taxi arriving at the taxi stand

managed to board a bus and then reached interchange at ard 1155pm
and i tell u lor
sweat ok
in time for the LAST bus home.......

reminds me, if next time i am gg to work late again.........just take a cab!!
normally, i worked past 1130pm so i automatically took cab from work place
coz really tired le
today, i was like "dun want to waste money since i not so tired" but bloody pork!! treated like this......
argggghhhhh

still happy and glad tt i managed to clear some backlog
can get to enjoy my weekends
and of course, my eye lids getting heavier by the sec
gotta go kun liao

TGIF!! or should i say its SAT le

KOWTOW TO US.....

4 strangers eat, sleep, shit in the same room
yet want to gang up and bully 1
so what if he is the weakling??
its becoz 3 against 1 lor
imagine 1 on 1
i am sure he might not be the weakling lor
but i definitely know tt the 3 bullies are LOSERS!!!
and who has the last laugh now...........obviously not them.......

DOWN BUT NOT OUT

omg!!
i sneezed 5 times in a row non stop.............
am i down with flu or with THE FLU??

WAIT

overheard sister's conversation with her friend
hm.... looks like they have not gotten back together yet

why huh?
sigh

NO MORE WAITING

wonder why i dun feel sad or disappointed at all tt my hdp did not ring ring ring after tt day..........exactly 1 week ago.........

WHAT IS THIS?

its so terrible
killed someone over a hdp which was later sold for $200!!!
$200 for a life.......omg.....not worth it lor
WHAT HAS THE WORLD BECOME?
this is so terrible and horrible

imagine sentence to death over a $200 hdp?
sigh
*shake head*
this is what i called pig's brain

PROBLEMS OR SOLUTIONS

reported in the papers today
many ex managers/professionals who are out of job currently are settling for jobs in the security line or as a butlers......
hm......talent gone wasted
but who to blame???

nobody wants to employ now
and even if they do, they only want the cheap ones
normally, those with exp will command a higher pay and companies are unwilling to pay MORE citing their asking pays is too high
but then again, think abt it, they are definitely worth every cents
pay peanuts get monkeys
staff who are unhappy with the $$ package will always be on the outlook for better opportunities else where
so why not just pay more and u get to retain the staff and make their stay happier in the company........

then dun complain tt singaporeans choosy and fussy with work, the employers too are fussy and choosy with whom they gg to employ eventually
then they settled for "foreign talents" coz they are more willing to work AT A LOWER COST!!!!
end of the day, is it worth it???
i dun know, i am no boss, but think abt it
u get the exp ones, they help u solve problems, u get the inexp one, they create the problems for u to solve.....................
so which one u want?

IS IT NECESSARY???

some one of another ethinic grp was caught driving.............
and wat was the punishment??

6 STROKES of rotan..........and fine lah but still....
OMG!!!
OMFG!!!

meant to be a deterant to others
but is it so necessary........
i am sure others also been there, done it lor
just tt was not caught
u know, as in the, "u can do what u want as long as u r not caught"

poor girl..... ya its a GIRL!!
omg!
omfg!!!
tt serious........

no comments
she is appealing her case.....not sure will she get it approved but maybe just need to increase the amt of the FINE
$______$

ppl caught eat and drink in mrt, will be fine
its reported in the papers
but there are still some cummuters who "di gong"
"is it? dun know leh. give me one more chance. which eye of urs saw me drink/eat? i very hungry, whole day never eat...tor long tor long"
oh come on!! such a lame reason
as esther said before, u dun know how to read but can see picture rite???
its shown in the pic, food ONE BIG CROSS over it, use the backside also can think and know it meant no food no drink rite?
sigh

anyway, one day later after the news reported abt the fine thingy
i saw this NTUC girl on a bus, standing next to me, with her headphones on, listening to her fantastic music and munching her sandwich away
there on the bus was a sign NO EaTING/NO DriNKING. and same thing just in case u dun know how to read, the pic paints a thousand words.......
but i think she not only dun know how to read or deduced the meaning from the pic she is also BLIND!!!
>.<
loser!!!

wat if we also passed a law and said 6 strokes of ROTAN and of course a fine too........afterall also meant as a deterent mah.......then who dares to eat/drink and be merry on the train and bus???
idea bo??

all still boils down to "is it necessary?"

PANTS ON FIRE

what happened when u started a lie?
if it end there and then, lucky lor
but if it gets out of control, snowballed into another lie and it got bigger and bigger
until u also forgot what have u lied before hand
i think, ur reputation, ur credibility, ur name, ur everything is questionable......

so after the peanuts here come the monkey
hanky panky.......sigh
who suffers in the end, the patients lor...
why like this huh?
sigh

claimed to buy a horse as a pet
buy properties as investment(even in bad times)
go travelling
give money to others to spend
buy BMW
hm.........no comments
actually hor, frankly speaking, to me hor, if its ur own money, by all means, do whatever u wish and want
nobody can stop u and nobody can question u
but hor if its not ur money, i think u better wake up lor
not right
LAWFULLY not right

so hor, it all boils down to, is it his money then?
donations to him.......not to the org mah
so his or not?
wonder will he be punish by upstairs one day when his time on earth is up..............
or he will have the halo coz what he did is deemed "religiously" politically correct??
not my say.......he will be judge on judgement day....

liar liar pants on fire. >.<

AGE FACTOR

this morning, i read in the papers abt ppl complaining tt many co dun like/want to hire older employees
grumble grumble grumble

so i decided to join in the grumble too
u think tt the older u get, the lesser chance of securing a job rite?
then i also want to complain tt even if i looked younger than my age, sigh, i also have problem getting a job
MY FAULT??

i really dun understand leh
its a job
a job is a job
no care whether u old, young, pretty or ugly
its a job

if u too old, ppl dun want
u too young, ppl also dun want
normally the pretty ones will still get a chance.......coz pretty mah, no exp never mind, can train de.
the old and ugly ones, though equip with vast years of experience, sorry lor. everyday see u, can vomit le, so u dun stand a chance....sigh
but is it OUR FAULT?
come on lor, who is the choosy and fussy one here

want to get a job also want to find one which u like lor and want to do
just like employers looking for ppl who can do the work
so why bother whether old, young, pretty or ugly
as long as can work, can perform, why still want to pick and choose
sigh

go exp one, complained asking pay too high
no exp one, asking pay not high but complained very difficult, no experienced de got to coach and teach, but who has the time...........
ever wonder everything comes with a price
u want cheap and good? get foreign talent lor.
then dun come and complain tt old foreign talent wants to do, coz the price u willing to pay only can get u monkeys........

so whose fault huh??

CAT MOUNTAIN KING

wanted to eat durian on sunday
so i told dear to buy some back after his fishing trip
he told me it could be exp and the price fluctuates
i told him its ok lah
as long as everybody happy
=)

after the high tea, i went to his place and waited patiently
he came back without the durians
and he told me 1 kg is selling at $18
WOW!!!!
cat mountain king tt exp??

hm....better be good lor
i haven try it before
but dear has eaten ample time with his coll
maybe i should also jio my coll to go have a durian feast.........
afterall, i dun eat much, only 1 tiny seed and tts it
so i guess, need more ppl so tt they can help finish the rest.........

anyway, just now, PS suggested tt after ivan comes back from his trip, we will make a date to go goodwood park for their durian buffet
hm.........good wood park again??
maybe i will give it a miss, afterall, i dun fancy durian and also goodwood park
0_________o

DUPLICITY

went to watch duplicity with ps and wl today
i wanted to watch it long time ago but dear not interested
so when wl jio me, i quickly accepted the invitation

its a simple story
dun need to think too much or read too much into it
they think they are smart and can con ppl, who knows end of the story twist, they are the ones who are kana con instead.......
hahaha

nice movie, i definitely will recommend ppl to watch it
not becoz i love julia roberts (but i got to say hor, she really am old le. but i do like her)
but i think this movie is simple and straight to the pt
=)
dun know why the critics said its not nice and many flashbacks
but if i am able to follow it, i am sure, u guys also can de
nothing complicated

SUITABLE FOR THE YOUNGSTERS

went night fishing with dear on sat
reached there ard 9 plus coming to 10 bah

suddenly a big grp of cylists came back
and i was checking them out
more guys than girls.........hm........so the girls are the hot property

and me being the kapo one went :-

M: hey! u think this is the sdu gathering?
D: dun think so lah. if it is, the ratio should be proportionate
M: not necessary so lor. but like this the girls will get to choose lor....more variety
D: maybe. but they so young. such activites should be for old men like me
M: no lor. u no read the papers meh? the SAF organising activites for the young soliders lor
D: is it? ya lah. i think good lah. encourage the youngsters to pak tor. anyway, old men like me, no use le, we have reached a stage no marry also like this.
M: ya. dun waste time for ppl like u. should encourage ppl to start young then marry. dun drag
D: but this is also not good. the youngsters will be too young. fanancially not stable. marry le sure got many problems de

is it? i mean, long time ago, our grandparents or even parents time, also no money lor. also like this get by.....got problem meh? maybe last time money not so big lah..........but then they still get by.... work so hard, earn big bucks, end of the day no time to spend and enjoy the fruit of ur labour then whats the pt...........

anyway, i was wondering is dear trying to tell me "i dun intend to get marry"
sigh
looks like if i really want to settle down one day, got to change bf le....
=)

HIGH TEA

i am so the blur sotong lor
brought camera along to take pics of the high tea gathering with all the sisters......with the exceptionally of "si mei"
and after the meal, no pics were taken
sigh.........
why bother to wake up early on sun to charge the camera battery huh?
*scratch head*

the high tea selection no change
still the same old stuff
nothing new
still merchant court is the best bah for tt kind of price range......

did not really fancy gg to goodwood park
coz if u remember few yrs back, something took place there........
sigh
sad sad sad
=(

anyway, its impt to move on.......
*swee*

but someone did not want to go merchant court coz she said tt we always go
but for tt kind of price, where else is value for $$$$
well, at least next time when merchant court is suggested, nobody will go "OBJECTION"

NEW COLLs

my new team mate is here
came in as a CM and higher than me
unbalance? unhappy?
sure, why not
but then again, dear said "u did not bargain for a better deal your self so cannot blame others"
but the hr said tt its becoz i was from private sector and they need to gauage me before i can take the a away and get higher pay
apparently the hr is gone, so who remembers?
its only my words against theirs
so why bother
and hor, he also from private sector lor.......
double standard

anyway, dear said, the higher grade and designation does not mean he can do the work
so ok lor, since the mgt thinks he is better than so be it
i will just sit back and relax though i am buddy to him......
hehehe
i will try my best to make him feel at work
but if he wants to throw his weight ard, then forget it lor
in terms of size he is bigger than me lor
so i also scare leh
>.<

during lunch time, he told me tt idiot very quiet de
though they used to be coll but they seldom talk
then he mentioned tt she might be scared of him coz now he is not same level as her but higher and thus he can throw work to her
dump projects to her to do
omg!!
why like this say huh?
i mean, i never think of dumping shit to anybody lor
and we dun have assistant de lor
we worked as a team and sorry lor, idiot is not under him
so throw what?
throw air?
erm.... no comments
but its the wrong attitude

anyway, there is this other new coll in the other dept
he so happened has the same name as u know who and bloody pork spell the same
dun know why, i just simply refused to go chat with him
hahaha
not tt i very talkative, but i will go ard to say "hi"
u know, makes friends not enemy
but for him, sorry lah, cannot bring myself to call him by his name
hehehe
T_____T
maybe i should try calling him by his dialect name......
hm... idea hor

whatever

HALF BLOOD

went to watch harry potter and the half blood prince last evening
erm.......dun really like it
coz to me the storyline and the ending like half baked leh
sigh

wonder why half blood prince leh
why half blood huh
and what's it all abt the prince.....
*scrach head*

but can go watch lah
afterall, if u have catch all previous episodes, how could u missed this rite?
>.<

FINALLY

today we got the PB letter
soon will be the pay adjustment one
*beam beam*

was joking with sabo queen tt "can resign le"
hahaha
and she replied me "after deducting for CPF, nothing left le. so cannot go"
*faint*

but at least, better than nothing
=))
so happy
so i went shopping.... bought one track pants to replace the existing one (for boxercise) and then a tube dress for sunday gathering......muahaha

now must save for rainy days le
the road ahead is gg to be a bumpy ride........
>.<

PLAIN LAZY

with a capital "L" lor
really
we said tt he is lazy but he claimed he is not
sigh
*speechless*
no pt arguing
give up on him

examples, he told my mum tt he is hungry
and wanted to eat something
mum told him "nothing to eat"
then he went "maybe cook cup noodles?"
mum went "anything"
then few mins later he asked "eat cup noodles ok?"
mum told him "anything. eat what u want to eat"
and then he told mum to boil water for him
so mum went to boil the water but of course grumbling lah tt he is lazy to even boil water
few mins later mum went to sleep
and he went to the bedroom and asked "hey! where's my noodle?"
and mum went "u go cook lor. water boiled le mah"
and he went "ai ya!! i thought u cooking for me mah. how i know u not cooking for me?"
kua kua kua
ll. went to cook his cup noodles...
not lazy?
u tell me........

sister bought some mangoes back
left it on the kitchen counter
he saw it and said he wants to eat
then mum told him "cut urself lor"
and he went "cut for me lah"
and mum went "u want to eat u cut yourself. u know very troublesome de"
and he went (raising his voice a little) "ai ya! ok lah. troublesome then dun eat. what also dun eat"
and then my mum being the soft hearten one, went to cut the mangoes for him
kua kua kua
lazy or not?
u tell me

he opened the fridge and saw some can fruits
asked mum "hey! the can fruits better open up and eat leh. if not expired then wasted le"
mum went 'no lah. i got monitor the dates de"
then he went "u better dun lor. u always keep keep keep. then expired le"
mum went "open le nobody wants to eat lor"
and he happily went "open lah, i help u eat"
kua kua kua
mum went to open and he ate all.........
subsequent nights he kept asking for can fruits to be open for his consumption.......
not lazy?
u tell me

he went to switch on the switch for the fan
then he sat down on the sofa
and realised tt he forgot to switch on the tv
"hey!! pls go and switch on the tv switch for me"
and none of us are in the living room with him lor
he is the only one in the living room and poor her, she has to go out there JUST to switch on the tv for him
lazy?
or he thinks he is the master and we are all maids??

he used to ask us to open the door and locked it for him after he left
then one fine day
becoz of this "bad" habit of his, he forgot to bring the key out with him
so when he came back from his outing, kua kua kua
no key to come into the house
luckily, the little one was abt to come back from school
so he was not "lock out' of his own house
hahahaha
>.<
and then he still dare to complain to mum tt he was "lock out" coz nobody reminded him to bring his house keys
mum gave him a good one
told him tt if he had opened and locked the door HIMSELF, this will not have happened
so from tt day onwards, he changed his "bad" habit....

wonder when will he change for the better
but i think too late le
leopard can never changes its spots.........
not even dynanmo can help him this time.........

then tt comes to next qn
will i let my man behaves this way in future.......
hm...........i guessed not
coz i will vomit blood and faint
definitely has short circuit and then wire fused and i mati young........
hehehe
so sorry dear
not tt i dun love u, but becoz i dun want to pamper u too much and then suffer in the end........

WAITING GAME

and the time starts now.........
ti ti ti ti ti.............
>.<

its ok
i tried
no regrets!!
road of no return

and hor, i am really down.........lol
down with bout of gastric flu.......
sigh
*shake head*

DRESSED CORRECTLY

i remembered reading an article about how to dress up for an interview
of course guys should be in shirt and pants plus a tie, clean cut style should be a PLUS pt le
as for girls, of course, in a one pc dress or long sleeve shirt and skirt or a pants, in dark coloured.
no sleeveless top and chunky jewellery unless of course ur job called for it
u know, as in artist, designer, etc

one thing i dun get it is, why must remove the pinky ring???
what?

FEELING LUCKY

wish me luck
=))
make it or break it
my heart is beating very fast...hope i won't miss a single beat...

TOO MANY GAS

i think i gg to get tummy ache soon
the pain in the tummy just won't go away
sigh
=(
i am afraid it might be the tummy flu........
tt one need to go see doc to get it fully cured...........
arggghhhhhhh

today during lunch
while eating the salted duck soup
tummy suddenly felt the pain
and hor, worst, i felt like vomitting
i think the gas is working up now
damn it
then i got the want to poo poo feeling
but couldn't do it.........shit
i dun want to be down!!!!
esp not NOW!!!
arggghhhhh
*pull hair*

or am i just excited/nervous?

TIME IS PRECIOUS

your time is precious then my time is not?
sigh

why is it always tt the small fries got to wait for the big shots??
dun get it...
=(

imgaine, if i am a lawyer... i could be rich now........
muahahahaha
=)

NITE OUT

just came back from the division bbq
only 1 word to describe
"NICE"
=))

able to go off early without feeling bad abt it
hehehe
>.<
simply enjoy it!!!

think must not work late too often le
coz the complexion not very good le
not enough of sleep and water bah, i guess
so must not do it too often....
really.....

office can dun have me
but i need my beauty sleep

GUILTY

dun know why i have the gulity feelings
why huh?
sigh
=((

very guilty to be frank

NO DETAILS

she said will email me the details
but no email leh
so how huh???
*blank*

OUCH

peaceful but a busy day
VERY BUSY lor
meetings back to back
not time to pee and poo
sigh
in the end, tummy pain and still am in pain
sigh
believe it or not, i think i kana the flu
dun worry
i meant the stomach flu.......
>.<
ouch!!

SURPRISED CALL

ring ring ring
my hdp rang!!

really came as a surprised to me
=))
*beam beam*

NMP

erm.....called me ignorant or what
but hor why is everybody so keen in becoming a NMP???
good har.....
so what they do?

NATO??
>.<
duh

R U READY

i read this article flipping thru the sats recruitment paper

its abt promotion
it goes something like this, and i think its very true

dun always think tt u have been by pass a promotion or u deserved the promotion
coz hor, to go up to the next level
there is another set of responsibilities and pressure and stress waiting for u
and ARE YOU READY FOR IT!!!
if u r not, then staying at ur level, might not be a bad thing afterall

not to say tt u stay at ur level forever lah
its for u to stay at ur level and observe and learn the ropes well
once u cope well, then think abt moving to the next level and take on new challenges
dun one step want to reach the sky

so i guess its the same
like what dear's boss said
"its very easy to be a director, u just direct, u just download, but the path to be one is not an easy one"
clap clap clap!
well said hor
i simple adored old man......
hehehe
>.<

and dear's boss also say
at ur current level, u might be the BEST OF THE BEST
but if being promoted, at the next level, u might be the WORST OF THE LOT
so why not be at ur current level and be the BEST OF THE BEST
till u r ready to take on more challenges and won't end up WORST OF THE LOT
clap clap clap
well said lor
i just simply adored old man...
hahaha
>.<

so when ppl said "u think u r good? u want to be boss? let u be lor. i give u the seat"
i will like rolled eyes lor
why i want to go dig own grave and be WORST OF THE LOT
so why not just be at my own level, and be the AVERAGE OF THE BEST
till i am ready to SHINE and be BEST OF THE BEST
=))

which also goes to say
some ppl can do work but they not meant to manage ppl
so why not just do what they are good at
and leave the rest to someone else.........
simply not ready to take up the extra challenge

I WILL SURVIVE

noon time we had a meeting together
problem solved
"we all respect u....."
LL
happy lor

frankly, i do respect her
after she can do her work well
no doubt abt it

sad to know tt she still dun believes and trusts us
sigh
ok maybe not us but I, me and myself.......

and i jus want to apologise to those who were dragged into this mess of mine......
and trust me.... more to come
but i will survive!!
if i can go thru this, what other "storm" no see before

I QUIT...sianz....

frankly speaking, it really did not popped into my mind to inform her of my meetings (3 to be exact)
so when she was being questioned she cannot gave a good reply
like what she said how could she knows what is happening if no one informed her
sigh
arrggghhhh
*pull hair*
and today the "punching bag" is ur's truly..........

when she asked me why did not inform her
i was like "really, i forgot and it never occur to me to get her involved" look
and then i told her the truth, nothing but the truth tt i simply FORGOT
but she won't buy it
and said tt she has reminded us many times but we choose to fall on deaf ears
and i did not respect her

i was very sad
i mean
why she always want to think this way???
why cannot think of other things
if she always like this then how to be happy
i mean, happy working here
she will feel tt everyone of us is gg against her
when we are not

she herself told us the team is small le
so we must be unite
unite we stand
but how can we be unite when she has her own perspection of us..........

she claimed she is incapable for the post and therefore cannot lead us
but i dun think so
i mean, this is just one small issue and she took it like BIG F***
i mean, i apologised tt i forgot to inform her
she asked me whats the concern, what is there to hide?
come on lor, office very small nia, what is there to hide....
sigh
who does not know tt paper no can wrap fire
sigh
so what is there to hide?

i do understand where she coming from
imgaine i am in her shoes and i kana questioned by boss what is ur staff doing
and i know nuts
how badly does it reflect on me as a boss to to my staff
but then again, i will be a smart boss lor
i will try to cover the fact tt i dun know anything and convince boss tt the staff is having whatever meeting and when the staff comes back i will clarify with him lor
i mean, why act in such a manner
where got dun respect
come on lor, if dun respect, i dun have to wait till today then dun respect
or she feels tt i dun respect since day 1 le
=(

i spoilt her mood today
and so will i do tt again on monday to my other colls
coz she said she wants to talk to the rest
i apologised and told her tt i have nothing to hide and there is no concern tt she cannot know abt my meetings, but pls dun scold my other colls who are innocent to this inccident
i am the fault, i am the root
though she claimed tt its not just me
everybody does tt
and she simply dun understand

and what shocked me most was she actually went into the den to say "i quit"!!!
not tt i want to see her go
but i do feel tt she is doing a good job
just becoz of my mistake, she decided tts it!!!
can't be tt simple rite
trying to prove what? do what or make some statement?
office cannot dun have her
but office can dun have me
so i think i have to go, for her to stay
and i gladly will do so.......

i have to thank the man in the den
he puts in some good words for me
"i dun think she deliberately did it"
and then she went on to rattle until he got mad and went "contracts unit is small, i never stop your contracts manager to inform u"
kua kua kua
"fight" until like this........
and i am the root
and i just felt bad

but come to think of it
bosses quarrelled becoz of me leh......hehehe so honoured
imagine boss quit becoz of me, lagi honoured lor
hahaha
pui lor
she better stay if not all will be in trouble
who knows what is gg on
only her

then hor, in the evening, i waited for her
coz i want to resolve this issue before i sleep tonight
and true enough, she lashed out on me
but i gladly let her do it
and i just listened
she still claimed tt i dun respect her
what is it to hide and what is my concern
sigh
nothing, really nothing
but she dun believed me

she citied examples like the office relocation, the other officer will come report to her on everything
and she is very happy abt it
but she is unhappy coz the person who updated her is not me
come on lor
tt guy wants to claim credit wants to shine
so be it lor
i let him do it
and hor, becoz i also seldom attend the meetings so what can i update her on
and whenever he comes to update her, its all full of complains
i dun do tt lor
i mean, i just want to do my job
not be a complained queen
told sabo queen, this officer will get me into trouble one day
and it really did
on her bad mood.........

then today i have meetings back to back
i came back, she was not in her cubicle
so i typed an email to update her on the status of the meetings and even informed her of my meetings next week
she came back from the den
saw the emails and said "u dun even want to update me. and just send me an email. expect me to read on my own?"
oh my god!!
she is angry with me now, how i know will she wants to talk to me
at least i send an email to cover myself first mah
she dun read email also not my fault le
u know wat i mean
everything my fault?
cannot be rite
just becoz mood no good, does not mean everything my fault mah
so i told her i can update her verbally if she wants to
and she told me "LD is such an impt thing. why u did not inform me? whats there to hide?"
oh! come on! i thought we can settle it at our level, so no need involve her mah
but then after she said something like "u cannot shoulder everything yourself de"
and also something like "u want to wait till big bomb then let me know?"
and something abt she and her ex coll last time, will AUTOMATICALLY informed their boss, ml de
then i realised where she coming from
she wants to know every single details de
not like last time, annie or cheng cheng, they dun bother abt us de
we just do do do, do out projects
then end of the day just closed it and ta da!!
good job!!
tts why lor.
now i understand l

she even asked me is it becoz she own self over reacted or over sensitive
i told her she is over reacting in the sense she kept saying tt i disrespect her
then she said "i dun think so leh. ur actions tell me tt u dun respect me"
and so i decided to diam diam and let her yak le
come on lor
only she wins and she says
and the other party will only lose and has no say

so no problem
everyday, if she free, i sure go jio jio her de
if tts what she expecting
or she can even fixed a weekly meeting for us to update her of our meetings and also informed her of our meetings.... and then she chooses to attend or not its up to her

as long as she happy
can le
=))

time to go.....look for alternative route le

STILL IN DEPRESSION

i was busy at work the moment i went into office
becoz i guessed i was still feeling extremely low and lousy
i normally will greet her
but this morning, i did not
i guessed she knew something not rite
so she did not come jio jio me
(or am is it just me?)

anyway, i dun feel like talking or entertaining anyone
really
for what?
decided i am not a clown neither am i an entertainer lor
so quietly in my cubicle i sat and clear as many letters as i can
afterall, its the DEAD LINE

i played the mambo cd
dun have the knob where i can control the volume
so actually the lowest i could go, everybody ard me could hear
but they did not say anything
sigh
they just let me played my music and let me be
hehehe

maybe, just maybe, i should just behave like this for some time
am thinking of shifting my lappy so tt i can set up the table lamp which office got for us as our "last gift" as a gahmen
but idiot told me then ppl will see what i am doing
which to me is fine, afterall, me busy at work lor
T______T

the only problem is i cannot watch my back
coz when ppl comes in, they see me but i dun
and currently i get to see all

anyway, i got home
dad was in the living room watching the tv
i steal a glance at him and wa kao!! he did not even bother lor
so i called him lor "daddy"
and he was silent for few mins before he said "so late har"
and i went "ya lor work"
and i went to the kitchen after he took me not to lock the door as sister not back yet

so "dao gay" hor
if i dun call him, i think he will ignore me
actually i should be the one ignoring him lor
really
duh
>.<
loser

GOOD MORNING

left office at 12mn
sigh
GOOD MORNING!!!

but i think its worth it
i cleared my tender with her
=))
so need to tidy up and make the necessary amendments
target to go out on MONDAY!!!

still got one more to go....sitting in my cabinet
and one more still in the making.......
>.<

busy working tai tai!!
=)

TO GO OR NOT TO GO

the guys are planning a trip to kukup 2 weekends from now
yipeeeee.......
really want to go
=)
but then all couples and family.....
so how huh?
to go or not to go?