LOVE MYSELF

after class, went dinner with YY
coz i gt the 1 for 1 voucher from the mag
so we went to tr the "black pig" at ion

seriously, frankly, in my own humble opinion, not bad la
can fill the stomach and not tt terrible, horrible
but then YY dun like
she said not happy abt the meal
hm.......
anyway, one man's meat is another poision......
so can see tt i am not a fussy eater....

after tt, we went window shopping
wanted to get something for jas
coz her birthday coming and also becoz we went to her house and "mess" it up as it rained on tt fateful day when we arranged to have bbq at her place
anyway, she said its ok
but YY being YY felt bad
so i suggested to get her a gift in return as jas did not want to take $$ from us for the bbq food she bought

i decided to get her either earrings or necklace
as i saw her wore before
YY said tt jas wore REAL diamond earrings
and i was like "huh? also can't be have so many pairs rite? should be costume jewellery for some"
erm, but dun get me wrong, i am not implying or saying tt i see jas no up and she cannot afford so many pairs of diamond earrings
but seriously, how many pairs do u really need??
and also i saw her wearing accessories on and off so i thought its more practical to get her these

anyway, we went into few shops and did not see anything she really like
hehehe
u know me, once see le, just grab and go
dun think so much
but i realised tt for her, she wanna make sure tt what she is buying is value for money and its worth tt price
i think such ppl very sukee leh
not like me, just buy, then did not think abt so much

in this shop, i saw this necklace, i quite like
so i showed her
she also said not bad but commented tt the price of $68 is not worth it
in my own humble opionion, i thought it was ok
but since she said no, i also dun want to insist

as we left the store
she asked me "seriously, do u think she will like the necklace? i mean, will she thinks its a $68 value necklace?"
i told her "for me, its the thought tt counts, and i won;t go think how much is tt thing u buy for me. and hor, i am very happy if u bought me something lor i wont go care abt the price or whether is it value for money, i am quite different from u"

she was quite shocked when she heard this and went "then u love others more than urself leh"
and i went "ya. this is true. tts why i dun need to tell my bf how much i love him or i love him more. coz i am those who love others more than myself"
and she told me "u cannot like this de. u r very extreme case u know. u must love urself too."
then i went "cannot ah, too late le. from young to old already like this."
and she went "u are willing to spend on others but urself. this is no good. u must love urself more"
and i just smiled at her......

i am quite shock she can sees it
hahaha
anyway,not sure whether my own friends or even old man himself can see it.....
but nothing to be boastful or brag abt
this is me.
good or bad, i also dun know
but i know, if i love u, i really love u, 100%, but if u betray me, then its up to me, to decide for myself, to stay or to go.......once i made up my mind, nothing can change my final decision
so frankly, this kind of character good or not, i also dun know

frankly, i tried to love myself more too
as in give myself priority instead of others
but i guess leopard no can change its spots....
so .....my dear friends, treasure ur r/s with me bah....coz i am a good friend......
hehehe *arm chio*

dun u agree??? *wink*