NO SHOW

told old man tt i could not find a venue
so cannot go ahead as what we have planned
he looked at me, before he can said anything i continued "so now u happy? can take ang pao le" *clap hands*
and he gave me a very happy look
then he said "we go zhichar store eat lah"
i just diam diam, no comments

previously i told myself if upstairs said ok, then upstairs will let me find a venue
everything swee swee, confirmed everything, if not, then forget it.
and then, hm...by the dateline, i really cannot find a venue.....
sigh

i found venues tt caters for 3 tables or 5 tables
2 tables found 3, but all no replies
if only we can confirmed more tables
then we will have no problem confirming the venue

i seriously, hoped to invite my friends but then i dun want them to give me ang paos
i just want them to come celebrate with me
share my joy and happiness
not saying tt my friends will mind giving me ang paos....hehehe (the more the merrier)but tt time sis's wedding, one of the uncle commented something like drink before still drink???!!?? i mean wtf rite?
everyday also eat rice lor, then why eat again??

anyway, tts why i dun mind not inviting any ppl but then i still got to think of old man, i dun wish tt he cannot have a proper wedding just becoz of me
just find tt its so unfair to him....wat if he regrets its one day??!??
sigh

anyway, decided no show le
let it be bah

old man still very supportive said "we shall have the dinner on the 16th day of the cny ok? then we still can take ang paos"
sorry dear, didn't want to disappoint u......i tried my very best le
also want to get myself off the rack.....hehehe

i have reached the age tt when i told ppl i am still available, they went "dun bluff. u not married meh?"
either becoz i am old or becoz me so good, too good to be true tt i am still available
hm... *ponder* prefer the 2nd option
hahahaha
too good to be true