GUESS WHO IS BACK?

i woke up this AM
felt the tooth still there
*phew*
*relieve*
u dun know how relieved i am and how thankful i am lor
i as worried last nite when sleeping tt i would dun know do what and in the AM, the tooth gone missing...

now i can go out without worrying tt i forgot to put on my dentures
and i can go out anytime i want and not be lazy to put on my dentures (which i actually found it very troublesome to do so)
and i can have my meal outside without swiping out the pairs of scissors and finding food tt i can eat without cutting
i can smile and laff loudly not worrying tt ppl will notice tt i have a missing front tooth
not getting frustrated coz ppl cannot hear me clearly

NOW FINALLY I CAN TASTE FOOD!!
AND I GOT MY CONFIDENCE BACK!!!

and i was still joking with my colls tt it might be the dentist april fool's joke to me....
THANK GOD!!

TADA!!!
SY IS BACK!!
BE SCARE.... VERY SCARE ok........
=D

LET THERE BE LIGHT.....

its done!!
completed!!

woohoo!!!!!!!!!
=D

FINALLY
the light at the end of the dark dark tunnel.......

HUAT AH!!

*blink blink*
can u see my meag watt smile
haha

need to monitor for 1 yr though
success or failure depends on this 1st yr...
need to be extra careful when biting "hard" food

DUN PREACH AND DUN PRACTICE

tt day i was very angry
sigh
but i think maybe its my own fault la
but then still..
it takes 2 hands to clap rite??


whole of march was closing month
so very busy with payment
my engineer is gg to be transferred out so he requested for me to go site walk with him
i told him i cannot as i was very tight up with payment
we agreed to arrange one day before his transferred

finally we managed to set a date!!

then on XXX, b informed tt we need to resubmit our appraisal and told us to re look at it over the weekend
monday and tuesday quietly slipped away and only on wed b then decided to do the appraisal with us
and guess what?
my arranged date was on wed!!
swee rite?

b came over before lunchie to "inform" me tt the appraisial need to be go out by wed
i explained to her why i need to go
and was asked "then how?"
swee lor!!
so i went to cancel the site walk lor
what to do
and guess what
1 april the engineer is "bye bye"
then how?
seriously, u tell me lor

anyway, i concluded la
left or right, i will still tio whack de
coz "why u never PRIORITISE ur work?"

WTF!
seriously, if u dun even know how to prioritise ur work, then dun come and lecture ppl to prioritise....
DUH!
i was fuming mad lor
damn it!!!

end of the day, the assignment not done.. i will still be whack by b lor
FOR NOT DOING IT
but would b remember its becoz of the appraisial??

and another thingy is B actually like sibei buay ta han in the meeting one fine day said this in front of everybody "i told u before blah blah blah"
frankly, i rolled eyes lor
SINCE WHEN THE FUCK U TOLD ME!!!!
i wanted to tell b "maybe u got tell but definitely not to me"
but then in front of everybody i think i will have a hard time in future lor
if i do it after the meeting, then for what?
what purpose? coz everybody will remember in tt meeting b told me before....
and anyway ppl got gold fish memory lor
said what also wtf

only wondering when i will shoot back ..... the day i decided tt i had enough?

i think i dun want to eat "silence cat" le
for what?
coz i dun want to be "label" as not performing...
if u know me well enough, if u have told me, i sure remember de.... and if i did it, i sure will admit le....and if i no do, i will also admit tt i did not do.....
so dun think u can "bully" me lor...
but then too bad, u choose not to know me.. then what can i do?
only make me TL u lor...

anyway, tt day after the closed up session, i decided this is one boss i dun want to work with and under with.....
DUH!!
do not earn my respect at all!!

THAT'S IT!!

tomorrow is the day!!
FINALLY!!  Its here!!

no words to say
cannot describe my feelings now!!

the long awaited wait....
i am gg to complete the process of my tooth implant!


I AM GG TO HAVE MY FRONT TOOTH BACK!!!
HUAT AH!!

everything is gg to be bad to normal le
HUAT AH!!

i simply cannot wait.....

930am is the appt tomolo... 1 hr or so later... its a BRAND NEW FRONT TOOTH!!
nothing but the brand new front tooth!!

i can FINALLY eat again!!!
HUAT AH!!

blessed me!!!

WHERE R THE EGGS?

today is search for choco eggs and rabbits day!!!
hehe

HAPPY EASTER!
=)

CRUSH!!

seriously, turn every where and i am "crushed"

yayaya
no exaggerating
"crushed" by CANDY CRUSH!!
surrounded by ppl playing candy crush on their smart phone
hahaha

the latest craze on smart phone??!!

ENGINE WARMNG UP

i went to the electronics expo sales yesterday
i tell u, its as crowded as the IT fair lor
everybody was like cheong-ing to get LAPTOPS, TABLETS, etc etc
and i was cheonging to get my fridge and washing machine
hehehe

and i was like DUH lor
so crowded
anyway i got what i set out to get!!!

i got samsung
hahaha
ya i know what u gg to say
this is not the brand for home appliances but i like leh
lolz
my lappy also samsung leh
kekeke

$800 for 2 items
i got a small fridge and a small washing machine
coz also not using much la
so why bother to get big one
afterall the plinth already more or less determine the size of my machines
hehe

i haven set the delivery date yet
need to wait till the reno is done
and i have yet to confirm any quotations yet
sigh
=(

so 1st apr cannot whack le
need to wait a while more
but i think almost there le
i sort of decided who i am gg to sign with
just need to neg the $$$ and scope of work


but i think i would want to do the air con installation first... ya, decided to install new one coz the existing one really damn old le
i am afraid later got problem, then i headache lor

HUAT HUAT HUAT

GO FOR THE WIN

i went to join an event last evening
ya i know, very long no join le
so i went lor
hehe

i tell u
like what the others always tell me, "its not abt the winning or the game or whatever, its along the way, u make new friends and get to know each other better"
so ok lor, i changed
i dun care abt winning, i dun care abt the game, i just concentrate on making friends along the way

BUT!!!
i tell u!!
the ppl were like ALL WENT OUT lor
want to win leh!
I hor. *slap forehead*
this guy in my grp was like "hey go here, hey go there, hey why not we like this, hey why not we like tt"
and i was like "hey! its not abt winning la. its abt the time we "bond" together in team mah"
then he diam diam
actually the guys in my team were like *gulp* and the 3 ladies in my grp were so scare of them
hahaha
but me very zai de, why? coz i met them before ah
hahaha
and they dun care abt me anyway, coz not interested

seriously, so now hor, i am confused
those who gave me advise are right or i am wrong to follow the advice
wtf!!!
*hmph*

anyway its ok la
nobody caught my attention last evening
and all i wanted to do is GO HOME

i suddenly dun feel like attending any event le
i am very tired
i kept seeing that small grp of guys, they, looking for SYT and me, looking for THE ONE
u can said we are fated then
but seriously, they and me? no connected......coz i am no longer SYT and they still living in their dreamz....

maybe master is right, no more le
since no more le, then just wait for it to come looking for me.....
sigh

GOOD BONDING TIME

suddenly everybody into badminton??
hm..... or perhaps they have been into badminton for a long time just tt i was only invited recently

the guys are gg for a badminton session next fri.... kekeke..... and i am invited again
bet this time, i wont have body ache le bah!
afterall this would be my 3 time playing in a month...

anyway not sure is it a good sport... but at least i know its a good bonding time!!

HUAT AH!!
=P

WRONG NO RIGHT

to me hor
very simple de
right is right
wrong is wrong
no border line cases de

just like
white is white
black is black
there will not be grey

very simple right?
life already so complicated de why still want to complicate things

really love him meh?
or really love them meh?
sigh
only u know lor
and hor the more u tried to lie, the more obvious the lie could become lor

maybe, perhaps, she really loves the 2 men lor
or more than the 2.... we also dun know
but to me its like using a lie to cover another lie

i also dun know when will this saga ends leh
the verdict for the 1st case was "INNOCENT"
so now the 2nd one will be????
anyway to me its like trying to prove tt top mgt no corruption but can have affairs..... hehehe

okok, its my own humble opinion la, not saying anybody

but then, wrong is wrong, just admit lor
who knows will get a better ending....  =)
whats wrong with admitting wrong when u r in the wrong.....why "fight" to prove ur innocence... if u r, u will be.....
dun give those funny reasons or excuses... simply unbelievable....
only make others more angry and mad....

so stop making excuses bah
two wrongs no make one right... is this the correct saying??
hm.....

JUST PAINT LA

i think dad is very free
hahaha
almost everyday i hear updates from him to mama abt the kitchen ceiling

seriously, i cannot comment much coz i dun know the full story
wat i do know is, someone wants to change pipe, then we need to pay for the works done to OUR CEILING
papa is not agreeable to just arrange, coz he felt tt it should be 50-50
but apparently, HDB said u pay for ur own work in ur house

so dad being very free
called the world at large until someone, cukoo enough to entertain him
opps!!
okok, re track, should be kind soul

so tt guy helped him to get all the relevant parties to advise la
end up this XXX guy came by our house, accessed the situation and told my dad "u just paint la"
and left (according to papa la)
and next moment, our HDB very efficient, followed up with a letter to say tt "u just paint la"
swee rite

of course my papa will not take such a reply la
if "just paint la" u think he will go thru all the extend just to be told "u just paint la"
frankly, DUH lor

so the poor cukoo guy... ok ok... kind soul who helped him to contact the world at large hor, was again troubled by him to help him draft a reply letter back to HDB lor
swee rite
i think both men nothing better to do....
good lor, entertain each other....

actually why cant the HDB just change the pipes for all household and then "just paint la" for all the residents?
why cannot huh? no budget??

well... i dun know... and i think i also cannot care much la
the saga continues....

NEW FOUND FRIENDS

i went to play badminton with my new grp of new found friends yesterday

i got to say, this grp of ppl really fun loving and felt at ease being with them
they dun wear coloured specs to look at me...hahaha....and i also dun look at them like aliens
okok, no offence, i dun mean to say u looked at me with coloured specs or aliens ok....not u.... u know who r u....anyway..

ya u guessed it correctly
coz we are the D ppl
=)

i only met a small grp of them.
ppl staying in the east
not sure when will the next gathering be, where i would meet the rest!
coz they sound like a bunch of great companies!!
=)

NO NEED TO ACT

B asked to speak to me today
i went to see her
she asked me " i want to hear your views"
and i sat there and listen to what she has to say

she went "now tt u have pass ur exams, HR will officially promote u to manager. but i want to ask ur opinion if i were to ask X to be manager instead"
i looked at her "ok. i am fine"
i guessed she probably stunned bah, tt i replied so fast
but tts what i always wanted to do, to let X have the post
i always felt tt i was promoted coz no ppl le, and i so happened to be there at the right time bah
and when she came back from the other side, i wanted to give her back the post but they told me not as easy as i want it to be
and now comes this oppt, then why not grab it and just do it

i know i may be silly to some  and to some this might be a "demotion"
but frankly, tts what i always wanted to do
to give up the post to X
tts why when B told me this, i said OK
she went on to ask me whether will i feel malu or whatever when ppl starts to talk abt it
i told her "no" frankly how would i know, haven happened yet
but even if it did, i guess i would just smile and said management arrangement

and for B to suggest it to me, shows tt she has a better candidate in mind
so did i do all these in vain, taking my test 3 times, doing this and doing tt, everybody knows tt i am an acting manager then next moment X is promoted instead.....etc
well, i dun think so
i dun think anything was done in vain, coz i really put my heart into every single assignment given to me just tt perhaps, its not up to expectations bah

anyway i told 4 ppl....and now u also know......
3 of them felt tt its very unfair and why B made such a decision
1 even thinks tt i will resign becoz of this.  she said tt if like tt then dun promote me in the first place or inform me tt when X is back, X will take over
i assured her tt i will still resign whether or not this post is given to me or to X.
so why fight for something which i wont be keeping it for long?? might as well give it to someone else who can make good use of it and then when i leave, this post wont be le vacant and i wont be guilty.
1 very diplomatic, told me tt if its her, she will ask B to decide who is a better candidate for the post. and tt would be the final decision.

no hard feelings no nothing la
as long as they dun touch my pay, i am ok with the swapping of roles....hahaha
touch my pay and then bye bye
immediately send out resume le, not like now, taking own sweet time to do it
kekeke

guess sometimes really need a push and pull factor....
and as for now, MONEY would be the contributing factor

nothing matters most NOW than my tooth implant and my house!!
afterall its just a job
company can still survive with or wthout me....
but i only have ME, I and MYSELF to think abt....hehe

now no need to act le
HUAT AH!!

WANT OR DUN WANT?

was watching "the america next top model" this morning
this season is the students version and the public also plays a part in scoring/judging u...
so it makes a lot of difference as compare to last few seasons of TANTM, where the judges made the call

u can imagine when tyra banks went ard the colleges to "recruit" potential models
all of them were like "CRAZY" over it
its like "THIS IS WHAT I WANT!!! OMG OMG!"
u know stuff like tt
and u will wonder "how come ppl can be so siao?!!"

well, so apparently this AM epi is abt "MAKE OVER"
and if u do watched TANTM, u will know tt, make over is a segment, where u gets to have a complete make over, whether u like it or not
BUT this time round, there is a twist!! 
u get to choose whether u want or dun want to have the make over
DUH!!
but frankly, do u think u r so easily let off if u choose not to have the make over?
afterall this is a show leh, u r gg to be a model soon (if u wins la), how can u not take instruction rite?

anyway got 2 smart alec said "NO"
one said "coz was given a choice. so is ok to say dun want." and the other was telling long and short grandma's story. ya, literally it was something abt her grandma wanting her to keep her hair long....BAH!

ok so, these 2 were shortlisted for a "talk" while the rest were busy with their make over
and they were briefed tt in this line, u have to always listen to ur client. they want u to do this, u do this and not do tt coz no client wants an employee who does not listen to simple instruction. and no agents would want to represent such models...
which i think is qute true la....

well, the girl who said was given a choice to make over or not. said she is now being represented by an agent who still managed to help her find assignments. and the lady was kind enough to remind her tt her agent is those small small ones, how can she one day become BIG. she will never get BIG assignments. then she said she dun mind.*rolled eyes* and the kind lady told her what if now some one is offering her $XM for the assignment but she needs to do a make over, and guess what ??!!?? her reply is"NO" *rolled more eyes*
kua kua kua
then the kind lady stunned,but she continued with what if today XYZ is gg to ofer u an assignment then how? and the girl actually replied "well, i might consider"
KUA KUA KUA

seriously, DUH!!!

as for the grandma's story one, tyra banks was explaining to her, this is a job, we talking abt being professional, so if she is worried abt her family history or watever, then perhaps this is not suitable for her
then the girl got panic as in "did i just jeopadise my chance to be TANTM??!!?? and started to tear!!

to me, well, u made the choice, then why cry over spilled milk now!!
and i thought isn;t this WHAT U WANT in the first place??  no job is always glamour 24 hrs /7 days a week de lor... got to give up some stuff for it
so DUH!!!
so if tts what u want then u should know the price of being a model rite? nothing is free lor..got to work hard for it, a price to pay... and its only HAIR!! not asking u to go under the knife... u either gets to chop it off, perm, bonding, colour, what else can happened?? botak???

anyway half way thru the show, the girl who said given a choice, decided tt she had enough.
as in this is ONLY one of what she wants, but not EVERYTHING
and she decided to call it a day
i guess she cannot accept the fact of taking nude photos bah
but i thought all TANTM has a segment where participants has to take nude photos
so why this NOW?
frankly, i also dun know
ya, she decided to call it quits during the nude photo taking segment

i guess tts how human works bah
when u dun have, u think tt TTS WHAT I WANT
give me TT, tts what i always wanted, die die also must have
but once u have it, u tend to feel, well, perhaps, its not really want i want afterall
btw, tt girl is a havard student.... got brains but no eq???
(hm... my own personal humble opinion, mean no harm to anyone)

ok, so after "fighting" with so many other students and got the top 20 hot seats
gone thru few rounds of elimination
and she realised tt its not what she wanted after all..........quite sad hor
worked so hard for it
but then again, i guess its a blessing to realise it NOW then LATER
tio bo???

now still early, so can let go
later, too late le, neither here nor there, and then she got to continue to "fight" on coz too late to back out

guess tts how life works
isn't it?
humans are greedy creatures
dun have tt time, we want it so badly
have tt time, we either treasure or we think think think, perhaps not really want i expected...
erm....
HUMAN!!

FRUITFUL TRIP

my feet are so tired!!!!!!!!!!

spend half a day in IKEA!!!

but i got to say its time well spend
coz i got some "ling gan"
hahaha

but first need to see how to "SLASH" price with the reno contractor... or maybe some reno works can dun do bah... like change the switches??? change bedroom doors??
hm....

let me think abt it!!
DUH!!


need to go visit other furniture malls too!
to gather more "ling gan"

IT'S NORMAL?

i cannot remember wat we were all talking abt before lunch time
but i remembered i started the topic
then suddenly some one opened her mouth and made this statement which made us all stunned and went silence for few secs

"its ok for a guy friend and a gal friend to hold hands wat. normal"
*kua kua kua*

i tell u, we were all chatting happily and then when she threw this statement out, we were all like *DANG*

then someone opened her mouth and said "NO LAH! this is not normal!!! why u think its normal? its never normal. how can anyhow hold hands de"
then the someone said "no wat. whats wrong. hold hands does not mean anything"
then all of us went "who said!"
hahahaha
then the someone went "i just want to tell u its not normal. so u dun anyhow go hold ppl's hand other than ur bf"

period!!

but will tt someone understand????

MADE IT!!

I PASSED MY EXAM!!

HAHAHA!!

HUAT AH!!!!

=)
*BEAM BEAM*

no words can describe how i am feeling when i first received the news via email!!
my hands were shaking and my heart beat is very very fast!!
hahaha
then i send out the email to inform B and b
and my fellow colls and also to my "eng ren"

seriously!!
blessed me!!

got my SISV membership and now passed my exams!!
HUAT AH!!

more good things are coming my way!!
=D

EXERCISE MORE

went to play badminton with the guys last fri
i tell u.... old le
really
i did not run much lor
i just stood there and whack
hahahaha

but my body is starting to ache NOW...
seriously old le, tts why even the pain also delayed

but overall
SHIOK!
think i need to hit the gym soon.........

everything will have to wait till i get my house done!!
=)
*yippeeee*

the thought of it so happy
sourcing for quotations le
now is to go see furniture at the same time
dun waste time mah
haha

My plan is to get everything settled by march, as in get the quotation
april to whack and do up the place
may ready for my furniture, bit by bit....
and FINALLY a place to call my own
i am a landlord liao...........*woohoo*

can u hear the money rolling in??
hahaha
HUAT AH
the thought of it, body no more ache lor..hahaha

POP POP POP

can u hear the champagne popping!!
hahaha

i just went to make the mould, choose the closest colour
and two more weeks!!
i just need to endure for two more weeks and its gg to be
HURRAY!!
bye bye dentures!!!
though u served me well, i rather not wear them!!
>.<

u guys wont know how happy and delighted i am !!
frankly...speechless
cannot describe de!!

damn happy
its like seeing light at the end of the dark tunnel
and  just knew tt u gg to see BROAD DAYLIGHT soon after like.....*ponder*
AI YA!!
u dun know one la
but get the champagne ready!!

1....2.....3......
counting down....
hahaha

NOT UP TO STANDARD

boo boo hoo hoo
i was told by my boss tt this yr i did not perform UP TO STANDARD
she said she felt tt i sort of somehow lost my focus
dun know why
sigh
damn sad lor damn demoralising

but ITS OK
haha
coz i know why
its not me losing focus, its becoz i just lose my interest in my work without my front tooth
kekeke

nothing interest me except my front tooth
for a moment, i also thought of quitting since i know i am not performing up to MY OWN STANDARD
but all these changes after my trip to SPAIN
i got enlightenment, i saw the light
tts why i only got better, as in start to perform to MY OWN STANDARD this yr.....hahaha....so whole of last yr was like DUH!!

and then she highlighted to me tt other heads highlighted to her tt i only do WHAT I WAS ASKED TO DO and nothing more
hahaha
of course la, do more for what
hahaha
i tried to explain myself...citing tt i just want to get the shit out
but she told me i need to analyse the whole exercise and what is the result i want to get....i need to think of all the problems tt i will encounter step by step and try to have a solution for all the problems

well, i thought this was a good suggestion, i think i need to change
i always cheong my work, and i do agreed, i only produce QUANTITY but not QUALITY
but i need to change, produce QUALITY but not QUANTITY

as for my focus, well, its not an issue at all
coz i have see far le, so i would be able to perform well again

one thing i want to add on, not tt i want to boost or what
when B decided to promote me, the rest were like better not la, she still not tt yet
but B insisted and said she has faith in me!!!
TADA!
gam dong leh!!
lao bak sai!!

gam dong tt the rest fought for me
grateful for B who has confidence in me!!

thank you everybody for giving me this opportunity

i will try my best and wont let anyone down
but dun expect an overnight change....
=)
HUAT AH!!

btw, the results for the test should be out ard these few days.... *cross finger/pray hard*
and next monday i will be gg to the dentist to make the mould for my crown... *cross finger/pray hard*

BLESS ME

THE SHOW MUST GO ON.....

went to xiao zhu's concert last nite
it was GOOD
why?
coz they went to buy the $201 tickets and i told me its $138
swee rite
haha

overall it was good except for the sound system
it was like DUH on and off
sibei sian
but we still enjoyed urselves

GOOD SHOW!!!
as the saying goes "the show must go on".... hehe

POWER ON

this AM i went to the town council to pay for the conservancy fees!!!
hehehe
ya, a small fee to pay to keep my estate CLEAN??

then i went to buy some wu a bo de before making my way to the new place
i was waiting for the technician to come and power turn on and also water turn on!
and also trying out all the keys given to me and was busy labelling each and every keys
except for one bunch which i really dun know wtf are they for?

now power and water all have... gas have to call de
the cylinder type
HUAT AH!!
now can proceed with the reno

i met my new neighbour's mama today
brought a lot of food over for me
coz they having house warming

thing is, she damn frank and honest lor
said my house ugly alot of things must remove
hahaha
then she said u alone stayed in such a big place, WASTED
swee rite
then she said her daughter was the one who bought the unit next door at $460K

agent helped me check, she bought it in april last yr, therefore the price haven shoot up!!!
so i still got a good price
*beam beam*

anyway soon my place will be ready to "see ppl" le
=)

HUAT AH!