NO NEED TO ACT

B asked to speak to me today
i went to see her
she asked me " i want to hear your views"
and i sat there and listen to what she has to say

she went "now tt u have pass ur exams, HR will officially promote u to manager. but i want to ask ur opinion if i were to ask X to be manager instead"
i looked at her "ok. i am fine"
i guessed she probably stunned bah, tt i replied so fast
but tts what i always wanted to do, to let X have the post
i always felt tt i was promoted coz no ppl le, and i so happened to be there at the right time bah
and when she came back from the other side, i wanted to give her back the post but they told me not as easy as i want it to be
and now comes this oppt, then why not grab it and just do it

i know i may be silly to some  and to some this might be a "demotion"
but frankly, tts what i always wanted to do
to give up the post to X
tts why when B told me this, i said OK
she went on to ask me whether will i feel malu or whatever when ppl starts to talk abt it
i told her "no" frankly how would i know, haven happened yet
but even if it did, i guess i would just smile and said management arrangement

and for B to suggest it to me, shows tt she has a better candidate in mind
so did i do all these in vain, taking my test 3 times, doing this and doing tt, everybody knows tt i am an acting manager then next moment X is promoted instead.....etc
well, i dun think so
i dun think anything was done in vain, coz i really put my heart into every single assignment given to me just tt perhaps, its not up to expectations bah

anyway i told 4 ppl....and now u also know......
3 of them felt tt its very unfair and why B made such a decision
1 even thinks tt i will resign becoz of this.  she said tt if like tt then dun promote me in the first place or inform me tt when X is back, X will take over
i assured her tt i will still resign whether or not this post is given to me or to X.
so why fight for something which i wont be keeping it for long?? might as well give it to someone else who can make good use of it and then when i leave, this post wont be le vacant and i wont be guilty.
1 very diplomatic, told me tt if its her, she will ask B to decide who is a better candidate for the post. and tt would be the final decision.

no hard feelings no nothing la
as long as they dun touch my pay, i am ok with the swapping of roles....hahaha
touch my pay and then bye bye
immediately send out resume le, not like now, taking own sweet time to do it
kekeke

guess sometimes really need a push and pull factor....
and as for now, MONEY would be the contributing factor

nothing matters most NOW than my tooth implant and my house!!
afterall its just a job
company can still survive with or wthout me....
but i only have ME, I and MYSELF to think abt....hehe

now no need to act le
HUAT AH!!