DUN PREACH AND DUN PRACTICE

tt day i was very angry
sigh
but i think maybe its my own fault la
but then still..
it takes 2 hands to clap rite??


whole of march was closing month
so very busy with payment
my engineer is gg to be transferred out so he requested for me to go site walk with him
i told him i cannot as i was very tight up with payment
we agreed to arrange one day before his transferred

finally we managed to set a date!!

then on XXX, b informed tt we need to resubmit our appraisal and told us to re look at it over the weekend
monday and tuesday quietly slipped away and only on wed b then decided to do the appraisal with us
and guess what?
my arranged date was on wed!!
swee rite?

b came over before lunchie to "inform" me tt the appraisial need to be go out by wed
i explained to her why i need to go
and was asked "then how?"
swee lor!!
so i went to cancel the site walk lor
what to do
and guess what
1 april the engineer is "bye bye"
then how?
seriously, u tell me lor

anyway, i concluded la
left or right, i will still tio whack de
coz "why u never PRIORITISE ur work?"

WTF!
seriously, if u dun even know how to prioritise ur work, then dun come and lecture ppl to prioritise....
DUH!
i was fuming mad lor
damn it!!!

end of the day, the assignment not done.. i will still be whack by b lor
FOR NOT DOING IT
but would b remember its becoz of the appraisial??

and another thingy is B actually like sibei buay ta han in the meeting one fine day said this in front of everybody "i told u before blah blah blah"
frankly, i rolled eyes lor
SINCE WHEN THE FUCK U TOLD ME!!!!
i wanted to tell b "maybe u got tell but definitely not to me"
but then in front of everybody i think i will have a hard time in future lor
if i do it after the meeting, then for what?
what purpose? coz everybody will remember in tt meeting b told me before....
and anyway ppl got gold fish memory lor
said what also wtf

only wondering when i will shoot back ..... the day i decided tt i had enough?

i think i dun want to eat "silence cat" le
for what?
coz i dun want to be "label" as not performing...
if u know me well enough, if u have told me, i sure remember de.... and if i did it, i sure will admit le....and if i no do, i will also admit tt i did not do.....
so dun think u can "bully" me lor...
but then too bad, u choose not to know me.. then what can i do?
only make me TL u lor...

anyway, tt day after the closed up session, i decided this is one boss i dun want to work with and under with.....
DUH!!
do not earn my respect at all!!