NOT UP TO STANDARD

boo boo hoo hoo
i was told by my boss tt this yr i did not perform UP TO STANDARD
she said she felt tt i sort of somehow lost my focus
dun know why
sigh
damn sad lor damn demoralising

but ITS OK
haha
coz i know why
its not me losing focus, its becoz i just lose my interest in my work without my front tooth
kekeke

nothing interest me except my front tooth
for a moment, i also thought of quitting since i know i am not performing up to MY OWN STANDARD
but all these changes after my trip to SPAIN
i got enlightenment, i saw the light
tts why i only got better, as in start to perform to MY OWN STANDARD this yr.....hahaha....so whole of last yr was like DUH!!

and then she highlighted to me tt other heads highlighted to her tt i only do WHAT I WAS ASKED TO DO and nothing more
hahaha
of course la, do more for what
hahaha
i tried to explain myself...citing tt i just want to get the shit out
but she told me i need to analyse the whole exercise and what is the result i want to get....i need to think of all the problems tt i will encounter step by step and try to have a solution for all the problems

well, i thought this was a good suggestion, i think i need to change
i always cheong my work, and i do agreed, i only produce QUANTITY but not QUALITY
but i need to change, produce QUALITY but not QUANTITY

as for my focus, well, its not an issue at all
coz i have see far le, so i would be able to perform well again

one thing i want to add on, not tt i want to boost or what
when B decided to promote me, the rest were like better not la, she still not tt yet
but B insisted and said she has faith in me!!!
TADA!
gam dong leh!!
lao bak sai!!

gam dong tt the rest fought for me
grateful for B who has confidence in me!!

thank you everybody for giving me this opportunity

i will try my best and wont let anyone down
but dun expect an overnight change....
=)
HUAT AH!!

btw, the results for the test should be out ard these few days.... *cross finger/pray hard*
and next monday i will be gg to the dentist to make the mould for my crown... *cross finger/pray hard*

BLESS ME