GO FOR THE WIN

i went to join an event last evening
ya i know, very long no join le
so i went lor
hehe

i tell u
like what the others always tell me, "its not abt the winning or the game or whatever, its along the way, u make new friends and get to know each other better"
so ok lor, i changed
i dun care abt winning, i dun care abt the game, i just concentrate on making friends along the way

BUT!!!
i tell u!!
the ppl were like ALL WENT OUT lor
want to win leh!
I hor. *slap forehead*
this guy in my grp was like "hey go here, hey go there, hey why not we like this, hey why not we like tt"
and i was like "hey! its not abt winning la. its abt the time we "bond" together in team mah"
then he diam diam
actually the guys in my team were like *gulp* and the 3 ladies in my grp were so scare of them
hahaha
but me very zai de, why? coz i met them before ah
hahaha
and they dun care abt me anyway, coz not interested

seriously, so now hor, i am confused
those who gave me advise are right or i am wrong to follow the advice
wtf!!!
*hmph*

anyway its ok la
nobody caught my attention last evening
and all i wanted to do is GO HOME

i suddenly dun feel like attending any event le
i am very tired
i kept seeing that small grp of guys, they, looking for SYT and me, looking for THE ONE
u can said we are fated then
but seriously, they and me? no connected......coz i am no longer SYT and they still living in their dreamz....

maybe master is right, no more le
since no more le, then just wait for it to come looking for me.....
sigh