LOUSY MONDAY

supposed to be a happy day today
I took leave to go for buffet with E for our birthday celebration

for the past few yrs, we normally celebrate after work
but this yr, I decided what the heck, just take half day lor

I was very happy until she came and "barked" at me
frankly I do think it was my fault
but then again, despite me telling them tt its her comment
and they for whatever shit reason did not amend it accordingly
I will just forward it to her for her further comments
why must I hold it in my court and then "delay" the whole paper approval process

she came and "barked" tt I should not have just forward it to her for her comments since the paper was not in order
but to me, it was, since I said le, they dun want to listen, then u go tell them lor

anyway I know le
next time, I just keep her in the loop and comment tt the paper is still not in order
and its for her to follow up if she wants to and also for them to follow up with her if they dun want to

anyway she spoilt my mood and ruined my half day
duh
but E went with me for an express mani after the buffet at TODAI
and I do felt happier

but frankly
after all I did for the team, and this is what I get
???!!??
put down everything just to do one thing which end up not necessary
put my own stuff aside to tidy up someone else's estimate and also ecas
end up everybody looked good, meet their deadlines and all
and I looked so stupiak with my own work not cleared
and now a "barking" from her
I just take it tt today bad day for her bah
and she has no one to vent her frustration on except me...coz who else can let her "bark" like tt except me lor....
and also its my fault la.....I truly believe

I think I would just go....."SHOULD" I mean
if she really thinks I am shit, then let someone better to take over and do a better job than me then
no big deal
I am ok with it

so cut long story short
I am gg to CLICK