Tuesday, September 2, 2014

STILL SO LOUSY

its the 2nd time she made me cried
sigh
but before I outburst
I told myself to stop
"not worth it"

but I regretted not crying last nite
coz today at work, I also no idea why I still feel very lousy abt what happened yesterday
and its like any moment I will burst out in tears

even today when she came over to tell me tt the amended paper is good to go
I still dun know how to smile
actually from the moment I opened my eyes till the day ended today at work, I never once smile
I just feel so so so lousy

come to think of it
I think ever since she "barked" at me yesterday AM, a smile has never appeared on my face since then

dun know why
this time I cannot let it go
why?

I just feel so lousy

only think to look forward to is my holiday
when will the day come............

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