PISSED OFF

today i was so angry
mad at myself actually
sigh

suppose to consolidate some figures
the assistant was tasked to do first
she did it and then reported tt the figures dun telly
so before senior j went outstation, she asked me to check

so happily i did it
and then i realised today after asking the assistant tt only certain items the figures does not telly
and then i told her "u never indicate it on the spreadsheet. u should have indicated it so tt i know which one dun telly, then i just check tt one"
and she said "blah blah blah"
so i went "ok so now u tell me which one dun telly"
and she went "this one only"
i almost want to faint and vomit blood one.
i have a difference of $225K, so how can only 1 item caused the differences. use the backside also know lor
so i probed further "beside this one got what others?"
"no only this one"
wa kao!!
she still dun get it!!!
wtf really!!
i already damn tl le lor, and she still want to further agitate me.......

so ok, i composed myself
and asked her based on another spreadsheet
"so this sheet hor, all telly or not?"
and she went "almost all lah. but here and there dun"
*faint can*
and she did not indicate it on the spreadsheet which are the one
then the phone rang and i told her to answer the phone, i will continue to do my work

really!!
frankly speaking, i dun feel like doing le
really
pissed me off so badly
i could have just zoomed in to the areas tt dun telly, rather then check thru all thousands over items
but then again, i told junior J "its my fault. i did not asked"
junior j was kind enough to say tt its not my fault lah. she should have written on the spreadsheets which are the figures tt do not telly with hers
and then but deducting it from the total amt we would be able to check is that X the difference for the $225K.
sigh
i am totally speechless
but i just packed up and went home today on the dot

really
i am so damn pissed off