U CALLED THIS FEEDBACK??

dun know why
this week i am the kana bua candidate
bua from right to left, top to bottom
wtf

what happened one fine morning:-
J: Hey! E asked me last evening who should be the one doing the tabulation. i told her u can do for her lah.
and i stared at her, after i did mah. so i waited for her to finish her story
J: she told me tt u r unwilling to do and also mentioned tt why u must be led by P when he said u should not be doing for her
and my reaction was very immediate de
M:wtf! why she like this said? i got do lor. not tt i did not do. and as for P's story. she said some and dun say some to u. i told her i told P off "dun be like this lah. so small gas. just do for her lah. small matter"
J: is it? she did not tell me this. she said u seemed unwilling to do
M: how can she said such a thing. i do until swee swee then i forwarded to her the tabulation before i went on leave. i cc Junior J lor. she can be my witness
JJ: yaya. she got do lor *BEAM BEAM* (tts what friends are for...hehe)

then she gave me a look and i knew immediately i had it
but me being me, i will not take it lying low lor
if i did not do it and u say me, i am fine
but if i did and u say i did not, i think i cannot let the matter rest like this
M: ok. forget it. i dun want to say anymore. she can say all she wants and i just do my work. u have eyes to see for yourself whether i do work or not. i dun need to say much
and i diam diam and sulk

and i kana bua

J: i am so shocked tt u reacted so VIOLENTLY to feedback. feedback is good u know. learn from it. nobody is perfect lor. so we must be positive to the feedback given
WTF!! u called this feedback? i called it backstab lor. u say some and u kept some facts i think its very bad.
i dun mind u want to score points with bosses but hor, dun step on others to do it lor
so unprofessional
i cannot take it
frankly speaking, who can..............

so i defended myself
M: i am not feeling negative abt the feedback. i am just angry tt i did the thing why must she said such thing. and i told her tt i told P off le. why she did not tell u tt. why must she said i am being led by others. i did not
J: she did not tell me tt. why she did not tell me, i dun know lah. anyway, u should not react like this. if u react like this, i think i will not want to tell u anymore in future
M: NO! u got to tell me. (but inside my heart i was thinking wtf! such feedback i dun need lor)
J:if u want me to tell u , then u should not behave like this when i told u
M: point noted. will take all feedback gracefully in future. (anyway no pt arguing. really. losing end)

frankly speaking, in my own humble opinion, if u cannot see whether am i doing work or not, and must listen to others "feedback" to rate me, i dun see the impt of my presence here.
really.
i dun asked for rank, neither do i ask for status, fame, or recognisation
all i asked for is a 9 to 6 job, 5 days week, every month get paid promptly, job stable. tts all!!
so all those stabbing stuff, PLEASE, just dun involved me......
>.<
really tmd

today she told me tt during a meeting, tt person in tt dept said something abt our dept not doing certain work
and she stood up and reason with that guy
told me i won't take it if the reasoning he gave is not valid. i will put up a fight. rite? how can i let it go like this. must say him
so u see, she can do it but we cannot
we must be positive to feedback and she dun need??
sigh
*speechless*