GG INTO DEPRESSION MODE

felt very lousy today
its all abt work

we sat down to have a heart to heart talk
started out well
then i decided to disappear for awhile to see whether will she really open her heart up
10 mins later i went back
black face
omg!
what happened

no more smile, no more nothing
just a black face
sigh

i guessed tts it!!!
she gave up
soon, soon i will too
sigh

so depressed
why huh
why ppl like this
i was telling myself now i dun feel it, maybe next yr, when i dun get the promotion then i will be able to understand better

starting to lose respect for somebody
no longer look up to her
she said she won't bring it up
she will pretend tt she dun know
but end of the talk, she actually brought it up
i mean........sigh

i already see her in a different light when she disclosed she said she did not put her up for promotion this yr which in fact she told me earlier tt she fought for her
and now this
i mean.......i mean..........
omg!!
i am really gg into depression stage le