WAKE UP CALL

today after the dim sum buffet

dear and i went ecp for fishing

we bought some love prawns as bait

and in the end we left with 7 prawns

and as we were not tt hungry, dear said we will cook the prawns with garlic as dinner

i am fine with the idea as long as he is happy

afterall, i am not hungry

along the way

he told me "either u take care of the prawns or u take care of the garlic"

and i went "but i dun know how to. u got to tell me"

and he went " u have to do something if not u dun eat"

and i was like huh? wtf. must tell me what to do mah. dun expect me to know what to do lor

anyway, when we got home, in the lift he reminded me again tt if i dun cook, i will have no dinner

then i told him, "but its always u cook, i wash up mah"

anyway, when we were in the kitchen, he told me to go take my bath first

while he dealt with the prawns

so off i went and after my bath, he told me to "remove the skin of the garlic"

i dun know how to do it. so i asked him

he taught me how to do it and within seconds, i removed all the skin lor

while i was doing tt, his auntie asked me "sy, do u know how to cook?"

and i went "no"

frankly speaking, who doesn't know how to cook? everybody does lor. its only a matter of nice or not? edible or not? got ppl want to eat or not lor.

and his auntie went "oh, poor boy. next time he has no food to eat"

and i went 'well, he just have to find his own food lor"

i mean, got hands, got legs, got mouth lor. sure can find food de lah

then his auntie continued with "well, u also need to eat rite?"

and i just diam diam lor

u know what i mean

i dun want to argue too much

as i said who doesn't know how to cook. its just a matter of nice or not, edible or not, got ppl want to eat or not lor........

anyway, case closed when dear replied "no worries, i will go my mistress house"

steady rite

next he told me i got to chop up the garlic to very fine pcs

so what i did?

my intention was to cut the garlic up first then chop them to finer pcs later

then he grumbled tt he needs it in smaller pcs lor

oh come on!! cannot wait awhile meh?

i also trying my best

anyway, after chopping up the garlic, i further chopped them into finer pcs

dear then used the chopper and continued from where i stopped

then he mixed the garlic with the sauce which he prepared earlier while i washed up the knives, the chopping board, the bowl and the spoon and whatever

then he said "u want maggi noodle u got to cook urself"

and i went "fine. dun need the noodle not tt hungry"

and he was persistant tt i have to cook my own noodle if i want "coz i am not gg to cook for u"

so i told him if i am hungry i can always cook my own noodle when i reached home later

and he said why i cannot cook at his place why must go home then cook. whats the difference?

and i told him no difference just tt i dun need the noodle now as i am not hungry

case closed when he replied "ok. i gg to bath now"

i was instructed to watch the fire while he bath

when he came out from the toilet he told me "hey! u want noodle? i can cook for u if u want"

and my answer remained as "no"

not tt i am stubborn or wat

but since in the first place, he did not want to cook, then why bother to cook now rite?

and i also dun need the noodle lor

within mins the prawns are cooked lor

we sat down and had the prawns for our dinner

frankly speaking, it was yummy

DELICIOUS!!

dearest mummy had cooked some rice earlier

so he said we can have rice instead of noodle

but frankly, i dun need the rice

anyway, it set me thinking

i dun think i will be a good wife in future..........really

seriously, i always thought tt i will be a good wife. a good house maker

but tonight made me realised tt i am not and guessed i will not......

though practise made perfect

but i know i will not........

perhaps dear should really go look out for one who can cooks, do housework and be a good house maker, help him "open flower spread the leaves".......think this person will not be me........

i am totally unqualified........

so terrible hor.....

suddenly my dream of being a full time housewife just burst rite infront of me

something which i dreamt of, think of and breathe of.......suddenly no longer belongs to me.........

perhaps being an ignorant person will really makes me a happy person.........

too bad i know too much, think too much

time to wake up