BIG LOSER

had a very bad dinner experience just now
little one and i were having dinner and watching show in the dining area
mama in the back with her radio on
and my dad was like "being irritating" making some stupiak noise

so i told him "can u pls stop being irritating and stop tt noise? mama is listening to radio behind and i am trying to watch the show, and i cannot hear"
and he came with a remark "u ownself bad mood dun say ppl"
and then i told him "whats there got to do with bad mood? and who said i am in a bad mood?"
and he came back with " why must u shout?"
and i replied " i am not shouting. i am just telling u. pls stop being irritating. and u r being unreasonable"
and then next he pointed his MIDDLE finger at me and told me "u see ur face? and u tell me u r not in a mad mood? u raise ur voice. and u better stopped it"
and me being me, i also not "save oil lamp lor" i rebutted him with "pls dun use ur middle finger and point at at me. "

he bloody pork
bang the table and pointed his POINTED finger at me and told me to "U BETTER SHOUT UP"
he stood up and i was ready to let him slap me across the face
try laying a finger on me........ inside myself i dared him

come on!!
he is really SOMETHING WRONG UP there
not tt i dun repsect him
i respects my parents ok
afterall i cannot choose whose my parents should be
its all fated
and i accepted it
TRUE FACTS
( from the bottom of my heart)
and frankly, i did not shout or raise my voice
and what's wrong with my face? he gave it to me de
he and mum!
u think i can complained?
if i can, i would have gone for plastic surgery way back then.........
oh pls......he think he very handsome??
*faint*
=)

anyway, my mum intervened and told me to stop it
and i told my mum "he is unreasonable. he ASSUMED tt i am in a bad mood when the fact is he is making a din, and i cannot hear the tv.
and then my mum said "let him be lah. he always want to win de. then just keep quiet."
so i kept quiet lor
and then my mum kana from dad
he went "i think u also better keep quiet too. u siding with her. u think i dun know. u also think tt i am in the wrong rite?"
and my mum went "oh pls. she is just telling u. she also never shout or raise her voice. just becoz she said something u dun like to hear, u said she is shouting"
and he blasted my mum for always siding with us and he noticed it just tt he did not want to bring it up
and my mum told him off said tt he always like this de. want to win. ppl just comment something and if he dun like he will said ppl wrong ppl this and that. she said she was mopping the floor behind and she dun even think tt i was shouting or raising my voice.....blah blah blah

LOSERS being LOSERS
he actually made a very hurting remark
" i think u better get married and get out of this house. U and YOUR SISTER. better both get married and get out of this house. dun give me any more problems"
wtf
ccb
nb
tl
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bk
f***ing hell
its so hurting!!!
so bloody hurting
though i know he is a LOSERs but its still hurting

i mean am i giving them or him any problem since my D??
i dun think so
except for maybe the embrassment or even the stress
but u think i am happy myself
=(

WHATEVER!!
loser!!

as usual, me being me
i replied him "this has nothing to do with marriage lor"
and i turned and continued to watch my tv
frankly speaking, if "I AM A PROBLEM" then just tell me lor, i can just shift out on my own
no big deal
but since got a house, wh0 wants to move out rite?
why waste the money....then in the first place dun asked me to come home lor.....dun tell me "the house door always open for u"
if so difficult, then dun say it...afterall why bother when u dun even mean it

he got mad and got up and left the table and proceed to the living room with his food and ate his dinner there!!

fine!!!
he can sit there quietly and eat his dinner watching whatever show he wants to
and i can watch my tv in peace

but i tell u lor
being head strong, i definitely will not forget this incident today
if, IF, ever, one day i do get marry
i am very sure i won't invite him
not angry words or being a loser too
but i think he dun deserve to come
after all, the only reason he wants to see me marry off is becoz "I AM GIVING HIM SO MUCH PROBLEMS"

PERIOD!!