UNFORGIVEN

sigh
made a blunder at work today
i really cannot forgive myself for tt
its looked like a simple and small mistake
but to me its very BIG

i mean after 13 yrs in this line and yet still make such a mistake
how can!!
felt so terrible after tt
i mean, i really cannot accept the fact tt i can made such a mistake

i was asked "what happened? why like this? did u check?"
i went "i did highlight but i think i am at fault too. i did not do a thorough check"
and i tell u, i meant every word i said

so what's so big deal rite
well, i gotten the name of the co wrong!!!
omg! omfg!!
and so what? name wrong nia mah
tts the problem lor.
name wrong how to proceed to the next step.........arrrgggghhhhhh!!!!!
si bei nb ccb lor
=(
i really cannot forgive myself.......

i was then asked "why like this? is it becoz too complacent"
kua kua kua
i always dun think i am VERY good
but i will try my best to do what is assigned to me........
this time round.......mistake learnt
but....but........but........how can i made such a mistake......