BROKEN RECORD

do i sound like one?
sigh
all my recent entries are on the same topic
nothing new,nothing special
tts why i told u guys not to follow
read a few more times also sian

but i think i got to talk abt it and face it then i will get over it faster
=))

seriously, i thought i was fine
then hor, a sms came in from coll and i broke down again
its an encouragement sms but i just broke down
sigh

but i will pull this thru
coz u guys want me to and i also want to
like i said, i dun want to let my loved ones be worry for me
i will be fine!!!

just bear with this broken record for a while more!!!
i hoping to settle this by end of this month and locked this episode up somewhere deep inside me, throw away the key and one day, it will just fade away.....
just like the previous one...

frankly, i hate to see myself as a weakling...... from young, i always tell myself, since nobody loves me, i will have to love myself more!!!
ta da!!
i am a strong person....just tt i am weak now....hehehe but tt does not mean i will be a weakling forever