THINK TOO MUCH

she smsed me to find out how i was doing
so i replied "getting used to not loving him anymore"
then she replied "oh so no turning back for both of u"

erm......tt leaves me scratching my head
when i told her tt we had broke up
she told me "Good! u know, i never see good the rs. i always thought tt u deserved someone better"
but now when she asked me, i have a feeling tt she was hoping tt we had gotten back together...or i think too much???
kua kua kua

frankly, all my friends finds tt he is good as compared to the previous one
or perhaps nobody wants to tell me tt he no good
i also dun know ...blah
she is the 1st one who told me this
wow!!
totally awesome!!!

is she just trying to comfort me??
i remembered when i left my last rs, all my friends and family member and even relatives told me "GOOD JOB!!!"
hahaha
bad taste i must have
but this current one, nobody said anything leh
and she was most probably the 1 and only......

i almost wanted to sms him today
coz it was raining cats and dogs
i just wanted to say "drive with care"
as usual, what i will always do when it rained heavly
but i told myself "for what? will he cares or even appreciate. why make ownself so "jian" like tt"
and luckily, hdp was flat lor...hehehe
even upstairs also dun want me to do it....

anyway, turn back or not,
its not for me to say
afterall he was the one who wanted to let go.......
i am just respecting his final decision...

guess i really think too much