DUN SAY

i tell u lor
really leh
day time dun think or say so much leh
nothing better to do is it?
then go find some work to occupy urself
or go clear some back log

i actually dreamt of debt collector!!!
wa lao eh!!
2 times lor
1st time woke up, fell back to sleep immediately
then 2nd time woke up, wakao!! cannot sleep le
so was an owl until the little one woke up to go to school

i kept telling myself to go back to sleep
need all the energy at work
but i just couldn't get back to sleep
arrrggghhhhh

and surprise surprise, i did not cry
last time, i would have cried lor
cry buckets
this time, i just wanna get back to sleep
why huh???

almost a month le, and i haven dream abt him lor
so hor, can only say i day time "badmouth" too much le
hehehe
think and said too muchie lah...sigh.....i where gt heart to bad mouth the person i loved so dearly rite?

been thru the worst, what is this.....tio bo?
what does not kill me,made me stronger!!!
hm....
SUPER WOMAN!!!

well, super woman i am not lor
during lunch today
S asked me "so where have ur bf and u planned to go? u haven taken any leave this yr leh"
and i went "erm..actually, we broke up le"
"HUH?? what happened?"
i just smiled at her
"what happened?"
"erm, i dun wanna talk abt it" i faked a smile, tears was abt to swell up in my eyes le
"ok ok. u ok or not? u feeling ok or not?"
"er, actualy if i dun talk abt it, i am fine de" and i smiled. (not fake one ok. really came from within"
"ok ok"
diam diam
and we immediately talked abt other stuff

this is what i meant when i said dun need to say anything or ask me anything
just be there
talk abt the birds, bees, weather, anything
tts all i need.
*beam beam*
and she did it.....hehehe not like Y.....both almost same age just tt S is one yr older than her, but...erm...well, different bah
i dun know
but i really appreciated it
thanks!!

thanks for everything, to all my dearly friends.....
"u said it best, when u said nothing at all"........
*V sign*